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Post by pencil on Jul 22, 2010 1:45:41 GMT -5
 
Scorpius Malfoy had been known for many things. His family, wealthy purebloods famous for their former relationship with the late dark lord, his quidditch, and the fact that his previous years at Hogwarts had consisted with him screwing every attractive girl he could find. That, and playing quidditch, used to be his favourite hobby and women were just useless toys he used to satisfy the teenage horny-ness he couldn’t rid himself of. Well, considering he had recently found out that he was engaged to Carina Dolohov, he had had to make a rather large change in his lifestyle. Meaning that he didn’t go fuck every physically appealing girl he could obtain. He was doing pretty good seeing as he had yet to cheat on his fiancée – not that he planned on doing so. It had hit him a while ago that he did actually care for her and that hurting her and screwing everything up was the last thing on his agenda.
Scorpius hadn’t seen Rina in two months and with her school and his constant moving cities due to his games, he was becoming restless. He had never wanted to see someone so badly, and he had definitely never lost sleep because of a girl. It was becoming perturbing, knowing that he was so caught up in someone besides himself. He was used to being selfish and his world only revolving around him, and this recent change had hit him hard. But waiting to see her would finally end considering he had only tonight entered Hogsmeade. He had a week to himself and tomorrow he would be able to visit Carina. That, at least, helped him get some rest.
Well, there was that and the fact that he had been able to leave this town for two months. Not that he liked being away seeing as that meant leaving Rina and his family, but that meant that he could stay away from any women interested in seducing him. Like Kiran, for instance. And Scorpius had declined every attempt she had made in trying to get her to be the next thing in his bed, but the girl seemed to know no boundaries. Because she still tried, and if Carina knew about it Scorpius already knew that she would get the wrong impression. And it pissed him off. It seemed that no one wanted to trust him. Sure, he had been a jackass in his past years, but at least he was trying to change. Fuck, he was more than trying. But if Rina did get the wrong impression, he knew he would be screwed. Because in truth, when taking his past into consideration, who would believe that Scorpius had in fact not cheated? Scorp, who if actually did try and look at the situation Carina’s point of view, wouldn’t believe himself either. But, of course, he wouldn’t take another person’s perspective into consideration because his view was the only thing that mattered to him. It was typical.
Scorpius dropped his suitcase on the floor of the room he would be staying in. He had found the nearest hotel and had rented the room for the seven days he would be here. His grey eyes wandered his surroundings; the place barely measured up to his standards. He had, since he was a child, expected high quality and with the queen sized bed and the poor maintenance, this didn’t please him. But this was the closest inn near Hogwarts and so Scorpius couldn’t complain. Staring out of the room’s window, he only then realized how late it truly was. It was almost 2am, but Scorpius was in no mood for sleep.
Actually, the former Slytherin wanted a drink. Or, maybe a couple. Pulling on a coat, Scorpius exited the hotel and began to wander the streets of Hogsmeade. He could have apparated, but he hadn’t been here in so long and instead chose to walk. With the intentions of going to the Hogs Head, Scorpius sauntered through an alleyway while trying to look past the darkness. He now regretted not apparating in the first place and decided to do so right there. Visualizing the familiar pub, Scorpius was interrupted when he heard the sound of a female’s yelling. He raised an eyebrow in question when another voice, deeper, laughed spitefully. Being unable to mind his own business, Scorpius turned the corner in the alleyway only to find a brunette, whose back was turned, being struck by an angry man, who by the looks of it, had had a bit too much to drink. He was in no mood to play hero, especially since he didn’t even know the girl. Well, at least he thought so.
