Will it ever be the same? ~Riana~

[marika666]

"Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you out

There's no running away from these things that hold you down."
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Idril walked into the empty kitchen with a book in her hands holding it tightly on her chest. She took a deep breath smelling breakfast. She looked around and she saw the house elf cleaning. She smiled at the sight of plates with different dishes and jugs with milk and orange juice. A girl came up to table and took a seat. "Hi there. THank you for a breakfast, dear? Bon appetit." she said laughing lightly. She put her book on a table and smiled at a house elf.

It was unbelievable how that girl still could smile. Her parents were in separation because of other family members opinions. Lisa was rude to her and because of her other Slytherins too. Yes, it was true, Idril father was a muggle-born wizard and married a pureblood witch but it does not mean he's worse. Idril loved her father more than anybody else. It hurt her that they both had been marked as black-sheep. Hatred towards them has been showing for all those past years since she was born. She did not understand that but she could not take it to heart so much or she would be depressed all the time.

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TAGS; Riana Flyer
LYRICS; Crossfade - Colors
NOTES;

[riana]

*I'll watch the night turn light-blue

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Pour me a heavy dose of
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Riana was lying in bed for some hours awake. She could not sleep that night. She had been thinking about what she should do. Her and her husband where at the movement separate but only for reason. Their daughter Irdil. Irdil wanted to be accepted by her other family members and the only way to do that was for Riana to leave her true love.Riana hated the thought but she loved her daughter so much.

She hated the thought of going against her own beliefs and leaving her husband. It made her very upset.Her eyes where all welded up in her bed,laying there looking up at the ceiling. Her heart was breaking.What was she to do? She wanted another way out of the solution. She wanted everything to work out so she could be happy too but Riana sister just made it hard for her. Riana saw that the sun was up now and it was pretty bright so she went downstairs.

Riana got up and throw on some clothes. She walked downstairs to see that her daughter was awake. "Good morning my dear."She said giving a kiss on her cheek."You up earlier today."She said to her.Riana thanked her house elf for making breakfast and for cleaning up for her."So.."Riana said to Irdil."Is everything ok?"She asked she wanted to know what was going through her daughters head.

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NOTES;; Sorry it took forever
WORDS;; 239
CLOTHES;; Here
TAG;; Idril
CREDIT;; Caitlin_Express@CAUTION2.0
LYRICS;; Vanilla Twilight;; Owl City
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[marika666]

"Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you out

There's no running away from these things that hold you down."
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Idril poured some milk into a glass and put a jug back on the table. She wasn't so sure if she was hungry but she thought it would be rude if she did not eat anything their house elf has been preparing from the very early morning. It was unbelievable how different she was from Lisa and all her family. Of course Idril's parents were different too, even if Riana was Lisa's mother's twin. There was not that Idril wanted to become more like Green's, no. She just wanted to be considered as a part of the family. She did not want to be a black sheep anymore. She had enough of it in her childhood. And now when she was older she thought maybe they could change their minds. But she did not want her parents to get divorce or anything just because of her wants. She would never forgive herself if it happened.

Looking at all the dishes prepared by a house elf a girl bit her bottom lip thinking about what to choose. It was a family habit, chewing on a lip. She saw Lisa, Riana and even Ismena doing that but it did not bother her much. It was just a proof they were family and things such as blood purity should not matter. Idril reached for scrambled eggs and she heard her mother's voice and felt a kiss planted on her cheek. She smiled and nodded to her other words before she greeted her mom. "Good morning, mom. Yes, I couldn't sleep any longer." it was weird because she was reading a book to the early hours and should be exhausted. "Yes, I think so. But um… how are things between you and dad? You know I don’t want you two to split up or anything."

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TAGS; Riana
LYRICS; Crossfade - Colors
NOTES; ugh sorry it took me so long. my school killed my writing skills >.< and Lisa occupies our comp