These days i wonder (OPEN)

[charlie]

It was a nice day with snow on the ground and a fresh clear wind as Charlie walked alongs the streets of hogsmeade.He wasn't sure this would be just another day as he had recently gotten a letter from his father saying that he wished to see his eldest son.Ah there is no way in hell I'm seeing that worthless piece of crap father again.i swore i would never go back to that place.He can go to hell for all i care , i bet he just wants me to play nice with death eaters and join them .. but hell no I'm not gonna be another monster down the line..im fighting to hard to keep sane.

He sighed heavily and ran a hand through his silky dark ,almost black hair as he looked around in the streets and saw the place where he got his first kiss from a sweet girl.He missed the young days as he always had so much fun there but now he was an adult and he needed to make sure he had enough to keep him and if needed his brother safe and sound.he thought about baking some cookies and maybe even a chocolate cake to treat himself a bit.Well he had been alone now for a while and some would say he had some girly tendencies with the baking and slight chocolate addiction.

Licking his lips and ruffling his hair ,he walked into madam puddifoots for a good cup of tea to relax and sooth himself a bit.Tea always helped him calm down and well he didn't want what he was trying to kill inside of him to pop out anytime soon , so he needed that relaxation.He saw lots of young lovers in the nice and cozy little cafe.He remember him and Harrison and ryden hanging out here with tea and honey and some cookies.He smiled a bit more brightly as he had such fond memories of them.He hoped that Harrison was happier now than some of those days he had seen her.It was heartbreaking to hear her cry herself at sleep when the nightmares had haunted her, but he knew they weren't just nightmares but real life memories of her uncle who truly was an awful excuse of a man.

[amber]

Amber was out walking in hogsmeade on this very day. It was nice and the snow made it all look so much more pretty and beautiful. All covered in white,it was almost like in those fairytale books she reads from muggleworld. She wished sometimes she could be in a fairytale like that and be the princess waiting for her prince to come around and make her his. He smiled as she thought about that a little. She had been to honeydukes a bought some candy for herself so she could have a treat for later when she got back to the school sometimes.


She stopped outside the madam puddifoot`s and sighed,wondering if she should walk in or not. she decided to walk i,they do have one of the best teas in the world in there,that was what she meant about it,it was tasty with so many flavors and you never grew tired of them. Amber walked closer to the door and pushed it open and entered. The warm air hit her face and the scent of the tea filled her nose. It smelled lovely in here and she loved it a lot. She looked around before she walked up to the counter to order a cup of tea. " one tea with peppermint flavor please" she said and smiled brightly to the lady behind the counter. After grabbing onto the cup she now had to find a place to sit.

She smiled and saw a chair right a cross some young man,quite handsome as well,she looked at him a bit extra. He reminded her about the one prince she read about in a book,dark hair with green eyes. She smiled and took a seat. "hi " she said and smiled to the handsome one. She also blushed a little as she realized she just said hi to him. Amber wanted someone to love her and someone she could love back. She was tired of being single and alone and watch the other have lovers and she didn`t. She blew on the hot tea to cool it down before she took a sip of it.

[charlie]

Charlie sat down in one of those comfortable chairs and smiled brightly as the smell of this lovely scent of tea filled his nose and it almost made him squeal with delight.He always loved the scents and tastes of food and beverages and yes he had some feminine tendencies with squeals and huffs.Yes he was a bit of a drama queen but it was all fun and he didn't take himself too seriously.


He sighed a bit softly and leaned back in the chair as it was so warm and cozy in here.It was his favorite place in the world and he didn't know what he would have done if he didn't have this place to go to.He was such a happy man the day he got his first hogsmeade trip and found this place and ordered a cup of cocoa and got the best damn cocoa he had ever tasted before."ah .. this is so good " he said softly as he took his first taste of the tea.Here he was a boy at the age of eighteen with his own store to run but today it was closed ,cause he had some renovations going on.He needed this day of relaxation after he got that damn letter from his f""k-nut of a father.

