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Post by zambini on Feb 2, 2010 2:52:30 GMT -5
A horrible feeling Michella sighed as she wandered the streets, looking for Charlie's house. She had no intentions in mind other than to say sorry and try and get him to forgive here. Upon his house entering her vision line she felt a sudden urge to just go and not bother with this. She was scared he hated her after what had happened. She chewed on her lips when at the door, her hand hovering and her wondering what was going to happen. Then without realising what she'd done, her hand knocked on his door. She facepalmed herself, annoyed and frightened. The door opened.
"Hey, Charlie. Can I um, can I come ... in?" She blushed. She hoped now he said yes, then she could apologize.
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Post by charlie on Feb 2, 2010 3:12:59 GMT -5
It was a dark and cold night when Charlie headed home for Christmas holiday.He was excited about seeing the girl he loved and wanted to marry one day.He walked in and sighed as his father sat and waited with the always present glass of scotch in his hand " ah ..i see you're drinking as always .. "Charlie said softly and walked to his room and got changed and showered to get ready and see Isobel ,the woman of his dreams.
As he walked downstairs ,he heard screams from the basement and ran down there,only to find a living nightmare."dad .. what the hell are you doing ..let her go ..let Isobel go please " he begged only to be bound in chains as he tried to kneel closer to his loved one . he heard beg for forgiveness and say her words of love for him ..
He heard his fathers cold laugh and voice"Son .. you see what happens when you fall for useless whores ..they die and so does their bastard children as well " Charlie's tears fell as he tried to free himself of the chains but he left his wand upstairs and so he struggled and tried to rip his hands out of the tight chains as he watch his loved one be tortured by the man he hated more than anything in the world."No Isobel .. please father .. i beg you .. kill me instead .. please don't " but it was too late for his pleas to work ,he watched the life fade out of her eyes and her body become still Charlie snapped out of that awful that plagued him every night ,no one knew he had engaged himself to Isobel and that she was pregnant with his child but his father found out somehow and took his one good thing away.
He heard a noise outside and sighed heavily before letting the house-elf let his visitor inside the house .Ah the young master is inside .. come miss .. come hurry .. " the house-elf always was a worry wart when it came to his young master and sometimes with a good reason.Charlie straightened his shirt and saw the young lady he had bedded a few nights ago."hey Michella .. whats up ? i don't think you're boyfriend would be too happy about you being here " he said softly and felt a bit betrayed that he had been fooled by her ,to think she was single and available
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Post by zambini on Feb 6, 2010 7:56:55 GMT -5
She couldn't remember anything. All she remembered was entering the club, then waking up in some guy's bed. She felt like a slut, and incredibly dirty, even though this was the first time it had happened to her before. She kept her head down, she wouldn't be able to even look at him.
"He doesn't know I'm here. He ... doesn't know a- about ..." her voice tailed off. Michella couldn't bring herself to say it. She couldn't, and wouldn't. Transparent sparkling ears fell from her eyes.
"I'm so sorry," she whispered, "I was drunk as anything."
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Post by charlie on Feb 10, 2010 1:36:02 GMT -5
"If he doesn't know .. then why bother coming here? i did something i swore i would never do .. i slept with a girl who already had a boyfriend ..you know you could have mentioned that before i took you here ..." Charlie felt himself grow angrier and angrier as she spoke and told him that her boyfriend didn't know ..she was going to keep it a secret from the boy ...oh well wasn't that nice of her.
"what do you want michella .. tell me how he was way better? you wanna break me down , tell me i was worthless ? how bout you come and tell me ...im a worthless piece of shit that will never be loved ?"he yelled slightly..it was official now , Charlie Evan masters had finally snapped , after years of torment from his father ,he finally snaps but its due to a schoolgirl..
"Michella its fine .. i know I'm not worth anything more than one night ..so don't apologize .. I'm still gonna be fine on my own ..you should probably leave before i do something ill regret " he tried to stay calm and reach for her throat and grab it , knowing that if he did he would be the same as the monster who fathered him.
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Post by zambini on Feb 10, 2010 2:53:46 GMT -5
"If he doesn't know .. then why bother coming here? i did something i swore i would never do .. i slept with a girl who already had a boyfriend ..you know you could have mentioned that before i took you here ..."
Michella whipped her head up, the tear flow stopping. "Oh right, you want to know why I never told you? When I got to that fucking club I was already drunk Charlie! When I drunk that Firewhiskey I got so drunk I forgot everything 'cept for who I was!"
Then what he said next really annoyed her. How did he get to that conclusion?
"No, Charlie because I haven't slept with him so how am I supposed to know! And do you know what if I had sex with him right now he probably wouldn't be better than you! You were good! So good even though I was really drunk I remembered your name! Even after I had the worst hangover ever I remembered it! So what does that tell you?!" she screamed at him. "And you're NOT a worthless piece of shit! Do you know what, I know what you want me to say and you're right, I'm the fugly piece of shit in this! You never deserved what I put you through!" Fury was showing by building in her eyes. She gave him an icy glare.
"God, get this through your skull!" she hissed, walking closer to him and shaking his shoulders. [/b]"You are so much more than one night! In fact I ..."[/b] She stopped, dropping her arms. "Forget it. And what, you gonna kill me?! COME ON THEN! COME ON! IF THATS WHAT YOU THINK I DESERVE THEN COME ON CHARLIE!"
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Post by charlie on Feb 10, 2010 3:11:45 GMT -5
Her angry yelling and sincere pain showed in her eyes and Charlie couldn't take it.he couldn't ...somehow he wasn't that cold yet but he was becoming colder with each day."you know damn well that you're not fugly ..or worthless or a piece of shit ..you're a beautiful girl .. and i don't hate you .. i cant for any reason ..I'm just fucking angry right now michella .. I did what my father would have done .. i took you're innocence and had you cheat on your boyfriend.. i am worthless ..i am his son "he said with tears in his eyes as he saw the resemblance between him and the monster who ruined his life and so many others lives ..
