Just don't know.

[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

I feel... Well I don't really know. I just need somewhere to vent. So listen up people, Kelsey needs advice.

It just hit me yesterday. Firstly, I didn't go to school because I wasn't feeling good. I hadn't really been getting a lot of sleep lately all week and was exhausted. School was the last place I wanted to be. So anyways, I was at my friends last night and couldn't sleep. I was laying down and just started to tear up. I didn't cry, but it was close to it. I just began to think that I don't want to go to school anymore. Now, I used to love school and love to learn. I always get high marks and all that jazz. However, now I just don't want to do the work anymore. I have no passion in my life anymore. I am confused, oh so confused. It's like I don't care about anything anymore. Well except for the site. Now that is the only thing I do have passion for. But this is about my real life here. I don't know what I want to do with my future. I just feel like hiding away from the world. I feel like crying. I just don't feel like myself. Its like I am depressed, but I don't know why. Can anyone help if they can make any sense out of this rambling of mine?

[lisa]

aww, hun it happens to me and trust me it will be gone soon. I had a year break of school and I got back to college because well you have to do something with your life I don't know what will be with my future what I would do, what job I get. But I don't really care. You are young yet and these kind of deppressions happen it will be alright. just make up your mind and wait don't force yourself to anything <3

[meme2]

KELSEY!! -hugs- i have been going through the same phase. seriously i have high marks and everything and really need to start looking at colleges. but for some reason i have no idea why i don't feel like doing homework and i don't care about my grades anymore. i was close to failing two classes! it took me a while but now i'm feeling a bit better. i just thought about everything and talked it over with people. just to see what advice they could gave me. mostly i had to figure it out by myself and see what made me feel better.

i know i didn't give you good advice but i just wanted you to know you are not alone! and if you need someone to vent to please talk to me

[crayonz]

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