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[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

The past month had been a living hell for Kelsey. She had been through something that no girl in their entire life should have to deal with. She was raped, multiple times, and was used as a sex slave. All of this had been done by none other than Jack Riddle. She felt so used and violated. She thought that she would never escape that bloody vault. However, her father came to rescue her. She never felt so much love for him as she did when she saw that he had came for her. Together they left that vault and Kelsey's nightmare.

Kelsey knew that she needed to get checked out. She had been so abused and raped that there were bruises and gashes all over her body. It hurt her to breath and to even speak. Also, she was scared that she may have some sort of disease. Merlin knows how many women, or men, Jack has slept with. He could be a walking talking disease pool. She had told her father to take her to the hospital so she could get checked out.

Kelsey remembered the look on the nurses faces when she walked in. They had never seen anyone like this before. Sure they had seen people worst than her, but never that badly abused. It was like her whole body was one huge bruise. They had immediately rushed her into a room where she was treated and given medication for her pain. The bruises and cuts were so badly that magic could not even take away some of them. She had drank several kinds of potions and threw up a couple of times. After the doctors had done all they could, she was taken to a room where she could recover and rest.

Kelsey was still having nightmares. They had begun to be even worst since she was kidnapped. Though the doctors had gave her something to knock her out so she could rest, it didn't stop Jack's face from creeping into her mind. Kelsey awoke in a cold sweat, her heart racing. She still thought she was in the vault for a second but began to relax as she noticed that she was in the hospital. Kelsey sat up in the hospital bed and put her hand to her head. Her head was throbbing with pain from everything. She looked to her right and saw a glass of water. She grabbed the glass and took a drink, hoping that it would help relieve her headache. Kelsey put the glass back on the side table and got comfy. She knew that she would not be able to sleep any more. Kelsey gazed at her arms and noticed that they were a little better, but there were still some rather nasty bruises visible. She had to look away from her arms since the bruises were causing horrible memories to flood her brain. Kelsey was glad that she was out of that vault, even if she was stuck in a hospital.

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That meeting with his father-in-law seemed a life time ago. Even if it had only been maybe a day or two. Had it been two? James had no idea how much time had passed, all he could think about was hoping to find out that Kelsey was okay. Because if Robert failed to save her, he was going to do it himself. Robert had told him that he did not want his help because if she lost both of them, who would she have left? He had understood that and grudgingly stayed behind when the Headmaster left in search of his daughter. And Sirius waited and watched as the Headmaster left his office as did James, but they went separate ways from the door. Robert went where ever he was going to get his start on rescuing Kelsey and James went back to the grounds, numb as he possibly could be.

He had promised Kelsey he would not let something like that happen to her again, but the way they had been recently there was no telling that he would have been able to help at all. Neither one of them seemed to have much time to be together, with her being a horcrux and him with his being busy with head boy duties and quidditch and everything else he had to do in his last year of school preparing to get a job, and in his case he was hoping to be signed on to a Quidditch team professionally. They had not seen nearly enough of each other and it hurt for sure, but when they got together they did try and make the best of it. Now James was standing outside St. Mungo's working up the courage to go in.

Any normal husband would run right in to check on their wife, right? Well, James felt like he should be able to do so much more for his wife than he had been doing so far. He stood there, cigarette between his lips as he stared at the doors, trying to think of what he was going to do when he got inside. Robert had said that last time he saw his daughter they were giving her something to help her sleep. That she looked pretty beat up, and that most the wounds would not heal magically. James knew all about wounds that had to heal the muggle way, his knee had been messed up since he was fourteen and it always bothered him. But to know Kelsey would be in pain constantly until she healed was not going to make this easier on him or her.

His brain wandered to earlier, yesterday and all the past night. He had been drinking and smoking himself insane since he had the meeting with Robert. He could not calm down until he knew his wife was safe again. He had gone down to the room of requirement, which had turned into a room with a window he could blow his smoke out of, and a liquor cabinet that would make any alcoholic the happiest man in the world. One glass of whiskey, one glass of rum, another glass of whiskey, and a glass of scotch, followed by a little more rum and a little more whiskey. If he had not been so worried he would have been drunk out of his mind by now. Well, maybe he was, because now, in the present, he felt the throbbing of his knuckles and looked down at the giant bruise that was his hand, that he was pretty sure he had broken punching the stone wall over and over the previous night.

With his good hand he took the cigarette from his lips and blew the smoke out of his lungs, away from the hospital doors. What did she expect from him today? Had Robert explained why he had not come with him to rescue her? He had not said when he last contacted James. All James knew was that Robert found him this morning, seeming to know exactly where James would be somehow. He had taken the large glass bottle of whiskey with him, the second one, still full, down to the lake to drink himself stupid until someone stopped him. Until someone told him Kelsey was alright. And Robert had walked up to him as he laid down at the edge of the lake, his bad leg stretched out all the way, his good knee bent and his good hand still on the bottle, tipping it to his mouth every few seconds it seemed.

When James heard footsteps he turned his head slowly, and when he saw Robert he did not bother to try and hide the tears that had been leaking out of his eyes on and off all night. The stress of not knowing what was going to happen, if his wife would come home dead or alive, battered or completely okay had been hell for him. However long he had spent in the Room of Requirement drinking he did not know, but Robert told him what happened, and he lit up another cigarette as he told him. Thinking about it momentarily he was amazed he had any left at all. Things since last night that should have been blurry were crystal clear chiseled into his mind, something he would never forget. Him screaming at himself and the sky, punching the stone walls of the Room of Requirement until his hand was more numb than the rest of him and it was turning black and blue.

