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Post by harrison on Jan 1, 2011 10:57:36 GMT -5
It had been a few weeks since the break up and baby Boston's birth and Harrison hadn't been all to well but she feeling a bit better now as she had gotten good help from her friends and oddly enough her uncle had been quite helpful and he hadn't hated her like she thought but only disliked that she was kind and tried to be good. She hoped to put this all in the past. She didn't want to hurt anymore because she had been given a new hope, a new life to take care of.
she had to wonder if brayden was alright and if he was happy , she hoped he was because no matter how hard she has tried to hate him ,she couldn't do it. she bit her bottom.lip and looked down at her bundled up joy , Boston was such a sweet little thing that managed to make her everyday brighter since she arrived.Currently little Boston was bundled up in a nice cover in her little stroller and gave those sweet little snores that made Harrison smile a bit more everyday.
Harrison still missed brayden but she knew that he chose not to be here for them and she would have to live her life for Boston's sake, she had to be strong for her child's sake and even if she loved and missed brayden, he had made his choice and it wasn't something she could change but merely had to accept it.
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Post by brayden on Jan 2, 2011 4:08:13 GMT -5
A few weeks had passed by now since the last time Brayden had seen Harrison and left her and the baby. But during that time, Brayden had started to miss Harrison a lot. He hated being without her. Brayden had been working a lot lately at the three broomsticks, taking others shifts just so he could try and make the pain and the missing part go away, but he just couldn`t do it. Brayden had heard that everything was fine with Harrison and Boston.
Brayden missed her so much and still loved her a lot, that he wanted to see her again, and the his daughter that he had never met before. As Brayden was heading for work today, he walked outside in Hogsmeade and only thought about Harrison and the baby. When he got closer to The Three Broomsticks, he saw someone with a baby stroller walking. He looked at the person pushing the stroller. Brayden stopped for a moment and saw that it was Harrison who was out with Boston.
When he looked at her, he could feel how much he was missing her and loving her. Brayden headed towards them in a half fast speed. He smiled a bit as well. It was really good to see her again. " Harrison !" Brayden said out loud and walked up to her and just hugged her. He couldn`t stop himself from doing that. " I am so sorry Harrison, i miss you so much !" he said and hugged her closer to him. He wanted everything to be fine between them again, he wanted her back, be back in her life and of course be in baby Boston`s life as well. He didn`t want her to grow up without a father around.
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Post by harrison on Jan 2, 2011 7:56:52 GMT -5
The first days of the breakup had been the worst for Harrison as she couldn't stop thinking of his kisses, the way he would touch her and how loving he had been to her but it was gone now and she couldn't change it, so all she could do was to treasure the time they had together and try to be the best she could for her child and hope that one day she would find her true love.She had to look down on her little angel with those big multicolored eyes that had her melting , she knew that her little angel would be a good girl when she grew up.
The thought of Harrison raising Boston alone terrified her but she couldn't force anyone to help her raise her.She didn't like that her daughter might be without a father but he said he wouldn't come back , she knew that it wouldn't matter if she tried to pressure him into it but she still hoped that maybe one day it would be the two of them together again.She licked her lips a bit fast and walked toward madame puddifoots , she wanted a nice cup of tea and maybe one of those delicious little chocolate treats.
Her smile grew as she saw her little one shift a bit in her stroller and heard those lovable snores that she would often make.She loved her child even if she reminded her of brayden sometimes but she was trying to push the pain away. she had experience with that and she had to smile as she finally had a real uncle.she didn't know why but somehow he had changed for the better now. as she thought back of the previous days ,someone hugged her and that someone was brayden , a man who brought her pain and joy but she didn't know why he was hugging her until she listened to what he said. The shock and surprise was showing clearly on her face."what? seriously ? well i don't know what to say .. but you know how i feel about you " she barely whispered out those words as she looked into his eyes. the eyes that haunted her dreams , the ones that had her praying for strength. She wanted to be strong but she didn't know how to be strong anymore , she felt like a mess when she saw him, like she was lost in a dark place.
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Post by brayden on Jan 2, 2011 10:50:12 GMT -5
Brayden looked at Harrison after he had hugged her. Brayden nodded and looked into her Green eyes. " Yes i am serious about it Harrison, i truly miss you " he said and was serious about it and meant it. " I want us to be back together again Harrison, i can`t be without you baby " he also said and just wanted to get back with her again. He didn`t want her to hurt anymore and be alone raising Boston. " I am still so sorry that i hurt you like i did, i just can`t live without you " he said. " Yes i know how you feel about me , and i still love you very much ".
