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Post by emme on Dec 17, 2009 13:55:12 GMT -5
_________________________________________ [/color][/size][/b][/font] Today seemed like it would be a good day to the young fifteen year old Dolohov girl. Carina and a group of her friends had decided to go down to Honeydukes for a bit of sweets to help one of their friends get over a bad breakup that she had went threw. Carina on the other hand didn't like dealing with emotional girls after breakups, even if it was one of her best friends. She would have much rather just stayed at school, or even went to the Room of Requirements and danced. Yes a weird hobby dancing is, but she loved it.
Wrapping her scarf around her neck the girl walked down to Hogsmede with the other four girls. Listening closely as they all attempted to make the younger girl in the group laugh over the silly breakup. In Carina's opinion her friend set herself up for getting dumped when she started dating a seventh year, while only being in her fourth. That was just down right stupid to Carina. Shaking her head she stayed rather quiet as they walked threw the snow covered streets and up to the door of Honeydukes. Being the last person in the group, which was a shocker to her because she was normally the one in the front of the group, she walked threw the door feeling the warm air hit her pale face.
Smiling as the smells of chocolate and other candies filling her nose she broke past the other girls, not really caring anymore. She had her on thoughts at the moment. Most of them happening to be on the subject of Jake blackwell a guy she had a crush on for years and a very dear friend... Her now boyfriend, somethign she was overwhelmed about, but somethign just wasn't right...Was Cariana living up to that Dolohov name, or was she creating one of her on...She didnt know.
Sighing slightly she walked up to the counter getting a over sized lollipop and walking over to the table in the far corner as her friends continued looking around. With a smile on her face she sat there licking the large rain bowed lollipop waiting for something to happen.
tags:: open! words:: 387 w/out cods outfit:: click But her hair is slightly curled, and pinned to the side notes:: none
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Post by petra on Jan 23, 2010 13:59:06 GMT -5
Petra walk down Hosgmede enjoying a beautiful day. The birds were singing and people were laughing. It was the perfect day but she need to be focus. She was still in the middle of trying to make her heart recover from the break up with Trevent. He was getting married and she couldn’t do anything about it and that made her feel more miserable. She did however was starting to like Marcus Harding. He was a sweet guy though rumors where flying around about him but there were stupid and none of them made sense.
She did now ever was relieved when they broke. She didn’t have to being worrying about covering her ever move from Trevent. She was a DE member now and his parents were going to tell him about her being more involved then Trevent wanted her to be. She couldn’t help that her family was the leader of the DE and she was proud of being apart of the Riddle’s. She just need to get her orders from Bellatrix and she will go in do them. She did plan to be a DA member and be a spy but she just need Jack’s and Bellatrix approval. Then one day when the battle is taking place she will have to fight against Trevent and she didn’t really want to since she will still love him but in a different way, she hoped.
She stop in front of Honeydukes and saw her very best friend, Carina licking a lollipop. She went in and took a bite of the lollipop leaving a huge missing piece. “Hi Carina.” She said while chewing on the lollipop.
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Post by emme on Jan 24, 2010 18:59:05 GMT -5
Where were her thoughts at the moment. Where had they all ran off too, Jake. Carina found herself thinking about him on a regular basis actually. Hell why wouldn't she. She was in a great relationship, at the moment at least. She was happy, and Jake was a great guy, to her at least. He was sweet, charming...
Crunch.... [/i] Carina found her thoughts cut short at the sound of her lollipop getting chewed into. Right as she was about to yell at whoever did it her best friend spoke and a bright grin came to her face. "Petra!" she said happily looking at the big chunk out of her lollipop missing. "You ate my lollipop." Oh that incident didn't do nothing but bring back a memory that just made her blood boil. It was probably, years ago, she was at her house, and the Lott's were over for dinner. The young, six year old, Carina had been sitting outside under the gazebo eating yet again an over sized lollipop (they have been her favorite since she was toddler), when non other than Kevin Lott came up beside her taking her lollipop, and eating a giant chunk out of it before handing it back to her. She remembered hitting the little boy, pinning him to the ground and taking her lollipop back only to lick it and put it in his hair before running over laughing.. Just the thought of that made Carina laugh for no apparent reason sitting there now in the candy shop. Shaking her head and remembering that she needed to snap back into reality she smiled at her friend. "Hey! how have you been Petra!" she asked still smiling at her old memory.[/blockquote][/size]
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Post by petra on Feb 1, 2010 18:40:55 GMT -5
“Yes I did” Petra said smiling at her friend. She could tell that her best friend was in a different world and she took the opportunity of taking another bite of the lollipop She look up when she heard Carina talking to her again. “I’ve been good,” She smiled back at her friend. “Me and Trevent broke up and later that night I decided to have a fling with Drakon. I’m not miserable at all. I’m happy.” She said. “Is it wrong to be happy?” She ask her friend.
