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Post by brian on Nov 15, 2010 9:03:05 GMT -5
One girl was found on the grounds at Hogwarts laying there with her head hurt and a sprained ancle crying and in pain. Brian had been out that evening hearing the crying from the girl who layed there. At first Brian thought about not caring about it,but as it sounded more painful ,Brian couldn`t just ignore it anymore. He followed the painful sounds around the corner and could see the girl there. She was laying in the snow, barely wearing clothes. Brian hurried over there to her and kneeled next to her to check upon her. Brian examined her to check where she was hurt. As Brian found out that she had hit her head and sprained her ancle, Brian couldn`t just leave her alone here. He tried to find out what her name was. It was getting colder outside. He made the strange girl put her arm around his neck so he could carry her and take her somewhere it was warmer. He poofed off with her and to the Loudwater Manor. He carried the girl into a bedroom and layed her down on the bed. " There ,its gonna be okey " Brian said to calm her down. " I am gonna take care of the pain okey.." Brian told her and used a healing potion to make her feel better. Brian told her to relax and stay in bed as it was better for her. He put some warm covers over her body and said she could use some sleep. Brian checked up on the girl now and then as she slept in the bed. He had taken care of her ancle and the pain in her head. Brian decided to walk inside her room and take a seat in a chair,waiting for her to wake up. Brian sipped from the cup of tea he brought. He had brought one up for her as well.
As Brian took a peek at the girl again, he saw her make some movements and that she was about to wake up. Brian sighed softly and walked over to her bed and took a seat by the edge of it. " Hey..how are you feeling ? " Brian asked the girl he still didn`t know the name of. Brian usually didn`t take care of people like this,Death Eaters usually didn`t do that, unless the people mattered to them. But this girl really seemed like she needed help and Brian Loudwater stepped up and helped her. "What is your name young one " he said with a soft ,but clear voice of tone. As Lizzy hadn`t been home still after what happened here, Brian could feel safe to take the girl in. This was after all Brian`s house so he could take in whoever it had to be without anyone having something to say about it.
Brian felt on the girls forehead and she seemed better now. He waited for the girl to speak to him. He didn`t want to push her .
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Post by bailey on Nov 15, 2010 19:46:43 GMT -5
The day had gone by rather uneventful until she had snuck out during class using one of the secret passage ways that her friends roxy had shown her a while ago during one of their escapades back in the day but she hadn't seen roxy in a while now.
Bailey walked out around on the grounds as she couldn't help but to feel trapped in hogwarts sometimes as she had her siblings there as well and they were always so popular and she could help but to wonder why they seemed to have a loved one but she had one but he left her all alone ,even after he said that he wouldn't.
She kept walking and feeling all this bothersome feeling bubbling up again ,she increased the pace a bit and slipped on some slippery snow.She cried out in pain as she had hurt her ankle and even hit her head on a rock or something that had her forehead bleeding a little bit.She felt tears brimming up in corners of her eyes as it hurt quite a lot. She sobbed a bit softly when she heard footsteps and dreaded that it might be one of the staff at school who would punish her for being outside but instead it was a seriously handsome man with the most amazing blue eyes she had ever laid eyes on.
As he examined her ,Bailey felt her cheeks turn red as he was so close and she could see his handsome face even better and she found that he was the closest thing to a perfect looking man she had the pleasure of meeting. "aah ..it hurts .. please don't touch it " she begged softly and looked into his eyes as he passed out for a second and she soon found herself waking up in a bedroom with a huge comfortable bed.
"ah where am i ? who are you? .. " she sighed softly and looked around a bit more in the room as she realized that she was alone with a man that she did not know at all and for all she knew he could be intending to hurt her or maybe even kill her.She had a fearful look in her eyes as she looked at the man who was carrying tea, why on earth would he give her tea if he planned on harming her. she wasn't sure why but she had the feeling that her brother would not be happy if he found out about this.
