Wondering what to do now? ~OPEN~

[babygirl]

Alexis was walking around not noticing where she was going when she noticed a picture of three drunk men walking into a picture of a bunch of women who were now trying to get away from them. But the men always had at least one woman between the three of them and tried to kiss her at the same time. Alexis couldn't help but laugh at them, till she finally noticed the women were actually defenseless. But she still couldn't help but laughing at the fact that it was funny. There was always at least one woman that was caught so she couldn't help but laugh.

Alexis then sat down under the picture and went into a deep thought about her new baby sister that her grandparents had told her about. She wanted so badly to see her, but knew that she wouldn't be able to see her until she got older and was able to defend herself. She sighed, Why did things have to go so wrong? she didn't know what to do anymore. She missed her mother so much, but she knew that there was more out there for her to do on her own. Her family is scared of her now, she killed her dog a couple days before she had returned to school durning winter vacation. She felt horrible, "I need someone to help me. I'm so messed up in the head." she mumbled to herself.

Alexis sighed again, and then decided she woiuld sit here untill someone stopped to talk to her. Then she started think about the last vision she saw. Her mother slinking back into the darkness after telling her, "I know you will join them and you will kill so many muggles." Alexis shived and then screamed and passed out.

[petra]

Petra walked around the school looking for anything to do. She was bored of being a good girl while her dad was out having fun in the DE. She wanted some fun too but for now she had to go to school and pretend to be her old self. She had to be sweet and smart though acting smart isn’t hard but acting sweet is going to be.

She walked down the busy hallways trying to find a quiet place since she wasn’t in the mood to deal with people. She wasn’t in a horrible mood she just wasn’t in a talking mood. She had things to worry about other then talking to people who felt compel to talk to her. Why couldn’t they get the hint that Slytherin don’t talk to Gryffindor. Well she didn’t anymore talk to them anymore. After the death of her brother she didn’t have a reason to be nice to that house anymore and she rather not talk to his friends. It will make her remind her of him and she didn’t want to.

She yet again lost someone she cared deeply for and she couldn’t cry. She didn’t know if she had anymore tears left and if she did, she couldn’t. Why? Well she didn’t know and she didn’t want to think about it anymore. She had other things to worry about and her brother’s death wasn’t one. Her friends wanted to know why she wasn't grieving or shut in her room. She was use to it and they said she shouldn’t be but she was. Her parents died in front of her eyes and now Asher died. What could she do? Crying wasn’t going to make it better.

She finally made it to the 6th floor and saw Alexis sitting on the floor. She didn’t know her per say but she knew who was everyone was since she lived on gossip and such. . She sat beside her. “Hi Alexis.” She said sweetly.

[babygirl]

Alexis looked at Petra who had just sat beside her. Since when does a Slytherin talk to a Ravenclaw she thought. But instead of coming back with a smart response she asked her, "How do you know my name?" Alexis thought about what she had down and wanted to know why she wasn't put in Slytherin instead, she wasn't smart, but she killed her brother. her parents didn't want her around. "Their to afraid for Kimberly's life afraid I'll kill that one as well. Well that only depends on weather or not she is full or if they were cheating an each other again. They always manage to do it at the same time so that what happened to Jared to happen again. But I was so young why couldn't they just blame it on something else, no I was a witch and they couldn't hide it any longer. They just let me become this being of hate and death." she said loud enough for Petra to hear her.

Than she remembered something Kimberly would be a year old in a month and then she might be able to see her because it was her birthday. O why wasn't I born a muggle? Why did I have to be a witch who fell in love with death at the age of three? she asked herself. not knowing what the answer would be. She sighed but smiled she forgot about her Slytherin friend beside her. She didn't know what else to do now that she just muttered about her biggest secret while sitting next to Petra but she did and now it would get out. But Alexis didn't care. She liked the thought that everyone would now know. It would get back to the reforming death eaters, and they would think of her as someone who was able to bring them back to the glory days.