It was hard being without her, his love, his fiancee. " I want to be there for you and our daughter Harrison " he said and was almost begging down on his knees. He looked at the stroller that was standing next to Harrison. " Can i see her? , see Boston ?" Brayden asked with a soft tone of voice. He wanted to see what his daughter looked like.
He looked at Harrison and loved the way she looked. She was so beautiful. All Brayden wanted know was to get back with the woman that he loves and raise their daughter with her. Brayden wanted to learn Boston most things in life, he wanted to see the boys chasing her.
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Post by harrison on Jan 2, 2011 11:56:23 GMT -5
It felt like the painful walls around her heart were crumbling down as he spoke to her , told how much he needed her."i need you too , i love you so much " she sighed softly and looked into his eyes as she saw the honesty in his words and she trembled a bit as she wasn't sure if she could handle being hurt again but she wouldn't know if they were meant to be ,if she didn't give him a second chance. " i love you and i always have " her hand caressed his cheek and she licked her lower-lip as she ached to feel his lips on hers.
The words he spoke next felt like she had her heart drilled trough."do you really? do you want to be with someone like me , someone who is broken ? " she asked softly as she looked at her little daughter. he almost begged to see her and she couldn't deny him the right to see his daughter."yes you may but i warn you , she snores " she smiled a bit as her precious bundle of joy was one of the few things that kept her going now a days.
He was handsome ,oh so handsome and the way he was tempting her to believe it all. she wanted to know that they belonged together and that their love was meant to be. She was hoping that the two of them could work this out and to raise their child together and who knows ,they might actually have more.
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Post by brayden on Jan 2, 2011 14:27:34 GMT -5
Brayden looked at Harrison and smiled when she said that she needed him too and loved him. " It feels so good to hear you say that " Brayden said and looked into her eyes as he cupped her face and leaned his forehead against hers.Brayden just couldn`t be without her. She was all that meant something in Brayden`s life. Harrison was the only girl that meant something to him and he didn`t want to be without her.
Brayden just nodded to her. " Yes i do , i really do want to be with you Harrison, i can`t be without you " Brayden said to her. Brayden smiled when he was aloud to look at his daughter. He leaned in over the stroller, pulled the blanket a bit down and looked at the beautiful baby that was sleeping, snoring. Brayden had to smile at that. " God she is so beautiful , so perfect " Brayden said and smiled brighter. " And she is so tiny too " he also mentioned. He looked at Harrison , still smiling. " She got the beauty from you you know " Brayden told Harrison and before looking at Boston some more. " Baby Boston " he said and moved over to Harrison again.
After looking at Harrison for a few moments he just grabbed her and kissed her lips, deep and emotionally. Pulling her closer to his body as he needed to have her near him. " I love you so much Harrison , i really do " Brayden said after the kisses. " I really wanna go home with you and Boston ,but i got some work for a few hours first " he said to her and ran his hand through her soft hair.
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Post by harrison on Jan 17, 2011 14:51:59 GMT -5
To Harrison , there wasn't any other man that could bring up the rate that her heart beat at, no other man could make her feel out of breath with just a simple look. she licked her lips and held her ex boyfriend close to her and held him tightly. "please don't break me again. don't play with this fragile little heart of mine again" she whispered softly into his ear.
"it makes me so happy to hear that . but i can only hope that you mean it this time . that this time wont be the last nail in the coffin." she said softly and licked her lips.She watched him tug down the blanket and looked at their little baby-girl who was the most precious thing Harrison had ever had in her life."i know she really is a work of art .. such a cute baby girl we had the bliss to get. you know she snores just like you " she smiled and rubbed his back gently, getting the feeling she hadn't had for a while now without him. "oh really , well thats a good thing that she has your sleeping habits . she doesn't cry much at night , just snores a lot "
After a moment of longing looks ,she longed for his touches and blissfully she felt his lips against hers.her body was pulled closer to him and god she had missed his warmth, his soft breath on her skin."god i missed this, you have no idea what a mess i have been without you "i guess you have to work , but when you get home ill have dinner done and maybe some dessert too " she winked and smiled a bit more. she let out a soft sigh as she felt his hand as it ran trough her hair and she couldn't help but to want to drag his butt with her home right now.