Now he brought himself back to the present once again, wondering what he was supposed to say to Kelsey or if he was supposed to say anything at all. He figured what was right would happen, he normally did the right thing around girls after all. So he finished the cigarette he had, taking the last couple drags and he walked up to the doors putting the cigarette in the ash tray before walking inside. Everyone inside was dressed in wizarding robes or healers clothes, James on the other hand was wearing a pair of torn up jeans and his his black hoodie with the Gryffindor emblem on it, the one he wore to cold Quidditch practices. He wandered through the halls, after asking a healer how to get to his wife's room and when he finally found it, he stood in the doorway. She was awake, and sitting up. She took a drink of water, she looked more weak than he had ever seen her. He held back the urge to do or say anything that might be stupid, and he waited in the doorway for her to see him.

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»Outfit: torn jeans and a black gryff hoodie.
»Notes: sorry it took so long, what do you thinkkk?
»Lyrics: If Today Was Your Last Day- Nickelback
»Credit: Flygirl @ Caution 2.0

[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

Kelsey felt as though her life would never be the same again. There was no way she could live through this and still be the same Kelsey. She didn't know who she was anymore. It was like she was caught between two worlds: One that went to the old her and one that went to a new her not yet discovered. She didn't know what path to take yet. Kelsey really hated making decisions for herself. She seemed to always make the bad ones. If only she hadn't gone to the Great Hall that day she wouldn't have been kidnapped. If only she hadn't walked in on her father and Adrienne having sex. There were many things that Kelsey could have done differently. However, it was done now, and there was no changing the past.

Every time Kelsey looked at her bruises she thought of how she got them. If asked to, she could easily point out where she had been whipped, stabbed, bitten, burned, scratched and pinched. When she arrived back in civilization she had found out that she was kidnapped for a month. A whole month. Within the first week Kelsey had lost track of the days and never thought it was that long. She had missed her own seventeenth birthday. Instead of being out with her friends and family, celebrating the day of her birth, she was being tortured and raped beyond her wildest imagination. Kelsey really wanted to know why this happened to her. She just wanted some sort of explanation.

Kelsey closed her eyes so she couldn't see her bruises anymore. Tears rolled down her face as she thought of everything once again. Her whole being was consumed with anger. She wanted to kill Jack more than ever for doing this to her. Kelsey gripped on the sides of the bed as she cried. The pain inside her was at times to much for her to handle. She was unaware of the other person in the room. Her eyes were still close shut since it was too hard for her to open them and cry.

Kelsey's thoughts began to shift to James. Oh how she missed him more than anything in life. Jack had told Kelsey on her first day of being kidnapped that he had killed her father and brother and that Bellatrix was killing James as they spoke. Kelsey had spent the whole month thinking that the love of her life was dead. Just before her father rescued her she was preparing to take her own life but luckily dear old Robert came just in time. It had been a huge relief to find out that James was still alive. Kelsey knew she wouldn't be able to live without him in her life. Her love for him was beyond anything Kelsey could ever imagine.

As Kelsey sat there, crying, the only person she wanted to come and tell her everything was alright was James. She had been away from him for so long that she was beginning to forget what he looked like and his scent was starting to fade from her memory. She wanted nothing more than to be wrapped in his strong arms once again. Kelsey wished that he was there with her right now. And just like magic, her wish was granted. Kelsey opened her eyes and looked around the room. Those two tear stained hazel orbs landed upon James and her whole face lit up.

"James!" Kelsey gasped a little above a whisper. She sat frozen in time as she looked at him. He looked more of a mess than she remembered. Kelsey wanted to be held in his arms. Without even thinking of her pain, Kelsey stood up from the bed and ran towards James. Her whole body screamed with pain but she didn't care. She embraced the love of her life in a loving hug as tears ran down her eyes. These tears were not tears of sorrow but tears of love and joy.

"I've missed you so much. I thought you were dead," Kelsey wept in between tears as she hugged James. She then leaned up and placed a kiss on his lips. This was a kiss full of passion and showing just how much she had missed him. However, the kiss was shortly as her side throbbed in pain from stretching it to kiss him. Kelsey broke the kiss and winced. She felt her whole body go weak and go limp into James' body.

"Can you bring me back to bed?" Kelsey said barely above a whisper. She continued to wince in pain as she stood there, leaned against James' body for support. She really hated her body now for ruining such a perfect moment between her and James.

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James watched quietly as she closed her eyes and cried again. She had no idea he was even in the room. Hopefully she was not mad that he had not come sooner. He just... he had to get himself to realize that this was really happening, and he had to get himself pulled together to go see her. She could not see him the way he had been the previous night and however many it had been before that. If there was a week that passed between now and when Robert told James his wife was kidnapped by a rapist, then he did not know. He had lost track of time, he had barley slept and he had drank a lot. More than he probably ever had. And right now he honestly could not remember the last time he ate, but he did not care. All he could think about was hoping she was okay, and hoping she would see him soon. He did not want to startle her, considering everything Robert told him.

Apparently Jack had told her that her family and he had either been killed or were being killed right when he first started to... rape her... Before he did anything else he made her think there was nothing else to live for. By the end of that, James understood why when Robert had told him Kelsey had been just about ready to take her own life when he showed up. He would have been too if he were being tortured and kept against his will thinking she were dead. When she took a break from crying she looked around the room, probably expecting to find it either empty or only occupied by herself and the healers. But she had the most brilliant smile when she saw him, she said his name, and it was only just a whisper. She was obviously too weak to say it any louder than that. He assumed she would not speak much above that for a good day or two until she was more on the road back to good health.

