Post by lisa on Oct 21, 2010 18:36:59 GMT -5
It seemed like yesterday when Lisa was pregnant with Demetri Greyback's baby. It seemed like yesterday when she miscarried it and got depressed. And it seemed that one single ring mend everything. Lisa regretted many times that she lost the baby even though she didn't want it. She wanted to abort it yet when it was gone she broke knowing that it was a part of her and now was gone. She was already with Liam when she found out she was pregnant. And at first she wanted it to be his kid but then she thought she would not get over the loss if it was his. She wanted to spend the rest of her life with him and when he proposed she was sure he wanted that too. Of course she had school to finish yet. She was just sixteen and she didn't really want to get married so early. Yes, she could live in engagement but the wedding had to wait. Though, when Liam called her future Mrs. Davies she always smiled stupidly at the thought and didn't hide how happy she felt about it.
Many people disapproved her relationship with Liam, not even saying about a thought of the two married. Slytherins mostly thought she could choose better because even if Liam was pureblooded he still was a different house and he wasn't that popular either. Lisa's enemies and other people she barely knew, couldn't understand why Liam Davies dated someone as spoiled as Lisa Green. There were many better, nicer girls without such a 'rich' past. But against all odds they made a good loving couple. And surprisingly fast Lisa forgot about her other past relationships and flings. She still liked getting compliments, because why not, but she wasn't such a flirt as before. She wasn't tempting, seducing any four-legged male as before. She wasn't jumping in and out their beds. But she still was a heartbreaker. She knew a few guys still had feelings for her and who could really blame them? Lisa wasn't the one you could forget easily.
But few crushes here and there weren't her problem. Yes, she wasn't too fond of how these guys felt about her since she was getting married but it was fine until they didn't try anything with her. Liam was a love of her life and she didn't want to cheat on him. She wasn't like that anymore. So what he was a Ravenclaw? Maybe a Ravenclaw was needed to tame her? Her heart belonged to Liam Davies and there was no place for infidelity anymore.
Really, there was nothing interesting to do for her lately when she couldn't spend as much time with Liam as before since Hogwarts was on lockdown. Of course she's been taking advantage of her skill to sneak out the castle under the cat fur but it was still like in a cage. Such a free soul as Lisa Green couldn't stay long in one place. She was getting frustrated with all she had to do. She was a prefect and she had responsibilities, yet she didn't realy follow rules herself, so she felt out of place.
Lisa was bored with nearly everything, but not as bored to call for more drama in her life. Though, the fate wanted different. Her life was going to turn drastically for no good. She was going to be broken again. And because of what? Because of one mistake that wasn't really mistake at all. It was going to bite her in the ass. Last year that time a younger daughter of Roger and Ismena Green would have fucked anything that breathed or so many people thought that. She lived for sex, yes but she rejected some guy for who knows what reason and didn't really remember that. His name was Derek Cameron and the guy was pretty hot so if you knew Lisa even slightly then, you would think she must have been sick or something when she said no to him. But since she fell in love and love in a deep way, she's been turning Derek down regularly. He was a real pain in the ass and Lisa couldn't handle it alone. It was even harder since he got agressive.
Derek seemed to be obssesed with the thought of having Lisa. Yes, maybe he just wanted her for one night, to be his for once, but Lisa couldn't let it happened now. And one day, getting many compliments from Derek she sort of enjoyed his attention. But then he didn't want to stop moving on her and didn't care if she said stop to him and told him she was to be married. He pinned her up against the wall, kissed her and touched on her body some. Fortunately or maybe unfortunately because of the end of it, Liam appeared in the school for who knows what reason and happened to find himself in the same corridor as Lisa and Derek. He got pissed that someone dared to do such things with his fiancee. He immediately started on the slytherin, pulled him away from Lisa and punched in the face. He tackled him and was hitting him out of anger for a while until Derek returned a few punches and threw Liam off of himself. When the Slytherin got up he used Cruciatus Curse on Lisa's beloved as if it was nothing. Lisa screamed and started on him to stop him but he pushed her onto the wall and pinned her to it with some spell. He then continued to torture Liam in front of Lisa's eyes saying nusty words to her. It was hurting enough to see Liam in such a pain. He didn't have to speak out thoughts out of his bloody mind. Finally, when Derek got bored and Liam actually stopped shifting and screaming in pain, and it looked like he died, a Slytherin released spells from both of them, Lisa and dead-like Liam. A girl fell down on the stone floor and Derek was gone. When she got enough power she crawled towards Liam's body. She hugged it crying her eyes. She really thought she was deprived of the only one person in the world she really loved. She was getting depressed when her fiance moved and started waking up. She couldn't believe her eyes but Liam was alive and it brought, this time happy tears to her eyes. Lisa helped him to get to the hospital wing to recover some. She knew she could count on Dominique there since she was back.
