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Post by Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc on Jun 26, 2010 18:05:20 GMT -5
Somewhere along the line, Kelsey had stopped caring about school. Lately her brain had been everywhere and she seemed unable to concentrate on anything. Sadly, her once top notch marks were falling slightly, to her disappointment. She used to be at the top of her class but with everything going on she seemed unable to work as efficiently as she once was able to. Her Professors were beginning to worry about her and told her she had better get her act together before she ended up ruining her final year with lousy grades.
The once honor student now sat in the Ravenclaw common room with two letters in her hand. The first letter was from her Transfiguration Professor, telling her that even though it had only been a month, she was already failing the class and that she needs to start taking the subject seriously or she will fail the class, and possibly her N.E.W.Ts. She had recieved another letter like that a few days before, telling her that she her marks in Arithmancy and History of Magic had dropped rapidly and they were concerned about her. However, it was not the first note that worried the red head. It was the second note that she held in her hand that made her want to run away. It was from her father and merely said My office, 6pm, don't be late. Though there was very little written on the note, it made her shake in her boots. She knew her father knew that she was failing one class and at risk of failing two other ones. He also probably knew about her poor attendance to school and how she showed up late to many of her morning and afternoon classes. So far, she had already missed 11 days of school, which was a lot seeing as it was drawing near to only the end of the first month of term.
Sighing, Kelsey got up and looked at the clock. It was nearing six and she knew she had better start heading to her father's office. As she began to walk, it looked like she was heading off to get a death sentence. Her head was hung low and there was a sad expression on her face. She knew that this visit was going to be nothing but her father yelling at her. Kelsey placed a hand on her stomach and rubbed it slightly as she headed down the stairs. These stairs were always the killer to her. Being so pregnant made it nearly impossible for Kelsey to climb up or down stairs without taking a break or becoming out of breath.
After a long ten minute walk, Kelsey was finally looking at the stairs to her father's office. All she wanted to do was run away and never look back. She knew how pissed her father was going to be with her. Gaining some courage, Kelsey muttered the password to the stairs and walked up them, preparing for the worst. She tapped on the door slightly then opened it, revealing and empty office. Maybe he forgot about the meeting. She would have loved it if he would have forgotten. Deciding to wait to see if he would show up, the red head walked over to a chair in front of his desk and sat down. She knew that she shouldn't sit in her father's chair if he was pissed. That would just be her death sentence.
As Kelsey sat there, rubbing her pregnant stomach and waiting for her father, she wondered about how she ended up like this. Before, grades meant the world to her. If she got anything below Outstanding she would be super pissed and not happy. Now, she couldn't care less about her grades. The only thing that was on her mind was James and the babies. It was like she could no longer focus on her school work. She would find herself going off into daydreams in class about James or thinking about doctor appointments she had to go to. Sometimes she would fall asleep in class because she had been up until 3 or 4 in the morning with James, just spending time together and doing other stuff. All she wished now was for school to be over so she could live out her life.
WORDS: 728 ?! LYRICS: Symphonies - Dan Black ?! COMMENTS: Robert is gonna be pisseddd ?! CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die.
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Post by Robert Victor LeBlanc on Jun 26, 2010 18:38:00 GMT -5
All Robert wanted was this term was no stress. The summer closed nicely for the most part. He started off the term in a wonderful mood. He was changed man. Now, however, his attitude about the year was drastically different. Robert was beginning to dread getting out of bed in the morning. The idea of early retirement was sounding better and better each day. Robert just wanted to take Mandy and run away to some island somewhere warm, and open a surf shop..or, bar..or something other than this crap.
So, what made the dream of a happy year crash down? First off, Anton decided to take off, leaving his entirely family behind. Second, surprise! You're going to be a daddy...again. Third, Kelsey is failing Transfiguartion and nearly failing two more classes. Oh, and she missed nearly a third of the month of school. It is required of Professors that when a student is failing, their parents are notified. Well, Robert, being Headmaster, was notified in person. All this was mounting up. Robert felt that Kelsey's pregnancy was no excuse for missing so much of school. Grades used to be everything to her, and now she didn't seem to care. Well, he wasn't going to let her blow her chances for having a good future, and eventually a career other than stay at home mom/baby maker.