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Post by brayden on Jan 20, 2011 10:31:04 GMT -5
Brayden shook his head slowly as his eyes were close and was in the same position as for a few moments ago with her. He listened to her words that she whispered into his ear. " I won`t and i can`t do it Harrison. I don`t want to break your heart ever again, and i mean that" Brayden whispered back to her and opened his eyes and looked into hers. " I love you too much to do that again, i don`t want your heart to be broken ever again.." he also said to her.
Brayden smiled to Harrison. " I promise you that. I will never do such a thing again " he said and looked at her. He looked at Boston some more and had to smile since she was so damn adorable,laying there in her stroller snoring like that." she is so perfect, just like you " Brayden said and chuckled when Harrison stated that Boston snored just like him. " Well she had to get something from me, and i hope its not just the snoring part she gets from me " he said and grinned a bit. He loved the feeling of being close to Harrison again. Everything felt so safe and right again when he was with her.
He kissed her back more and loved hearing her words about how much she had missed him and what a mess she had been without him. " I feel the same, I didn`t know how to get through the days without you because i missed you so much " Brayden told Harrison and touched her body some more. It was the best feeling ever. He smiled to her. " That sounds good, and i won`t stay at work for that long today since i have had so many shifts at work already " he said and smirked.He ran his fingers through her hair some more and looked at her. He pulled her in for another kiss and didn`t want to stop kissing her. He didn`t want to go to work. " I just wanna go home with you right now ..but..i have to go to work.." he said and sighed a bit. " I`ll come straight home when i`m done okey.." he said and rubbed her cheeks with his thumbs and smiled to her. Brayden planted a kiss on her forehead before he gave her lips another kiss again. " I love you so much and everything is gonna get better now. " he said softly to her.
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Post by harrison on Jan 24, 2011 15:48:31 GMT -5
Oh how lucky she felt right now and how beautiful he was at this precise moment. She wanted so badly to be near him again ,to feel his skin against hers and she would but only after he finished his bloody shift.That thought alone brought her joy ,but the sight of their little baby girl snoring and having her butt up a bit in the air, she had to laugh a little "honey , look at her , she is so much like you " she said softly and smiled a bit brighter.
The day was growing short now and she would have to get home soon to feed and change the little one as well tuck her into her little pj's before a long nighttime story was told."ill be waiting home , Boston has to get her pj's on " she smiled and licked her lips a bit. " ill see you soon then , i love you so much" she gave him another passionate deep kiss as she didn't really want to leave him but she knew that he`d come home at least ,but of course there was a little voice in her head that told her that she should worry , that it might happen again but she wanted to trust him , to let him know that she could trust and believe in him again.
"i love you and i hope you're right about it being a short shift ,cause I've missed you and ill have dinner ready and everything. see you then love " she smiled and tried to give a last kiss before she walked home.
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Post by brayden on Jan 25, 2011 15:27:16 GMT -5
Brayden looked at his daughter again and smiled. " what i don`t sleep like that " he stated and nudged Harrison a bit before smiling a little more. " If i remember right i think that she gets that from you " Brayden said and teased her a little bit. He was so happy that they were back together and that it was working out fine for the two of them. Now he got to be in his daughter`s life and get to see her grow up. It made Brayden really happy.
He looked at Harrison as she spoke. He smiled when he looked at her. " Yeah, have her ready for bed" he said to her. "And i`ll see you at home when i get there after my shift is done and were only talking about a three hour shift " he said and shrugged before he kissed her back with the same passion that she did. It felt so good and it made Brayden feel so nice and warm inside himself. It sent shivers down his spine when she kissed him this way. He wanted the kisses to last forever. " I love you so much too " he said to her and caressed her cheek before kissing the left corner of her mouth and smiled at her. "You are so beautiful and so perfect " he said to her.
Brayden gave her the last kiss before she had to walk home with Boston and get her in bed and she could start making dinner for them. Brayden smiled and headed to work,feeling so much more happier and full of energy, the dark cloud that was hanging over him was now gone and nothing could make his day worse. He worked for three and a half hour before he was done with his shift for the day. Now he was just rushing home to his lovely girls. As Brayden got there, he took a deep breath and walked inside the house. He walked into the kitchen where he thought he might would find Harrison. But she was not there so he searched through the house until he then found her in the nursery room with little Boston.
He was standing in the door opening listening to Harrison sing to the baby. He smiled. He gave the door a gentle knock before he entered. " Hey..is she sleeping ?" Brayden asked her and walked over to the cot and looked at Boston. " God what and angel she is " he said and looked at the baby more. He leaned down and planted a kiss on her tiny forehead. " Don`t worry, daddy is watching over you " he spoke gently.
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