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Post by samuel on Dec 19, 2010 14:01:46 GMT -5
March , the snow was fading away and the sun was out and those heavenly blue skies were out again and of course Sam had to look up at the sky , wondering if her parents were looking down on her , if so would they be proud of her or ashamed that she had become so withdrawn and that she accepted her hogwarts letter and now she wasn't so very much here as most people would like her to be.
She didn't like to open her heart and let strange new people in but some of them were so damned bothersome that they didn't give up and instead they just worked their way inside her heart but at least she knew that she could be alone out here but well it wasn't lonely as so many other children were out playing or just hanging around with their friends.
Why do i feel like I'm on the outside of the glass? why is it that i cant break past this wall i built to defend myself , then again do i even want to ? do i wish to expose my heart to all the pain and misery of trusting someone else? do i really want to feel the pain like every other woman does? what can i possible do to feel like they do without becoming a troublesome idiotic woman ? can i really break free from this cage i have set myself in.. the more time that passes , the more inclined i am to answer no , to shout to the world that I'm trapped in my own fate. Her sigh was heavy and her lip trembled with her frustration as she watched all the carefree little children who didn't know how cruel man could be if you let them.
"Troublesome world , bothersome feelings , please just go away and let me nap for a while "she mumbled to herself as she set her gaze up on the cloudy sky while her body rested against the tree trunk.She wondered what the hell was so grand about love , that it made girls giggle and whisper and the more annoying ones rant on and on about some stupid boy.
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Post by gaberielc on Jan 6, 2011 23:44:58 GMT -5
(ooc: sorry it took so long to get back. with the holidays and work, it's been a hectic month)
Gabe's heart was racing as he ran through the woods on the worked down trail. He had not been able to run for some time due to the snow and the weather. He got to the edge of the lake and placed his hands on his waist, walking slowly to cool down. He walked around a bit, and after a few minutes, and his heart rate back to normal, he sat on the beach and skipped rocks over the water. His knees were bent up and his free arm was wrapped around them as the other sifted through the sand to look for another rock. His thoughts were with Violet. She was in class til about four and he was out early, so he decided to go for a run. He wasn't sure what the evening would bring to them, it would be entirely up to her.
The amazing thing about being in love was that there was always a reason to smile, to laugh, and to think about the future. He never had really ever given it that much thought before, but with Violet in his life, and them being in this new found love, he thought about what the future may bring to them.
But a quite voice stopped his thought and he looked around to see that there was a girl a few meters away sitting at the trunk of a tree. She was asking for time to rest. He wasn't sure who she was talking to, or if she were just praying, but he liked meeting new people and he got up and walked over, a light smile on his face. He zipped up his jersey jacket and smiled at her. "Hello there.." was all he could think of
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Post by samuel on Jan 7, 2011 4:41:52 GMT -5
why is it that i am here for? why did this school accept me as a student ? I'm not exactly trying hard to be number one in classes but i am doing enough to pass them ..i am not sure why i feel like this , like I'm just standing by and looking in.I'm just trying to be okay , trying to last without Thomas here to help me. why cant he come back now and i want his pain in the ass lectures , i want to hear his sweet ..wait what . i just called Thomas`s voice sweet. her thoughts became something fluffy and romantic and she wasnt sure why she was feeling this way.
she looked around a bit curiously as she hoped to find something that would distract her from these new and confusing feelings.she wasn't sure why she was noticing Thomas like this now a days or why she sometimes noticed other boys, what she did know was that it was annoying and frustrating.She let out a heavy and annoyed sigh as those weird feelings were giving her a headache. A new voice entered and she wasn't sure who it belonged to just yet but curiosity got the best of her and she gave in and turned her head to see who this newcomer was. she found it belonged to a fellow ravenclaw but she was pretty sure that this boy was a year over her.
"uhm hello , what brings you out here ?" she asked in a lazy manner ,trying to hide her curiosity from the boy but she wasn't sure it worked.A small growl wanted to be released as she found herself admiring the boys handsome face , he seemed like a sweet and kind boy but again she was wondering what the hell was wrong with her. She shouldn't be admiring anyone , she shouldn't be feeling confused like this and most of all she wasn't supposed to find a boy handsome.
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Post by gaberielc on Jan 7, 2011 13:01:44 GMT -5
Gabriel braced his hands behind his back, placing his fingers on his wrist to count his heart rate as he waited to hear from the girl in front of him. If he was thinking correctly, she was a Ravenclaw, just younger than him. He waited with a smile on his face to hear what she would say and began to count.
As she greeted him in response and asked what brought him out here, he laughed lightly and shook his head. "You know... I believe it's the eerie placidity of the lake that makes me want to run the trails around the lake. Plus with all the snow and rain the past few months, I have found no inspiration to run in such conditions," he stated. It was nice to finally get out of the cramped up old dorm rooms and just stretch out his long legs. He put his hands in his pocket and then decided to hold one out to her. "I'm Gabriel Drowskoski... but my friends just call me Gabe. If I'm not mistaken, you are from Ravenclaw, are you not?"
There were times he wished his Russian accent would slip away entirely, but he knew that it was there to stay. During the time he was at school it dwindled, but as soon as he went home for Christmas Break, or Summer Vacation, he was back to the full accent once again. At least now people could understand him when he spoke English. Before it was damn near impossible.
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Post by samuel on Jan 12, 2011 20:53:02 GMT -5
This boy didn't seem as troublesome as most people were but then again she was only having a small chat with him, not like she was spending the whole day or so. "hmm well it is comforting here for me. at least and i can think out here. " i she confessed softly as she looked around. this boy had an accent of some sort , sounding like russian or something eastern europeìsh.
Often people would laugh or make fun of her odd behavior but it was a form of self-preservation, she could protect her fragile heart by acting like an antisocial lazy ass who didn't want people around.to be honest part of her yearned the company of someone who understood her but she had a hard time finding someone worth trusting. he had been polite enough to introduce himself and she figured the least she could do was to return the favor."I'm Samuel , Samuel ivy lehane .. yes its a boys name but what can i say . my mom wanted a son but got me " she shrugged in a lazy manner.
She had been trough things that she would rather not explain to people and she hardly told anyone but Thomas of things that happened, at least the serious things, so she hoped he wouldn't start asking her things like some of the other bloody curious ravens would.
((so sorry for terrible post , its all my stressed out brain could muster))
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Post by gaberielc on Jan 21, 2011 19:56:26 GMT -5
She said that she could relax here... think out loud here... he smiled and nodded. A lot of people told him that when they were caught alone. And it was good that they had found some place to do their thinking and their relaxing alone in. He had his place... It was behind the black and white keys of his grand piano in the music hall in his home in Russia. She was quiet and seemed a little shy about him. He was not sure how to make her comfortable, but kept his distance, believing that that would help, even if just a little bit.
He smiled at her and nodded again at her comment and then she introduced herself as Samuel. What a strange name for a girl, but of course, he had heard stranger. He lived in Russian for gods' sake. She mentioned that her mother wanted a boy and ended up with her. He let out a small click sound from his lips as he nodded, being sympathetic. "I am sorry to hear that. But I do think that Sam suits you just fine." he smiled lightly at her. "Besides being able to think and to relax, what brings you out here?" he asked her. He sat down a few feet from her, stretching his legs lightly. He knew that he was going to be sore since it had been such a long time since he had been running, but he knew that it would be for the better later on.
(ooc: so sorry i haven't replied for a while! there you are m'dear! ^^)
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