"I'm feeling better , thank you for helping me sir but i don't really know why you would waste your time helping me ,when I'm just a stupid little girl who managed to fall on her ass in the snow " she spoke softly and kept looking down , afraid to meet his eyes. They were so amazingly blue and she could see the strength in them. "ah I'm sorry , where are my manners .. my name is Bailey "
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Post by brian on Nov 17, 2010 9:19:04 GMT -5
Brian looked at the girl and passed her a soft and warm smile. She seemed pretty confused about where she was at the moment,but Brian couldn`t blame her for that, been taking to a strange house she`s never been at before. But Brian was gonna take it easy on her now. She had the fearful look in her eyes as she looked at Brian. " Just relax, i am not gonna hurt or harm you" Brian said to assure her. She seemed like the sweetest girl. " I am Brian Loudwater..i am the one who found you out in the snow , so i took you to my manor to take care of your ankle and the cut in your forehead" he also said to her and smiled some, sitting on the edge of the bed still, looking at her.
Brian had to smile a little at her comments. " Well i couldn`t just leave you alone in the snow all hurt and cold " he said and reached for the cup of tea that he had brought for her. He reached the cup to her. " Want some tea , its a bit hot still" he said and held the cup to her. " I am glad that you feel better " Brian said and smiled some more to her. Brian didn`t get the eye contact with the girl. He wondered if he scared her. Something he couldn`t blame her for either, he was a stranger to her, a strange guy who took her in. But Brian didn`t want to make her scared of him. After a few moments of silence the girl told him her name. " Bailey..well its nice to meet you Bailey" Brian said. " So Bailey, can i get you anything else..are you hungry ?" he asked her and looked around a little before he layed his bright blue gaze upon her again.
For some reason she seemed to be hurt. Those few glimpse Brian could see in her eyes he could tell that something wasn`t all fine. " Is there something you want to talk about, excuse me to say it, but you seem hurt" Brian said and looked at her.
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Post by bailey on Nov 17, 2010 14:41:08 GMT -5
This man seemed to be so nice and she wasn't sure what he had in mind or if he was just trying to be a good guy to her.Bailey smiled softly and looked at him while she wondered what he was planning for this night with her, and she hoped that he wouldn't try anything weird. She listened to his calm and soothing voice that seemed to have quite the effect on her as she felt her cheeks become warmer and she just knew that they were pink with blushing."a pleasure to meet you mister Loudwater , I'm sorry if i am being rude ,its just a bit unusual for me to end up in a strange room with a stranger "
She felt kinda silly for saying these things out loud as she was certain that he wasn't out to hurt her or anything of that sort.She twirled her hair a bit nervously as she felt kinda awkward and silly now for being so paranoid."Mr Loudwater , thank you for helping me , I'm sorry to be such a burden right now " she sighed heavily and began to chew on her bottom-lip as she had lately always felt in the way , and like she had no place to belong to.She was quickly losing her brother and sister. "thank you sir .. if its not to much to ask , perhaps a sandwich and maybe some juice please " she asked softly as she still twirled her hair.
For some reason she seemed to be hurt. Those few glimpse Brian could see in her eyes he could tell that something wasn`t all fine. " Is there something you want to talk about, excuse me to say it, but you seem hurt" Brian said and looked at her. She had to bite her lips roughly as he asked her if there was something she had to tell, how could he read her so easily and how could she ever tell anyone that she felt out of place in her own family that consisted of slytherins and she was just a little hufflepuff.She swallowed hard and looked into those piercing blue eyes and felt her cheeks burn a bright pink shade. " I'm sorry , i shouldn't burden you with it at all "
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Post by brian on Nov 18, 2010 9:19:21 GMT -5
Brian looked at Bailey and smiled some more. He got the feeling that she didn`t feel quite comfortable around him yet, but Brian knew that could take some time,being comfortable around strangers, even though Brian was comfortable around most people he met. He was confident that way. He noticed that Bailey`s cheeks grew pink, it made Brian smile some more. " Oh you don`t have to be sorry, i know its strange for you being here since we don`t know eachother but i am not gonna do anything to you" Brian said and assured her. Brian would never hurt this girl.
