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Post by lisa on Jul 21, 2010 10:36:50 GMT -5
 It's getting hard to find a place to go,
Where peaceful waters flow• • • • • •It was something that Lisa Violet Green did not expect. She was always very confident and stubborn. She knew what she wanted, what had worth for her. Most of the time she did not care what others thought. Most of the time she did not care about anybody but her closest friends and family. Yet it was common that she could be rude even to them. She did not have many friends or just simple familiars in other houses but Slytherin. Just because she was how she was. Though, it wasn't like that she wanted to socialize with other houses nor did she care. It was very rare when she came along with someone out of her house but when something like that happened it meant she valued that someone, or if it was a boy, he had to be handsome and up for sex with her. No questions asked. It did not mean she had no enemies in Slytherin, because she did. There were few of them that annoyed her and she could not stand.
She had many boys, boyfriends, flings and one night stands but only one boy really stole her heart. It was weird because she thought that love doesn't exist. She thought that it was just a lust or some other strange feeling that kept people together. But Lisa and Liam had not many chances to have sex. Why? Because she was supposed to be at school. And it wasn't like that everytime they met they had sex. If they did, she would just get bored because it was something she could do with other males too. There was something more about Liam that she liked and loved. treated her like his queen. He treated her like his goddess. And she needed to be treated like that. She needed to feel important and cherished. She needed to feel beautiful and wanted. He gave her that all even though she already had grandiose of self importance. He always showed her how much he loved her. He always knew how to keep her entertined. And when they had to separate because she had school and he his job and whatnot, Lisa missed him as a person, as someone she could talk to and hug to, not only in sexual way. And she needed his support, his advice. She was pregnant and she had her moods, and only Liam or so it seemed could do something about it. It wasn't his baby, not everyone knew about it. But maybe it was better that they did not. Because the father of her baby was no one else but Demetri Greyback. Lisa's mother who was a healer checked it. It wasn't hard to find a father because Dem and Liam where the only ones that Lisa happened to have unprotected sex that time.
About a month passed when she found about the pregnancy. She put on weight slightly or it was what some people told her. She started to feel queasy at times. She started to be moody more than ever. Lisa didn't want that baby, even more because of the knowledge of who the father was. Demetri did not want it too. She wanted to take it away but it was hard to make a decision when and who to visit for that. Her mother didn't want to do abortion. Finally she got some information about other healer her second grade cousin, Harmony Lott visited when she was pregnant. But she didn't want to go there alone. She awaited the right weekend so she could go there with Liam. It was about two months or so when Lisa started to feel really sick because of the little monster inside her. It was a half-werewolf at last. She didn't realize it was the day before full moon. She was just sitting by the lake leaned on a tree having some fresh air when she felt a terrible pain. She thought it was stomach ache. She ate for two now. Lisa stood up wincing in pain. She wanted to get to the castle, maybe to the hospital wing. She wore a short skirt and her long legs were levealed. It was nothing new but when she met Gemma Ackerley, being on the way to the castle and they shared few rather unpleasant words, Lisa started bleeding. She didn't realized that. It was Gemma who lightened her up. That was the reason why it was so painful. Something was wrong with the fetus. Gem wanted to help her somehow, like to get her to the hospital wing or to st. mungos. But Lisa didn't want anyone else to see her like that. Unfortunately one of her so-called enemies strolled that way. Doryen Goyle looked a bit frightened of what was happening. She thought that Lisa was giving birth. It was stupid in a way because it was just two months or so of pregnancy. Lisa couldn't stand the pain and blood losing anymore and she passed out. To that she hit the floor. She had no idea what happened next because she was unconscious. But one of her cousins, Kevin Lott wandered in and saw her on the ground bleeding. He most likely had no idea that she was pregnant. Gemma asked him to help her to get Lisa out through the gates so she could apparate to the wizarding hospital with her. He helped her of course. But only Gemma arrived with her to St. Mungo's.
After few hours when the dead baby was taken away and healers took care of her, Lisa woke up. And who was beside her? Surprisingly Gemma. And what more surprising Lisa thanked her for what she's done. Then her best male friend walked in. Blaze heard the news and it wouldn't be bad if Lisa wasn't in a good mood. She thought that if Blaze knew then everyone knew about what happened. She covered herself including head with quilt and tunrned on bed not wanting to look at him and Gem. Lisa just couldn't understand why she felt so bad about losing the baby. She didn't care about it before, why did she care now? She didn't want it, she wanted to remove it as soon as possible. But now she was weeping because of the loss. Blaze tried to comfort her and he did a good job for that day. But two more days that she had to spend there were horrible for her. She cried when no one saw her. She looked depressed and didn't want to eat anything. She had never thought she would miss that little monster.
