ghost from the past ` blaze.

[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

Life had never been easy on Kelsey. It seemed to downright hate her at times. The past March had been a living hell for Kelsey. She had been through something that no girl in their entire life should have to deal with. She was raped, multiple times, and was used as a sex slave. All of this had been done by none other than Jack Riddle. She felt so used and violated. She thought that she would never escape that bloody vault. However, her father came to rescue her. She never felt so much love for him as she did when she saw that he had came for her. Together they left that vault and Kelsey's nightmare.

It had taken her months to get over what happened but now she was back to her old self. She actually had so many good things going on in her life. It seemed that when she started taking more risks, her life got better. All her life, Kelsey was not much of a risk taker. She would play by the rules and never dare to break them. She used to think that if she followed the rules, maybe just maybe, her parents would love her again. However, as she grew older, she found out that that was not how it worked. It seemed to be that no matter how much she behaved that they would always treat her the same way. Funny, it was only when she started to defy the rules around her that her parents started to love her again. The only real major risk Kelsey took in her life was marrying James. That moment there was when she finally stepped out of her comfort zone and did something she would not normally do. That event right there sent Kelsey into a series of unusual events for her. She started to party, which she would never do, and drink excessively, which she used to be against. Now, here she was, seventeen and pregnant. That was not part of her plan. She used to be against teen pregnancy just a year before and now here she was, pregnant herself. She had changed, a lot. Kelsey sometimes missed the old her. The carefree Kelsey was missing from her. Right now she needed that side more than anything in the world. She needed that side to show her that having these babies would be a good thing for her. Sadly though, she had lost that side to her and didn't know if it would ever come back.

Having gotten a house in Hogsmeade, Kelsey often found herself wandering around the small village. being a quidditch player, James was often gone, leaving Kelsey all alone in the house. She began to take these small walks down the streets, taking in everything. There was a dull cloud hanging around the sun, making the streets seem gloomy and depressing. Kelsey didn't know where she was going. Her legs seemed to be doing all the walking. Before she knew it, she found herself heading up to the shrieking shack.

This place often creeped Kelsey out. That's why she found herself surprised when she opened the door and headed up the creaking stairs. Now that her baby belly was now more noticeable, she was scared that the extra weight would cause her to break the stairs that were so fragile. Luckily, she reached the top without any problems and proceeded inside. Dust covered the room, causing her to cough slightly. This place wasn't so bad now. Sighing, Kelsey took a seat on the dusty old couch, placing a hand on her 4 month old stomach and just sat in silence. She really did need to think and home was just too depressing for her at the moment. Maybe the creepiest of places provided the best location for self reflection.

WORDS: 645?!
LYRICS: Gravity - Sara Bareilles?!
COMMENTS: kelsey and blaze love =] !?!
CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die.

[blaze]

Much had been missed. Hogwarts, women, friends. Much had changed. A career, wife, family. Blaze Dolohov had no idea what awaited him when he walked out the doors of Hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry for the final time as a student, wearing his emerald green and charcoal black robes. Leaving Hogwarts was forcing him to move out of his comfort zone and find a new place where he could find the confidence to rebuild his life outside the place he considered home for the previous seven years. It was cruel really, to take in children, protect them from this world, and just then, when they are in the prime of their years, they’re dropped off and told that they had to live and lead their own lives. See, cruelty. It hadn’t exactly happened to him though. Blaze Dolohov had always been in the prime of his years, since the very first day he and his two best friends began roaming the halls of Hogwarts.