What surprised him was that she got up out of bed to do her best attempt at running at him, and she just about fell into his arms. He caught her with his good hand, and held her up with one strong arm. She looked up at him and said that she missed him and she thought he was dead. Then she leaned up to kiss him, and he bent down so she would not have to stretch so far, hopefully not hurting her any more than she already was. He kissed her back and the emotion that poured through that husband and wife was more than you could ever imagine. Anyone that saw them would know they were the perfect match forever and that nothing would change that. The two of them would never be separated again if James had any say in it. One thing was for sure, he was not leaving her bedside until she was out of the hospital and then he was going to do whatever he could for her, even if it meant shrugging off Quidditch or anything else that might be important to someone else. The only thing important to him right now was making sure she was okay.

After she kissed him she more or less collapsed into his body and then she looked weakly up to him and asked him to take her back to bed. Without thinking about it, he took his bad hand and used that arm to scoop her up under the knees, supporting her back with his god arm and he carried her back to the bed, a soft smile on his face. "I'm just happy you're alive." he said and he kissed her forehead as he set her down and tried to put his sleeve over his hand so she would not question it, but he winced as he stuck the hand as softly as he could into his pocket. She did not need any reason to worry about him and he knew she probably would. He was here for her right now, not the other way around. He probably wreaked of alcohol and cigarettes and definitely looked like he had not slept in a while. He smiled at her softly again as he pulled up a chair by her bedside, there was not really enough room for two on the hospital bed. "I love you so much." he said, taking his eyes off her for the first time since he had reached the room. "I missed you..." was all he could manage to choke out.

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»Outfit: torn jeans and a black gryff hoodie.
»Notes: sorry it took so long, what do you thinkkk?
»Lyrics: If Today Was Your Last Day- Nickelback
»Credit: Flygirl @ Caution 2.0

[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

Kelsey was so happy to be reunited with James once again. She didn't care that it felt like all of her bones were on fire. All that mattered was that she was finally with James once again. Kelsey couldn't help but smile through her obvious pain. Every time she was with him her heart just seemed to leap with pure joy and as he carried her her with his strong arms back to her bed, she felt as though the world was whole again.

Kelsey knew that James was worried about her. She could see it in his eyes. She knew that if he could he would have been there with her father, saving her. She was just glad that he was still alive and didn't do something stupid to himself. Better yet, she was glad that Jack didn't do something stupid to James. She would have died if he was really dead. He was the world to her and no one could ever replace that. He was her one true love and she knew he felt the same way about her.

"I am happy I am alive too. I really didn't think I was going to make it out of there," Kelsey said, her eyes filled with sorrow. She adjusted herself on the bed and winced slightly, hitting one of her bruises accidentally. She really hoped James didn't freak out by all the bruises she had. She didn't want him to worry too much about her anymore. She was going to be fine and good as new in a few weeks. However, she knew that James would worry and it was only natural. She had seen his hand but said nothing of it. She didn't really know how to bring it up to him without ruining their little moment.

"I love you and I really missed you too. I am fine now though. Everything is going to be okay. I am alive and there is nothing to worry about love," Kelsey said, trying to reassure herself more than James. She didn't want to seem all weak anymore and was trying to be brave. However, a huge part of her was still scared that Jack would come in there and take her away again. She felt a draft hit her body and caused her to shiver slightly. Kelsey grabbed the blankets and pulled them on her, wincing as she did so.

"Love, I know I shouldn't be talking, but you look terrible. You look as though you haven't slept in days and you look like you haven't eaten also. Do you want me to ask them to get you something?" Kelsey asked, worried for her husband. Her natural wife instincts were kicking in. She just wanted him to be happy and healthy. At the moment, he wasn't looking like either and it made her sad. Kelsey gazed down to his hands and noticed that he had tried to cover it up from her.

"I'll show you mine if you show me yours," Kelsey said simply as she took her hand from out of the covers to reveal her badly bruised hand. It had some burn marks on it and was like a blue purple combination. There was a rather bad cut on it and looked awful. "What did you do to your hand love?" Kelsey asked, wanting an answer. she wouldn't get angry at the answer, she just wanted to know. She hated to see him in pain like this, almost as badly as he hated to see her in pain also.

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Kelsey told him that she too was happy that she was alive. And that she thought perhaps she was not going to get out of there alive. He had thought the same thing when he realized how long she had been gone. And being told that he was to do nothing about the situation was even worse. How was he supposed to sit back and let some bastard injure and rape his wife, and wait for her daddy to fix it? It had driven him insane, he had not been sure how to handle the entire ordeal. He probably had not done a very good job, after all, right now he was in what should be an either drunken or hungover state the way he drank the past few nights at least. But as worried as he had been for his wife, that alcohol had hardly made a dent in the way he felt physically. Right now his eyes were bloodshot and had dark circles from his lack of sleep, but that was the least of his worries. He was going to stay up and make sure Kelsey was okay before he even thought of sleeping.

He took her back to the bed, and while he sat down and got comfortable in the chair, she got comfortable on the bed. He kept his hand in the pocket of the jacket assuming she wouldn't think anything of it. It was funny, she was the one telling him that everything was going to be okay. "Yes, I know it will all be okay. Last time I told you that though, I was wrong." he said, recalling the night in the class room when she first told him she had been raped. He had promised if he had anything to do with it, Jack would never touch her again. Apparently he could not make such a promise, which made him reluctant to say anything of the sort again. Robert had never specified what he had done to Jack anyway, so how could he even begin to know if Kelsey was safe? She shivered, and went to gather the blankets closer to him so he used his good hand to pull the covers up over her more. "If you need more covers, I'll go ask them to bring some, honey." he said softly, trying to help however he could.

