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Post by shilohblakelysmith on Jan 24, 2010 14:24:25 GMT -5
Life...How had life been lately? Great, fantastic, wonderful, perfect. Those were all words that described Shiloh smith's life lately. The past five months had been the best in her life. Jamie was finally back in her life, she had a beautiful little girl, even if the wings thing creeped her out at times. Why, because she didn't know were in the world it came from is why, but besides that life was great.
Today though. today Shiloh had a day alone with Emily, and she really needed to talk about some things. About Jamie, and about another thing that had been bothering her lately. Something that Shiloh wasn't sure how her family would take it. So grabbing the pill bottle off the top of the fridge and popping two in her mouth she smiled and walked into Emily's playroom sitting on the floor behind her pulling her into a hug. "hey baby girl." |
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Post by Louis William Weasley on Jan 24, 2010 16:12:34 GMT -5
emily smiled and said"hi mommy," she smiled and around and hugged her mommy back. she loved her mommy alot and would always forgive her. she looked at her mommy then she showed her a drawing of them and daddy together.
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Post by shilohblakelysmith on Jan 24, 2010 16:23:41 GMT -5
Shiloh smiled at hr daughter looking down at the drawing with a smile. "Oh thats beautiful." She whispered turning her daughter around with a smile on her face. "I need to ask you some things ok...And you gotta promise mommy you wont tell daddy ok.' she said with a smile on her face as she kissed the little girls nose. "your promise me em?" She asked as she ran her fingers threw the five year olds light blonde hair.
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Post by Louis William Weasley on Jan 24, 2010 16:52:48 GMT -5
emily smiled at her mommy and said"yes i promise mommy i won't tell daddy" she looked at her mommy as she leaned her head against her shoulder and looked up at her mommy.
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Post by shilohblakelysmith on Jan 24, 2010 17:01:30 GMT -5
Shiloh felt a smile run to her lips as she looked down at her daughter. "How would you like to have another sibling? I mean like a baby brother or sister?" She asked curiously as she starred down at her. Well that quesion was just wondering if she would be ok with it...She knew em was still young so she wanted to be absolutely sure...
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Post by Louis William Weasley on Jan 24, 2010 17:26:05 GMT -5
emily smiled at her mommy and said" i would like that alot mommy" she liked the idea of having a baby brother or sister. she looked up at her mommy as she lifted her head up from her mommy's shoulder.
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Post by shilohblakelysmith on Jan 24, 2010 17:32:00 GMT -5
Shiloh knew all too well why she was asking all of this. She knew why she wanted to know the answers to her questions. It was as simple as she has been the only one in Emily's life for five years. Shiloh wasn't going to do anything without confronting her daughter, even though their was one thing already she couldnt help. "Well how would you like moving into a bigger house. Me you, daddy...and." she didnt say anything else after that not wanting to say to much.
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Post by Louis William Weasley on Jan 24, 2010 17:51:08 GMT -5
emily looked at her and thought for moment. she knew she really didn't think about this but if she was going to have a baby brother or sister they would need more room. she looked at her mommy and said"yeah i would"
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Post by shilohblakelysmith on Jan 24, 2010 17:58:03 GMT -5
Shiloh just smiled down at her daughter, keeping her own hand on her stomach lightly as she looked at emily before laying back and looking at the ceiling."thats good. Im glad your ok with it." with a smile she turned and looked at emily. "what would you like, a baby brother or a baby sister em?" she askedwith a bright smil.e
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Post by Louis William Weasley on Jan 24, 2010 18:34:19 GMT -5
emily smiled and shrugged her shoulders and said" i don't know" she didn't know if she wanted a baby brother or sister. she would be happy with either one. she looked at her mommy with a smile.
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Post by shilohblakelysmith on Jan 27, 2010 16:54:48 GMT -5
With her hands crossed over her stomach Shiloh just smiled as she looked at the ceiling. "Everything is going to be great now Emily. WE are going to actually be a family. Me you and daddy. Its going to be perfect." SHe wasn't really talking to em, but more just talking. Right now she was just getting a little happy. How could she not. She had the love of her wife back, she had emily, and she had a secret that was going to stay a sec...Her thoughts were cut off as she felt the sudden nasue come over her, so naturaly she jumped up running to the bathroom, making it just in time as she started getting sick.
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Post by Louis William Weasley on Jan 27, 2010 17:30:25 GMT -5
Emily smiled at the fact that they were going to be a family, her and mommy and daddy. she listen to her mommy, then she felt her mommy jump up and saw her run to the bathroom. she was alittle worried so, she got up and ran and followed her mommy. she didn't enter the bathroom but she stayed at the door and asked her mommy" mommy,are you ok?" she then got quiet and waited for her mommy to say something.
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Post by shilohblakelysmith on Feb 2, 2010 21:37:34 GMT -5
Shiloh just sat on the bathroom floor rubbing her mouth "dammit." She mumbled knowing she should have taking her pills earlier than she did. Shiloh just nodded though and stood up for a moment before getting sick again. Only to stand up and wipe her mouth and pulls out some mouthwash gargling before walking to the door. "yeah..i am fine." She mumbled rubbing her eyes sitting down on the ground near the bathroom door.
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Post by Louis William Weasley on Feb 2, 2010 21:57:46 GMT -5
emily stood by the door and said" are you sure mommy?" she always wanted her mommy to be okay. she sighed softly and sat down by the door .
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Post by shilohblakelysmith on Feb 3, 2010 21:13:12 GMT -5
Shiloh wiped her mouth again rubbing her eyes before walking out and sitting down next to her daughter with a small smile. "I'm fine baby girl. I just got a little sick." She stated with a bright smile, even though the smile was fake. She felt horrible, just as she has for days, but she just pushed it aside not wanting to worry the child infront of her.
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