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Post by isabella on Mar 15, 2010 16:07:29 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - -  - - - - - - - - - - -Absolutely nothing was making this week good for her. Not only did she need yet another vacation, but on her return home, James informed her that he was going to take her away from the school. She might have spent her last few days at the school heartbroken, unless she found a way to convince him that letting her stay was a good idea. In the end, she felt it, deep in her gut, that she was going to spend her last year of schooling, home schooled. Ignoring the rules, Miss Isabella Marie Swan made her way down the moving staircases, past all of the sleeping pictures, making no sound except her breathing. She had on the hat her sister had given her for Christmas, along with the outfit that she stole from her. She made her way quietly into the library and thought of all the memories she had there. So many of them were good, and yet, there were some which weren’t. She felt tears stream to her eyes as she thought of Axel, perhaps the only reason why she was so afraid to leave. If she left, she would never get the chance to tell him how much she loved him, even after he hurt her. She had to leave that way she could deal with how much he hurt her without him noticing her. As well as so that she wouldn’t have to look at him and know that he was going to be the father of someone else’s child. While deep in thought, and with her feet still walking, she made it over to the exact place where she and Axel first got together. She bit her lower lip as tears came to her eyes once more and blinked them back. Pulling out the familiar book she read last time she was in that spot, Bella sat in the chair and opened to a random page, her tears falling onto the font as she realized how badly she wished Axel would come find her again. - - - - - - - - - - - Word Count: 1742  Outfit: click!Template belongs to Bella Swan at Night Sparkles! If you don't keep this credit on she'll have Alice submit you to hours of shopping! |
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Post by rebecca on Mar 15, 2010 17:19:28 GMT -5
IS IT TRUE THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS THIS BREATHTAKING?
you're beautiful and you're willing , [/i][/size] ``M Y G O D T H I S I S K I L L I N G M E ,,[/font][/center]
Prefect duties where the absolute worse. Defiantly since they just took him places that he held so many memories upon. The broom closet on the third floor, where he lost his virginity, oh yeah he wasn't that classy sometimes. The classroom on the sixth floor, the place he first saw Isabella Swan. Speaking of Bella, the place Axel found himself headed toward at this point in time held the best memory the man held. The library. Yes most hate that place, but for Axel, it was amazing. Sitting on that chair he was finally man enough to fess up to how he felt about Bella. Damn feelings.
Those same feelings got to him so many times on nights like these. Where he found himself slacking off on his duties and just sitting in the library, or in some other abandoned place. Thinking about how seriously he did screw things up with the one woman he did truly love. Bella was his whole life for what seemed like forever. Every since he did spot her sitting there in that class room during her first year he was hooked. She was his best friend, and eventually his girlfriend. He loved her. He really did, but he was afraid to admit it. He was terrified to admit it. He could remember the first time she had ever said anything about loving him and he just nodded and gave her a kiss. Not daring utter those words. The words he thought would ruin them, but right now, he only wished he would have said them. Axel wished so badly to go back to that day and just tell her how much he did love her, but now. He couldn't do that. Everything was screwed up.
Even if that wast true, spending three months at home he found himself thinking how he would make it up to her. And now, he knew how, he just had to find the opportunity too. If only he knew tonight was that night. Walking through the library his heels seemed silent as he lightly trailed across the stone floor, his blue eyes scanned over all the rows of books making sure no one was out of place. His brown hair falling in his eyes as he turned for the chair that he found himself sleeping in numerous nights since he returned, but instead he found someone else in his place. Snarling almost he shook his head walking forward. "Its past curfew your not sup-" he cut himself off as he got closer to that person. "Bella." Was all he was able to allow to escape his lips.
Starring over at the beautiful girl he had managed to let his thoughts roam about, he noticed something. Each moment that passed another tear seemed to fall from her eye hitting the book. She was crying. Oh hell no. She wasn't about to sit here in cry in front of him, and if someone was the reason of her tears, they were going to get their aces handed to them. Walking around slowly he bent down in front of her. His hand going up to the book taking it away slowly, his hand moving up to her cheek, allowing his thumb to run over her cheek wiping away the tears. "Don't cry. Please don't cry, you will make me cry." He nearly whispered not locking his eyes on her face long before looking down at his feet before looking up at hr once more.