Kelsey commented on how bad he looked at the moment. As though he had not known sleep or food in days, which was probably true. James had gotten close to sleep a couple of times, but he never let himself actually fall asleep, in case Robert had come back to tell him there was good news. The closest he had been to sleep was when he was laying in the grass by the lake when Robert had found him. Still swigging out of the bottle of whiskey, like he had been doing for... Was it days? James tried to remember, but it just wouldn't work. He did not even know what day it was now, let alone what day he found out about this whole ordeal. James shook his head no, and said, "I'm only worried about you. When you are completely taken care of, and getting better, then I will worry about myself. I'm fine for now." he said even though he knew it was not entirely true. He was kind of hungry, and very tired, and he could use both another drink and another cigarette very soon. If not the drink then the cigarette for sure. But no matter how badly he craved it, he had to hold off, he would not leave his wife again.

"I'll show you mine if you show me yours." his wife said, and she pulled her battered hand out from under the covers of the bed. It was both cut and bruised and burned. It looked almost dead, a bluish purple blend and he winced just looking at it. This was why he had not wanted her to notice. She did not need to worry about him, when she was in a great deal more pain than he was. His hand would stop bothering him in the next day or so, or week, but she was going to have these injuries for at least a couple weeks. "What did you do to your hand love?" she asked him but he knew it was not really a question, it was more of a request for an explanation. He sighed, and pulled his hand out of his pocket, looking at it for the first time for real since last night. It was black and blue at the knuckles and they top of it as well. His knuckles were scraped from where they hit the stone walls of the castle. "I need you." he started off his explanation. "And when I didn't know what was happening to you, and your father refused to allow me to come with him, I drank. I drank a lot. I don't even know if you or him could drink that much. And I punched the castle wall over and over for at least an hour. It will be fine though." he said, and he left it at that, cradling his hand with his good one and setting his hands in his lap.

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[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

Kelsey could see it in James' eyes that he felt that it was his fault that she was taken. She really hated that he would blame himself like that. there was nothing he could have done to prevent this from happening. Jack would have gotten her one way or another. If he would have stepped in the way of Jack taking her he may have died or something. Again, the thought of James dead made her whole body go numb. She didn't even want to think of that anymore but yet she couldn't stop.

"No one knew that this was going to happen. It was just one of those freak things. But please don't blame yourself. There was nothing you could do. He would have got me one way or another. Besides, it is my fault anyways. I was the one who insisted on taking a walk by myself. I should have let you come with me like you wanted to," Kelsey said to James, trying to ease his mind a bit. She remembered the day she was taken perfectly. She had just caught her father and Adrienne having sex and was livid. After she had punched her father in the face she went to the great hall, found James and just sat with him. Of course she wouldn't tell him what had happened so she just kept a fake smile on her face and drank some pumpkin juice which someone had put a potion in. Then, she began to feel a bit sick. Needing air, Kelsey had told James she was not feeling well. She refused to let him come with her and as she was alone walking, she passed out and the next thing she knew she was waking up with Jack's hand on her vagina.

"Oh no I am fine. If I get more cold I will just ask the nurse when she comes in to check on me. Besides, I really don't want you to leave me right now," Kelsey said in a soft voice with a small smile on her face. Kelsey loved this man so much. It made her feel all warm inside when he would call her things like honey and baby. The way he said her name also made her fill up with joy. During the first few days of her captivity, the only thing that would get her through the day would be the sound of James' voice that she would play over and over again in her mind. Eventually, that voice had faded away and that was when Kelsey had begun t break down and lose all hope for her life.

"Baby, that is very sweet but I think I would recover faster if I knew that you yourself were healthy as well. Please, eat something later and get some rest, for me?" Kelsey said in a sweet voice as her eyes pleaded that he listen to her. She really didn't want him to be sick because of her. She needed him strong and healthy so she could heal as well. It would just tear her up inside if her husband became ill because he was too busy worrying about her to take care of himself.

Kelsey watched as James took his hand out from hiding and showed her. It pained her to see the pain he was in worrying about her. She never wanted him to be in pain like this. Kelsey very carefully reached out and gently took his hand in her good hand, rubbing her thumb along it very softly. Though it caused her great pain, she leaned over and kissed his hand softly, hoping that her kiss would somehow cause it to feel better. "Maybe you should get it checked out. I'm sure when the healers come in later they can take a look at it and fix it. I really don't want to see you in pain," Kelsey said, her eyes moving to look into his. She wanted nothing more than to be in his arms once again. So, letting go of his hand, Kelsey moved over on the bed, making just enough space so he could come on.

"Want to lay down with me? The only thing I want right now is to be held in your arms again," Kelsey said softly. She hoped that he would climb on the bed with her and just hold her softly. Sure the bed was not made for two but they could fit. After all, it is not like there would be any space between them.

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Kelsey was doing her best to make sure that he knew it was not his fault. Telling him Jack would have gotten to her one way or another. Why did Jack want her in the first place? There were a million other girls in that school and he had to pick James wife? Well of course, because his life could be nothing but chaos after all, he was the son of Harry Potter was he not? She told him that she should have let him go on the walk with her and he vividly remembered them sitting at the tables in the Great Hall, and she seemed pretty steamed about something. He had not gotten her to say what yet, but she said she needed to go for a walk. That she would see him later or the following day sometime. Thinking back to that, it had really been the last time he saw his wife, and it had not felt like it had been that long. It really did seem like an eternity looking back on it though.

