Post by wed on Nov 6, 2010 10:05:54 GMT -5
...See my lonely life unfold
I see it every day
See my only mind explode
Since I've gone away...
...I think I lost some weight there
And I- I'm sure I need some rest
Sleepin' don't come very easy
In a straight white vest...
...I grabbed my hat and I got my coat
And I, I ran into the street
I saw a man that was choking there
I guess he couldn't breathe
Said to myself this is very strange
I'm glad it wasn't me
But now I hear those sirens callin'
And so I am not free...
...Ballad of Dwight Fry, Alice Cooper...
I see it every day
See my only mind explode
Since I've gone away...
There was no sense in denying it. It was as obvious as her own reflection in the mirror. It was as clear as they sky above her. It was as plain as anything that could be so plain. Wednesday was slightly insane. She had done her best to hide this for so long. However, her new found freedom was just as much a cover to her own puzzle pieces being missing, and the odd things she thought were not things normal people would ever think. She tried to keep all those pieces from falling apart, but there was times she though she might just explode from the pressure of normality. She wished -not more than once- that she could be as normal as her twin sister Tuesday. That girl had it made, and she did not even know it. Wednesday, however, was an oddity. She played well at being out going. She often made friend when those people might not wish to be her friend. She spoke her mind often. No one would expect that she was completely off her rocker, but the truth was the truth. In Wednesday's mind she had gone out to lunch.
...I think I lost some weight there
And I- I'm sure I need some rest
Sleepin' don't come very easy
In a straight white vest...
Her fingers made a long trail in the snow as she moved down the small stairs to the path ahead. He dark eyes lifted to the sky once again, but did not remain too long. The sky was bright, which was unusual due to the amount of snow that had fallen over night. She glanced to the distance and saw a lone figure running on the path. He wore shorts, and looked completely out of place with the snow around him. She watched a moment before realizing it was Noah Drake, the boy who gained so much of her sister's attention. She thought to cut him off, speak to him, but the thought ended when he stopped running and began to speak to a shorter girl she did not know. Wednesday shook her head, put her back to them, and walked in the other direction. The small grounds on this side of the building was starting to fill. She was unsure if she wanted company this morning, as early as it was, and began to walk toward the lake. She had always been fond of the lone tree sitting close to the dark water. Often she would sit there and think about nothing. That was Wednesday's favorite topic on days like this. She sighed and moved in that direction. She paid no attention to some of the people she passed.
...I grabbed my hat and I got my coat
And I, I ran into the street
I saw a man that was choking there
I guess he couldn't breathe
Said to myself this is very strange
I'm glad it wasn't me
But now I hear those sirens callin'
And so I am not free...
The snow crunched under her feet making her curl her lip into a small smirk. She stopped at the tree, pressed her small frame against it's massive trunk, and crossed her arms over her chest. Pieces of her hair blew into her face, and she could not help but sigh. Wednesday considered herself to be mad as a hatter. Completely unbalanced. Insane. Practically good for nothing. Odd. Weird. Strange. Unstable. Completely unloved. Her eyes turned to the dark water and she laughed. If anyone else in the school knew that she was as crazy as a loon, they would kick her out and send her to Mungo's. She would spend the rest of her life inside a padded cell, hugging herself in one of those nifty white coats, not allowed to see the outside until it was time to place her in a pine box and bury her deep. Wednesday knew the truth. She knew...
...Ballad of Dwight Fry, Alice Cooper...
...she was lying to herself. If she was insane, she would not remember all the horrors of her youth. A childhood stolen. A life broken. A heart torn out... No, Wednesday was not insane. And this made her sad. One single tear moved down her cheek. Left unchecked, it dripped to the snow. Another followed as she watched the waters. Wednesday slid down the large tree, sat in the snow, and hugged her legs to her chest. The tear fell as free as rain. Wednesday could not stop them.