Brian just shook his head and looked at Bailey. " You are no burden, i wanted to help you Bailey" he said and sipped his tea some. He noticed that she bit on her bottom lip.When girls did that Brian had to look, they looked so cute when they did that, Bailey looked really cute doing it. "Mmm i`ll go and get you sandwiches and some juice then ,you just relax here okey " he said and got onto his feet and put the mug on the nightstand next to the bed. Brian walked out to the hallway and told his house elf to make sandwiches and some juice for the guest.
Brian looked at Bailey. It looked like she had something she wanted to talk about, and Brian was a good listener. Then Bailey spoke a few words. " You are not a burden, i think you should tell me what`s up and maybe i can help you out with it" Brian said and smiled softly at Bailey. " I won`t tell anyone else about it,you have my word on that" Brian said and patted her shoulder gently. Brian just wanted to help her. He wanted to know what was going on in this young girls life.
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Post by bailey on Nov 19, 2010 17:49:29 GMT -5
Feeling his gaze on her ,well it had her shy and nervous as the only males she knew looked at her was her brother Jake ,but that was all a sibling manner and then there was Darin ,who left her with feelings of pain ,failure and sadness but this man seemed to truly want to help her and she always tried to see the good in people no matter how hard, well some she just couldn't see it in like the Kat girl who had spilled ink on her with purpose and was now stealing her brother away from her.Brian seemed to be so nice and gentle and she wondered if he was this gentle with everyone. "thank you sir .. i didn't think you'd hurt me but my brother always tells me to be less trusting of everyone"
"are you certain? i mean i must be imposing in some way ? wont your wife or girlfriend be upset with you for bringing me here?" her words were gentle and soft as she honestly had no intention to make this man find himself in trouble because of her.She was worried about her siblings but she knew they would be just fine as they were both much stronger than her. "thank you sir .. i hope its not too much work , but sir how did you find me? i mean not a lot of people are allowed near hogwarts grounds now a days " she chewed on her bottom-lip more as she was a bit nervous still but she was opening up to the man somewhat and it wasn't as terrifying now as it had been earlier. " sir .. may i ask your age?"
She had hoped that the questions would distract him from asking her again as she wasn't sure she would be able to hold it in any longer but she wouldn't want him to think of her as some weak and whiny girl.She didn't want to be such a girl, one that needed others to protect her for all eternity but she had a feeling that she would always be under some sort of protection."ah , sir please i don't want you to think less of me and if i shared my burdens and worries , your surely going to think of me in ill ways"
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Post by brian on Nov 21, 2010 9:02:03 GMT -5
Brian looked at Bailey and smiled some more gently to her. It was easy to see that this girl was really sweet. Brian smiled as she spoke again. He sighed softly. " Well all i can say is that i am not gonna harm you or hurt you...he don`t have to worry even though i am a death eater.." Brian said and looked at her. He hoped that she didn`t get worried because of that. Being a death eater, was something Brian was proud of to be, but it didn`t mean he was mean to everyone he came over. " i hope that doesn`t worry you" Brian said and looked her over.
Her next question made Brian think a little. But then he just shook his head and smiled softly. " My wife is not home at the moment, so you don`t have to worry, and its my choice to take you in..so you have nothing to worry about" Brian said and grinned. He listened to her. " I found you as i was out walking, sometimes i just walk around the school if i need to take a walk and then i just saw you in the snow,and i don`t care about the rules over that much" he said. then she asked about his age. Brian chuckled a little. " I am 21..hope that doesn`t bother you" he said and looked at her.
As Bailey spoke and seemed to not want to burden Brian with her problems , Brian folded his arms over his chest and turned to look at her, face to face. " I have no problems listening to what you are holding inside you..its good to talk about it..so just let it out, i won`t judge you Bailey, honestly, i am just gonna listen to you" he said and wet his lips. " Are there family problems..or boyfriend problems?" Brian asked her. Brian were pretty familiar with those kind of problems,he was familiar with that. " What you are gonna say is gonna stay inside these four walls okey?" Brian asked her and smiled softly.