No one had the right to deny that Blaze Dolohov and his two friends roamed the halls of Hogwarts like they owned the place. Part of Blaze was left behind in that school, he knew and realized nobody could step into the shoes he had. Yes, he understood people could refer to him as the Draco Malfoy of his time, but no, he was nothing like Draco Malfoy. He would always be Blaze Dolohov and no one could compare him to anyone else but himself, he was in a completely different league of his own. It was obvious that Blaze had that bad aura about him, but yet, women still lined up to crawl into his bed at night. The girls knew what they where getting themselves into when they began to play with Blaze, he had the biggest reputation as resident man-whore, unlike his brother-in-law Demetri, who had gotten the reputation of a rapist or Scorp who had maintained the rep of a heartbreaker, Blaze was known for his cold tactics to fool women into bed with him, and then there was some, who thought they really had Blaze hooked. Wrong. Not even his own wife could put a leash on him. For crying out loud, the man owned a bloody brothel, there was no way in hell a ring was going to tie him down.

Blaze had found his way particularly quickly after Hogwarts. While Demetri had applied to work at the Ministry, and Scorpius was hired for professional qudditch, Blaze had walked into the business minefield. From there he had picked up a Law Firm, one which would protect those who had been accused of working for the dark side. Simply just protecting death eaters from being put into Azkaban. Not only that, a brothel which he had bought of his dearest friend Demetri, the bloody pervert. Not even Blaze spent much time at the brothel, he had much serious business’ to attend to. Like today for instance, when he roamed his office clutching more files than the strength of his hand could handle. “That’s it Stanley, I need a break.” Blaze barked at his assistant in frustration before grabbing his cloak and leaving his office behind.

Hogsmeade village was always the place that Blaze’s feet led him. Striding down the cobbled street, a small smirk crawled onto his lips as the men and women practically scurried away from him. Loosening the tie that complemented the suit that he wore, Blaze noticed an employee who didn’t hesitate to spark up a conversation. As much as Blaze would have liked to be interested and was only glad that when his sight was stolen a bolt a relief shot through him. That familiar lonesome redhead wandered down the cobbled street, seeming to have no particular destination but her feet where leading her to the shrieking shack. Nodding to his employee, Blaze made a quick excuse to part ways and his feet quickly followed behind the pregnant woman.

The shrieking shack had been a fond place, this was the place where he could escape to and the only place that gave access to the booze and parties. What would bring Kelsey LeBlanc here. Upon entering the shack, Blaze moved towards her, remaining silent before dropping his briefcase and sliding his arms around her waist, “Guess who love?” His husky British voice whispered into her ear, his smirk still plastered onto his lips.

[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

James Potter was Kelsey's husband and the love of her life. He was her first everything: her first kiss, her first love and to everyone's knowledge, her first sexual partner. Truth be told, Kelsey had a little secret that she was keeping from everyone. Just one week, one measly week before her and James had sex for the first time, Kelsey had lost her virginity to another man. It was one part, one stupid party, where Kelsey was upset because she had seem James walking around school with another girl. Sure, they were not together at the time but it still hurt seeing as she loved him since the first day she met him. The party had alcohol and lots of it. This was in the start of Kelsey's alcoholism and she could not get enough of the stuff. That night Kelsey drank herself until she could bearly stand. There was one guy who took care of her, then used her for sex. Kelsey was probably willing at the time, but when she woke up the next morning, she regretted the whole thing. She had never been so embarrassed in her life. She was the good girl back then who didn't do things like this. Kelsey never told anyone what happened and when she had sex the following week with James, she claimed him as her first time. After all, no one else knew the truth, well except for the guy.

After sitting on the couch, Kelsey had stood back up and walked over to the window, looking out of it. She was in her own little world where nothing could disturb her. Sometimes, she wished she could escape to that perfect little place in her head where everything ended up how she wanted it to be and nothing bad ever happened. This place would be her Utopia, the one real place where she could be herself. If only such a place existed.

Kelsey was snapped out of her thoughts by a pair of arms wrapping around her waist and a familiar cold voice hitting her eyes. Screaming slightly from being startled, Kelsey jumped a bit and turned around to face Blaze Dolohov. Kelsey and Blaze had a secret history. He was the guy who took her virginity that night all those months ago. She had always had a secret crush on him and that night when the alcohol was running her brain, there was no way she could say no to sex with Blaze. She couldn't remember much of the sex but she did remember waking up in his dorm room and having to sneak out of it and back to her common room without being caught. Sometimes she felt bad for leading James on that he was her first but she knew if she told her husband the truth he would flip out.

