I need to remember to breathe

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If you didn't know
I have given to you my heart
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Aidan sat on the window seat of his room, fingers toying with his rosary. Odd as it might seem, he had inherited the deeply religious nature of his Irish Muggle Grandparents. He was as devoted Catholic as one could get as a Wizard. His eyes were glued to the winter scene outside, not on the tidy room behind him. It was small room as his family was geared more towards middle-class than rich. But it was his space and he didn't have to share it with other boys. He hated having to room with other boys. They could never be counted on to be neat and Aidan liked for his personal space to be neat. It was easier on his Sight and mind. The only thing out of place were the books that laid around the room. The other half of the seat was covered in them. Aidan had just pushed them, though gently, out of his way so he could sit. He had wanted to look at over the window and think. It was beautiful and quiet.

Lately, he had been having more trouble then usual with nightmares. Nightmares spun from terrible visions. He half wished that there was some one else at the school he could talk to. But, they would think he was crazy or seek to use it. His Móraí had told him to never use it for gain, let it always come to him. And he couldn't talk to her about the horrible suggests they were giving him. She was a muggle! How would she even begin to understand the things happening in his world, his parent's world. No, it was good that she was raising his brother for them. Though, he wished that he could see him more. He was the only one that enjoyed a good game of football like Aidan did. Of course, Aidan would have had to clean off a patch in the yard to play and that would have involved magic.

He sighed. He was here for his Birthday Dinner. His coming of age. But he didn't even know what he wanted to do yet. Well, that was almost a lie. He knew what he wanted, and it was almost odd as sparkling vampires. Aidan had been seriously considering joining the Department of Mysteries. Or attempting to. He just didn't know what that required. He wanted to ask his parents, but something held him back. Maybe that his Mamaí would say they would try to make him more a part of the Department then just an Unspeakable. Briefly, he considered going downstairs. Only briefly, he wasn't too comfortable with being the center of attention and he would be. After all, it was his birthday. Sooner or later someone would come find him. His bet was on Nina.

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And If you didn't know
it's always going to be yours to keep
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Words: 475
Target: My dear lass, Nina Hill
Outfit: here
Jamming to: Remember to Breathe, Dashboard Confessional
Note: xD
Credits: Made by me, J Storm.[/center]

[nina]

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If you asked me if I loved him,
ღ I’d lie ღ

HE STANDS THERE THEN WALKS AWAY
MY GOD, IF I COULD ONLY SAY
I'M HOLDING EVERY BREATH FOR YOU
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Lately it seemed things in Nina's life had been going decently well. The girl who once had nobody suddenly had quite a few people surrounding her. Not only were her friends there, she had family as well as Aidan. Aidan, just the thought of his name sent butterflies racing threw her body. She felt her heart seem to pound harder threatening to escape the skin, the blood seemed to find her face causing her cheeks to go red.

Sitting in her small bedroom at the Boot's house she leaned her head against the cool window trying to cool off. Her room was on the first floor of the house. It use to be a storage room until Nina needed a place to live and the Boot family took her to care for her. They had known her mother before her she had been murdered by muggle weapons. Stopping the thoughts from flowing through her mind she wished she hadn't allowed herself to think so far into what had happened. It was Aidan's birthday and Nina wasn't about to sulk in her room over her dead mother. No. She was going to finally get herself fully dressed and see if she could help with the cooking or something.

Nina had already picked out an outfit to wear for his dinner. She wasn't sure if the parents new that the two were now together, though she had a pretty good feeling they did. Sliding the dress on she zipped the back up. She had a jacket to go over the dress beings it was strapless but she was in side and there wasn't a real need for the dress. Leaving her hair down she threw on some lip gloss quickly and headed out into the kitchen. His mother looked at her, a small smile on her elegant face. Of course they knew, Nina could just tell by the look she had got that everyone knew about the two. "You look beautiful Nina," she had said, "Before you ask, since you always do, could you just go see what Aidan is doing up in his room, he hasn't been down all day and I'm starting to worry," she said with a sly smile.

