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Post by brody on Mar 5, 2010 10:07:45 GMT -5
Dungeons always been so dark and spooky but damn i like it , yeah here it goes again this feeling of needless pain , just cause my family is outcasts but then again the whole bunch is fucked up in the head and sicko`s.i need a drink and some man - candy which slytherin is brimming with but they all seem to be unattainable .. i cant just exactly go up and grab them , but hell i wouldn't mind though..ah well if only i could find a nice man who can handle me and all my perverted thoughts.She sighed softly and bit on her bottom-lip and looked up at the ceiling in the dungeon.She tugged on her school skirt and it slid up a bit as she bent down to pick up a shiny little item that laid on the floor."hmm..what the hell is this? "she studied it and found it to be a sort of a bracelet but it was too dark to notice the design.
She thought and assumed that she was alone in the dungeons as it was past curfew and well nobody had in mind she guessed to risk detention but she really didn't care that much if she got detention or not.She looked around a bit before she walked alittle further into the dungeons as she was a bit curious on how far this place went and what she could do down here.To be honest she was still rather new to the sexual acts and had only shared that passion with one man before ,but she had offers in her hometown but her she wondered if she had that appeal on men or if it was true that the swedish and norwegian really did follow their needs without care for anything else.She had pleased men before and actually rather enjoyed it quite a bit.
The further she went and more deeper into the dungeons,the room grew darker and harder to see properly but yet she didn't reach for her wand.She never liked waving that damn thing around ,she felt like a moron doing that and relying on such stupid things as magic for everything.She never wanted to rely on something that could be taken away so easily and fast.
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Post by lisa2 on Mar 8, 2010 11:02:03 GMT -5
Violet was coming back to Hufflepuff common room. She walked down into dungeons crying. "Cold" she thought but kept her way. She wanted to enter the common room as fast as possible. In the dungeons there was a high possibility to meet boys she had nightmares about. Blaze Dolohov who tricked her into his bed quite long ago but still considered her his sex toy. And the newest one, Demetri Greyback who raped her when she strolled down to the knockturn alley in attempt to get some info for a book she was about to write. She wished that her common room was far away from slytherins but fate wanted different.
She thought that she will never have a reason to smile again. her life was just one big crap. She cried her eyes every day. She barely ate anything. She lost joy, lost everything what was making her smile and feel good. She sniffed wrapping her robes tighter over her body.
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Post by brody on Mar 8, 2010 11:18:11 GMT -5
Ah what a day with this place ..i mean slytherins are not bad on the eyes and god damn it the guys here was hot as hell but damn it why does people look strange at me sometimes and well who the hell is Harrison ? ah well never mind..Oh god i could use a strong drink right now .. She wandered more before hearing footsteps.She was a bit startled by the sudden noises but moved closer to the person and sighed softly as it was just a girl.She never did understand girls and well here it was , one of those gorgeous girls with blonde hair and a model face."what are you doing up so late?"she asked with a lazy tone and looked at the girl as if she was studying her movement , like a predator would often study its prey.
She grew up with her adoptive family in sweden where her dad would joke and call her a meat eater because she refused to eat fruits or vegetables almost.She always preferred meat and especially medium rare steaks.She sighed heavily and ran a hand lazily trough her hair and looked at the girl."you're a huffy puff right? you know this is close to the snake-pit " she smirked and looked at her some more before leaning lazily against the wall.The girl was pretty and looked pretty innocent somehow but also like she was thorn apart on the inside.She knew what it felt like to suffer in silence."you look like you're about to cry "she commented rudely.
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Post by lisa2 on Mar 8, 2010 11:35:12 GMT -5
Vi didn't want to meet anyone. She lost her friends after the incident with Blaze. Of course she still had Michael Finnigan who did care for her every since they met. She knew he fell in love with her and she was like aww towards him. But then she slept with that Dolohov bastard and she closed herself in a shell. She barely spoke to anyone. Sometimes maybe to her cousin and to Beryx, a boy she had a crush on for about two years now. But everyone else just showed her a cold shoulder. She didn't know why it had to happen. She did nothing to them. And they should be with her in her bad days. And she had many of those because Blaze used her for sex few times. She became his little sex toy and she didn't know how to escape him. Yes, she was a doll. She was very attractive blond haired girl but she couldn't understand why boys wanted her in their beds. She wished she was an ugly one, maybe then she wouldn't have to deal with rapists.