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Post by emme on Jul 22, 2010 6:02:59 GMT -5
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[/size][/color] he previous summer hadn’t been much of what the youngest Dolohov had expected it to be. Not even the second week after getting out of Hogwarts she found herself finding out she was engaged. Not just engaged to some average Joe, but engaged to a very familiar Scorpius Malfoy. Most girls would he ecstatic to marry the man right? Yes, that’s what he thought to, but that really wasn’t Carina’s opinion on the situation. Yes she had cared for Scorpius and she had started to realize that more and more as the end of the school year approached, along with the moment he told her that they were engaged to be married, but that didn’t mean anything. Carina might care for him, but caring for him was the last thing on her mind when she heard the words, we are engaged. What was on her mind though, the fact that all she could think about was him, and him cheating. Yes he swore up and down that he wouldn’t but well he had a very bad track record, and that fact along did not settle well with the young Dolohov. But maybe he was capable to do so. Maybe her trust did mean that much to him, but after having a very intriguing conversation with one Kirin, her thoughts on a lot of things about the young Malfoy, went straight down the drain. Things came up that well, Carina had never wanted to hear, and for the first time in her life, well Carina cried. She cried over a guy, and not just any guy, but the particular Malfoy that she was fighting to tell herself that she didn’t care for. Hearing that he had slept with her before the day they became engaged, things well, things changed drastically. Maybe it was because she had never been cheated on. Maybe it was because she trusted him, who knows, but what she did know is it hurt, and once she got her hands on Scorpius Malfoy, she was going to show him a piece of her mind, well maybe a better way to word that would be a piece of her wand. Because she was planning on making to where he can’t cheat on anyone, ever again. People didn’t believe that that she would do it, hell no one believed it, but when Carina Dolohov set her mind on something, it was going to happen. Thing was, it couldn’t happen when she hasn’t seen the man in months. Pretty fucking ridiculous in her eyes at least. Did she expect too much of him? Expecting him to come and visit, send her owls, do sweet things, was that too much to expect from the Malfoy? Lately, it sure as hell has been looking that way. No matter how many owls she sent out well they just never got to him, and she had sent a crap load of them. Each time the owl returning them because they couldn’t find the young man, which truthfully deep down worried her. When worried, things well they didn’t always turn out good. Carina started leaning to her old beaus to comfort her, which started working up old feelings, and things well, if he didn’t get back soon probably wouldn’t turn out all too well for the young couple. But tonight, none of that was what she wanted to worry about. It was actually pretty much the last thing on her mind. The only thing that she was worried with was if her glass was full as she brought it back to her lips. Spending two months alone in a since, well it got to her, and drinking occasionally seemed to help, hopefully tonight it helped. Shaking her head she finished her second glass, running her hands through her hair as she stood up throwing a few galleons on the table, making her way out. Running her hands through her hair, she kept her face down a bit as she just thought. Thought about her engagement, glancing at her ring before letting out a small sigh, where in the world was he. Shaking her head, her thoughts were cut off with she felt a very rough grip on her arm whipping her around to face him, his other hand coming up to her other arm. His hands a very rough, dirty feel to them, and quite frankly she didn’t like it. With her face snapping up, well she could say the same about his face. Narrowing her eyes she felt down her leg for her wand, but… it wasn’t there, a very distressed look immediately came to her face, and her knee immediately shot up and got him with the sun doesn’t shine, he kneeled over and she stumbled backwards a bit getting away, but not far enough. His hand shot up and grabbed her arm; his hand came down and hit her harder than she has ever been hit in her life. Letting out a scream, and a gasp of pain she closed her eyes. “Get off of me you jackass.” She managed to get out as she kicked him again snatching her arm away, her lip bleeding from the hit as she stumbled back a bit turning to run, but her body stopping momentarily as her eyes locked on the other figure at the end of the alley. Blinking she rubbed her eyes before feeling herself being snatched back once again. The question in her mind, was, was that really him. It couldn’t be, she had to be hallucinating or something. Why would he show up this moment or maybe that wasn’t a bad thing. Seeing as so far it wasn’t looking too much like she was getting away on her own, not this time. With that mans hands locked in her hands she hit the ground, falling back on her ass as he snatched her up, gripping onto her waist tightly, whispering something she had never wanted to hear, her eyes closing as she elbowed him once more, not doing much but enough to get him to drop her and she stumbled forward a good bit about halfway between that man and Scorp, her eyes locking back up on his face rubbing them a few times before realizing that was him, a small smile of relief washing over her as she stumbled forward, but her broken heel not managing to let her go far as she just kind of… fell right then and there, don’t mix 3 inch heels and the uncoordinated, in a bad situation because this is what happens. Trying to get back up, with scraped knees, a busted lip and her hair estrange from the man’s grip, she just kind of scooted towards Scorp, avoiding the man who was drunkenly walking towards her, not even managing to get any words out as he came up grabbing the back of her head snatching her back up. Her hands coming up grabbing his hand above where he was holding her hand as he snatched her backwards a bit, her eyes were watering as she just tried her best to get away, which for the first time wasn’t working to well for the young girl. Why did she choose this day of all days to leave her wand at home? [/blockquote][/blockquote] "talking"
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Post by pencil on Jul 24, 2010 13:00:21 GMT -5
So maybe Scorpius could be a little inconsiderate. Actually, he could be quite the jackass; he didn’t even take five minutes to write a letter to his fiancée. It was difficult – he had never been in a relationship before, and now he was going to be married? Before, it had just been fun and games for him. Well, it was common knowledge that one would write a letter to their future wife if gone for a month. So he really didn’t have an excuse. Not that he would have ever admit to his faults, because in his eyes, he was doing extremely well. He had bared his soul to Rina, as embarrassing as it was, and admitted to her that he did care about her. And that was a big step for him. And Scorpius had even given her his word that he wouldn’t cheat on her, which had surprised him more than he had expected. He, as a young teenager, had already decided that having multiple affairs would be his only option when it came time for his parents to arrange his marriage. However, that plan had quickly been erased and his intentions had changed. And even though he believed that he was treating Rina marvelously, he still had his work cut out for him.