Nina simply nodded to her in response and took off up the steps, her bare feet letting her come upon his bedroom door without notice. Knocking on the door to let her prescense known she said, "Aidan," and she went ahead and opened it. She seen him sitting by his window. Stopping in the door way she leaned up against the edge and crossed her arms over her chest casually. "May I come in?" she said quietly afraid to disturb the peace.

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MY GOD, HE'S BEAUTIFUL
SO I PUT ON MY MAKE-UP
AND PRAY FOR A MIRACLE


Tags • Aidan my love!
Words • 477
Outfit • oooh here!
Mood • naughty =O..haha kidding.
Notes • Nina missed aidan!
Credit • omgitskayleee!

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If you didn't know
I have given to you my heart
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Today should be a special day. And had he slept even an hour uninterrupted last night, he might have been more excited. Instead he was sitting moodily in his room. It could have been termed as sulking had he been younger. His fingers tightened on his rosary and he prayed for the nightmares to disappear. He prayed for God to help him or even take his Sight from him. The Sight he was viewing more and more as a curse. He prayed to be normal, mundane if that was what it took. He prayed with his soul. Aidan had finished with the Lord's Prayer and his Ava Marias and was beginning his Gloria Patri when Nina knocked and pushed his door open. He ignored her and finished his prayers, fingers working the beads. She would either understand and be respectful or she would leave. Both were out of his control and he didn't think she would expect him to interrupt his prayers for her. At the end, he offered up a quick thanks for Nina and his family. Then he turned to her, a smile for her lining his lips.

"Colleen?" Nina was his rock and he needed her. He held out a hand to her. If he could have a few minutes, holding her within her arms and feeling her strength. Then, he knew he could withstand the next few hours. Aidan longed for the days when they were kids and he could have slept in the same bed. But now, they were older and that was not proper. He would not have done anything but he doubted that his uptight at times Mamaí would have allowed it. So, he did no more than thinking of it and know it was in his future. Because the girl standing in his doorway was his past, present and future. He didn't need his cursed Sight to know it was true. He felt it down to the marrow of his bones. Nina was as necessary for him to life as the very oxygen in the air.

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And If you didn't know
it's always going to be yours to keep
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Words: 347
Target: N-n-n-nina
Outfit: here
Jamming to: Ava Maria, Celtic Women.
Note: I hope I got that right, the religious aspect. And colleen is irish for girl, lass is scottish...which Aidan is not.
Credits: Made by me, J Storm.[/center]

[nina]

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If you asked me if I loved him,
ღ I’d lie ღ

HE STANDS THERE THEN WALKS AWAY
MY GOD, IF I COULD ONLY SAY
I'M HOLDING EVERY BREATH FOR YOU
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There was a plan brewing in the back of Nina's mind, and she wasn't sure exactly how the plan or idea got there but she wasn't about to argue with it. The two of them, Aidan and Nina herself, use to have sleep overs when they were little. Now that was long gone and they were expected to sleep in different rooms. But honestly, Nina missed those days. The late night talks with Aidan were always great. She loved talking to him. It seemed though now more then ever she needed one of those late night talks. She wasn't sure why she had not thought of the idea herself earlier, after all she was quiet walker and could easily slip up and inside Dougies room without detection.

As Aidan reached out for her she held out her hand and walked on over to where he was and sat down. "Something bothering you, isn't it?" she said quietly. She was afraid to bring it up, she didn't want him to feel pressured into talking to her. That was not what she wanted, all she wanted was to help him.

Sitting there just listening to him she had this slight need to keep speaking. The silence, though it was only a few seconds seemed to be eating at her. But she knew, silence was probably for the best. Deciding to add on one last thing she looked at him with a playful smile, "Got any plans for after lights out?" she said still speaking quietly.