"I could have insisted I go. I should have." he said out loud, finishing the sentence in his head, and I didn't. And now look... The hardest thing James had ever had to do was go through the last couple days and wonder what was happening. Hoping she was okay and not being able to do anything about it. He was still kind of numb from all the drinking. He was amazed he was not drunk, but it had been an hour probably since his last drink. And he could not be hungover because he had never gone to sleep. If you don't fall asleep there can't be a hangover, right? Soon she interrupted his thoughts declining his offer to get her more blankets. She ended that little conversation with I don't really want you to leave right now. He knew what she meant, he did not want to leave her again either. He would probably eventually fall asleep in this chair by her bedside when she finally got some sleep again. He felt tired but would refuse to sleep until she got some sleep.

When he insisted that he was fine, and that he was worried about her and that he would take care of himself later, she continued to tell him that she would feel better and take better care of herself if she knew he was taking care of himself too. Apparently she did not want to see him looking in this bad of shape either, and truly he had no idea how bad he looked right now. He was sure it was something like hell in a hand basket, but he had not looked in a mirror in days probably. He had been drinking himself sober and what not. "Baby I'm fine. I'll eat later, I promise. But I'm not leaving here for a while." he told her and it was completely true. When she finally fell asleep, he might nap in the chair, and when her father or someone else got there, he might go out for a smoke because God knows he needed it right about now, but until one of those two things happened, he was not going anywhere.

When he explained what he had done to injure his hand, he sighed again as she took his bruised hand in her good one and ran her fingers over the bruises and cuts on his knuckles. She said that perhaps he should have the healers look at it when they came back later to check on her. She said she did not want him to be in pain either and he smiled at her from the chair he was in when she kissed the top of his hand gently. "It's fine baby. It's not the first time. I've been injured a lot worse." he said with a small smirk and then she gave him his hand back. She scooted herself over in the bed so that there was just barley enough room for two, and she offered him a spot. He got off the chair and laid down next to her, putting the arm with his good hand behind her head like an extra pillow and his injured on resting on her chest. He ran it across her face, gently as to not hurt either one of them, and then he rested it on her chest again. "I'm sorry..." he said softly. Now that he was laying down he was almost fighting to keep his eyes open. But if he closed them for too long, she might be gone again, and this could all be a dream...

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[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

Kelsey had made many mistakes in her life. Hell, there were probably more mistakes than there were good choices. However, there was one choice she made that she knew she would never regret and that was marrying James. She remembered when she first told her father and how mad he was. He was convinced that she had made the wrong choice. However, now, as James showed how much he really did care, she hoped that her father saw how much they really did love each other and were happy. As Kelsey began to think, Robert and James really did have a lot in common. They both loved to drink, they would both so anything for her, and they were both the most stubborn men of life. Guess the saying that a girl marries a man just like her father really is true. Hopefully, though, James wouldn't have the nasty cheating habit that her father has.

"I wouldn't have allowed you. You know how I can be. I am very stubborn, just like my father," Kelsey said with a slight smile on her face. Kelsey and Robert were very much alike also. She had inherited many traits from him. They were both stubborn, both loved to drink, both very short tempered, both willing to fight at any moment and sadly both have the cheating temptation. Kelsey would be lying if she ever said that she had not thought about cheating on James. Of course she would never do it, but they are just so separated all of the time that she is well, horny and has needs. However, the temptation quickly leaves as she knocks some sense into herself. Since it was obvious that both of her parents were cheaters, Kelsey feared that she may become that way also. She really didn't want to and would do whatever it took to avoid cheating on the love of her life.

"You better eat or I will force it down your throat. You are lucky that I don't want to be away from you right now or I would be forcing it down your throat at this moment," Kelsey said jokingly with a wicked smile on her face. She really wished that she wouldn't have been so sore at that moment. She had been away from James for so long that she just wanted to wrestle like they used to and have fun. Hell, even though she had had her fair share of sex for one life time, she still wished that they could do it once more. Sex with James was like an amazing adventure. Too bad she was still so bruised and torn in her vaginal area. Maybe when she was better. Kelsey just nodded in acceptance as James refused her help. She wasn't going to pester him on the subject any longer. It was his body and he could do what he wanted, even if she didn't like it.

Kelsey smiled widely as James climbed in bed with her. She cuddled up to him and put her head close to his chest as he put his hand on her chest. Having her husband right there with her put her at ease so much and helped make the pain go away. Sure it was still there but Kelsey was so happy that the happiness covered the pain. "You don't have anything to be sorry about, love," Kelsey said simply as she leaned over and placed a small kiss on his lips. Oh how she missed his lips so much. They were the most perfect set she had ever seen in her life. Kelsey broke the kiss and cuddled back into him, closing her eyes and smiling.

"I had a dream a couple of weeks ago that wasn't a nightmare. It was amazing. There was you and me and it was in the future. We were living in this quiet house in the country side. We were both sitting by the fire, cuddled up like this and then our two little children came running into the room. There was a little girl with my flaming red hair and a little boy who looked just like you. We were all so happy. I wish we could be that peaceful," Kelsey said with a sigh. It was always her dream to have a house near the country side away from everything. She really wished her life was as cal as that dream. And those children. Kelsey had fallen in love with them as soon as her eyes fell upon them in the dream. She wished the dream could be reality. However, sadly it could not.