After those two days Lisa was taken back to Hogwarts. But she had to lay in bed for few more days and use some more aid. So she was taken to the Hospital wing to be under observation. She could do something stupid. Hell, she had horrible thoughts, scary dreams. But she slept only when she was really exhausted from staying awake for long and crying or when she got some sleeping potion. And so she laid in hospital bed curled up thinking that she would never try to have children in future. • • • • • •
WORDS: 1214?
LYRICS: Where peaceful waters flow by Chris de Burgh
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NOTES: wow
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Post by isabella on Jul 23, 2010 15:20:04 GMT -5
Ever since Isabella Swan could remember, she had always been the one with the closest friends. It was rare she didn't have a friend she could trust with her life, and she generally got close with everyone she knew. Of course though, there were the few friends that she had as far back as she could remember. Lisa Green was one of them. It came wih their parents being friends long before they were born, and they were paired together since birth, always getting sent on arranged play dates. Eventually, they got older, grew closer, and the moments spent together were spent because they wanted to be together, they grew to be clsoer than just friends, they grew to be more like sisters. It wasn't a shock to anyone that Mr. Swan was hardly ever around for his daughter, so, generally, Bella was thrown to the Green's house for major holidays, summers, etc. Not that Lisa or Bella minded. In fact, to show their friendship, long before they were of legal age, they got their nose's pierced together as well as gotten one tattoo.
There wasn't much Bella remembered past her fourth year at school, all she remembered was the summer before the present school year, when a group of Death Eaters came for her. Although she wasn't entirely sure who they were, or why they had wanted her, she knew she was safe within the walls of the school. School. It still upset her that hardly any of her friends that still attended school noticed her absense, and it especially hurt when Lisa didn't go looking for her. When they were reunited her first day back to class, Bella had thrown some salt into the wound, and apparently, Lisa already had felt horrible about not coming for her, and they both shared an apology. It wasn't a shock that they were just as close as they were before the fight and after the apology. Over the course of their lives, Lisa and Bella had been in quite a few fights, but it was never something they couldn't overcome.
When Bells had heard about Lisa's pregnancy, there was a part of her that wasn't very shocked. It wasn't a surprise or news to anybody in school, or who had grauduated school that Lisa's right leg scarsely ever met her left leg. Even though Bella loved Lisa like a sister, she knew she had been a slut most of her school life, although she could've sworn that Lisa always used protection when it was a one night stand. Then, she found out that Lisa didn't want the baby, nor did the father, who ended up being Demitri Greyback, and her mum didn't want to preform an abortion. So Lisa wasn't quite sure what she was going to do. Although...quite recently...she didn't have to worry about that anymore.
The news of Lisa's miscarrage trabeled fast through the school, and it took less than a day for Bella to hear about it. She had attempted to visit Lisa on multipule days, but the nurse always told her that Lisa needed rest to come back at a later time. It took just about everything she had in her not to curse the nurse into the next several years, and go in on her own. But Bella had restrained and was now making her way on a Saturday afternoon, to visit her best friend in the Hospital Wing, where she was sure she would be allowed to see her. Generall,y on a Saturday, Bella would be out to Hogsmade, having fun bonding with her sister, or just wandering around in an outfit that could either be extremely sexy, or wasn't even designed to be sexy, drawing the eyes of just about every male there. Also, usually, she would have visited a friend and left, ready to go party. But not with Lisa. Generally, she would wear a shirt that showed most of her stomach and cleveage accompanied with a short skirt that she couldn't bend in without someone seeing her knickers. Instead, she wore dark plaid pajama pants and a white tank top. Underneath, she had a belly ring that she had apparently bough while in the muggle world, one with a PlayBoy rabbit on it, and around her neck, she wore a snake wrapped around a crystal necklace, meant to bring good luck. She traded in her high hels for the day to wear a pair of slip in sneakers, which were both quiet when she walked, and comfortable. Her hair was down and pushed behind her ears, falling down her back, instead of sexily drapped around her shoulders or in a bun.
Walking into the room, Isabella saw that most of the cots were empty, and noticed Lisa easily, her red hair catching Bella's eyes. The young Slytherin student made her way over to her childhood fiend and sat in the chair directly next to her, a soft smile crossing over her features. "Hey." she said softly, afraid to startle her friend. It pained her to see Lisa so sad looking, she wasn't sure exactly why Lisa would be sad though. The baby was gone now, which was exactly what Lisa had wanted. Something she knew quite well about Lisa, as well as anyone else, is that they never knew what they have until it's gone. For all she knew, Lisa could have now realized how much she wanted the baby. And now it was too late. Bella knew one thing for sure, even though Lisa hadn't recently been there for her, she would be there for Lisa. No matter what.
