What are you thinking? CARINA

[blaze]

These troubling times where slowly creeping upon Blaze’s life, climbing onto of him, weighing him down. What was happening? With his arranged marriage to Lisa, his infatuation with Clarice, not to mention his scheming with his old flame, Scarlette Riddle. He was being torn in direction directions. However, he couldn’t blame people for wanting him, he was Blaze Dolohov, resident manwhore after all. Blaze had worked for his reputation, seven years it took him to achieve the reputation that followed him. He had made a name for himself, he had made a name for his family.

Carina Dolohov in particular was becoming a small problem. Blaze had already hexed four male Slytherins, two that happened to be his friends, for accusing his little sister of being sexually ‘active’ the only thing active that Carina endured was either walking or Qudditch. Definitely not sex. The very thought made Blaze cringe, his baby sister and some filthy little bastard with his hands all over her. A filthy little bastard? Oh yes, Jake…something, had seemed to capture the eye of Carina. Rumour had it they where together. Scarlette’s group of minions had proved themselves worthy when they all gathered round to give word of the news that had spread like wildfire, ‘Blaze Dolohov’s little sister sexually active and now linked with Jake whatever the fuck his name was’

People predicted it, expected it. Blaze was on the hunt. Not for Jake or not for the people who spoke of the news, but for the person who the news revolved around. Carina. Where would his sister possibly be hiding?

Colliding with another student, Blaze glared, the fury visible in his emerald green eyes. Grabbing the other boy by the collar, he roughly pushed him against the way, “Watch where you’re fucking going. Use your fucking head.” Blaze snapped, smacking the boy across the side of his head. Being considered a bully was apart of Blaze’s agenda, ever since his third year he’d be classified as the school bully. What bollocks.

From the corner of his eye, Blaze caught glimpse of a particular blonde. Stopping, he turned on his foot and strided towards her, people scurried to the side, making sure not to cross his path. “Come here.” He growled, grabbing his little sister by the arm and trailing her into the empty classroom. He was positive that people would be crowding around the door, wanting to hear the consequences of Carina Dolohov’s actions.

“Tell me, what the fuck where you thinking? No, what the fuck are you thinking?” Blaze shouted at her, not bothering to hold back on his anger. “You tell me now Carina, tell me that the rumours spreading that involve you and a certain dirt bag are completely untrue. Because if I find out you’re sexually active, I’ll break your fucking legs and cut the fucker’s dick off.” The young man shouted angrily at his younger sister. Who would have thought that Blaze would have talked so cruelly to family? No one. Especially not to the person he cared for the most, his youngest sister.

[emme]

In previous years Carina Dolohov wouldn't be what most people would have expected from a Dolohov, from the bar her brother set. Carina was always the innocent one of the family. Doing what she was told, having that clueless look every time all her friends talked about sleeping with their boyfriends, never being kissed until last year, and most defiantly not living up to her brothers man whore ways. Carina found interest in teasing the hell out of a guy, defiantly the ones she dated. Telling them that she would give them what they wanted, work them up then get up and just leave. It was who Carina was, until the first week of school this year.

During the first few weeks of school, everything changed for Carina. She came into school knowing that this year, she wasn't leaving with the same reputation she walked in with. Yeah it might be insane, but she didn't' care. She was tired of being little miss innocent, the girl who has never had sex, the girl who isn't no where near what her brother is (not that she was trying to be). She was just tired of it. Hell even Petra managed to get a guy in bed before she did. Even though Carina could have had numerous guys in her bed if she wanted them, she didn't then, and now she did.

It only took two weeks to change her life. She took her best male friend (one of them) and ended up sleeping with him on the common room couch. Was it what she expected, sure, it was amazing, but she didn't know what the fuss was about. it might just be because of the guy she slept with, who knows, but Carina didn't stop there. With in the next month she managed to have a boyfriend, and sleep with him as well. lets just say her brother is starting to get a little worried about the girl, but who gives a damn.

Today was different though, only a week after her sixteenth birthday she felt rather relaxed. Today was a good day, or so she thought. As she stood there with a group of her friends discussing some matters of well boys, and her birthday she couldn't help but notice her friends spread out and leave an open line from her pissed off brother and her. "Shit." was all she managed to say before she felt the firm grip of her brothers hand wrap around her arm and drag her off, the sound of numerous footsteps behind them stopping at the door of the classroom as she was pulled inside.

It was very clear that Carina's older brother was pissed off, and Carina knew why. The rumors of her little rendezvous on the couch with Alexander London, then the word that her and Jake were together together was starting to get around. Did she mind, not completely, it wasn't like it was something that most of her friends didn't do, and hey she wasn't doing like some and sleeping with everyone and their brother. It had only been to people, and she had only slept with one of them once, the other... She can't really say the same.

Swallowing hard Carina watched as her brother began to lash out at her. Oh...This was about to be fun. Just turning the once afraid look to a hauntly smirk she crossed her arms leaning up against a desk that was sitting conveniently behind her. "Oh come on Blazey, why are you freaking out about this hmm?" She smiled slightly running her fingers threw her hair. "It isn't like its something you haven't done. And sexually active, is that just a easier way of putting it. Instead of saying my little sister is having sex? But... I can't say its not true Blaze, well I could but I dont feel like lying to you." She looked down at her brothers feet for a moment trying to think over his statement completely. "But, go ahead, try to break my legs, I doubt mother will be to happy about that, and as for the other thing. I am sure if you do that all of your friends will just love a piece of me. And I am absolutely positive I can have at least one of them in my bed within 15 minutes of meeting them. So Blaze, lets not start this. I'm sixteen OK, you were probably sleeping around waaay before that. And its only two people, only one that I cared about, the first was just were I could say, 'hey i have had sex'. But don't worry, I am not planning on becoming the next schools whore brother dearest."