A few days passed and Liam was back home somehow. One day Lisa wanted to visit him but she didn't want him to see her looking like shit because of that crappy situation. He would much rather want to see her smile. She just thought she would take a stroll in Hogsmeade to clear her mind. She had no idea she was going to meet a drug dealer. But she did and she bought narcotics from him without thinking. She needed something to mend her pain, to help her with sorting things out. She didn't really like the taste of an alcohol, otherwise she would drink up her problems. She just wanted to smile, to laugh again. It wasn't a smart move of her. Hell, it was the most stupid idea she had ever had. But she got a little hooked on drugs and everytime she felt the need she took those pills and other things to get stoned.
Some other day when she was high Lisa found herself sneaking into Hogsmeade again. A cat left the school and its grounds, then wandered into the pub where she shifted back into a girl in the pub's bathroom. She met Doryen Goyle there. At first they had usual rude conversation, insulting each other and smirking at each other. But then Lisa started saying things Dory would never expect to hear from her and that's how she noticed Lisa was high. Of course a younger girl completely denied that but she was smiling and chuckling stupidly that it wasn't hard to say it was true. Eventually, after a few more words that came out Lisa's mouth Doryen walloped her across the face and left her there like that. A shock washed over Lisa but it was gone as fast as it came. Rubbing he cheek, trying to stop the pain burning from it, Lisa heard a familiar voice she couldn't match with face. Who was it? Derek of course. But she didn't recognize him as the evil boy from that unlucky day when Liam got hurt. She couldn't understand why he was calling her babe and was like picking her up. As much as she enjoyed it, as much she knew it was wrong. She glanced at her left hand and the ring finger. Engagement ring Liam gave to her with proposal was still there and Lisa was proud to say she was to be married soon and that she couldn't have a thing with Derek. But it didn't help and the guy moved Lisa closer to him and started kissing her. She said that they shouldn't have but because she was high she didn't resist that much letting him kiss her neck some and touch her legs. Fortunately for Lisa people at the pub started to stare at them hearing Lisa's continuous 'stop' and drunken like voice. He had to move back this time but leaving he told her he will get her someday.
They were running into each other for couple of days after but again luckily for Lisa something always disturbed him. But one day he was determined to have her wheter she wanted it or not. He talked to her casualy, keeping a kind tone and picking words carefully that it put Lisa off her guard for a while he used for his advantage. She cursed herself for that because she was sober, clean that day and she shouldn't trust him at all. In a second she ended up pinned up against the wall and with that bloke blocking any way out. Again he was trying to convince her she was going to be his for the one time. Lisa actually laughed him in the face because they were in a popular corridor where anyone really could walk there and stop him. But her mind definitely didn't work right because she didn't consider empty classrooms. And of course Derek dragged her into one of those closing the door behind them. Lisa still tried to figure out what he didn't understand from what she was telling him. No means no and she couldn't let it happen. He didn't care though and told her that it would be just one time and he would leave her alone. She repeated no and it just made him want her even more. He said if she didn't want to give herself to him willingly then they will do it hard. And so Derek pushed her onto a random desk she had leaned on before and got on top of her shutting her mouth with a kiss and pulling her skirt up. Her screams were audible outside the classroom and luckily for Lisa again, someone opened the door and walked in. It was Blaze Dolohov, her dear brother-like friend since she started attending Hogwarts and once her fiance. He pushed Derek off of her and hit him. It gave Lisa a time to get up, pull her skirt down and run away from that place.
That night, Lisa couldn't sleep well. That bastard could really rape her! But she had to get some sleep so instead of drinking some sleeping potion she took drugs again. Next day she wasn't too proud of herself for that. She looked tired and stressed. She even let herself be caught looking for something in her pockets, swearing. Demetri Greyback was the one that got interested of what she was looking for. And thanks God he was there because Derek appeared there again calling her babe and wanting to try his luck again. Dem scared him away somehow or maybe not but Derek walked away. Lisa and one of the Greyback twins weren't on very good terms since she miscarried his baby and signed out from his class but they started to talk seeing as she was in need to talk. He wasn't the one she wanted to tell about her little problem with narcotics but she did. He said he took crack before and it was normal but asked her if she was addicted. She didn't know.