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Post by bailey on Nov 21, 2010 11:59:08 GMT -5
Listening in silence as Brian spoke , bailey wondered what made her be so lucky for one day, She had never ever been rescued by a handsome man when she needed it.Oh well her brother was good looking but he was her brother and she could never think of him in that way. He was the one who supported her and lifted her spirits up when she needed it but lately she had felt worried about him as he had found himself a new girlfriend.Her mouth formed an o as she heard Brian confess he was a death eater, she was a bit scared but she wanted to believe that he wouldn't hurt her."ah its a bit worrying , but I'm certain that you wouldn't want to hurt her , cause you haven't done it yet"
"oh that's good , i didn't want you to get in trouble for this and i don't think i have thanked you properly for helping me ..I'm sorry for that " Her cheeks grew rosy with embarrassment as she had forgotten to thank him yet."Thank you so much sir , for helping me and i don't know how to repay you yet for it , is there anything i can do to repay you ?". She smiled warmly at this kind man in front of her that had just said he was a death eater but what she had heard about death eaters ,they were supposed to be cruel and mean and most of all scary but he didn't scare her.
She worried that he might be offended that she wasn't telling him everything but she truly didn't want to burden him with her silly little worries and thougths, but he didn't seem angry but he actually wanted to listen to her."okey but are you sure its no trouble ?" she asked softly and licked her lips slowly, tasting the sweet vanilla taste of her lipbalm."well I'm worried about my siblings but i also have some issues with my exboyfriend who left me " her words were laced with sadness.
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Post by brian on Nov 22, 2010 12:02:24 GMT -5
Brian looked at Bailey and could tell that she looked a bit concerned about what he just told her. But it was who he was anhd he couldn`t change that. "Nope don`t have any plans on hurting you Bailey " Brian said and smiled softly to her. Brian was sure that she would learn to trust him as she got to know him better. He smiled again. " You see, something happened here that made my wife kind of..leave.." Brian said and looked down. He looked up at Bailey as she thanked him. " No problem..its nice having someone around here" he said and smiled to her. Then she asked is she could to anything to repay him. " uhm..i`ll let you know if i can come up with something, but right now i just want you to relax and take it easy..rest you know" Brian said and looked at her. " Your ankle seem better though" he said as well and checked her ankle. It sure did look fine. Brian had saved some healing potions he got from his mother- in law that was a healer at St. Mungos.
Brian nodded his head and smiled at her. " I am sure that its no trouble love" Brian said and looked at her. Then she started to talk about it. " What`s going on with your siblings..are they okey ?" Brian asked her and sipped his tea slowly as he listened. " And your ex boyfriend..left you..why did he do that?" Brian asked her and wondered why he would leave her. This was too sweet to be left by anyone he thought.
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Post by bailey on Nov 23, 2010 19:08:41 GMT -5
Bailey was relieved that this man had taken the time to help a clumsy little girl like herself like this and she had to thank merlin for being so lucky to have people to protect her.Smiling brightly she looked up at him , but the smile soon faded away as he spoke of his wife and how she had left."I'm sorry sir , i truly didn't mean to bring up such a sensitive area, please forgive me " her words were so soft and gentle as she spoke ,it was barely a whisper.She sighed knowing that she had a talent for bringing up subjects that were meant to be left and forgotten.He wasn't sure how he wanted her to repay him but she was certain it wouldn't be a bad thing as this man was so gentle and kind with her.
Her cheeks couldn't help but to turn a crimson shade as he called her love , but it was a common habit for many but still she felt a bit honored to have such a handsome man call her love."thank you sir, i will try to not be such a burden while i am here " she smiled softly as she began to speak of her siblings."ah its just their both quite popular and following the family with slytherin pride while I'm kinda awkward and hufflepuffy . and i try so hard to see the good in people but my brother decided to date this girl who was awfully mean to me without us even meeting before that incident and my sister is kinda shutting herself off because of something with her ex girlfriend.. they wont tell me anything." she sighed heavily and looked at him ,hoping he wouldn't think of her as some whiny little girl who complained about everything.