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Post by petra on Jul 25, 2010 15:47:21 GMT -5
Petra and learn that Lisa was in the Hospital Wing. How could she be such a bad friend the last few months. She wasn’t there for Lisa at all even though she knew about her being pregnant. She wanted to ask forgiveness from Lisa, who was one of her closes friends at Hogwarts. Lisa wasn’t the most emotional friend who would give her a hug when she was sad but that was how Lisa was and Petra always knew that Lisa cared for her as a friend and Lisa would do anything for her but in the end Petra couldn’t do anything for her.
Petra ran through the hallways heading toward the Hospital Wing. She pushed anyone who was in her way. She didn’t care who she pushed. It was they fault for being in her way. She couldn’t shake the thought that she was a horrible friend. She was supposed to be there for Lisa since she knew for a long time that Lisa was pregnant. Petra was just too busy with school to pay attention to any of her friends. In the end she might have lost Lisa as a friend.
She finally made it to the Hospital Wing and opened the door and spotted Lisa. She ran to Lisa side. Petra looked at her friend and felt so horrible. The girl who was always confident and stubborn was broken and scared. She wanted to hug and tell her that everything was going to be okay but she couldn’t.
It wasn’t until after five minutes that she noticed Isabella Swan standing there. Petra gave the girl a small wave and looked at Lisa. “Hi Lisa.” She said softly and gave Lisa a small smile. “I’m so sorry for not being here for you when you needed me.” She said with tears building up. She couldn’t stop thinking that if she was there helping Lisa throughout the whole thing she probably wouldn’t be looking this bad. In the end it was her own selfness that made her into a bad friend again. “I’m so sorry.” Petra whispered.
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Post by lisa on Aug 3, 2010 5:44:00 GMT -5
It's getting hard to find a place to go,
Where peaceful waters flow• • • • • •There were times when Lisa wasn't a good friend. When she didn't like anything that happened to her friends or they said something that made her think they were freaks and started to change - in her opinion - for bad, Lisa just didn't pay attention to them until they showed they were worth enough to get her friendship back. Or everytime she got a wonderful boyfriend she seemed to be losing head for, Lisa simply forgot about the whole world and in result about her friends and their problems. She wasn't there for them when they needed her. She wasn't there to support them. She claimed no interest. Of course it wasn't routine. Her friends could usually count on her - when she wasn't too busy. She could help when asked for. She could help when that was something that took her heart or she was involved with. No one ever said that Lisa does things selflessly.
Lying in the St. Mungo's and here at Hogwarts in the Hospital Wing Lisa had time to think. Most of her thoughts were depressing, like never ever have children, never ever get married, never ever get out of the hospital and get back to her old self. and many many more. But there in the hospital wing she hoped that no one knew. She hoped that only she, Blaze and Gemma, her mother Ismena, some healers and nurses knew. As much as she didn't mind other rumors about herself, this one was true and very painful. She didn't want the whole school to know she miscarried. Most of people didn't even know she was pregnant even though it was already visible. It was something Lisa didn't want to show off. Lisa didn't want the baby. She didn't care about it. Yet it made her broken when it was gone. Maybe it was because she didn't plan on miscarring. She didn't want to lose it that way. She wanted to take it away, yes. But she wanted to use an abortion, make a responsible, mature decision, not out of impulse. She thought about it many times, walked through prons and cons. More was for getting rid of the baby of the werewolf. But Lisa was late with that. Someone or something made things go other way. And even though Lisa didn't want the baby she felt that it was part of her and now was gone. It was like she lost some important organ she didn't care about yet it was needed.
Looking aimlessly from the lying position Lisa didn't here anyone walking into the room. She barely heard any sound being lost in her own thoughts and a little drugged. But she heard a soft 'hey' coming out of the mouth of her friend she knew almost all her life. She knew the voice very well, she couldn't have mistaken it with any other. It was just one simple 'hey' but it was enough for Lisa to move her eyes off of something she looked at to Bella's face. Normally she would smile, hugged her or say something teasingly. But this time expression on her face didn't change. Pain in her eyes was visible but also regret. She said nothing nor did she moved when she heard the door open and another familiar voice greeting her. She knew it well too. She knew it since her first year. It belonged to Petra of course. Lisa didn't know if seeing two of her friends there was good. If they knew that probably meant more people knew and it was something Lisa didn't want to happen. Lisa nodded her head casually but as if in understanding. She didn't need them there anyway or so she thought. Actually she needed their help and comforting words more than anything but something didn't let her to admit that. • • • • • • TAGS: Friends
WORDS: 648?
LYRICS: Where peaceful waters flow by Chris de Burgh
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NOTES: lalala where are you all?
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