Next day doing her prefect rounds Lisa was clean. She thought she doesn't need it anymore since Blaze and Dem were keeping eyes on Cameron. She made few more steps forward, looked away a split second and then somebody bumped into her. Lisa lost balance and fell down onto the ground. The girl that walked into her was sorry and helped her up but when they both realized who they were the atmospeare had instantly changed. Helena Greyback, a girl Lisa didn't like for few reasons. Yes, maybe they were friends once. Lisa even was a bridesmaid on her wedding with Blaze. But after, everything had changed, even more as Blaze divorced her. But Lisa wasn't the same girl anymore. She didn't have so much hatred inside of her. She was a better person now. And seeing as Helena didn't look well because she had bruises here and there, few scratches, messy hair and a little dirty clothes, Lisa got worried of what might have happened to her. They started to talk as casualy as she couldn't remember when the last time was. Lisa caught Helena speaking to her belly but thought she overheard so ignored that. But when Lisa spoke out her problems with Derek Cameron, Helena said she would kick his ass for that if she wasn't bloody pregn... yeah. Lisa said that she tried but then it hit her. Helena was pregnant. She couldn't overhear twice. Surprisingly as for her Lisa got excited about it. She started questioning her friend, and having a gift to open people's mouths she got out shocking information out of Greyback girl. Yes, people were telling Lisa what they shouldn't have, what she shouldn't know. She couldn't help it. So who was the daddy? No other but Blaze Dolohov himself and he got pissed when Helena told him about it. Lisa lacked words. It was just like wow, unbelievable. And Lisa promised she will try not to tell a soul. But she was never good in keeping secrets from Blaze so she blabbed it out to him when she met him later that day. Of course she said it not realizing at first, just like it was nothing that Helena was having a baby. But since she said it she saw no sense in keeping her lips sealed. She told him she knew everything and it fired Blaze instantly. But he wasn't angry at Lisa, no. He was pissed because Helena weren't supposed to tell anyone. It was supposed to stay a secret. Lisa tried to comfort him the best she could. She heard him out feeling sorry for him because his relationship with Gemma Ackerley was on the knife-edge. They went to his office and talked some more like friends should. Lisa wasn't good in giving advice but she thought she helped him a bit.
Even though she made a good deed previous day, it was too much for Lisa again. She turned to drugs again. She took them and as she usually did, sneaked out the castle as a Bombay cat and into the Hogsmeade. Liam lived in the village and her cat paws led her to his door. She knocked her little cat head on the door and meowed as it hurt. She turned back into her human form and sitting there in front of Liam's house she started rubbing her forehead. Davies heard the knock and saw Lisa through the window then immediately opened the door and got to her hugging her and asking if she was okay. Of course Lisa's answer was negative so Liam picked her up and carried inside his house then to the coach where he sat her. He was worried of what could happen to make Lisa look like that. But he found out really fast. Her stupid answers, giggle and smile, one look into her eyes and he knew she got stoned. He was clearly disappointed. He asked her why but then she just fell onto his lap. She hugged his legs like a pillow. She was completely ignoring what he was saying. She just said 'don't leave me' and he sat her up and hugged. He really cared, he did love her and wanted to help. She apologized for taking drugs and said she didn't want to but it was all too much for her. She told him about Derek wanting to rape her and Blaze saving her. First Liam was angry, angry at Cameron that he tried to do such a thing to his fiancee again. But then he was glad he didn't have a chance to do so. All that mattered was to get Lisa out of that shit. She needed help, she needed to dry out. She spent the rest of the day and night at his place then got back to Hogwarts in the morning.
Lisa really wanted to stop. She didn't want to be hooked on drugs. It wasn't helping her situation at all. But after classes when she found last pills in her robe she took them again telling herself 'one last time'. And so she was high again. She stumbled over something at the third floor corridor next to the hospital wing and of course fell down. "Oops!" she said and laughed at herself.
TAG(S); open -.-'
WORDS; 3003?
OUTFIT: Slytherin uniform and robe
NOTES; omg xD