Violet was looking at her shoes as she heard a voice of a girl probably speaking to her considering there was no one else in the dungeons at that hour. She looked up to see a girl from slytherin. She made a step back not knowing what to expect from her. She trusted no one especially slytherins. "You look like you're about to cry ." a slytherin stated. Yes, Vi was about to cry. She always was nowadays. "Yes. she replied to her previous question. "Hufflepuff exactly. Why?" she sniffed looking at a girl with fear in her eyes.
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Post by brody on Mar 8, 2010 11:51:58 GMT -5
The girl seemed to be on edge about something but then again it seemed that slytherins had a bad reputation here and well Brody was used to that.She had plenty of those times in her past where people assumed she was just another deadbeat loser cause she just didn't care sometimes about what happened."Ah you just seem like a sweet girl that doesn't do bad things at all , unlike us baaaaad boogie-men slytherins"she muttered grumpily and thought of the times her old schools threatened to call her adopted grandmother if she didn't participate in classes more, but she never did care.
"ah don't worry ...i don't give a damn what you are as long as you don't annoy the crap out of me , talk crap behind my back or mess with my friends"she said rather lazily as she stretched and yawned a bit.The girl seemed to have the same kind of eyes ,she had had when she was still living as a muggle in sweden and norway.She ruffled her hair and bit on her bottom-lip as she studied the girl.
She wondered what the slytherins were known to do here ,she just heard some rumors but she knew better than to rely on rumors alone.She sighed softly and looked at the girl and felt sorry for her as it seemed that something bad happened to her to make the girl seem so nervous and frightened.She licked her bottom-lip a bit more and looked into her eyes a bit as well.
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Post by lisa2 on Mar 8, 2010 12:19:19 GMT -5
Violet was close o depression. She even had suicide thoughts. But she didn't want to leave her father. He was so lost in the wizarding world. They moved out from a muggle town because Vi's mother wanted to live closer to her work place and so that Violet had more contact with magic. She rubbed her eyes in attempt to her a better view on that girl before her. Tears in her eyes just didn't let her see properly.
"Um... I wish I didn't do bad things." she said shivering at the thoughts that filled her mind. Memory of the latest event crept her out. She closed her eyes wanting to get rid of this all. "I won't." she said and nodded politely. She didn't want to speak much. Though, she didn't want to offend that girl just leaving. A shiver went down her spine as that girl licked her bottom lip. "Can you please stop licking your lip? It brings bad memories."
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Post by brody on Mar 8, 2010 12:59:39 GMT -5
She seems to think she has done bad things,she is wishing she didn't do any bad things...ah well I'm good at doing things i shouldn't do.She needs to talk i bet , oh god am i gonna do this again ..do the good girl that listens to your issues thing again ..i need to stop caring so much about people ..once you care , you let people have easy entrance to ripping out your heart..Okey the girl seems to need someone ,so why not.She bit her bottom-lip and looked at the girl and heard her ask if she could stop licking her lips."ah sorry .ah well ..ehm okey ..ill listen to your story .. just don't cry or tell anyone i would "she sighed softly and tried to keep the tough girl exterior her adopted brother taught her to have, he was always telling her to not cry and show weakness for those wish to break her.
She looked at the girl and leaned against the wall more and slid down to the floor and sat down like that,she doubted that she would get any sleep anyways."come on tell me if you want someone to listen to your story and i wont judge or anything ,like i said i don't really care what you do to others as long as you don't do it to me or anyone close to me "she muttered and sighed out of boredom.She was a freaking snake here and willing to listen to a puffy, from what she could gather a victim for most bullies as they were known to be weak and easy to break.