And then there was the Kiran thing. Scorpius had been unsure as to whether he would tell Rina or not. Until he realized that that would be the stupidest thing he may ever do; he actually had an un-tainted relationship with Carina and he couldn’t deal with anything, especially something as meaningless as this interfering girl, to come between him and his fiancée. He had already opened himself up, telling her his feelings and becoming embarrassingly soft, to let it all go to waste. So, he had decided that forgetting about Kiran was the best solution. He had already told her to fuck off, and as much as the voice in the back of his mind that was so accustomed to his only habits told him that messing around with Kiran would be harmless fun, he continued to try his hardest to ignore it.
Scorpius couldn’t help the surprise that came over him once he realized that it was Carina. He could feel his jaw drop slightly and his eyebrows raised in confusion. What the hell was Rina doing in an alleyway at 2am? However, that was the least of his worries once Scorpius was able to take a good look at her; she was bruised, her lip was bleeding, and the desperation in her eyes was something Scorpius detested.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?”
[/b]He growled, running towards Carina just as the grubby man took a hold of her hair and snatched her head back up. Scorpius pushed him back and watched as his grip on Carina was let loose. Scorpius’ focus was now on the drunk and he hadn’t even noticed Rina fall back to the ground. The man was clearly more than perturbed, and he didn’t hesitate to push Scorpius back. Scorpius curled his fingers into a clenched fist and swiftly punched the man straight in his nose. The man stumbled backwards before he returned the favor of punching Scorpius in the jaw. Scorpius’ growled furiously, pushing his stomach so that he fell to the concrete ground. He smiled maliciously as his head hit the ground. Scorpius hastily kicked him underneath his chin and watched his head snap back to the ground once again as he kicked him in the stomach. “Incarcerous.”[/b] He muttered, pulling out his wand and pointing it at him. One by one, broad ropes appeared out of thin air and wrapped themselves around the man tightly. Turning back to Carina, he could feel a lump appearing in his throat at the site of her eyes closed as she lay on the concrete. “Rina,” [/b]He muttered, desperation filling his tone of voice and he crouched down to meet her level. “Wake up.” He continued, placing his hands on her shoulder and shaking her slightly. “Carina.”[/b] He stated, his tone more solemn and his facial features hardening. Placing his hand on the side of her jaw, he ran his thumb across her cheek. But her eyes remained closed and her body still. Scorpius’ grey eyes moved back to the tied up man and he could feel rage wash over him like a tidal wave. His body stiffened as he stood and he knew that when anger like this swept over him, he was supposed to breathe deeply to calm himself. As a child, the young Malfoy had had problems with his anger, and had needed to get help considering he dealt with it by yelling and punching whatever unfortunate thing was closest to him. He didn’t talk about it and rarely felt these build ups of fury. However, breathing deeply was the last thing on his mind and his fingers clenched themselves into fists again. Pacing over to the man, he bent his knees and punched him in his face again. And again. And again. The only thing on his mind was what this stranger could have done to her. The thoughts of the drunk beating her, raping her, hurting her, all ran through his mind and Scorpius pulled out his wand for the second time. In theory he should have used another spell, but when training to become a death eater, Bellatrix had drilled her tactics into his head, and Scorpius couldn't agree more; there were exceptions, not legally of course, with those kinds of spells for people like him. Pointing it at him, he muttered “Crucio” [/b]and smiled to himself as the man’s body twitched from inside the ropes that tied him. Although, he could feel the anger fading and rationality began to take over him. He was wasting time when he could be taking Rina to St. Mungos. Putting his wand back into his pocket, he crouched down to pick her up bridal style. The picture of the St. Mungo’s lobby came into mind and he could feel his body travelling and being compressed before he was actually in the wizarding hospital. Taking her to the front desk, he lied and stated that she had gotten attacked in the Forbidden Forest. He dodged the questions of why they hadn’t brought her to the Hogwart’s hospital wing considering he wouldn’t have a proper explanation. “Are you here boyfriend?” A nurse asked as they took Carina away on a stretcher. “Because if you are, you’ll have to wait in the lobby.” She continued, raising an eyebrow towards him in question. Scorpius debated on his answer for a moment and thought about the way they would treat him depending on what he said. “No, husband.” [/b]He muttered, his eyes following her being taken into another room. The woman nodded her head and motioned for him to follow her into the room where Rina was being taken. [/blockquote][/blockquote] NOTES
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Post by emme on Jul 26, 2010 4:06:47 GMT -5
