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[killthemessenger]

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IN YOUR HEAD, IN YOUR HEAD
T H E Y A R E F I G H T I N G



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It was just another weekend at Hogwarts. People were either sleeping in, or running about, and some made their way over to Hogsmeade. Walking around the grounds, Kevin tightened his coat around him, and walked about mindlessly. He ran a hand through his messy, chocolate brown hair. It had been a while since he had been seen around Hogwarts. Recently Kevin has simply been locking himself in his dorm or making frequent trips to go visit the family. He was the youngest of the Lott family, and also one of the favorites. His mother didn't mind so much his visiting, Vi always missed her son dearly. Well, most of her children for that matter. His father however, wanted him to quit hiding away and face his problems and go to school. All in all though the trips were splendid. Kev spent a lot of time with his niece and nephew while away as well. He knew that he had to come back to Hogwarts soon though. The general human population had been bugging him, and he felt as though he couldn't take it anymore. As terrible and dramatic as it sounded, Kevin would fully agree that people were annoying creatures.

But, we all know that there is always a few exceptions. Or if you could call them that. Firstly, and mostly; Carina. He loved the girl, and he had admitted it to her. So much was going on with them though, that he had to go, but he would never admit that to her. Then, Kaelyn. Kevin didn't really know this girl, but he knew that she was extremely beautiful, and extremely beautiful pain in the ass in his words. From previous times he had spent with her ( which were not many ) he had figured out that she did not like him as much as he liked himself. Being born into a wealthy, powerful, and good-looking family, Kevin always found himself highly attractive. He also knew that women found him insanely attractive. However, with Kaelyn, it was different. She didn't fawn over him, but laughed and scoffed at him. Which to Mr. Lott, was a strange occurrence. Normally he would just play it off, telling himself ( and often others ) that she was in denial. Kaelyn though, just didn't seem like the person would deny that type of thing.

And if she was, she did a hell of a good job doing it. Kevin looked down to his feet, thinking about everything that had been going on lately. From all the trips to his parents house, to what happened in Herbology this morning. He kicked at the snow beneath his feet, and continued to move forward. It wasn't cold outside, but it was exactly warm either. Cold weather didn't really bother Kev much, being born and raised in England and then moving to Scotland for a short bit could do that to one's perception of cold. Finally, Kevin raised his head, squinting at an attempt to see past the fluffy white substance falling from the air to calculate where he was exactly. 'It's bloody fucking April, it shouldn't be fucking snowing.' he thought to himself. He lifted his hand to his face, noticing that his fingers were a bright red, and his palms a fleshy pink that looked like they were ready to blend into the same red color as his fingers. He shoved both hands into his pocket, searching for a bench or somewhere to sit down at. Soon enough he found one and sat down, observing the bodies walking all around him.

Every fifteen minutes or so he heard a giggle coming from a group of fifth years, or a guy would shoot a glare at him while their girlfriends giggled and waved at him. Kevin wasn't much of a player, especially since he had that one afternoon with Carina, them sitting under a tree. Like any other man, he liked woman, but never saw them as objects. His mother raised him better than that, and how he thought of woman also came from having to live in a house full of girls. The men in the house modeled for the youngest Lott boy how woman should be treated. Kevin wouldn't deny that he did mess around with girls, but one night stands were rare for him. He didn't believe in the whole "pre-marital" sex argument, but he didn't find it attractive at all to sleep around with tons of people. To him it was a revolting thought. He wasn't one to judge though, he did in fact have one of those people in his family. Kevin looked behind him for a quick second before snapping his head forward again, he figured that he would just sit here for a bit, reminisce if he could even think straight for a moment.