She haven’t even cried for crying out loud since the day they broke up. She normally be crying and being in her room eating junk food and watching romance movies. “Do you remember the night I broke up with Brandon. You had to come to my room since my roommates thought that I died.” She said laughing at the memory. “Why do I have to be such a girl and cry over him like that> Man, I’m pathetic.” She said laughing.
She look all around the candy store. She really wanted to buy some candy and get on a sugar high. The last time she ate to much candy she nearly destroy the common room. Which was funny but she got in a lot of trouble.
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Post by emme on Feb 14, 2010 18:55:51 GMT -5
Carina had been in a completely different world, she had been for a very long time now. Every since the Valentines Day carnival, well more like that night. Her whole life changed, for the better or for the worse Carina hadn’t figured out yet. How was she supposed to know? She slept with her worst enemy, and enjoyed every second of it. What the hell was wrong with her? She didn’t know and she didn’t want to find out. Right then she heard the crunching noise again and snapped back into reality and gave her friend an evil look. “Stop that Petra!” She said with a smile taking her lollipop back and licking it again before listening to her best friend speaks.
So she wasn’t the only one getting busy lately apparently. With a smile she nodded. “I know how you feeling. You can’t tell anyone, especially Jake, I kind of slept with Kevin the night of the Valentines Day carnival.” She mumbled out not wanting to meet her friend’s eyes. “And… I think I actually enjoyed it.” Ok so that was an understatement, she did enjoy it. She enjoyed Kevin, hell no that isn’t right she hates Kevin…Right? She didn’t know anything anymore. Frowning she moved her face to face Petra and smiled slightly, this was going to be interesting.
Carina knew though that she couldn' t let Petra tell Jake, because there was one reason why. At this moment in time, and for the past two months, Carina was damn sure that she actually might be in love with Jake, ever since that day in the common room where a simple kiss led to them dating, and then him getting her in bed, it was all crazy, but Carina was sure that Jake Blackwell was probably her first love... So with a frown on her face she just took a lick of her lollipop...
Her friend didn’t stop speaking though, she started calling herself pathetic and Carina just shook her head. “It wasn’t pathetic, you liked Brandon, its normal to cry over a break up, trust me, even though I am normally thee one doing the breaking up, not the one on the receiving end, so truthfully… I don’t know what is normal.” The girl just laughed and took a bite of her lollipop looking up at Petra with a small smile.
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Post by petra on Feb 14, 2010 19:38:17 GMT -5
“You didn’t.” Petra said in disbelief. “Jake is so cute and handsome. And I thought you hated Kevin though hatred is passion love.” She said thinking. “Was it good.” She said hinting to Kevin. “Was it better then being with Jake?” She ask. “and I won’t tell Jake though you shouldn’t hurt him like this. He really is a nice guy.” She picked up some candy. “but we’re still young so why not have some fun before we get married. We should have some passion and danger to our dull and passionless lives. Don’t you agree?” She said joking though she wanted to take her own advice and do something dangerous.
“Why couldn’t I be the one to break up with someone instead the other way around?” She ask her friend with dismay. “You’re too hot for you own good.” She glared at her friend playfully. “So tell me about Kevin because all I know about him is that he put a lollipop in your hair when you were little.” She said laughing. “and when I meet this Kevin remind me to tell him nice.” She joked and grabbed a lollipop.
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Post by emme on Feb 14, 2010 19:53:25 GMT -5
"Idid. I don't know why I did, I mean we were arguing about something, I don't even know why we were arguing, we just were, and the next thing I knew we were kissing, one thing led to another, and I ended up back in his room." She stated softly looking down at her hands slightly ashamed of what she did. "And yes, but what kind of question was that. Didn't I just say I enjoyed it!" Shaking her head she put the lollipop down thinking how much it reminded her of the boy. "And... I don't know Petra. I... I think I love Jake, so I love being with him, and well being wit him is amazing... but with Kevin, it was completely different. It was just so... wild, crazy, exciting, but at the same time amazing. I don't know, but I can't let it get to Jake. I can't hurt him like that, it would kill me if he found out, because I like i said, i think i love him." Her voice trailed off as she ran her fingers threw her hair.