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[/size][/color]here was a snatch of her hair, her head snapped back and she was on her knees holding onto the mans wrist. the image of scorpius running towards her was stuck in her mind, and then the older man struck her once, his grip was then gone and her body fell back onto the ground. with her head hitting the concreate everything just went black. why did this happento her, had she ever done anything worthy of being beaten by a man in an alley way that she didnt know? was this something that carina had deserved? she didnt think so. ok so maybe this was karma kicking her ass for some of the things that had happened while her fiancee was gone. maybe this was her payback for kissing kevin, maybe this was the pay back for not believing scorpius over kerin when she informed him that the two had slept together. maybe all of this was just karma kicking her in the ass but was dying really necessary. the darkness that surrounded her mind seemed to be just that death. she couldnt feel his touch as his hand caressed her cheek, she couldnt hear the man let out a yell of pain, and she couldnt feel him lifting her to take her to safety. no, there she was limp, lifeless the only thing moving was the blood from her lip, and the faint movements of her chest rising and falling. if this was the end, well atleast the guy got what he diserved. carina had made some mistakes over the past two months. there was nothing major, but there was things she regretted, if regret was even the word. rina had managed to loose her best friend. she had managed to have a complete personality change, turning into a very big bitch to people she had cared about, and pusing away helena greyback. who happened to be one of her best friends for about as long as she could remember. why, carina didnt know. was it because her father was making her grow up to fast. maybe it was because her fiancee was away with out even a word to know he was ok. maybe it was because she learned that apparantly marriage was not based on love but money and power. that was the kinds of thing this sixteen year old was going through, and quite frankly she thought it was a load of bull crap. things werent suppose to be this way. marriage was suppose to have love, right? thats what she always though. but after watching her parents marriage fall apart, she started to doubt it... that didnt have to be the case for carina and scorpious right?he cared for her. thats what he said atleast, and carina was not going to lie, she cared for him to. rina had carried feelings for the malfoy for years. they grew up together. he was her first kiss, scorp was the first guy she ever managed to fall asleep next to as a child. he was just her childhood crush, and there was not a bone in her body that could deny the connection between them, they had history, and no matter what anyone had ever said... they found a way to see each other. so there was something else there right? there had to be. it was impossible for it not to be, merlin why did this have to be the only thing she could think about? she was laying on the stretcher completely unaware of what was going on around her, and her mind was not even if she was going to be alright, but on the fact if her fiancee actually cared about her. was she insane, maybe, but who was not insane now a days? noone that she knew of. with the healers running around the room, mixing numerous potions, insirting an i v into her arm, and fixing up her busted lip, soon enough carina would be good as new. Or atleast that is what the healer said before exiting the room. but really only time could ttelll, and that is exactly what carina took. a few hours later, laying on the bed, her hand was placed into his, slowly but surely she squeezed it, rubbing the back of his hand as her eyes fluttered a bit before looking over at him, a very faint smile on her lips as she just closed her eyes again, rubbing his hand a bit with a sigh. see you actually showed up when itmattered. a small laugh escaped her lips as she squeexed his hand again. lord she still felt like a pile of crap, but she managed to scoot over on the bed patting the spot next to her. thank you... for saving me i mean... i dont really know what would have happened if you hadnt been there scorp... he could have killed me. her voice remained soft as she looked over at him wondering just how long she had actually been out. [/blockquote][/blockquote] "talking"
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Post by pencil on Aug 4, 2010 14:56:10 GMT -5
Scorpius loved his life at the moment – he couldn’t complain considering he had dreamed about playing pro as a child – but he couldn’t deny that he missed the last few years he had spent at Hogwarts. He had found fun in sneaking around with Carina in the school’s library, and inviting himself into her shower. But it seemed that he was more preoccupied with his job at the moment seeing as he had been mia for more than a month. And quite a bit had happened in that period of time that Scorpius had no knowledge about. Like Rina’s getting close to different guys and developing feelings for one of them in particular. Of course, Kiran had already informed Scorpius on this, or at least what she knew. But he had assumed that she had been lying seeing as it didn’t seem like something Rina would do; actually, it seemed like something he would do. When he told her the news of their marriage at his family’s manor, she had acted as if the possibility of Scorpius cheating on her was the largest barrier they would face. And so, he couldn’t believe that she would do anything to come interfere with them and their marriage. Which was why he trusted his fiancée and had nonchalantly brushed off the things he had been told about her.