Robert wrote Kelsey a short note before he went to do his headmaster rounds. Several times throughout the day, he strolled around the castle, checked on the common rooms, classes, and things around the grounds. It was enough to keep him busy through the day. Plus, his presence during meals was always necessary. He was finishing up supper, holding a conversation with a Professor before he happened to check his watch. Robert excused himself and left the Great Hall. In a hurried pace, he flew up to his office. He found the door open as he approached it, telling him that Kelsey was there. Robert drew in a breath and walked in, closing the door behind him.
There she was, his little girl sitting in front of his desk. Robert figured she was either dreading this talk or wanted an argument. He wondered if she knew about her mother. He wondered if her reaction would be much like his own. That was for a different time, possibly later. Shaking those thoughts out of his head, Robert put on his angry face and went to sit down at his desk. He stared at Kelsey a few moments, trying to let his eyes go all soft. "What are you doing?" he asked. He knew she would know what he meant. He wasn't going to be all nice, he was just going straight to business.
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Post by Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc on Jun 26, 2010 18:57:20 GMT -5
As Kelsey sat in the office alone, she sighed, remembering what it was like to be that young and not have a care in the world. The red head felt like she was being forced to grow up. She wasn't ready for all of the responsibilities motherhood would bring to her but yet here she was, herself merely a child carrying two children inside of her. Everything about the future scared her. There was no way that she would be prepared to be a mother by the time her children came. What if she was a bad mother? What if she did something to risk the lives of her children? Truth be told, the seventeen year old barely had a handle on her own life. There was always something terrible happening to her, whether it be because of something stupid she did or just the world being cruel. She was scared that her children would have the terrible luck that she had and she wouldn't be able to protect them from the cruelty of the world. Sometimes she wondered if she was the only mother who felt like this. She knew she wasn't, as James had told her that many times when she was going off on one of her crazy rampages about not being ready for this.
That was one of the major reasons why she couldn't concentrate in class. She was too busy worrying about what her duties as a mother would be and not worrying about class enough. She knew she shouldn't be like this but she couldn't help it. Being pregnant caused her to be tired all of the time, and it caused her to be distracted in class. Hell, she once got in trouble during class for eating. But hey, she was eating for three and had to eat about every hour on the hour. Maybe she should just quit school. Its not like she had any plans for after school anyways. Before, she dreamed of being an Unspeakable in the Department of Mysteries but now that she was pregnant she knew she wouldn't be able to do that job, seeing as how demanding it is. There was really no point of her being in school anymore, well to her that is.
Kelsey heard those familiar cold footsteps head her way and she froze. There was no running now. She would have to battle it out to the deaths with her father. She closed her eyes and waited for him to be seated, then opened them and looked at him. She felt her heart stop beating. He had on is GRR face, the one that would make her cry and run away any day. She knew she had messed up, and he knew it too. Then, as he spoke, she felt her heart break. It was simple yet hit her at the same time. What was she doing? She was throwing away her future, but she saw no other option.
With this pregnancy came mood swings and boy did Kelsey ever have those. She could be totally happy one moment and completely pissed the next without a single warning. In her head, she came to the conclusion that her father shouldn't be mad about her failing one class. It was her life and she would do with it what she pleased. It was not his to control nor should he care. "Oh daddy, come on! It's only one measly class. I've never been good at Transfiguration anyways! I am contemplating on whether or not I should even bother to continue to go to that class at all! It's my last class of the day for most of the week, so if I stop going I can go home faster and out of this hell hole," Kelsey said simply, her hormones doing most of the talking. What happened to the girl who used to care about her grades? Oh right, she found love. Now, her whole world was only about James and nothing else, well besides the babies that is.
WORDS: 680 ?! LYRICS: Symphonies - Dan Black ?! COMMENTS: and now for the epicness! make him yell ?! CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die.