Why Carina did what she did a few days ago,she didn't know, but now it was eating away at her. With Petra just sitting here talking about it was OK wasn't helping her. "I dont think me and Kevin ending up in bed has anything to do with me being hot." She mumbled tracing a pattern on the table before looking at the girl again. "Kevin... I dont know where to start. He is a horrible person, but at the same time amazing. he can be funny and sweet, but at the same time he is a jerk. I...I don't knowhow to explain him Petra." [/b]
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Post by petra on Feb 15, 2010 19:18:45 GMT -5
“Well what ever you did with Kevin. I won’t tell and if you say you love Jake I believe.” Petra said smiling. “I’m here for you no matter what.” She said sitting down. “I mean what type of best would I say ashamed on you? I wouldn’t be a good friend and besides everyone makes mistakes but you understand your mistake and want to fix and feel something. Some people don’t even care and it just shows how big your heart is.” She said smiling at her friend.
“some strange way I understand what you’re saying which means I’m hanging around you too much.” She joked. “hey why don’t I treat you to something. It will make you feel good and maybe clear you mind a little.” She said getting her wallet out. “or we can have a girls night and watch those sappy love movies?” She loved watching sappy love movies since she was romantic type of girl.
“I know how you feel since I was in love with Trevent when I was with Brandon. I couldn’t help but wish that I was with Trevent instead of being with Brandon though Brandon and me had interesting dates.” She said smiling at the memory. “and I know this line is going to sound cheesy but listen to what your heart is saying because its always right.” And look where that got me. Trevent dump me because I was going to be a future DE member. .
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Post by emme on Feb 16, 2010 16:28:58 GMT -5
"I will tell him eventually, because I don't want there to be anything in between me and Jake, but I want to be the one who tells him. I feel if I am the one to tell him and not someone else that maybe just maybe he wont get as mad as me, and even more hopefully he wont break up with me." The young girl said sitting there twiddling her fingers as she didn't dare look up at her friend, a bad quirk of hers. Every time she felt bad about any little thing she could never look anyone in the eye, even if it was like she said, her best friend. With a sigh she smiled slightly as Petra spoke again. "My heart isn't that big, I just... I care for Jake, I mean if it was anyone else, I probably wouldn't care." She murmured truthfully as she leaned back in the seat pulling her jacket back on.
What she needed was what her friend was about to mention next. A day with her best friend to just relieve her of all this stress she was undergoing. "Actually. That sounds good. I haven't seen a good sappy love movie in a while." With that she couldn't help but let out a small laugh as she reached behind her grabbing another lollipop for later, since truth be told, lollipops were her addiction. "That and I think I need a day away from men, to you know clear my head."
Carina just smiled at her friend as she sat there twiddling her hair yet again, listening to her friend speak. Just like them, always talking talking talking, hell Carina dind' tknow if it was possible for the two not to talk when around each other, but that was besides the point. "I know... Trust me I am going with my heart on this one, and my heart tells me to tell him about me and Kevin, but it also tells me that I dont want to be hurt by him leaving me for a mistake I wish I could take back. So... my heart is no help to me."
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Post by petra on Feb 17, 2010 23:46:09 GMT -5
“well I guess you’re on your own then. My advice is just too good to be used.” Petra teased. “okay so I was thinking “The Notebook”. It’s the perfect sappy romance movie.” She was excited and she couldn’t remember the last time they just had a girl’s night. She was busy with Trevent so she couldn’t spend that much time with Carina but now that she’s was single she had time. But Carina is now dating Jake so of course Jake came before her though she didn’t really mind since she did the same thing to Carina..sometimes.
“I think we need to stock up in ice cream and cookies.” She loved sweet things and junk food though she didn’t know how she wasn’t fat yet. “We can’t have a girl’s night out with out all of are favorites snacks now can we?” She ask Carina.
“Remember the games we use to play. Truth and Dare and other crappy sleep over games when I went to your house over summer break. I think we even prank call some people though you suck at it since you laugh in the middle of it and gave it away.” She said laughing. “We had such a good time back then when life was simple and we didn’t care about a lot of stuff we care about now.” She missed being young and innocent. She would still be friends with Trevent if she was still that same girl as she was then.
“Hey Carina did I change?” She ask her friend. She didn’t think she changed but Trevent told her she did. I really do need a guy free zone tonight. She should really stop thinking about Trevent. She didn’t have a chance with anymore and she needed to get over it. They were a lot of men out they she can pick from. “I mean personality wise because I don’t think so.”
notes; i made some stuff up about they pass if you don't mind
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