This wouldn't do. He was standing here, shocked to hell and back that his first and only love so far in his life was crying, little did he know it was because of him. He had his chance to show her he was sorry, but he hadn't planned on this. His apology never dealt with something like this. But hell, he was about to have to wing this. Taking a deep breath he looked at her before dropping his hand down to his side, before standing up. Next thing he just let instinct take over. He might get slapped, hexed, hell he didn't care anymore. Leaning in quickly, his hand went to her chin lifting it up right as his lips crashed down on hers. Kissing her like he had never kissed anyone in his entire life.
Tag! bella =D Words Well idk! creditjustlikefalling @ CAUTION 2.0 notes they are so cute to melyricstake me with you , SECONDHAND SERENADE
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Post by isabella on Mar 15, 2010 18:04:31 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - -Isabella wasn’t sure how long she was in the library. Tear after tear fell from her eyes as she looked at the page of the book unseeingly. She hoped and prayed with all of her might that no prefect came by, although she highly doubt that they would even bother. Most student hated the library, besides Ravenclaw students, but they were too good to be caught after curfew anyway. Bella couldn’t ever hate the library. Not when it held so many good memories for her. The first time she met Lisa after summer, both of them were trying to find their books, the first time she really noticed Axel, and then there was the night where he finally approached her. God, he looked amazing. She couldn’t take her eyes off of him for even a minute and now, his eyes, his lips, his voice, even his scent was burned into her memory in one of the most painful way of torture she could endure. She jumped as someone started to speak, not hearing them enter the room and looked back at the familiar voice, hoping it was just her imagination. She was wrong, so very, very wrong. Through her teary eyes she saw his perfection right in front of her. His hair was the exact shade of brown she remembered and his eyes, oh God, her knees were already starting to shake. As he spoke her name, her breath got caught in her chest and she looked down at the book in front of her so he wouldn’t see here eyes, gripping the book tighter in her hands. She saw his frame kneel down to her height and tried to stifle a sob. It was his words that broke her. She covered her eyes with her hands and allowed herself to cry, not caring that he was there. Bella was shocked at what happened next, one minute he was next to her and the next he was up, crushing his lips to hers. Her knees bucked and she kissed him back, everything seeming right in the world now that they were together. She felt that everything that had hurt her was finally healed and she loved feeling that that. With Axel, as it was from the beginning, everything just fell into place. - - - - - - - - - - - Word Count: a lot Outfit: click!Notes: I love Axel<333 zomggg Template belongs to Bella Swan at Night Sparkles! If you don't keep this credit on she'll have Alice submit you to hours of shopping! |
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Post by rebecca on Mar 15, 2010 18:25:46 GMT -5
IS IT TRUE THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS THIS BREATHTAKING?
you're beautiful and you're willing , [/i] [/size] ``M Y G O D T H I S I S K I L L I N G M E ,,[/font][/center]
. The library could truthfully be placed as his absolute favorite place in he school. Yes Axel had tons of memories in random places around the large campus that was deemed Hogwarts, but non where as important as the ones he had managed to form sitting here, in this same spot he was standing now. The night that he finally did approached Bella changed his life forever. Yes she was his best friend, and yes he had just been wanting to tick off the little 2nd years that were starring at her, but he never expected that once their lips touched that first time that they would feel such a connection. Axel had been best friends with Bella for as long as he could remember, but he never thought of being in a real relationship with her. Yes he thought about doing her, quiet a few times, but after such a simple kiss his outlook changed on her.
Sitting there with those big brown eyes, perched up in his lap with her hair falling so beautifully on her face. Those little sleeping shorts he loved so much riding up on her thighs. Damn he could remember every little detail about that night. How she smelled so sweet to him. how the taste of her lips lingered on his for minutes, just the taste along begging for him to kiss her again. It was wonderful, she was wonderful, and he knew now he wasn't going to allow himself to screw things up with her once again.
Seeing her crying like that absolutely killed Axel. Yes he had seen a girl cry, but he had never felt so hurt, so pained to see one so upset. She was different in every way to him. Now standing here kissing her, nothing could get better. Before he realized it his hands had snaked around her waist lifting her up off of the couch, his hand going under her butt, and the other around her back as he held her up, not breaking the magnificent kiss that seemed to be playing between their lips. But he didn't stand long. He found himself sitting back on the chair, leaning against the arm of it just like they had that first night. His hands roaming up her back as he painfully, to him atleast pulled away from her.