Scorpius wouldn’t have expected his parents to choose Rina as his wife. He had always expected a stupid, perky blond who his parents thought would abide to his orders and keep their family name intact. She would happen to be rich and come from a pure bred family, but Scorpius would hate her for tying him down. However, the actual outcome was far from what he had imagined. It had seemed to work out in his favor seeing as he had liked Rina for years. He grew up around her and as children didn’t mind seeing her at all when he visited her brother. She had been what he wanted for a long time and as teens, it was clear that she knew because teasing him had been a hobby. Her going swimming with skimpy bikinis when he came to see Blaze hadn’t been half of it and she had managed to hold his focus for a very long time. Longer than any other girl, that was certain.
And so, here the two were, tangled in an arranged marriage and already engaged. Their parents, particularly their mothers, were half done with planning and arranging everything. And obviously Rina was involved, but Scorpius had chosen to not concern himself with it. He wasn’t interested in minor details and actually just wanted to get it over with. And in a few weeks, that was exactly what would happen.
Scorpius watched impatiently as healers went from rushing around the room to crowding around Carina. He didn’t like how slow this process was taking place and seeing her on the hospital bed, with her eyes closed, was making Scorpius restless. Her curled his fingers into a fist anxiously and breathed uneasily; he had assumed that she would be okay, but with no feedback on how she was doing, he could feel himself growing more apprehensive. However, the feeling began to fade once they finally told him how she was. Apparently, it was just a minor concussion and she would wake up in a few hours. Thanking them, he sat beside the bed and held her hand while the hours passed.
Sighing with relief when her eyes finally opened, he couldn’t help but smile back at her. Kissing her forehead while she laughed, he quickly made an attempt to think of an apology.
“I’m sorry for being gone for so long.”
[/b] He muttered, deciding to lengthen it when he saw her again and she was better so that he could rehearse it a few times beforehand. Apologies had never been his strong suit. He nodded his head as she thanked him, the smile he had had previously vanishing. “You’re right; you could’ve been killed. Which makes me wonder – what the hell were you doing in an alleyway at two o’clock in the morning?” [/b] He growled, his grey eyes narrowed as he questioned her. “You didn’t even bring your wand! Do you know what he could have done to you? And if you had ended up dead, what would I have done?” [/b] At this point, he was yelling at Rina instead of comforting her. NOTES[/color] sorry it’s so short :\ CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. LYRICS animal i have become - three days grace WORD COUNT 743 [/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by emme on Aug 9, 2010 22:00:12 GMT -5
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[/size][/color]arriage has always been something carina had found herself thinking about over the years she has been live. had in been planned like this in her head? to be engaged to someone that her parents wanted, having her mother and the boys mother making all major desicions. no it hadnt. even if she was getting the dress of her dreams, a beautiful winter wedding, this wasnt what she had planned for when she pictured herself getting married. to her, she had always wanted to marry for love, not wealth, power, family reasons, but because she wanted to spend her entire life with this man. that wasnt quite what she was getting was it. her father had chosen scorpius malfoy, a guy whom she cared emensly for, had for well her whole life, but was he capable of being a good husband? carina didnt know. she wanted to believe so, she put her whole heart into believing he could, but if anyone had faith in him it was her. but then something like this kiran ordeal goes down? and well... things where sketchy in her heart at this moment and time. the doubt that carina started to feal was one reason she found herself yet again get aquainted with kevin lott. after her friend had a medical issue sending him to the st mugos, where she found herself laying now, rina couldnt keep herself from visiting him on a weekly basis. maybe it was because her fiancee was no where to be found or maybe because even if she told herself she hated kevin that she did care for him somewhere in her heart. that didnt mean she loved him. it didnt mean she cheated on her fiancee with him, because if a kiss, one kiss wasnt considered cheating in her book. maybe in his it was, but she wasnt going to worry about it. she might tell him, if scorpius was around more. but for this time period it was irrelavant, defiantly since