"you know nothing of how i am .. be lucky that you don't have to wake up to me every day .. that you have him already .. don't tell him ...if you want to keep him ..that is " he was starting to clam down more just for her sake , mad as hell he was but he didn't want to hurt her."just go michella .. before something happens... i don't blame you ..I'm the oldest and i should have known better than to bring you home when you were so drunk .."
he knew that he wasn't going to be as okay as he lied and told others but he couldn't break down in front of someone like her or his friends.He was in need of a serious drink now ,his emotions felt like tornadoes twisting his insides until he one day cracked into a million pieces.
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Post by zambini on Feb 11, 2010 8:41:06 GMT -5
Michella sighed. "Charlie, I bet your father intended to do what he did, right? You didn't. You didn't know about Cole. I didn't tell you. It's my fault." She stared straight at him, her eyes hard and determined. Determined to make him happy. She hated it when people were unhappy, espesically people she cared about.
Especially Charlie.
"T-that's the thing. I ... I don't know if I want to keep him. Because in truth I ... I want yo-you both." the younger mumbled, Her cheeks going a very crimson colour and looking down at the carpet.
When he spoke again, "just go michella .. before something happens... i don't blame you ..I'm the oldest and i should have known better than to bring you home when you were so drunk .."
Michella stopped, looking at him. Slowly she slid her arms around him, pulling him into a hug. She was almost crying when she said, "Charlie, I don't know what to do."
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Post by charlie on Feb 17, 2010 7:36:19 GMT -5
"it doesn't matter Michella .. no matter how hard i try to be good ,i never am .. my father is the one who made me who i am today .. I'm not good for anyone .. you shouldn't want me ..it will only end with pain "he said sadly before kissing her forehead gently.he couldn't bring himself to harm her more than he had already.
"stay with him , be happy with him Michella ... i only end up bringing pain on the ones i love .. I'm a disappointment ,a tragedy of a shell. i am barely alive... i lost too much to be optimistic anymore"he said softly and looked at her, part of his mask was crumbling and you could see a glimmer of the weak ,broken boy that was Charlie Evan masters.
"you don't want me Michella ... I'm the biggest let down you'll ever have ..pain is the only thing i bring to a relationship..i might as well become asexual "he joked sadly and looked down.He didn't want another Isobel incident , he didn't want to lose love again.
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Post by zambini on Feb 24, 2010 10:20:46 GMT -5
Sighing at his words, "stay with him , be happy with him Michella ... i only end up bringing pain on the ones i love .. I'm a disappointment ,a tragedy of a shell. i am barely alive... i lost too much to be optimistic anymore"She said,
"Kay so I lied. Again. Cole broke up with me when I told him." She looked at him, full of longing for him. "I wanted to see what happened. If you tried to kiss me, or protected me." She hugged him tightly towards her, her body accidenly in a different angle, making it feel as though she was pressing her body against his. Realising this, she backed off, apoligised, and sighed at his next allogated 'speech'.
"you don't want me Michella ... I'm the biggest let down you'll ever have ..pain is the only thing i bring to a relationship..i might as well become asexual "
"Oh shut up Charlie!" she muttered lightly. "I know you won't . I'd be the letdown." she said gently. There was a pause. They were so close, she could feel the heat radiating off his body. Without realising it, Michella was leaning in until their lips were touching gently. Realisation hit. She lept off. "I-I'm sorry! Y-you probably have s-someone else! Ohmigosh!" She said. The Ohmigosh was because it was - in truth - brilliant.
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Post by charlie on Feb 24, 2010 10:32:28 GMT -5
"Michella .. i mean it I'm the one to blame .. i should know better than to take girls your age home when they are drunk .. please forgive me but i don't want to hurt you " he sighed softly and caressed her cheeks.she wanted him to kiss her ,to protect her? how could he protect anyone from the monster that he knew as father.he wished he could be that man that she needed and wanted but he was Charlie , the weak one.
He was a bit surprised that she just told him to shut up and said she would be the let down.he knew she wouldn't be the letdown , hell he was the one who failed at keeping people he loved safe ,his brother and his beloved Isobel and their unborn child.He felt her close to him and their lips was almost meeting now."ah I'm sorry Michella ..i don't have anyone else that I'm with .. just girls who want me in bed " he said softly " don't you see thats all i will ever be .. " he bit his bottom-lips a bit roughly
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Post by zambini on Feb 24, 2010 11:02:24 GMT -5
"You are so much more!" she sighed, kissing his lips a little harder. She had her hands on his waist. She stopped.
"Sorry. I keep doing that its just ... I like you. I keep ruining everything. I'll just go." She whispered, turning around. With hope. She wanted him to turn her around and to kiss her sweetly.
She just wasnt sure.
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Post by charlie on Feb 24, 2010 11:34:24 GMT -5
He felt so bad for making her so sad.He licked his bottom-lip a bit and sighed softly and looked at her."I'm sorry but you think too highly of me ...i appreciate that but you need someone stabile .. i don't want to hurt you but I'm not the guy to be with"he said softly and quite stubbornly and caressed her cheeks a bit.he kissed her forehead and looked into her eyes."ah this is so hard ...i don't want to hurt anyone but you'd have it better with someone your age ..someone who isn't as damaged as me ... please understand michella ..its not your fault "
He looked at him and sighed softly."ah you don't have to go ..we can be friends if you want "
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Post by zambini on Mar 5, 2010 15:42:16 GMT -5
I cant think of anything to end this thread : So it's over. Sozz.
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