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Post by lisa2 on Mar 8, 2010 14:34:05 GMT -5
Violet shook her hear trying to shake Demetri out of her head. A memory of the rape was hunting her. He was licking her, he was licking his damn lips while raping her. She felt as dirty as never before. Blaze at least used his tricks to get her in bed at first. The other time wasn't so nice, though. But Dem simply dragged her into his brothel and raped her in one of the small rooms there. He wasn't gentle or anything. He went hard wanting to take as much pleasure as he could out of her. But did he care for her pleasure? No, of course not. He didn't even care if she felt deep and utter pain.
She looked at the girl she didn't even know a name of. She heard what she said. Tell her? No, she couldn't. "I… I can't. I'm sorry but I can't." she said remembering Dem's words. "If you tell anybody about anything that happened in this tiny room, bitch, I will make your life a living hell." he told her. "He will know. He will hurt me again." she put her hands on her head as if she wanted to hide herself from the eyes of others.
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Post by brody on Mar 8, 2010 14:50:52 GMT -5
What the hell ..hurt her? what the hell is going on .. who the hell would hurt her? ah god damn it looks like i have to be a bit of a caring person .. i mean i know what pain feels like , i mean my own adoptive grandparents are douche-bags who like drama too much and well my family is going to be the one who suffers for itShe smiled a bit more and looked into her eyes and saw the sheer amount of pain.She leaned in closer and did something she rarely did with people that she didn't know or trust but the girl could use it.She wrapped her arms gently around the girl and sighed softly.
She sighed softly and looked at the girl before looking around a bit more and sighing heavily"who's gonna hurt you ? and why? something bad happened to you didn't it? why else would you have that kind of pain in your eyes.." she spoke softly and looked at her a bit more and sighed softly.She wondered what this guy did to her as she heard that he would hurt her again if she told."its gonna be okay ..I'm not very good at the comforting crap but hey i will listen to your feelings right now"she smiled a bit sadly.
Brody wasn't very good at this emotional thing but she`d try as she knew that her adoptive father would have done the same ,she wanted to be good for her adoptive daddy and her adoptive mother.She wanted to be a good person and well good people helped others didn't they.
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Post by lisa2 on Mar 8, 2010 15:19:26 GMT -5
Violet needed help. She needed someone to talk to, to hear her out. She needed someone to take care of her. She was afraid of telling anyone what's been happening to her for nearly two years now. Everyone turned away from her and she was even happy with that because she didn't have to talk to them or hang out with them. She could simply hide in her dorm and get out only for classes or to get some food. No one cared where she was and no one really had to. She wanted to be isolated not having to trust anyone. But she would have to learn how to trust again soon enough or she'd kill herself.
Vi was extremely surprised of being hugged. Really it was something she would never expect from a Slytherin. They seemed to be emotionless. She didn't move. She just tensed a bit. She heard her words but the voice in her head didn't let her to speak up. Dem's words were still sounding in her ears. She knew she would never forget that day and he wanted her to remember. "No, please, don't make me." she cried "I know nothing is going to be okay anymore. My life is a misery. He will get me." she felt tears filling her eyes.
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Post by brody on Mar 8, 2010 21:10:41 GMT -5
"there there ..you don't have to tell me what happened if you don't want too . i wont tell anyone and well you went out your emotions if you want too .. just don't tell anyone that a slytherin was offering to help .." she said with a smile and hoped that she could bring a smile out on her face.Those painful eyes had Brody thinking of her family and their worries now.She sighed softly and hugged her close as the girl needed it.She wondered what had happened to the girl to make her so broken and scared.
She looked into the girls green eyes and sighed softly before ruffling her hair a bit."you know my brother would always tell me to stop crying , that i would let them win if i cried and showed that they actually mattered enough to make me cry " she said softly and held the girl close to her.Somehow it felt nice to have some human contact like this as she grew up with a limited use of the word i love you from her adopted siblings and adopted mother but on the other hand her adopted father was the biggest hen-mother she knew and would often tell her and her adoptive siblings how much he cared about them and loved them.