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Post by Robert Victor LeBlanc on Jun 26, 2010 19:16:46 GMT -5
Robert gave Kelsey the coldest glare he had even given her. His jaw tightened. His hand made a fist. His fist rose up, and slammed down on the desk. Things rattled, and the pictures on his desk wobbled and fell over. "Do not give me that shit! We both know it's not just one class it's three. I think letting you stay 'home' in the afternoons and at night was a mistake," he yelled at her. Pregnant and hormone enraged or not, Robert didn't care. That part didn't make a different. If this was how Kelsey was going to be all term, she was staying at Hogwarts.
Robert was more afraid than Kelsey knew about what was going to happen to her. He didn't want her to be a mother, not yet. He wanted her to do all the things she wanted to first. But, no. Potter had to get in the way of that. Robert wished he would have done more to have their marriage revoked or something. Maybe then, none of this would have happened. If he had done that, Kelsey would probably hate him but, he could have lived with that. Robert didn't want to watch her throw any possibilities out the window. He honestly didn't think she'd last as a stay-at-home mother. Robert knew she would just get restless, like once the babies are old enough for Hogwarts. She needed to have something to keep her busy for then.
Robert reset the pictures so they were upright. Leaning back in his chair, he continued. "I expect more out of you Kelsey. Hell, you'd get upset if you didn't get top grades. So, what has changed? You aren't leaving school. You will get up, go to all your classes, and pass them. Then, you will stay here, in the castle. I'll have a room arranged for you. I'll even be nice and let James visit you," he said. This wasn't an offer, this was how it was going to be. Robert wasn't going to let her drop out of school, especially after the babies. He was prepared to watch them during the day himself, if he had to or, hire someone to do it. "I'm not going to let you throw out any possibility of a future out the window," he added. "And there is no room for discussion about it. This is how it's going to be, like it or not."
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Post by Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc on Jun 26, 2010 19:55:42 GMT -5
As Robert hit the desk, Kelsey felt her whole body tense. She hadn't seen him this mad in a long time. He meant business and she knew that. Maybe she really did screw up badly this time. Hell, he wasn't even this mad when she told him that she was pregnant. Why was her failing one class such a big deal? She could easily get her grades up, all she had to do was actually try and apply herself again. It wasn't that hard, right?
"One class, three classes, same thing! I am only really failing one class, I am just not doing so well in the other two! The teachers all hate me because I am your daughter and because I am pregnant! They are being so much harder on me than on any of the other students!" Kelsey argued. At this point she was coming up with anything that would save her from being in major trouble. She didn't really know if the professors were harder on her because of her father but hey, if Robert bought it than it would be one way to get her out of all the trouble she was in at the moment. Anything to save her own skin.
How did she end up like this? When she was younger it would have been her absolute nightmare to be pregnant at seventeen. The younger Kelsey didn't even want to be married before she was twenty five. Somewhere along the way, she ended up ditching all of her old beliefs and fell in love. Love, that was the thing that changed her. It was the thing that made her go insane like she is now. She never knew that she could feel so strongly for one person. If something ever happened to James, Kelsey didn't know what she would do. Was it healthy to be that attached to one person?
"I think you expect too much of me dad!" Kelsey said, glaring at him. She hated the fact that he thought she should be capable of so much. She couldn't do everything and apparently being pregnant and having to go to school at the same time was something she couldn't do. "What has changed is that I have a husband and I have children on the way. I shouldn't be wasting my time learning useless facts when I could be with them. The stress school gives is not good for the babies!" Kelsey paused, giving her father another glare. Then he purposed that she should stay there and live there instead of going home. This sent Kelsey off the deep end and there was fire in her eyes as she sat on the edge of her seat. "I am not staying in this blasted school. I hate it here! Everyone is so fake and all they do is judge me! I refuse to stay here! If you make me live here instead of going home at night, then I am never coming back to this school again, nor shall you ever see me again!" Kelsey screamed, standing up and glaring at her father. She knew that all this yelling was not good for her condition but she couldn't stop herself. Her father was making her so mad. At this point, she was ready to just quit school all together.