"Blaze! Don't you know you aren't suppose to scare pregnant women?! You could make me go into labor early," Kelsey joked, a small smile on her face. Sure, she was still upset about the fact that he took advantage of her that one night but there was no way that she could not smile to that handsome face. Yes the small fleeting crush for Blaze was still fluttering through the Ravenclaw's heart and it probably wouldn't go away. He was her true first, so the attraction was still there and would always be there. "What are you doing up here anyways? I thought I was the only one crazy enough to come up here. Not following me, are you?" Kelsey chuckled, giving a little playful wink to Blaze. She really wasn't one to hold a grudge against someone for long, well unless it was James, then she could hold the grudge for years.

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LYRICS: Gravity - Sara Bareilles?!
COMMENTS: yeeeeee?!
CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die.

[blaze]

James Potter was a dick. A pathetic one at that. And somehow, he got things he didn’t deserve. Kelsey being one of them. However, Kelsey had skeleton’s hidden in that closest of hers, she had kept things for Potter that should actually be revealed. Blaze would do the honours, just to see the look of horror swipe across James’ face. Yes, Blaze Dolohov had obtained something before James could get his greasy hands on it. He had stolen one thing from Kelsey Leblanc that she couldn’t get back, one thing Potter thought he held. What a stupid fuck. It had only dawned on Blaze as to why he hadn’t told James about his own encounters with Kelsey. Shamefully, Blaze respected Kelsey’s decision to stay quiet about who or who she didn’t sleep with. It was just as of late, James Potter was pushing buttons and the more he pushed, the more Blaze wanted to tell him that he had stolen Kelsey LeBlanc‘s virginity.

It wasn’t often James pissed off Blaze, consequently it was usually the other way around. Every chance Blaze had, he’d usually succeed in pushing James an inch closer towards the dirt. It wasn’t like he stepped out of his way to do this, it more or less came naturally to the Slytherin alumni these days. There had always been a boiling hate between them, whether it revolved around audits, popularity, or in this case, girls. Even now, when they both graduated they still remained at each others throats.

If only Potter had known about the night shared between the most unlikely pair. In school Blaze had the reputation as man-whore, and when he noticed the little ravenclaw redhead, he wasn’t about to change his ways anytime soon. They where both drunk, and as much as it would seem that Blaze was in control, both of them had no idea what the hell was going on. Ofcourse he always intended to get her into bed, aware that she had been James’ eye candy for quite some time, but after flirting and one to many firewhiskies, he barely remembered the night himself, only when she was drunk enough to admit she was offering him her virginity. There was no one in hell he was going to turn down the opportunity to take something that he could use against James whenever he wanted. It really was a shame he began to know Kelsey and somewhat respect her.

A smile crept upon his lips as his emerald eyes glanced downwards to her expanding stomach, “Early labour? I doubt we both want that to happen, especially not in this rundown shack.” The words that left his lips caused his eyes to scan around the room, well, if it was classified as a room. The dust was inches thick, the smell wasn’t so pleasant either and the whole presentation of the place was an utter disgrace, a waste of good property development if you asked Blaze. “Actually Mrs. Potter,” Hidden sarcasm dripped behind the word ‘Potter’ but a genuine smile still remained plastered on his lips, “I was making my way back to that castle to discuss a few things with your father, but then I was distracted by the most beautiful redhead, so I followed her and this is where she brought me.” The usual chuckle left his lips as he placed his briefcase down, “Personally I think she wanted to lead me here so I could satisfy her needs, seeing as her husband hasn’t been around to do so.” The smile moulded into a smirk, “That is what I here after all. I’m guessing he’s ran off afraid to step up and be a father to Gem’s kid, eh?” There was only one thing Blaze wanted Kelsey to know, he wasn’t being a dick to her, only her husband.