"Come on lets sit down and just relax ,you could use it "she said with a soft awkward tone as she was acting like her father at this moment but it was how she was raised.She knew that was no saint or angel for that sake.She had her own little dark spots on the wall of life and she wasn't planning on hiding it either.She looked into her eyes and bit on her bottom-lip a bit before remembering what had happened to the girl and that these actions scared her."I'm sorry "
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Post by lisa2 on Mar 9, 2010 13:30:10 GMT -5
She did think her life was nothing else but misery. She had so much pain in her life even without those bastards who treated her as their sex slave. She just wanted to write a book with so much drama in it that's why she strolled down to the knockturn alley. She just needed some info, nothing else. She didn't expect becoming a main character of her book. She didn't even expect anyone talking to her not telling about being dragged into a brothel and raped in a tiny room. It was over her imagination.
Vi listened to the girl and sniffed. she was completely broken, she needed a friend. But she couldn't tell anyone about it. She couldn't force herself to trust anyone again. But that girl acted as if she was a good aunt. She seemed to care hugging her close trying to comfort her even though she didn’t know about anything. "Thank you, err… I don't even know your name." she said rubbing her eyes.
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Post by brody on Mar 10, 2010 11:40:53 GMT -5
Brody felt sorry for this girl because she knew that something bad ,and she meant like really bad must have happened to make her this broken and sad.Her eyes showed that amount of pain and sadness that Brody had rarely seen on anyone but herself at times.She had come from a loving adopted family but that was mostly just her inner most close ones that were great people and loving as well.Her grandparents and uncle was quite the little lier's who loved to tear the family apart for their own amusement and her grandfather ,adopted grandfather was a a sick man who tried to abuse her and her adopted sister and some cousins as well.She knew in her heart that she only got away because of her stubborn nature and trusting on her gut-feeling.
She didn't know why but this girl was growing on her somewhat and Brody was maybe a little bit of a hen-mother at times but that came from her adopted father.He was one of the best men she had ever known.She hugged her tight some more and caressed her back in a comforting manner in hopes that it would help the girl feel a little bit better and perhaps even safe.
This girl was in need of someone to help her ,to comfort her and make sure she was okey and well she didn't know if she was the best for the job but she would at least give it a try."ah ..don't mention it .. its Brody .. yes i know it sounds like a boy , but i guess ill disappoint the ladies"she said with a smile and hoped that the girl would at least be a little lighter in her mood.She wasn't sure how to help her , but then again Brody never felt like a helping hand.She sighed softly and looked at the ceiling before looking at the floor again.This situation had her unnerved and slightly nervous about damaging the girl even more.
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Post by lisa2 on Mar 13, 2010 7:34:02 GMT -5
Violet sniffed once again looking back at the Slytherin girl who was willing to help her with her little problem. She heard the name a girl was called after birth. Brody it was. Maybe it did sound like a boy's name but Vi didn't care at the moment. She just felt a little better with same knowledge of a name of someone who seemed to care. "Nice to meet you, Brody." she said through the tears. "I'm... I'm not sure of mine. I heard so many other not very pleasant nicknames." Vi sighed. They called her a loony, stupid blonde, outsider, freak. Yet, bitch, whore, slut etc. It was really painful. She took it all to heart being really sensitive. "I guess, it's Violet." a girl chewed on her lower lip. Notes: no muse for her but I felt the need to catch up with all my threads >.>
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Post by brody on Mar 22, 2010 6:34:06 GMT -5
She sighed softly as she wanted to help this girl but didn't know how to without knowing the reason for her pain.She knew and understood that Violet didn't want to talk about it and well Brody often got quiet when thinking while some wanted to blurt everything out.Brody wasn't the type to gladly share her past with anyone but then again if they asked she wouldn't hide it.She was damn aware that a persons past defines who they become and well she acted like a fool , a dog with a loud bark and no bite.Deep inside she wanted others to pay for the pain she and her close ones felt , to dish out pain to those who have hurt her.the only thing that kept her from doing that was the fact that she didn't want to end up seeing herself as a monster.
"ah violet it is and screw those stupid nicknames ,i have heard my fair share of them ..just ignore them and live your live the way you want ..thats what i do "she winked and looked around a bit more and sighed softly.She didn't know what to say to make it easier for the girl and it lead to an awkward silence that Brody hated."okey ..how bout you and me go to the kitchen ,gets us some food and maybe a drink ?" she hoped that it would either end the awkward silence or perhaps get the girl to talk.
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