[blaze]

To believe that Carina Dolohov knew Blaze better than any other woman who walked the face of this horrid earth, was hard, but she really did know him like the back of her own hand. She knew how to make him smile or to piss him off. That’s what you get when you grow up fifteen years together. Blaze knew her better than anyone else too, he knew her flaws and good points, but as close as they where, the two still had their fair share of arguments. But what brother and sister didn’t? Blaze had and always would be protective over his family, nothing was going to stop that.

Blaze just wanted Carina to be careful in whatever she decided to do, he just didn’t want to be an uncle at the age of eighteen. Well, not that he cared if he was an uncle or not, but he didn’t want his baby sister going through one of those teenage pregnancies, she was still in school for crying out loud! But Blaze didn’t want to sound like their parents who gave lectures out like they where cookies. So the best way to get it through her head that he was worried was by shouting at her, threatening her boyfriend like there was no tomorrow, and if that boyfriend hurt her, there would be no tomorrow for him, the poor bastard.

Carina’s attitude always got under his skin, no matter what situation they found themselves in. Whenever she didn’t take him to seriously, he cracked. He couldn’t stand it when people didn’t take him seriously, which usually led to violence, which he refused to turn to because this was his baby sister after all, he wasn’t like Demetri who treated Helena like the scum on his shoes. Hell, Carina should be considering herself lucky to have a brother like him.

Blaze scoffed at his sister’s words, “Ofcourse I’ve done it before. Everyone knows I’ve done it before. Bt, the bad thing about you doing it, is that you’ll get a name. One that isn’t worth living up to, believe me. And when you find yourself knocked p, don’t expect your boyfriend to hang around and decide to pay for everything, because we both know he wont. I don’t have a grudge against every boyfriend you have Carina, just him. He’s not worth your time. For yours and everyone else’s sake, leave him or in a few years time you will regret it.” Blaze spat at her.

“You want me to break your legs? Really? You know I could Carina and I will if it means you’ll learn your lesson.” Damn, he sounded like his father, a man Blaze was reluctant to turn out like. “Leave my friends out of this,” He snapped angrily, “There is a rule, friends and family do not mix. Don’t even bother crossing that rule or I will disown you, I will tell mother what you’re up to, and she too will surely disown you. The family whore.” Blaze teased her with the roll of his eyes.

[emme]

Friends and family. Weren't friends suppose to be considered family when you grew up with them your whole life? Aren't you suppose to threat them like your own? Isn't that how it was suppose to go? Carina truly didn't know anymore. Hell she didn't know anything anymore. But she did know one thing. She hated her brother right now. She had hated him for about a week now. Not because of him threatening her boyfriend, or herself at that matter. Not for him sleeping with another one of her friends. Or better yet, not because he was just who he was, an over protective big brother. it was non of those reasons.

The reason Carina's once adoring nature toward her brother had grown to hatred, was because he broke a promise he made to her when she was only a first year. Blaze had told her so many years ago that he would always be there to protect her. To keep her safe from all the people in this school. He promised her that he wouldn't let one person lay a finger on her that she didn't want to be laid there. He had broken that promise. Even if he didn't know it, he did. Every since that night Demetri decided that he was going to get so called 'revenge' on blaze for sleeping with his younger sister. She hated him. She hated both Demetri and Blaze.

Carina had called for her brother through tears when Demetri was taking the last bit of innocences the girl contained. Pleading in her mind and out loud for her brother to come and save her. She believed so well that he would. That he would swoop in and save her just like he had always promised. He didn't. She just ended up stumbling back to the common room, a broken mess, crashing on the couch for the rest of the night, feeling to disgusting to even move. So after that, Carina gave up on trying to preserve her name, or the names people made for her. She just didn't care anymore.

Staring up at him she just shrugged crossing her arms. "I don't care anymore Blaze. Let them call me whatever they want OK. I don't give a damn. I truly don't. As for my boyfriend why can't you just let me be happy for a Little while? Huh? Why the hell can't you just let me be happy Blaze? It isn't like my relationship with him will last forever. Definably when I have this on my finger." She stated flashing up her left hand showing him the ring before re crossing her arms. The engagement ring from Kevin Lott plastered on her finger. "So can't I just be happy for a little bit longer? And you don't know him like I do. He isn't as bad as everyone makes him out to be. He is really sweet and good to me Blaze, unlike some of my past boyfriends... So please just leave us alone."

With his little threat she sat on the desk stretching her legs out in front of her with a smirk. "Go ahead. Go ahead and break them so I can be even more defenseless than I already am. Not like you will care." The new found hatred for her brother pouring out in her words as her blue eyes scanned over him before he mentioned his rule. That making her stand up. "oh. You have the damn audacity to tel me that! I know that rule! I have known that rule since my first year here! Apparently Demetri doesn't though. Why don't you stop waisting your time here and go yell at him. He is the one who needs it, because he is one sick son of a bitch. And quiet frankly, if someone cut his dick off I wouldn't care. Hell I wouldn't care is someone threw him off the side of a cliff with a rock tied to his foot into a river. Then...Then I would be happy. It would just make my day to watch him die that son of a bitch." With each of her words, a pain stinging through her voice as she broke her brothers glare looking over at the wall crossing her arms not even caring about his last statement about coming a whore. That didn't matter to her anymore, because quiet frankly, Carina already felt like a whore, all thanks to her brothers friend.