"I'm fairly certain that I'm the reason for it ,,but i don't know what i did wrong to make him leave. i really liked him but then again it might have something to do with me wanting to take it slow and not go all the way"
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Post by brian on Nov 24, 2010 9:04:13 GMT -5
Brian smiled softly at Bailey and shrugged. "Nah its fine..its pretty much my fault that she left.." he said and looked at Bailey. Brian had never told this to anyone else. Bailey was the first one to know about this. But yet, Brian hadn`t told her the reason why she had left. He wasn`t sure if he should tell her or not,he wasn`t gonna tell it right away anyways. Right now he just wanted to talk to Bailey about other things. " Its not a problem Bailey.." Brian said back at her and sighed softly and knew that someone was gonna find out about what happened sooner or later. So far it was just him,Lizzy and Lisa who knew about this. "Ah you must eat the food and drink the juice .." Brian reminded Bailey and smiled some at her.
He noticed that her cheeks got some color now. It made Brian smile,but not enough to make it awkward for Bailey. " I am just glad that you want to stay here and not just run away so quickly" Brian said and held Bailey`s hand in his. Then she spoke some more about her siblings. " Well its good to be different and not follow the others around all the time.." Brian said and looked at her. " You are a very sweet and nice hufflepuff" Brian said and smiled some more at her. Brian didn`t mingle that much with hufflepuffs, at least not when he was in school. Truth to be told he was mostly just hanging out with slytherins. "Wow that girl doesn`t seem very nice to you " he also said to her. Brian couldn`t understand why anyone would be cruel to Bailey. She was so nice and sweet and all that. Brian started to feel a bit protective when it came to Bailey now. "Well family is not easy to deal with all the time.." he said and shrugged.
"Well that Darin guy was a fool to let you go that`s for sure" he said and smiled at her. He noticed that she said not going all the way. Did that mean she was still..a virgin? Brian blinked and looked at her. " So..you are still a virgin?" he just had to ask her. It just came so sudden.
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Post by bailey on Dec 7, 2010 16:46:10 GMT -5
"I'm sure you will get her back somehow , true love cant be pushed aside "her voice was warm and gentle as always and she found herself wondering why she didn't feel threatened here with him , a dangerous male that had her all alone but he saved her in the grounds and kept her safe from harm."thank you for being so kind again , i mean most people seem to think that you're evil but as far as i can tell you have a good heart " she smiled in her sweet and gullible manner and looked around in the room and then at the food ,blushing as she had completely forgotten about it."oh sorry sir , thank you i will eat some now " she looked at the sandwich and took a bite out of it ,moaning as it was so good."mhm thank you sir "
Her cheeks had remained pink and it seemed as it wouldn't let go of the color anytime soon."why would i run away ,as i said you seem to have a good heart and your kind to me "her voice was gentle and caring as it always seemed to be.she nibbled on her sandwich and ate it before taking a sip of her juice that he had so kindly brought for her." but sometimes it feels as if i don't really belong anywhere , i thought i had a place in the world with Darin but even he left me and my brother is always with some girl , i swear he is girl crazy " she licked her pink lips a bit and tasted the juice on her lips. She was satisfied now ,at least her hunger and thirst was. She looked into his blue eyes and where many would say there was a darkness ,she found light that she wished to explore and know like the inside of her pockets. She sighed softly as he brought up the one girl she really didn't like "well she did apologize but only after her cousin made her , but still i should be used to it because I'm just a hufflepuff " she nibbled on her bottom-lip.
"i love my siblings but they have such dramatic lives and so much lve , i feel kinda left out sometimes and i don't really see my parents that much anymore. it is always just to hard to know i disappointed them " her voice trembled with a weakness and sighs thinking of Darin."thank you but what if he isn't a fool for doing that, sometimes i feel like I'm locked inside of myself and trying so hard to break free " she nibbled on her bottom lip nervously as she had a habit of doing. "ah ..ehm yes i am " she sighed softly and looked down at her feet while her cheeks burned a furious shade of pink.