WORDS: 561 ?! LYRICS: Symphonies - Dan Black ?! COMMENTS: i love it when robert yells?! CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die.
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Post by Robert Victor LeBlanc on Jun 27, 2010 13:18:29 GMT -5
Robert rolled his eyes. "the teachers hate me" was the lamestt excuse he had ever heard. He knew for a fact that the professors weren't working her has hard as they could be because Robert asked them not to. Robert thought that this year would probably be not that easy for Kelsey, with the babies and all. He just didn't expect her to be failing. Robert shook his head. "That is a load of crap, and you know it." he said.
Robert just glared right back at Kelsey. They could just sit here and have a glaring contest. It would only end in a stand still. Robert sighed and blinked at her screaming. Must she always scream? I think they heard you in Ireland Kels, he thought rubbing his ear. "Fine, if you want to leave school. Leave. But, honestly, what are you going when James is gone? You'll be alone, you do realize that?" he said rather seriously. Robert didn't want to think of the things Kelsey could do to herself while she was alone...before the babies. He knew she wouldn't be able to stand it after a while.
"Kelsey, you have to finish school, for those babies." Robert said, dropping his glare. "What if James gets injured and can't play for any length of time? What are you going to do for income? No one is going to bloody hire you if you haven't finished school." He shook his head. Kids these days, they just never thought far enough ahead. Of course, he had made that same mistake and he learned from it the hard way. Robert didn't want to see that happened to Kelsey, or any of his children.
Robert wondered whether now was the best time to bring that up or not. No, this school thing was more important at the moment. Babies could be discussed later. Plus, it would be weird that the twins' uncle or aunt would be a year or so younger than them. Strange but, true. Robert still had it in him to make a baby. He blamed the vacation, and the fact that he and Mandy has sex pretty much so many times a day the entire time they were gone.
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Post by Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc on Jun 27, 2010 17:40:30 GMT -5
Inside Kelsey's mind, she couldn't comprehend why Robert was making such a big deal about all of this. So she was failing a couple of classes. It was early in the year and she could make up the work easily if she would just apply herself. The seventeen year old knew that school was the most important thing at the moment, she just didn't know why she no longer wanted to attend school. People changed, and Kelsey must have drifted away from school somewhere along the line.
"It is not a load of crap!" Kelsey paused, looking at her father. She knew he knew that she was not telling the truth, so what was the point of lying? "Okay so maybe that is not exactly true, but hey it was worth a shot," Kelsey finished, a small smirk on her face. She quickly hid her smirk though, knowing her father would not appreciate her joking at a time like this. The once truthful girl was now lying to everyone a lot. She was spiraling into a lying frenzy that she did not want to be a part of, but couldn't stop it. She was even lying to her husband at this point. He would leave early in the morning and she would not go to school, and then when he came home asking about her day she would lie and make up some story about her being at school, when in reality she spent the day lying in bed doing nothing.
Robert then said something that stuck with Kelsey. She would be alone some day. That was what Kelsey feared the most. She hated to be alone. Even when she was alone in the house all day she would think things and drive herself right into a depression until James came home that night. She had serious abandonment issues that needed to be resolved soon. "I," Kelsey started, her voice low. She paused for a second, her eyes looking down on the desk before her and not on her father. "I won't be alone. I can't be alone," She finished, her eyes not moving from the desk. The thought of herself being all alone in this world was the most scary thing she ever thought of in her life. She always needed people by her side. That was another reason why she hated to be at school. Kelsey didn't really have a lot of friends so she spent most of her time at the school by herself and it scared her. James was not here to protect her or to keep her company.
The thought of James getting hurt or dying made Kelsey's mind boggle. That couldn't happen to them, could it? Would they be financially stable if that happened? She really didn't know what she would do if that happened. "That.. That won't happen. It can't happen," Kelsey managed to say, her eyes still on the desk. She took a deep breath, not knowing what to think or do. There were so many reasons or excuses for her to quit school and never come back, but what were the reasons to stay? Sure it was for the babies, but what else?