He heard someone enter and turned to see in curiosity and order a peppermint tea.It was a smoking hot girl and damn it she was gorgeous.Well good thing about hogwarts was that it had many girls that were stunning.He was looking at the girl and then looking down a bit.Girls wanted those pretty boys who reeked of danger and wore more make up than they did.She was beautiful though and he sighed a bit softly as he sipped the cup of mango and acai berry tea with a bit of honey in it.He wanted to be close to someone , to hear them say that he was loved and that it didn't matter what background he came from.



The girl said hi to him and he couldn't but to blush alittle bit as he was surprised that a girl like that spoke to him."hey back you .. ah its a nice day ..wouldn't you say ?"he asked and tried to make a conversation with her.it was easy being himself with ryden and Harrison because he knew them well enough to be his moronic self with them.

[amber]

Amber looked at the guy as he said hi back at her and he even talked some more to her. "uhm yeah...it`s nice with snowy weather" she said and smiled to him, she caught the scent of his tea and it smelled pretty good. " what tea are you drinking..it smells delicious " he said and smiled to him. He seemed like a very nice guy, and she could see it in his eyes that he wasn`t like those jerks around here on campus. She looked a little extra on him,studied him a little and man he was worth checking out,but then again she would never stand a chance with a guy like that.


Amber sipped the tea some and smiled as it tasted so good with the tea and it was warm and made her even warmer,but she didn`t mind that. she looked down a bit and around in the place before she looked back at him. " so what is your name ?" she asked him,at least she could have a conversation with him and be nice and not act like a total bitch towards him,not that she was one either,she can`t stand those bitches.


She noticed that he wore some kind of a necklace around his neck,it looked very special and pretty. But she looked back into his eyes to make it seem like she was paying attention when she was really just enjoying the view of himwhy can`t i have a man like him,he seem like the perfect guy and i bet he is great in bed too. ahhh i just want someone to notice me but i bet he is even taken by some other gorgeous model looking woman or something like that..

[charlie]

"hey the world isn't cleaner than when its snowy and white ..its beautiful for once and seems untouched in so many ways .. "he smiled and ran a hair through his messy hair and looked around a bit more in the place."ah .. its mango and acai berries with a dash of honey " he said with a smile and licked his bottom-lip a bit and looked into her eyes.She was really gorgeous and beautiful but he probably didn't stand a chance with her.

He sipped and drank his tea and looked at her and then down at the necklace he got from his brother when he was younger.He licked his lips a bit more and looked up at him."Ah its Charlie .. " he said with a smile and looked at her some more"ah you keep looking at my necklace .. you like it ? " he asked softly with a smile and turned around and saw the nice lady who served him this tea,she asked how it tasted."ah its great ...thank you so much miss " he smiled and gave her a few galleons extra as a tip and smiled as he looked over at the girl again "so whats your name?"


He smiled and leaned back again in the chair and looked up at the ceiling and then looked at the floor before turning his gaze towards her again.She was beautiful and adorable but hell he was probably not interesting in her eyes.He wasn't as confident as he pretended to be but his act seemed to work with most women.He licked his lips before looking at the necklace as she seemed to be looking at the necklace a lot. "you like it ? my brother gave it to me when i was ten "

[amber]

Amber smiled to him. " well i think it looks even more magical with the snow around us." she said and smiled to him. He was so handsome,she could just be sitting here and look at him all day long and enjoy the view of him. She sipped the tea some more and looked at him as he kept talking some more and looking around in the room,like she does when she feels like to see if there is something she can notice and talk about so it wouldn`t be so awkward at times. She hated it when it got awkward.