His lips didn't venture far though. They seemed to stay in close proximity as he just starred at her with his stunning blue eyes. His hands not leaving her skin as he just looked at her for the longest moment. "I am so sorry for everything Bells, I was a idiot. A very big idiot."he paused for a moment giving her another soft sweet kiss on her pale lips before speaking again. "Please forgive me. Please give me another chance, I can't live without you any longer. Not when all i can think about is you, and even when I thought I could get you off my mind. It only ended up making me love you even more."
Tag! bella =D Words Well idk! creditjustlikefalling @ CAUTION 2.0 notes they are so cute to melyricstake me with you , SECONDHAND SERENADE
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Post by isabella on Mar 15, 2010 19:13:06 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - -The taste of Axel’s lips were so familiar to Isabella she felt like they never fought. His scent was so strong in her mind she felt light headed. Everything about him made her feel intoxicated, and she loved it. She remembered every little detail about that night with him when they first began to date. It was the most memorable night of her life and it would stay with her for eternity. She remembered how, originally, he came over just so they could mess with the younger boys who thought that they actually had a chance with her. And it turned into so much more. The minute their lips touched, she knew he was the one for her. And then he broke her heart. But right now, that didn’t matter. Axel had Bella in his arms, where she fit perfectly. She smiled into the kiss as his hands snaked to her body, feeling his hand under her arse and the other around her back, she wrapped her legs around his waist. Not once did he break the amazing kiss that had formed upon their lips, and she felt her heart swell with joy as he sat in the exact same position on the couch as he had the first night they spent together. As he broke the kiss, she felt her heart break again, and she almost went into a panic as she though that the kiss meant nothing to him. She stared into his stunning blue eyes as they looked into hers and she bit her lip as he spoke, before kissing him back for the moment. As he spoke she kisses his neck, loving the feel of his skin under her lips, and when he begged for forgiveness, tears of happiness fell from her eyes onto his neck and she watched as they rolled down his shoulders before catching them on her finger and she looked him in the eyes before speaking. “Axel, I forgave you after the first night of being home. I missed you, I missed being in your arms, I missed telling you I love you, and I will give you another chance because I know you love me. And I’m sorry I was suck a b**ch to you.” she said before kissing him with as much love as she held in her heart. - - - - - - - - - - - Word Count: a lot Outfit: click!Notes: I love Axel<333 zomggg Template belongs to Bella Swan at Night Sparkles! If you don't keep this credit on she'll have Alice submit you to hours of shopping! |
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Post by rebecca on Mar 16, 2010 18:49:31 GMT -5
IS IT TRUE THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS THIS BREATHTAKING?
you're beautiful and you're willing , [/i] [/size] ``M Y G O D T H I S I S K I L L I N G M E ,,[/font][/center]
.Intoxicating. Simply intoxicating was what Isabella Swan was to him. She was everything he ever needed. The taste of her lips was amazing. Her scent made him take deep long breaths, and just her presence seemed to calm him. Everything about her was amazing. It would probably be safe to say that Axel was whipped. Yeah he wouldn't admit it, but he was. There was nothing that he could do that didn't involve him thinking about the girl. Not a girl he could look at without comparing them to her. She was his everything, even if she didn't know it quiet yet.
Holding her in his arms seemed so amazing. Being away from her for so long had really started to bother Axel. Not being able to hold her to him, where she fit so perfectly in his five foot eleven frame. His arms holding her so close feeling as if he let go she might just disappear again. That he couldn't have. No, Axel knew he couldn't loose her once again. He needed her, even if he wouldn't admit it. She brought out the best in him. She was just his perfect girl. He didn't know how or why, but she was. She could make him change his ways by just a glance, she could make him feel weak in the knees with a simple kiss. She... she had him wrapped around her finger tightly.
With a smile on his face he let her lips glide over his neck as his hands just snaked under her shirt. Rubbing the skin on her back very lightly as he watched her pull away. His eyes locking on hers, and a bright genuine smile on his face as she talked. "God I love you. And I won't let you forget it this time Bella." He murmured before pressing his lips to hers about the time she did. Moving his lips with hers in a very passionate loving manner.