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MY GOD, HE'S BEAUTIFUL
SO I PUT ON MY MAKE-UP
AND PRAY FOR A MIRACLE


Tags • Aidan my love!
Words • l-a-z-y!
Outfit • oooh here!
Mood • naughty =O..haha kidding.
Notes • Nina missed aidan!
Credit • omgitskayleee!

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If you didn't know
I have given to you my heart
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He pulled her onto his lap, relaxing with his arms wrapped around her. Matching his breathing to hers, it was easy to let his mind forget the dreams and promises of a horrible future. Her words brought a real grin to his face for she knew him so well. After all these years, she should. It was still nice to see it present. But he didn't say anything and she apparently didn't mind. Aidan just sat there and held Nina. She was perfect for him and balancing act between them that belonged in a circus. He didn't think he would ever get over the flutters she made him feel. He was a lucky man. To have both his best friend and love in the same girl. And he always thanked God for granting her to him. Even if he did feel a bit guilty for not telling her everything. One of these days, before he married her, he would. It was never a doubt in his mind that he would. He wanted as much happiness for them both before this world went to the hell he had foreseen.

He felt her shift a bit to look up and smile at him. He was a little taken aback. He had plans to sleep of course. Though to be honest, he hadn't even really planned on getting past dinner. He hated social events. Aidan was a quiet person and tend to enjoy his books more than loud parties. He only opened up to a few people and the top one was sitting in his lap. Then it clicked. And he wondered if she had been reading his mind. Could she do that? Did she have a secret too? He pushed the panic back and raised an eyebrow at her.

"You know, just the usual. Sleep and dream of the beautiful woman I'm lucky enough to claim." He brushed her hair back from her face and leaned down. Looking into her eyes, he couldn't think of a way he could be more happier. Then he pressed his lips to her's, kissing her his love.

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And If you didn't know
it's always going to be yours to keep
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Words: 358
Target: Nina
Outfit: here
Jamming to: Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol and Dj Tiesto.
Note:
Credits: Made by me, J Storm.[/center]

[nina]

• • • • • • • • • • • • • •
If you asked me if I loved him,
ღ I’d lie ღ

HE STANDS THERE THEN WALKS AWAY
MY GOD, IF I COULD ONLY SAY
I'M HOLDING EVERY BREATH FOR YOU
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Nina couldn’t help but smile playfully at him. She was curious with wonder if he had caught her drift of plans that were brewing in her mind. She had a feeling both of them needed to spend some time with each other, alone without having to worry about someone bursting into the room interrupting their alone time. She couldn’t see his parents checking in the middle of the night if Nina was really in her own room or not.

Sitting on his lap she waited as their lips gently touched before she spoke of her plan. She just wanted to enjoy their closeness. Wiggling her eyebrows playfully she winked. She wasn’t sure what had come over her but she wasn’t going to try to hide it. She wanted to be alone with him and she was determined to be. “You remember how before your parents made the storage room into my room and I shared a room with you and we stayed up all night?” she said innocently.

Letting a small silence fall for a brief moment she waited for the words to sink in for him before she went on. Once she felt a few seconds had passed she went on. “What if I told that I can get myself here later tonight, but that means that you’re going to have to come down for dinner, at least to eat a bit, mom has been working hard on it,” she said. She had no intentions on adding that part but she figured that if she had been able to get Aidan down for dinner then Nina could get away with just about anything. She smiled faintly not sure what he would do. Quickly kissing him she had her hand on his face, “Just dinner that’s all, and you can have your desert later with me. I’ll bring up some cake,” she told him.

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MY GOD, HE'S BEAUTIFUL
SO I PUT ON MY MAKE-UP
AND PRAY FOR A MIRACLE


Tags • Aidan my love!
Words • l-a-z-y!
Outfit • oooh here!
Mood • naughty =O..haha kidding.
Notes • Nina missed aidan!
Credit • omgitskayleee!

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