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Once again, she was trying to make him feel better! Like he should put no part of this on himself, when he obviously found room to. She told him that she would not have allowed him because she was stubborn. Which he knew was true, but still it felt like he should have tried harder. Like he should have done something besides wait for her father to bring her home while he got wasted worrying about her! Because that was the only thing that her father had let him do was sit behind and worry. He knew the intentions behind it were good, but sitting around waiting was worse than looking for her and waiting. Waiting was something he never liked to do. When they got married, they did not wait. When they had sex... Well, then they never waited. James just was not a patient person and this had been one of the hardest things he had ever had to wait on.

James laughed when she said he was lucky she was not forcing food down his throat right now. He knew how much she cared about him, but he couldn't eat right now if he wanted to. He did not really want to get into it but he had drank so much that any food he ate would get one of two reactions. One, he would fall asleep for at least a day, or two, he would puke it back up because there was so much alcohol in his stomach right now. Which would not be a good solution either. He smiled at her and said, "Yes honey. I promise I will eat something, but I am going to wait until you fall asleep. I'm not leaving until then." With a soft smile on his face he wished he could do more for his wife, like he should always be able to do.

This whole ordeal is going to make it harder for him to not worry while she was away at school next year while he was working. Hopefully he would be doing professional Quidditch which meant lots of practices to keep him distracted, but he knew he would have to find a way to see her whenever he could. It would do him no good to worry all year round waiting for letters from her. How was he supposed to do this marriage thing with them being so far away all the time? Perhaps she could get away with visiting him just like Michael got away with leaving school to visit his son. Maybe being married gave you that option? After all, her father was Headmaster so she could convince him of anything, right? He could only hope for now.

She told him he had nothing to be sorry about, but he felt that to completely untrue. He felt like he owed her the world in apology for not being there for her when she needed it most. But he was here now and that was all he could do, right? He did not even respond to that statement, he had nothing left to say on the matter. he did not want to argue and he knew she would only try to push her view on to him, and so he would let her be happy and think what she wanted. After all, it was up to her, right? Everything was up to her. That was how a man was supposed to treat his wife, right? Give her the world and expect nothing in return. But he knew he got much more in return, she loved him and that was all he would ever ask for. That was all he could ever ask for.

When he squished his big body into the small hospital bed with her they kissed a little bit. He kissed her gently but passionately. Something they had not been able to do in quite a while. It was a great feeling to have again, to know that the last time he kissed her would not be the last. To know they still had a lifetime together was even better. She told him of a dream she had where they were living a life together in a home away from everything that could bother them. Little kids running around a fire going in the fireplace. He smiled back at her once again, and he could not help but imagine the scene she described. It would be so nice to be able to get that some day, wouldn't it? That was one thing he could give her.

"What if I told you we can have that life? It might not be soon, but all of this will end eventually. Eventually it will all be over and we won't have to worry any more. We can have kids, and the house you want. That's one thing I know I can do for you, Kelsey." he said softly in her ear as he cuddled next to her on the tiny bed. He hoped this would not be an empty promise as well, but it was something he knew they could find. Someday. Maybe not today, tomorrow, next week or next year. But someday...

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[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

As James told her that he would not leave her until she fell asleep, Kelsey felt a wave of happiness rush over her. She really didn't want James to leave her side unless forced. A month away from him was too much for her. She knew that she would keep herself awake as long as she could just so she could be with James. Kelsey was scared that if she closed her eyes she would wake up, he would be gone, and she would be back in the vault. She knew that this wasn't a dream but it felt like one. She thought that she would never escape that vault and yet here she was, free at last.

Kelsey felt her heart leap with joy. She would love to have that life she dreamed about. There was something so simple and calming about it that drew Kelsey towards the idea. Before she got married and just a little after, Kelsey had her mind set on not having children. She had never thought she could be responsible for another life when she couldn't have her own in order. However, being that vault made her realize something. What fun is life if she couldn't have the miracle of life? Kelsey wanted to have children in the future now. She wanted to experience the miracle of life and raise a little girl. She wanted to have the most adorable child who loved her and Kelsey would treat her like a princess. However, did James want this also?

"I would love to have that life, James. I know I may have said I didn't want children before but now I do. I want to have a child with you. A cute little girl with my hair and your amazing eyes. It would be perfect. Do you want children? I know I don't want one anytime soon but in the future?" Kelsey asked, looking up at him with hopeful eyes. Kelsey couldn't wait until she could start her life with James. She wanted to just be out of Hogwarts and escape to a new life with James. Sadly, she still had one more year to go. She knew that next year would be her hardest year. How would she be able to survive the whole year without James? She found it hard when she didn't see him for a whole day and now she was expect to not seem him for weeks at a time? It was almost barbaric in her eyes!

"I don't know what I am going to do without you next year. I wish I was graduating with you," Kelsey said, barely above a whisper as she cuddled in closer into James. She would need to figure out some way to survive school without him. Kelsey knew that she would be leaving every weekend to go see him. After all, Kelsey could easily go into her father's office and floo to see James. She had done it so many times to go home before that it was not hard. Robert really needed to start putting better security on his office. Kelsey's thoughts were disrupted when she saw a nurse walk into the room.

"Sorry to disturb you, Mrs., but it is time for your medication," The nurse said as she walked into the room with a disgusting dark green potion in her hand. As soon as Kelsey's eyes landed on the potion she knew that it would not be a pleasant one. Nodding, Kelsey painfully sat up, letting out slight sounds of pain as she used James for a support for her body. "Now, I must warn you that this potion may cause you to be sick, so I have taken the liberty to also bring you this," The nurse said, holding up a garbage can in the other hand. Kelsey took the potion and placed it on the nightstand next to her then took the garbage can before the nurse nodded and left.