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( words 809 ) ( tags kaelyn ) ( outfit minus the bangles, bag, and necklace. ) ( notes sorry, kind of fails. write or die scares me. ) ( credit this template was made by zee (a.k.a. FLUNK IS A FOUR LETTER WORD of caution 2.0). Steal, and you will wake up inside a snowman on the north flippin' pole. )

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[noelani]

Weekends at Hogwarts were fairly dull, especially for one Ravenclaw girl. Mornings were spent sleeping in while the rest of the day was usually spent lazing about, finishing schoolwork, or wandering the grounds and sketching. Occasionally the weekends were spent with friends. This day, she found herself walking the grounds, buttoning her jacket to keep warm, and letting her mind wander. Lately, Kaelyn had found herself wide awake, unable to sleep, and spending hardly any time with her friends. Rather than being social, she had been hiding out in her dorm, or in some remote part of the library, or in one of the towers. Even meditation, the one thing that helped to keep her sane, had become a struggle.

Though the brunette had been blessed without the nightmares or flashes of her biological father for the last few months, it had been a small respite. As soon as the Headmaster had taken Hogwarts off lockdown it had all come flooding back. The night terrors, the memories, feeling all of HIS emotions and fears, HIS desire to find her; his bloodlust. It was driving her mad and if she got a wink of sleep at night then she was lucky. Bags and dark shadows had formed under the girls eyes from lack of sleep. Her brain was constantly in a fog and the headaches were consistent. Although Ms Whitmore had visited the school nurse several times, nothing that had been prescribed had helped. Each of these things combined had resulted in Kaelyn becoming increasingly more irritable with people; but who can really blame her? Normally a friendly, albeit eccentric young woman, Kaelyn generally found herself getting along with most people. It took a lot for her to dislike someone. Even when she did dislike someone, there was almost always something about them that she liked.

For example, there was Alec Barclay. The Slytherin boy was also a mind reader like her but unlike her he had no desire to control or be rid of his gift. Rather, he enjoyed using it to his advantage. He always managed to drive her crazy, but he also was one of the few males she actually trusted and who was capable of making her laugh. But she hadn't seen him since Xenia's wedding, and she wasn't really sure what their relationship was or where it was going. And then there was Kevin Lott. Just thinking about that boy made her head hurt. While it was true that he was very attractive, she would never let him know that. It would just go to his head, and Kevin Lott already had a big head. Kaelyn had always taken issue with people who came from seemingly perfect, beautiful little rich families, and interaction with the obnoxiously stuck up left her bristling.

Although she had not spent much time with the boy, the few times she had been around him, it had been nearly impossible to block out his thoughts and emotions. Kaelyn knew he thought he was attractive and for some reason could not stop herself from letting him know that his looks had no effect on her. In fact, she made a point to make sure that he wasn't has high and mighty as he thought he was. She was the kind of girl who spoke her mind, and so she especially didn't bother to try to NOT speak her mind with him. Instead of fawning over him, like all the other girls, she simply shook her head, laughed, and told him to climb down off that pedestal.

As she readjusted her bag on her shoulder, Kaelyn found herself thinking now about her family. In a few years her little brother and sister would be attending Hogwarts. How would their experience differ from hers? What situations would they be placed in? They would probably be outside right now, goofing off with friends, experience love and heartbreak, playing around in the snow. She couldn't help but smile at this, despite the fact that it was April and it was still snowing. Her siblings were always so optimistic and didn't seem to have any fears. Granted, they were only six so they were still innocent, but by the age of five, Kaelyn was already scared of her biological parents. At least she knew that the twins didn't have to go through what she went through.

One thing to know about Kaelyn is that she is a bit clumsy and a little bit of a space head. When she gets deep in thought, she tends to lose track of her surroundings, and it's worse when she's exhausted. Therefore, it should come as no surprise that the little artist wasn't paying attention to where she was walking outside. Nor did she realize that because it was snowing, the ground was getting a little bit slick. Before she knew it she had lost her footing and landed on her back in the snow at the feet of a boy. "Ow,"

[/color] she muttered, still laying in the snow on her back, her eyes scanning up to the face of the boy who belonged to the feet. Her blue and violet eyes met his and she realized it was he, the annoying boy she had just recently been thinking about, Kevin Lott. With a groan she muttered under her breath, "Crap. Awesome."



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this post was made for Kevin Lott and it's a lovely 942 words long. Kaelyn Briar Whitmore is wearing this and the lyrics are from when it rains by paramore and the template's by emma from ach.

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