Kelsey finally lifted her eyes up from the desk and looked at her father. The hurt and confusion shone through them and made her look like a child who just broke her mother's favorite vase or was playing in the dirt with her good clothing on. "I can't stay here dad! I hate this place more than anything in the world! The people here are so cold hearted and cruel! You don't hear what they say about me! They call me names constantly! I can't take it anymore! I can't even hold my head up in that ruddy corridor without seeing someone looking at me and whispering to their friend! They pick on me dad. Not a day goes by where I don't hear a fat joke or some kind of cruel comment. I once spent a whole class in the bathroom crying because a group of girls cornered me and made fun of me! I can't handle it anymore!" Kelsey finally revealed to her father, a fresh batch of tears escaping her eyes and traveling down her cheek. She was a subject to bullying and for no reason. At least last year James was there to make them stop but now he wasn't there, and she was vulnerable to all of the attacks of cruel verbal behavior.
WORDS: 758 ?! LYRICS: Symphonies - Dan Black ?! COMMENTS: poor kelseyyyy ?! CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die.
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Post by Robert Victor LeBlanc on Jun 28, 2010 22:28:07 GMT -5
Robert rolled his eyes...again. He really, really wished Kelsey wasn't in the spot she was in. He didn't want to see his little girl so miserable. There was really nothing he could have done to stop it but, he sure as hell could have prevented it, or delayed it a few years at least. Robert sighed and stood up, running his hand over his head. "You aren't alone. Your mother and I will always be here for you," he said quietly, looking at her. Robert wouldn't ever leave Kelsey. He would die for her, or die if anything ever happened to her.
Robert shook his head lightly. "You don't know that. Professional level quidditch is more rough that here at school," he said. Okay, so he kind of knew this was putting a downer on things but, it was true. It was really possible that something might happen to James, force him to retire early. With twins, they'd have to get two of everything. With a new baby on the way between him and Mandy, there was no way in hell Robert was going to allow the family of four in his house. Three babies in one house, his house...no fucking way. Not while he was still breathing.
Robert frowned slightly. They were making fun of her? Those damn kids..and few other colorful words. Robert rounded his desk, and knelt down on the floor next to Kelsey in the chair, hoping he'd be able to get back up. He took her hands, and wiped the tears from her cheeks. "Now don't get mad at me," he said softly, "but I've hired a counselor onto the school staff. I want you to see her. Maybe...she can help, better than I can." Robert hated to admit he had to go for some outside help. He just didn't know what to say to Kelsey anymore, he didn't know how to make it all better, which killed him. It wasn't a scratch that he could just kiss away.
"Your mum's pregnant," he randomly, blurted out. Robert couldn't hold it in anymore, he had to tell someone, anyone. He really didn't have any non Death Eater friends so, Kelsey was the one to tell. Man, he needed to get out...or something. Still, being holed up with Mandy wasn't bad either, obviously. A smile appeared on his face as he said it. It had taken a little while but, things sank in, and Robert was actually happy about it but, equally scared.
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Post by Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc on Jun 28, 2010 23:06:25 GMT -5
Kelsey really hated life right now. She hated all of the responsibility she had and all of the drama. If only she could go back in time, just for a day, and be the carefree girl she once was at the age of eleven. That was all she wanted, a day to be crazy and not care about consequences like she did now. When she did something she had to think about whether or not it would effect James or anyone else in her life. All of this was getting maddening to her. Some days she thought she would go insane with all of the questions swarming around in her head. How could one person think about something so much like she did?
"No dad, you guys won't always be here for me. I know, if something ever did happen to James and he died, you and mum certainly would not take in me and my two babies. You're right. Someday I will be alone and it does scare me! I can't be alone dad! You don't know what it's like for me when I am alone. I think things and I get hallucinations. I don't want to be alone," Kelsey revealed, her eyes on the desk. Whenever Kelsey was in front of a boggart, she saw three things. One was every one she loved dying. The second was herself dying a slow and painful death. The third, was herself, standing on the earth, all alone. Whether she liked to admit it or not, Kelsey needed someone to take care of her. She was a broken soul without a hope. She was always in need of someone to pick up the pieces to her life. She needed her father more than anything. Maybe this was some way of her crying out for help. Failing was one way to get her father to see that there was something wrong with her and that she was not as fine as she was letting on to be.