But before he could even process his thoughts he ran his hands down her body once again lifting her up by her waist laying her back on the little love seat chair. Moving himself so he was hovering over her. His lips not leaving hers once. It had been too long since he had done this. Too long since he had been able to kiss her. It was overwhelming, but he didn't mind. Not right now. It was the last thing on his mind. It seemed like nearly ten minutes before Axel could find the willpower to pull his lips from hers and their little make out session. The brightest grin plastered on his face as he sat back up like he had been. His arms pulling her up in his lap. "I... I got a little overwhelmed there." he said with a soft laugh, running his fingers through her hair and down her back, resting his hands on her hips.
Tag! bella =D Words not a lot! creditjustlikefalling @ CAUTION 2.0 notes ok so i don't have a lot of muse i am sooo sorry that this sucks lyricstake me with you , SECONDHAND SERENADE
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Post by isabella on Mar 17, 2010 18:14:14 GMT -5
- - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - -Isabella loved the feel of him under her. Everything about him made her head spin round and she felt like she was melting just by the touch of his hand. This is what love must feel like. The feeling of time stopping and speeding by at the same time when she’s in his arms was amazing. To put it simply. Each time she would be in the presence of another man, she would find herself comparing him to Axel, although she would never admit it to anyone. She wasn’t aware of it, but he was tied around her finger, just as she was to him. She shivered softly as she felt his hand on her back and smiled at his words and kissed him back as his lips found hers. His words made her feel like mush and she loved the feeling, he actually did love her. She believed that now. She loved him more than she’s loved anyone else in her entire life. She smiled as he lifted her up by the waist, and felt the love seat on her back, her lips still moving with his. She wrapped her arms around his neck to hold him close to her and smiled sweetly into the kiss, loving the feel of his lips moving with hers in only a way a lovers kiss would move. It was far too long since she was able to kiss him, and feel his body move in perfect unison with hers, and she was savoring every moment of it. After about ten minutes, which seemed like forever to Bells, he pulled away and she had to use every ounce of willpower she had not to crush her lips back to his. She smiled as he pulled her into his lap, and adjusted herself so she was straddling him. “Trust me Hun…it’s no problem with me.” she said softly, feeling his hands on her hips as he touched her hips, her hands resting on her shoulders. - - - - - - - - - - - Word Count: idk lol sorry it suckss Outfit: click!Template belongs to Bella Swan at Night Sparkles! If you don't keep this credit on she'll have Alice submit you to hours of shopping! |
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Post by rebecca on Mar 21, 2010 17:56:10 GMT -5
IS IT TRUE THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS THIS BREATHTAKING?
you're beautiful and you're willing , [/i] [/size] ``M Y G O D T H I S I S K I L L I N G M E ,,[/font][/center]
.How could she do this too him. She was the one person in this world who actually made him feel something other than lust. Another word that started with a L, love. Just her being here now, sitting in his lap like she was brought out the best in him. He could drop all of his ways for her. Drop everything he ever dreamed just to make her happy. Drop what he was doing to make sure there was a smile on her face. He loved her, and right now, at this point in time it was truly starting to set in. It might have taken them breaking away from each other for nearly three months, but sometimes thats what it takes. It takes loosing something that is so dear to you, to realize that you might not be able to live without it. And that my dears is how Isabella Swan is to him.
With his hands on her hips, his fingers brushing under her shirt, rubbing her smooth skin he couldn't help but smile at her as he leaned in giving her another kiss, pulling away slightly, resting his head up against the back of the couch, locking his dark blue eyes on hers. "I missed you so much Bell. Its not even funny. I have never once in my life before felt to wards anyone like I do you." His hand leaving her hip, moving up her back and through her hair as he just kept his eyes locked on hers. "Promise me you want leave me like that again. Unless I really deserve it."
His words for once in his life sincere. He had never once in his life before asked a girl to stay with him. hell he was normally the one bouncing from girl to girl. Not wanting to stay in one relationship for too long. Defiantly not the ones where he didn't get hot steamy, lustfully sex on a regular basis. Again, that was before Bella. They had never once accompanied each other back to bed, even though he did desire to do so. Axel just had to remind himself that one day she would, and he had to wait... And not ruin the only good thing in his life.
Tag! Bella =D Words not a lot! creditjustlikefalling @ CAUTION 2.0 notes OK so this is the crappiest post because i have no Axel muse lyricstake me with you , SECONDHAND SERENADE
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