right now wasnt about kevin, or their kiss, it was more along the lines of she had just been attacked, andvery easily could have been killed from her stupid mistake of leaving her wand in her dorm. carina has always been one to forget important things, defiantly when they seem to be needed later on in the day. if it wasnt school work, to birthday presents, or even in this case her wand. she had issues with keeping up with things, and had already lost her engagement ring three times since receiving it back at the malfoy manner. fortunetly with her she had been able to find it each time with the help of magic, but tonight magic wasnt helpfull, defiantly since magic was needed in her case. but she managed to get lucky. carina was lucky as hell to have her fiancee show up in the nick of time to save her from the man in the alley. she was lucky that he showed up before more damange was done than the slight concussion she recieved. because tonight could have went majorly wrong. very very wrong ending in herdead, or a victim of some other crime she, her family and soon to be husband would have to live with the rest of her life. she knew how bad of a screw up this was, but right now she didnt want to think about that with a sigh, carina looked up at scorpius nodding. knowing he had been gone but there was nothing she could do about it at this point in time, but just as she went to open her mouth to speak... his words caught her, turning the smile completely around as she frowned looking down at her hands.. his words changing her whole persona. how could he sit here and act like that! she was in the hostpital! she has a concussion but no. instead of making sure she felt ok, not worrying what she was doing in the alley wandless. he was in the alley at two am as well, what was he doing there? he had no righgt to talk but he was sitting here his words peircing her like daggers as her lip just twitched a bit. her blue eyes shooting up to him as she just huffed. "what was i doing in the alley? i was having a drink, because i have been sitting around for two months waiting on you to show up! but what were you doing there scorpius? i mean i dont see you for two months, but i find you in the alley way of hogsmeade. that doesnt seem right now does it? her eyes went to his as she just shook her head looking down at her hands how could he save her then make her feel like shit all in the same day, it was insane. shaking her head she rubbed her eyes looking at him before away. "you would have just went on with your life. married kiran and been happily ever after. it isnt like i mean anything. im just the girl your parents are forcing you to marry... im just your best friends little sister. you would have gotten over it. wasnt like it would be a big delema anyways... wouldnt have even missed me, hell you have been gone and i havent heard one word from you scorp.. but the first time i see you your making me feel like shit." she shook her head rubbing her eyes and just rolling on her side facing away from him looking at the wall. everything she had thought about the malfoy coming into question now as she sniffled just a bit but kept herself from doing anything more. "you can go... you probably dont even want to be here... like i said. doesnt matter what happens to me, if i would have died.. or just been left in the alley it wouldnt affect you. im just carina dolohov. the idiot that believed her fiancee might have actually cared. her voice drifting quieter and quieter as she kept her back to him rubbing her face and starring at the wall... [/blockquote][/blockquote] "talking"
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Post by pencil on Aug 26, 2010 2:08:14 GMT -5
The memory of Scorpius promising not to cheat on his fiancée had been engraved in his mind. The scene could playback in his mind perfectly and every little detail was still vivid for him. And it was still hard for him to stay committed to his promise – he felt like he had been tied up and bounded so tightly that he couldn’t move an inch. Although, slowly, the ropes were unfastening at their own pace, and it was getting easier. Easier enough that he was capable of saying no to Kiran when her intentions had been to bed and ruin him. And besides, the memory of his promise to Rina snapped at his wrist like a rubber band every time he contemplated on spending time with another woman. He didn’t want to know how Rina would react if he actually did cheat on her, and he knew that if it was the other way around, he wouldn’t be forgiving. Which was why Carina would do best to not tell Scorpius about her and Kevin, even if it she did just kiss him. Maybe it was because the only Malfoy child easily grew jealous, or perhaps it had to do with the fact that he believed that when two people were engaged to be married, the future wife shouldn’t have been kissing other men. Either way, that was the least of their concern at the moment.