"Nothing can happen to him! He promised me!" Kelsey spat back, looking at her father. James always told her that he was never going to leave her. If he died or got seriously injured, that was a form of leaving her and Kelsey couldn't handle that. He was the only thing keeping her from killing herself or seriously harming herself and the babies. If something ever happened to him the seventeen year old knew that she would end up doing something stupid to herself and those around her.
Kelsey listened as her father proposed that she go see some sort of councilor and her whole body froze. The last thing she wanted was to go to some stranger with her problems. She never even opened up to James about what she was truly feeling inside. Why in the hell would she go to some woman about it then. "No. I don't want to go to some stranger and talk about my problems! I can't do that! Do I have to? Why do I have to?" Kelsey asked, her eyes pleading to her father not to make her go. This would be her worst nightmare come true. All her life Kelsey tried to avoid events that would make her talk about what was truly going on inside of her. This would just ruin everything.
"I already knew that dad. Mum told me way before she even told you. Congrats, by the way. Looks like farmer bob can still plant his seed," Kelsey said, chuckling a little bit. It was still a shock to Kelsey that she was not only going to have two children of her own but also a new little baby brother or sister. That would make a total of three new babies, plus Aidan, to join the LeBlanc family. Boy were they ever on a role with this.
WORDS: 651 ?! LYRICS: Symphonies - Dan Black ?! COMMENTS: baaaaam ?! CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die.
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Post by Robert Victor LeBlanc on Jul 3, 2010 13:31:09 GMT -5
Robert's eyes looked on Kelsey hard as she revealed her little secrets. "Love, that's not true. Your mother and I will always be here for you, even if that means moving you in back home," he said quietly. In the back of his mind he was mulling over this hallucination business. Robert had to wonder if it had anything, anything at all to do with all that Bellatrix horocrux business. He hoped not but, didn't want to press the issue now. No, wait, he did have to. Robert wouldn't' be able to stand not knowing. Maybe Kelsey really was just so lonely it drove her crazy but, he had to ask. "Those um, hallucinations have nothing to do with that whole...you know?" Robert didn't want to come right out and say it, to avoid upsetting Kelsey more if that was possible.
Robert slowly stood up (miraculously without breaking something) and gave Kelsey a hug. "You need to talk to someone, aside from me. I do like that you feel you can talk to me but, sometimes I don't know what to tell you, and well, that scares me," Robert said, voicing his own little fatherly fears. "It might be easier to talk to her, even if she is a stranger - besides, she could give you better life advice than I can." Robert caught the 'please don't' make me go daddy' look but, he just shook his head. "That look isn't going to help you. I want you to go for me, your mother, for those babies, and I guess....for James. So, please go, would you?"
She knew?! "Oh," he said, sounding disappointed. Why did Kelsey get to know before he did? That was unfair. Robert scratched his head. He chuckled and shook his head at Kelsey's 'farmer bob' reference. "No, your mother and I are just good at making accidents, that's all," he said with a small smirk. Robert suddenly groaned. It hadn't dawned on him until just now. He would have two pregnant women around him all the time. Robert looked out at his office. Crap, he was so screwed. Rob could already see it, Kelsey and Mandy sitting on some couch they made him put here, barking out for him to get them their food cravings. This was going to go on all term long.
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Post by Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc on Jul 5, 2010 15:16:21 GMT -5
Kelsey sighed, looking at her father. She knew that wouldn't be the case if something really did happen to James. "Sure dad, you say that now but when I end up on your doorstep with a baby in each arm. And with the way things are going with me and James, it might be sooner than you think," Kelsey sighed, looking at the ground. Truth was, Kelsey was starting to doubt, yet again, her relationship with James. He had been gone away to a tournament for the past week and did not write or anything to his pregnant wife. She spent her days after school home alone, waiting he would come home. What if she went into labor? Who would be there to take care of her? It was all starting to effect her. Maybe James wasn't the one if he could just leave her for days at a time and not bother to check in.