"I swear this is about the millionth potion I have taken since I got here. They are all so nasty," Kelsey said to James with a small laugh. Kelsey placed the garbage can between her legs so that in case she did puke it would be right there. Luckily, the garbage can was small enough so that it was not taller than her sitting up. She then grabbed potion and drank it, placing the empty beaker back on the table. Kelsey sat there for a moment as nothing happened. Maybe she wouldn't puke after all. Then, suddenly it hit her. Kelsey felt her whole body shake slightly before she bent over the garbage can and began to puke. As she puked it sounded as though she was dying. She continued to vomit out the contents of her stomach until there was nothing left. Kelsey felt like all energy had been stolen from her. She grabbed a tissue from her nightstand and wiped her mouth before grabbing the glass of water and taking a drink. Kelsey placed the garbage can back on the floor before laying back in bed, holding her hands to her head.

"I hate you seeing me like this. You really shouldn't have to witness it," Kelsey said to James as she closed her eyes and felt tears fall from her eyes again. She didn't want James to see her in so much pain. She knew that it was killing him inside and she really didn't want him going on feeling like that. If she could, Kelsey would have hid her pain from him and pretended everything was alright. However, she knew James didn't want her to do that. All she wanted right now was for James to make the pain go away but she also knew that even though he did try, he would never be able to make it all go away. Having him there next to her would be the closest thing to making it go away as possible. Kelsey felt more and more tears fall from her eyes, causing her to sob. She felt her whole body hurt as she cried. These potions weren't doing anything for her. Weren't they suppose to make the pain go away? Well they were causing her more pain than making it leave. If it continued Kelsey would start refusing these potions since they were obviously doing nothing for her.

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James listened to his wife as she explained how she really did want that life. She had always said she never wanted kids (but James actually did and he knew someday she would change her mind he just did not expect it to be so soon) but now Kelsey said that someday she did want to have a baby. She described the little girl and he could not help but smile at her, that would be the most beautiful child ever, one that came from the two of them. He just nodded when she asked if he would like to have children someday in the future, which he knew meant a long time from now but that was okay with him. They had the rest of their lives together and they had plenty of time for children but in the earlier years in their marriage he wanted them to travel together and see things in the world before they were forced to settle down.

Especially if he did get a spot on a professional Quidditch team because he would play in tons of other countries and he wanted Kelsey to come with him, to be there at all of that. He was sure his father-in-law would let her go during the coming school year, right? Maybe, maybe not. He was sure the Headmaster was still very displeased with the way they had run off he was sure that their one mutual feeling of helping Kelsey would not bring the two of them that much closer together, no matter how much he wish it would. Not really for his own sake but for Kelsey's. After all he was pretty sure she wanted the two to get along, right? But so far that had been something that really could not happen. James was going to make an effort to make Robert LeBlanc like him and only because he wanted to make his wife happy.

Kelsey took the words right out of his mouth when she said she did not know how she was going to make it the entire school year without him there. He smiled at her again, kissing her cheek. She was so damn cute but looking at her all sickly looking was killing him. But it was still such a relief that she was even alive that he would not leave this bed. Because the moment that he did, it might not be real anymore. Finally thinking of something to say in response to her, he whispered in her ear, "I'm not going to be far. If you need me I'll be with you in an instant. Trust me. We will find a way for you to get a hold of me faster than an owl, okay?" He remembered all the ways he had read and seen to get a hold of people before. The fake Galleons that the members of Dumbledore's Army used and the mirror's that his grandfather and Sirius Black had used when they were in school. He could enchant something like that so they would be able to be talk to each other whenever they needed to.

Soon after he said this to her, a nurse came in to check on her and bring her a potion. To James dismay the potion came a long with a hand trash can for her to puke in. Were these people stupid? If she puked right after taking a potion the potion wouldn't get into her system long enough to work. No wonder she was still in so much pain! He would have to do something about this. When he watched her set her trash can up between her legs and then finally take the beaker full of disgusting potion. And only seconds after she took it her body started shaking violently and James could only put a hand on her back as she puked everything that might have been in her stomach up. Which was not good for her, because she had probably eaten hardly anything the entire time she was gone. It really killed him to see her this sick. He did not know what he could do for her.

When she leaned back and said she wished he had not had to see that, he stayed quiet to see if she had anything further to say. When she remained silent and tired he said, "Don't apologize. And maybe one of the potions my mum or Grand-mum gives me will be better on your stomach. They never give you anything that helps here. Trust me I've spent some time in here as well in the past. I have a tendency to be kind of stupid, remember?" He said this with a smirk on his face, trying to lift her spirits but he was being totally honest. After all, he had spent time here when he was young because of a dragon bite because for some reason playing with the dragons while visiting his Uncle Charlie seemed like a good idea. The other two times was two out of the many times he re-injured his right knee. (One injury of which was due to the fact that he often uses himself as the target for practices with his beaters since he has been captain.)

"But if you want me to, I'll ask my mum or Grand-mum to make you one that is not quite so disgusting. It might not heal everything but you wont hurt so much. At least usually you feel a bit better because it actually stays in your stomach long enough to work. Ya know?" he asked her as he ran his fingers through her hair, wishing she was feeling better right now.

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[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

Kelsey was happy that James also wanted to have children. It made her become very excited for the future ahead. She could imagine them having family meals and going on vacations and being happy. Kelsey knew that she would love her children more than anything and try to give them a better life that what she had. Hell, she didn't want her children to have remotely anything close to her childhood, except for her two loving parents. Kelsey was kind of excited to have children. She was now, of course, too young to have any but it would be a new adventure for when she was older.