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Post by brian on Dec 14, 2010 2:45:17 GMT -5
Brian looked at her and smiled a bit. " mm i don`t know..i am not sure that she is ever gonna come back to me, i think that she has found someone else to be with than her pathetic husband." Brian said and looked down and then back at Bailey. She was so nice and sweet and Brian liked that she was that way. Brian smiled brighter. " Yeah..a death eater with a good heart, i must be one of the first " Brian said and grinned a bit. Brian could be very mean if he wanted to, but to Bailey he had no reason to be mean to her, he had saved her life. As Bailey ate some of the sandwich, Brian had made himself a cup of coffee to sip on. Brian needed some coffee during the day. " Is it good ?" Brian asked her.
Brian listened to Bailey and what she had to say to him. " A lot of people feel misplaced in this world, but its gonna get better Bailey,with Darin it was just a puppy crush..and they usually don`t last that long..and your brother is a big jerk for not giving you more attention since you are his sister. " Brian said and looked at her. " You`ll find someone who`s gonna love you and take care of you the way you have dreamed of, do the things that Darin couldn`t do " Brian said and smiled. " Darin is my brother- in law.." Brian also added. Brian looked at her and smiled. " well its nice that they apologize no matter what..people has started to become so careless in this world now.." Brian said.
"well there is no life and living without any drama in your life, without it, it would be too easy to get through life and what it has to offer.." Brian said. " With family its meant to be some drama.." he said and grinned a little. " just break free then Bailey, there is no one who can stop you from doing what you wanna do with your life.." Brian said and sighed softly. He chuckled a little when he saw the way she reacted as he asked if she was a virgin. " well..okey..ahh that`s nice" Brian said and looked at her. " Then you have plenty of time to find out who is gonna be your true love Bailes.." he said and winked at her .
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Post by bailey on Dec 18, 2010 23:19:19 GMT -5
She felt a bit sorry for him hearing those things but why did a small part of her feel happy , did she want him to want her? did she want to feel close to someone so bad that she would feel joy over someone`s loss. She didn't like that a part of her felt that way but she didn't know what she could do about that but try and comfort him as he had been so kind to her. "I'm sorry to hear that but i don't think your pathetic and I'm sure that one day she will realize that she truly does love you " she said those things but a part of ,that evil little part said that it wouldn't happen and he should just give into her , oh how she hated that there was something so mean within her and that it would want something like that to happen. she cursed that side of her silently in her mind and told herself that she wasn't going to get him, that a man like that would never fall for a weak girl like her. his words snapped her out of her thoughts for the moment. " well if you didn't then you wouldn't have helped me , you wouldn't care if your wife came back or not " she sighed softly and licked her lips and finished her food." uhm yes it was delicious , thank you "
He was so gentle and spoke so kindly to her but a part of her didn't believe what he said, she wasn't sure she deserved someone else. she didn't know what to say as he confessed that Darin was his brother in law."huh ? really ? he is your brother in law , well I'm sorry if i said something rude but he really did break my heart when he left " she sighed heavily and looked down at her feet. why couldn't she be better? prettier and stronger ,if she had been all that ,then perhaps Darin wouldn't have left her and she wouldn't have felt so alone and misplaced , but she had felt that for a long time now. she had days where everything seemed so wrong and those days she had on several occasions wanted to hurt herself but no one knew that and no one would ever know about her self-destructive wants.
"i know that drama is part of life but i just wish that things could be easier sometimes , that i wouldn't have to be the one who has to listen about the drama going on , knowing that my life is a repeat of the same day " she mumbled out softly and looked away in shame. she envied how he could talk so freely , tell her that all she had to do was break free and live her life the way she wants to but it was hard to do that, after all she had two older siblings that protected her in every way from experiencing life at its hardest , keeping her safe from anything that could be a risk. " its hard , i mean to break free id have to run away and flee the country , at least it feels like it " she noticed how amused he was at her reaction on the whole virgin thing , a small pout appeared as he chuckled and her cheeks , they felt like they were burning and she felt embarrassed that she would show so easily just how new to these conversations she was. "but i don't want to wait my whole life , i want to find someone who really cares about me and wants to be there for me "
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