"I've always had these hallucinations, dad. They've just gotten ten time worst since I've been pregnant. They seem to only happen when I am alone.. Which is most of the time now," Kelsey stated, again not looking at her father. She would see things, mostly about Bellatrix and what she was doing. She once saw how Bellatrix killed a family just for their house. It gave her nightmares and she often wondered if this would effect the babies as well. Could the part of Bellatrix's soul inside of her break again and go into her children? What if the evil witch wanted the twins for herself? These thoughts constantly roamed through her mind and caused her more stress than she needed.
"Dad, I don't like talking about my personal problems to strangers. It took me seventeen years to be able to open up to you! Hell I am not even that open with James yet! There is still stuff I don't talk to him about!" Kelsey said, her eyes pleading to her father. She knew that her look had a twenty five percent chance of working on her father this time. Sadly, Robert soon stated that her work was not going to work, making her sigh. Maybe she was losing her touch and couldn't make Robert do what she wanted anymore. She would have to find a different tactic. "Fine! But I am not going to enjoy it, nor am I going to talk about anything other than school," Kelsey groaned, giving in to what her father wanted. She doubted that this meeting would ever do anything good for her. It would just be a complete waste of time in her eyes.
"Apparently so. After all, I was an accident and look how great I turned out," Kelsey said, chuckling slightly. She wondered how her father was feeling about this whole going to be a dad again thing. He was probably just as freaked out as her mom was about it. "So, are you happy to be a father again? Or completely freaked out?" Kelsey asked, looking at him with a small smile on her face. It was nice to know what she wouldn't be going through this whole pregnancy thing alone anymore.
WORDS: 535 ?! LYRICS: Symphonies - Dan Black ?! COMMENTS: its short ?! CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die.
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Post by Robert Victor LeBlanc on Jul 11, 2010 17:49:02 GMT -5
Robert frowned slightly. What the hell had James done now to make things rocky? Maybe it wasn't James' fault but, Rob just liked to blame him for stuff. He hated to ask but, he had too. "What's wrong with him now," he asked, with a sigh. Robert didn't really want to know certain details of their relationship, although he had discovered them a time or two, and had to burn a desk once. Plus, Robert and Mandy had to replace their entire bedroom furniture because of those two hornballs.
Robert cursed himself as Kelsey explained her worse hallucinations. He knew they had to be connected to the whole horocrux then. Kelsey wasn't crazy, Bellatrix was. Robert was just stupid enough some fifteen, sixteen years ago to let Bellatrix do it. He wished he hadn't been such an egotistical death eater back then. It was one of the decisions he deeply regretted ever making. "I don't want you alone. From now on, if James isn't home you can stay with me or your mother," Robert said, in a tone that showed there would be no arguing with him. He wasn't going to let her drive herself up the wall. She shouldn't have to worry about Bellatrix and what not, not now.
Robert looked at Kelsey with saddened, worried eyes. Even if she did talk to him, Kelsey didn't tell him everything either, he knew that. He shook his head slightly. Kelsey just needed outside help, Robert could only do so much for her, and he felt that he wasn't doing enough as it was. Going to someone else could help, especially if it was someone who really had no idea what was going on. Robert thought it might help Kelsey to get everything off her chest, including the things she never told anyone. "Thank you," Robert said with a slight smile. He didn't really care what she said, just as long as she went - that was a start. "Besides, everything you tell her would be confidential. So, no one else is going to find out anything you say, not even me."
He laughed and stood up, leaning back against his desk. He sighed at her question and nodded. "Both," he said. Robert was most certainly feeling both. Of course he was going to happy about another child with his amazing wife. In time, she'd feel better about it too. He was, however, scared about it. He hadn't been the best father to their other three children and he wanted to do better this time around. This family was so screwed up sometimes, he couldn't help wondering if something would happen with him or her, somewhere down the road.