"mmm i think i need to buy a cup of that tea later then,i want to try it too " she said and smiled to him and sighed softly and smiled to him. He told her his name,it was charlie,it was a nice name and it suited him well. " Charlie..i like that name..it`s one of my favorite names ever..and my name is amber" she said and smiled to him. She looked down at her boots a little and then up at him again and liked talking to Charlie. She kept looking at his necklace,she looked into his eyes and smiled.

"yeah i like it..it`s a beautiful necklace.." she said and smiled to him. "aww that`s nice of your brother give " she said and smiled even more brightly. She wished that he could ask her out on a date sometime and they could have a great time. She looked some more at charlie and knew she now had a crush on him. That always happened fast with her,now she just wanted to make something happen. " do you have a girlfriend charlie ?" she asked him and hoped that he was single and availabe to be dating. That would be great and then she wouldn`t feel so alone anymore.

[charlie]

"ah yeah it does .. i love the snow ..only thing i know of that is pure and clean" He sighed softly and raised his cup of tea and drank from it and looked at her.He honestly hadn't been in a longtime relationship since Isobel.He never knew what would happen but now it seemed that his father was staying away.He didn't need to know his father any more than he did."so you're still in school? or graduated?"he asked softly and wasn't sure what else to talk about.




"ah yeah ..its delicious and healthy too ..lots of antioxidants "he said with a smirk and looked into her eyes.he bit on his bottom-lip a bit more and ruffled his hair ,he always did when he was nervous and being close to this beautiful girl ,it made him nervous.She told him her name and well complimented his."ah thanks .. its actually Charles ..but i hate that name .so i changed it to Charlie .. and Amber is a nice name ,my favorite color " he said with a smile and looked at him.He was liking where this conversation and where it was going.


"ah thanks .. yeah my brother has better taste than a girl sometimes ..hell i wonder if he is a girl sometimes ..ah I'm just kidding ..hes my brat brother that i love " he said with a smile and wondered what his little brother was up to now."ah ..i had one a long time ago .it lasted for six years .. it ended when i was sixteen " he said softly and looked at the floor.The thought of Isobel had his eyes brimming with tears, he had lost his loved one and his child that awful night that still had him drinking to numb the pain.

[amber]

Amber looked at Charlie and smiled to him. "hehe yeah it`s healthy..and very good.." she said and smiled to him some more. She blushed as he was so handsome and she got very curious on him. " Mmm what happened with the two of you then ?" she asked him and looked into his eyes as she tucked some of her hair behind her ear and crossed her legs and got more into the conversation with him. "I`m still in school..it`so fun.." she said and rolled with her eyes and then flashed a smile for him. Charlie seemed to be in some pain and she wondered if it hurt him a lot to talk about.

" You don`t have to talk about it if you don`t want to charlie..it`s fine.." she said and looked at him and put her hand softly on his arm,a friendly touch. She smiled some more softly to him and bit her bottom lip. Amber grabbed the cup of tea and sipped it some more and smiled to him. Amber wasn`t that good with talking about pain,she hadn`t been through much of that since she hadn`t had a bad past with her family or her friends. He talked about his brother and he sounded like a funny little brother to have. " well..you are lucky to have a little brother..me..i don`t have any siblings to hang out with or talk to when i need it.." she said softly and looked into his eyes and smiled.

[charlie]

His eyes brimmed up a bit as she asked what happened between the two and well he couldn't make himself say it out-loud.He didn't want her to know what a failure he was ,who would befriend a failure like him."ah its rather personal .. f you don't mind i would rather not speak of it " he said softly and looked around a bit as he wanted to bring her back but he didn't know how to."Ah trust me when school is over , you'll long to go back there " he said softly and kept a bit quiet as he tried to push the memories of that horrible night away ,he didn't want to break down in front of her.

He was glad to her say that he didn't have to tell her ,if he didn't want too and well he didn't want to talk about that night but he had done so a few rare times with molly.He rubbed his temples and looked at her."you don't know who Charles masters is , be glad you don't " he said softly and licked his lips before he looked at her again."ah so tell me more about yourself .."