Kelsey couldn't help but smile as James kissed her cheek. His sweet touch was all she needed to feel good for the day. Kelsey moved in even more close to him, her head in the crevice of his neck. She loved him, she really did. It still astonished her how they went from being best friends who never thought about each other in a romantic way to being husband and wife. James was her best friend still, but now he was way more. At least now she got to have wild and crazy sex with him. Oh how could loved the sex. It was what got her all fired up and made her forget about everything. Kelsey was counting down the days until summer where they could just lay in bed and make love the entire day. They were the days that she looked forward to.

"Okay. I am just worried. What if you get a Quidditch job, and you travel all over the world and then you meet some pretty groupie who is prettier than me, smarter than me, funner than me and she is right there. Then you go off with her and have wild and crazy sex and leave me for her! I keep thinking something terrible like that is going to happen. Its not that I don't trust you, I do, I just can't help it," Kelsey said in a quiet voice, revealing her insecurities to James. Ever since they had gotten married that thought had been in the back of her mind. James was very attractive and there were a lot of girls who wanted him. What if temptation gave in one night. Kelsey knew that she feared that James would cheat on her because of everything she had witnessed with her parents. She had never seen a healthy relationship and feared that all of them were like that. Both her parents cheated on each other and she didn't want her and James to be like that. She would do all she could to prevent it from happening.

"Oh I am pretty aware that you do some rather stupid things. I mean, how many times have I been to visit you in the hospital wing since my first year? Let's see... About 50 some. I should probably rent a room here for the both of us because I have a feeling we are both going to be here quite often during the rest of our lives," Kelsey said with a smile, laughing a bit. It was true though. The both of them were an accident waiting to happen. They were always getting into trouble and getting hurt. However, the recklessness is what Kelsey loved about James the most. She loved the danger feeling she got, even though she did worry about him at times.

"Sure I would love that. I really do hate puking. I hate all of this. But maybe when I am better we can go visit your mom and grandmother? You know I have yet to meet them and we have been married for like what 6 months now? Though i do not remember if you have met my mother either. Have you?" Kelsey asked, wondering if he had. Kelsey knew that her mother probably wanted to meet him. It had just been so hard to get them all in the same room without them fighting or making a scene. She wanted everyone to get along and love each other, which she doubt would happen anytime soon. Especially since she did elope.

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Kelsey explained her fears about him having a Quidditch job and he couldn't help but smile and let out a small soft laugh. It was adorable that she was so scared to lose him because he felt the same way about her. Obviously neither one would ever cheat on the other, but the fact that she expressed this thought made him wonder if she really did think he would do something like that. Because she should know that was far off, he would never be with anyone but her, he never wanted to be with anyone but her. He ran his broken hand across her face once again, resting it at her chin and her neck, and just looked right into her eyes. He knew that if he looked her right in the eyes and said what he was going to say, she would have no way to even doubt him a little.

"Kelsey." James said softly, smiling at her. "No one will or could try to get between us. I won't let it happen. I love you. Not some crazy fan I might have in the future. Yes, I would be traveling, but who says you won't be able to do a lot of the traveling with me?" James had been hoping he would be able to find a way to make it so during the school year next year, that if he got the Quidditch job he wanted so badly he would find a way that she could be there for most of the matches and what not. "You know the only one I want to have wild and crazy sex with is you baby. And I think with as much of it as we will probably have over the summer, I will be able to go a month or so waiting for you. No one would be as good of a partner as you."

All of that was true, except the be able to go a month or so waiting part. He knew he would end up coming for a surprise visit to Hogwarts if she could not leave the school and that they would wind up in the Room of Requirement or in an old abandoned class room, just like they so often did this school year. There was only about a month and a half left to this school term anyway, so James had to hope that he got a job offer before the end of the year (which he was pretty sure he would) and finish his NEWTs to graduate school. Which was ridiculous that he still had to take that test to get a professional Quidditch job, but hey whatever they wanted for him to finish. James was hoping Kelsey would be better and back at school before then, other wise he would be doing all his studying here, because he would leave her as little as possible.

Kelsey said she was quite aware of his stupid actions and he laughed harder than before, a real hardy laugh this time. She said perhaps she should rent a room here for the two of them because they would probably be spending a lot of time there in the future. At that comment he could not think of what to say right away, because it was so perfectly true between the two of them they would probably see a lot more of St. Mungo's. He alone had probably seen more of it than some people ever do in their life. Why did he do so many stupid things? James was just a bit of a reckless person, and he knew it was not smart of him, but what was life without a little risk here and there? Or everywhere? "Perhaps we should look into just buying this room? I like this room. It's big, has a window that I can sneak a smoke out of when there are no nurses around, and room that we can move a bigger bed in here so that we can share it and not be squished because I'm so big." he joked along with her.

When he offered to get his mum or grand-mum to make a different potion for her, she was ready to take him up on that offer. Anything that might agree with her stomach better. After all, his family had plenty of recipes for potions that would help you heal faster, most of which his grand-mum had found or created after James was born because he was always getting into something from the time he was a toddler. Then she asked if maybe he could bring her home to meet his mother and grandmother when she was healed. He frowned now. How had he not found time to do this already? He thought about it momentarily and said, "Yes of course. Before we move and get our own place. Which we should start looking into doing as soon as you are feeling better. I want to move in right at the beginning of summer." he announced with a smile on his face, hoping she agreed with him on that.

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