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Post by Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc on Jul 17, 2010 13:10:24 GMT -5
There seemed to always be some sort of problem between her and James. They could never just have a peaceful time together. Kelsey was really beginning to get sick of all these childish problems. She was about to have children of her own and needed to grow up. "Well, he has been away at a quidditch tournament for the past week, and he hasn't come home at all nor has he even wrote to me. It makes me feel like he doesn't care that I am home alone with no one to talk to or to take care of me. I swear if he does this to me when then children are born I will chop his balls off," Kelsey sighed, looking at the ground. She really would chop hiss balls of if he did this again. That penis of his was the reason why she was in the situation anyways. Stupid penis.
Kelsey rolled her eyes as her father got all protective again. She did hate being alone but she needed to try and be alone for when she was older. She couldn't be babied anymore. "Dad, I am not a baby anymore. I have to start being alone and dealing with things on my own. I can't keep coming home for every little problem. They are not that bad anyways. Nothing that I can't handle," Kelsey argued, trying to persuade her father to see things her way. She felt like such a burden on her parents and knew that she had to stay home alone no matter how much she hated it. She wanted to seem more grown up and responsible. The red head didn't want to cause her parents more stress because of her.
"I don't care if its confidential. I am not going to say anything to her. It's my business, I can deal with it myself and don't need any help from some councilor," Kelsey fumed, glaring at her father. In her eyes, she really didn't need to go to this stupid councilor and reveal all her problems. She was perfectly happy leaving all her problems in her head and trying to sort them out herself. Or try to push them away, whatever was easier for her at the time.
"Dad, don't be scared. You already raised three perfectly healthy children. A fourth one won't kill you and you will be a great dad, again," Kelsey smiled, trying to comfort her father who regularly comforted her when she was scared. It still didn't get into Kelsey's head that she was going to be not only a mother but a sister again. It would only happen in this family. "I will be here for you and mom during this, just like you were here for me. It will be nice to be a sister again. Well, just as long as the baby is a boy. I like being the only girl," Kelsey said, smiling and chuckling. She really did like being the only girl in the family. It made her feel slightly special and different from the rest of her siblings.
WORDS: 518 ?! LYRICS: Symphonies - Dan Black ?! COMMENTS: I got out a post ?! CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die.
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Post by Robert Victor LeBlanc on Jul 18, 2010 16:10:33 GMT -5
Robert nodded slowly, to show he understood. He had to chuckle. Normally he was the one threatening to do away with James' loins. He actually enjoyed the small look of panic James got around him sometimes. Robert tried his best not to full out laugh about it but, hey, it was pretty damn funny to him. "I could help you with that," he offered, with a obvious smirk. This quidditch job really hadn't made them closer like Robert thought Kelsey thought it would. Sure, they were living together but, it seemed James was never around.
Robert stared at Kelsey for a few moments. As much as he didn't want to admit it, Kelsey was grown up not. Married, pregnant, and living on her own. She had a point, Robert knew that. He just didn't really want to accept it while he was still breathing. Robert sighed. "I know," he smiled slightly at her. "I just..." he glanced away for a moment. "If it becomes something you can't handle, you know where I am," he added. There were parts when being a father sucked, and this part - letting go - topped the cake.
Robert rolled his eyes. "Look, you're going. You don't have to like it but, just go a few times. IF she really, really doesn't help you....then...I give up. You can give it up and deal with things your bloody way," he grumbled. Robert was forcing himself not to get too mad at her. He always hated it when his father sprang stuff like this one him but, that was different. Victor didn't think about his son's well being. This was all for Kelsey's well-being. It was all Robert was really thinking about.
Perfectly healthy? What world was Kelsey living in? Robert wouldn't consider all his children perfectly healthy. Anton was a vampre. He had decided to just leave randomly, and then just appear again, and seemed to have gone back to hating Robert again - which hurt him. Kelsey..well, that one was obvious - married, pregnant, and a horocrux. Vince seemed to be the only normal one out of the three so far. Robert shook his head. "Either way, we are going to have to go through this all over again. The middle of the night getting up, terrible twos, the in between time, and then..." he sighed, "..the teenager years." Robert chuckled. "Your mother and I can do this. You'll be the one screaming for help," he said with a laugh.
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