Something was definetley changing about Scorpius. Usually, he wouldn’t have made such a big deal about Carina sneaking out to grab a drink, even at this time of night. He had done the same thing countless times, and he knew his record was far from clean. He was unsure why he was having such a change in heart; maybe it was because she could have been hurt? That was a possible reason, and he considered whether or whether not he would’ve been angry at her for sneaking out if the circumstances had been different and no one had made an attempt to harm her. If he had seen her there, without anyone trying to hurt her, he would have probably been happier than he had been for a while. And then, of course, he would have had to explain himself and his whereabouts. But, in the end, he would have rather her safely in her bed, sleeping peacefully and not out at two am in the morning, in a bar of all places, because whether she realized it or not, Scorpius cared for no girl more than her.
“I was going to tell you I had arrived in hogsmeade tomorrow morning because I had assumed you would be safely sleeping in your bed and I wouldn’t want to wake you. But instead, I found you at a bar filled with old men on the prowl for their next rape victim. Maybe if you had been at school, where you were originally supposed to be, we wouldn’t be in this mess.”
[/b] He retorted, his grey eyes glaring daggers in her direction. Scorpius felt overwhelmed with Rina’s next statement; he clearly had a lot of explaining, and reassuring, to do, and he simply did not know where to begin. He was starting to grow slightly perturbed with her constant questioning of him caring for her. Did she forget that he had confessed every horribly corny emotion that he had gladly kept bottled up in the back of his mind the day at his house? Or that he still remained faithful despite the many tempting one night stands he had witnessed when he had travelled? Or that, and it was pretty obvious, he genuinely wanted her and that she meant everything to him? Why was her vision blurred when it came to that fact? “Why can’t you understand that I actually care about you? Okay, so yes, I was travelling for couple months, but that’s a part of my job. And I know I was an ass and didn’t try and contact you, but I needed some time to think...I’m getting married – me, of all people – and I needed to clear my head. So I didn’t write to anyone. But even if they weren’t forcing me to marry you, I don’t think you realize that you would still matter to me. I told you how I felt that day at my house, even though I looked like a complete idiot doing it. And I haven’t cheated on you, nor do I plan on it. But I’d do anything for you and you still think I’m only marrying you because I have no choice. Why the hell are you so blind? I’m fucking in love with you, and yet you still - ” [/b] He automatically closed his mouth once his last sentence, or part of it, was stated. The sentence was missing the last few words ”remain oblivious to it”, but that was the least of his concern. He hadn’t meant for that to come out of his mouth; actually he hadn’t meant for a lot of things, for instance, the fact that he had yelled for the most part of what he just said. But, despite his unexpected choice of words, he had meant it, even if he didn’t quite realize it. A moment of awkward silence passed where his gaze fell to the ground and his mouth remained securely closed before he could blab about anything else. Then, once again, he felt the need to explain himself and find out what she had meant when she said that he would’ve married Kiran. “And why would I marry Kiran?” [/b] He asked, truly perplexed until realization hit him like a ton of bricks being thrown at his head. And, judging by the change in his facial features, it was obvious. Did Rina know that Kiran had tried to get him in bed? More importantly, did she know he hadn’t done anything with her? And how the hell did Carina find out about it? Well, clearly someone had told her, and besides him, there was only one other person who knew of the situation. “Carina, listen; I didn’t cheat on you with Kiran. She tried to persuade me into it, but I said no. I did absolutely nothing with her.” [/b] He knew very well that his tone of voice was more than desperate, and his eyes shone with despair. He didn’t know how he would convince her that he hadn’t had an affair. His feelings flashed from desperate – that she wouldn’t believe him considering he was deficient in proof – to anger – that she expected the worse in him and was ready to come to the conclusion that he had screwed Kiran without even asking him – and back to desperation once again. His words had came out slowly, as if he had assumed that if he spoke slowly the words would make more sense to her and she would realize the truth. At her last comment, Scorpius shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly. He had no intentions of leaving her, whether she liked it or not. Even if they ended up yelling at each other to a point where he lost his voice, he wouldn’t move. “And you can try as hard as you want love, but I’m not leaving you.”[/b] The faintest, slightest bit of a smirk crept upon his lips as he tightened his grasp on both of the hand rests on his chair with each of his hands, in indication that he wasn’t moving. NOTES[/color] sorry this took forever, CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. LYRICS animal i have become - three days grace WORD COUNT 1245 [/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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