just a boy *Kelsey*

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B L A M E IT ON ME OR BLAME IT ON Y O U
relax take it easy for there is nothing that we can do
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He told her to meet him. He told her to talk to him. He told her trust him. These things were probably too difficult for her now. There was no way he could even imagine to understand what she was going through. All he could do what comfort her. His big sister Kelsey had gone through a nightmare. A sick, foul nightmare. Vince wanted him and his sister to still be close. Thats why he left her that small, creased note under her pillow, requesting he meet her in the north tower during the day. Vince was sat hunched on a window sill of the tower. His knee bouncing numbly as he waited. His elbows pressed harshly into his kneecaps as his entwined fingers rested his head.

Vincent and Kelsey. Brother and sister. It was told to be rare that siblings got along. But Kelsey and Vince were almost inceperable. Ever since he was little, Vince trusted Kelsey more that anyone. She was the only daughter of the LeBlancs. He was the youngest of the LeBlancs. There was a unique sense of similarity between the two. He would always be there for his big sister, and he knew she would be the same toward him. And now was one of those times. Vince knew Kelsey needed comfort. He thought she would most likely run to her husband. But Vince and Kelsey didn't have any secrets. Well at least, Vince didn't. And Vince wanted to offer his sister his comfort and trust once more.

He wasn't as close to anyone else that Kelsey. And after this disgusting act of pure selfishness, Vince needed to be by Kelsey's side. He wasn't losing his sister for anything. He exhaled loudly and stood up slowly. He shoved his hands into his jean pockets, his thin jumper not providing any warmth on this bitter January saturday. He began to pace heavily, his head down low, trying to block his throat from the icy wind. He soon stopped in his place and his head jerked toward the stone stairs leading back downstairs. The sound of light running footsteps filled the silent echo.

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WORDS: 482
STATUS: complete
LYRICS: relax, take it easy by mika
CREDIT: kourtni @ CAUTION !

[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

<sup>Even though the incident was days behind her, Kelsey still felt like a mess. Each night she was bombarded with nightmares about the rape that made her wake in a cold sweat. To make matters worst Kelsey had just found out she was a Horcrux to Bellatrix Lestrange. This she had yet to tell her brothers. The past week had been hell for Kelsey. She was raped, then two days later found out she was a horcrux. How could Kelsey's life get worst? Oh there were ways, that was for sure.

Upon finding the note that Vince left for her, Kelsey began to get ready to meet him. Kelsey had always been close to her baby brother, even when the rest of the family would not talk to her. he was someone she could talk to and share things with. It was rare that Kelsey would open up to just anyone. Vince was her best friend. Kelsey looked at her bruised face and neck in the mirror. Jack's face busted through her mind as she thought of how she got these marks. Holding back tears, Kelsey began to cover up her bruises by putting on a turtle neck sweater and applying makeup to her face. She didn't want anyone to know what happened to her. She just wanted all this to go away. However, she knew the memories would still haunt her until she died.

Taking a deep breath, Kelsey carefully made her way out of the common room and onto the seventh floor. She had to walk slowly seeing as her thighs and inner thighs were badly bruised from the rape. Though it took a while, Kelsey finally made it to the stairs to the North Tower. Now here would be challenge. Stairs were her mortal enemy at this moment. Gaining courage and strength, Kelsey began to slowly mount the stairs one by one, letting out little sounds of pain every now and then. After a great struggle, Kelsey finally made it up the stairs and was now looking at her brother.

"Hey Vince," Kelsey said weakly, putting a smile on her face as she walked more into the tower. She needed to sit. It felt as though her legs would fall off at any second. Noticing a bench, Kelsey walked over to it and sat down. She leaned her back against the wall and closed her eyes.

"You wanted to see me?" Kelsey asked as she opened her eyes again and smiled at her brother. Vince could always make her smile even when she was feeling like the world was ending. That was one thing she loved about her brother.</sup>

[jay2]

B L A M E IT ON ME OR BLAME IT ON Y O U
relax take it easy for there is nothing that we can do
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Drained, powerless, weak. He'd never seen his sister like this. The incident had happened a mere few days ago, but it still hit his gut every time he took a glimpse of thought to what she had been through. She was clearly unsteady, hence her reason to sit down so quickly. Turtle neck? Sure it was cold but, was that the only reason for a huge jumper to cover her body? Make-up? Vince didn't think Kelsey was a big fan of that stuff. Maybe only when she was going out or something? But not on a saturday afternoon.

Vince sighed and shrugged. He trod over to Kelsey and slumped down next to her on the creaking bench. He went back to his resting position, but his head was turned toward Kelseys. "You gotta talk to me Kels." Vince breathed. It was one of those times when Vince felt like a big brother toward Kelsey. It used to be Vince who had all the problems and back luck. Now, Kelsey was going through hell. Vince had to step up. He'd figured Antony would be more.. aggressive about the situation. Maybe dad too. But Vince didn't bother with adding salt to the wound. It was easier to just be what Kelsey wanted. A friend. Someone she could trust. Someone who wouldn't fail her. Someone who knew her well. Vince was the perfect choice.

"C'mere.." He mumbled, shuffling over a bit wrapping an arm around Kelseys shoulders. Luckily, he was a little taller than Kelsey, so he could easily rest his chin on the top of her head. His eyes concentrated on a block of stone on the wall of the tower. The substance of it crumbling away with the wind, the noise echoing through the empty space. It was.. it was like Kelseys life, Vince thought. Her life just wasting away and it echoed through the family. But could still be repaired with some team effort.

The scene was almost familiar. Like when Vince was only about 6, and had been picked on by Antony or something silly, that he would run to his sister for comfort. Now, it was his turn to be the 'favourite' sibling. Kelsey was strong. It's one of the things Vince admired about her. She could still act like everything was perfect, when behind the mask, she was screaming.

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TAGS: kelsey
WORDS: 523
STATUS: complete
LYRICS: relax, take it easy by mika
CREDIT: kourtni @ CAUTION !

[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

<sup>Kelsey was very good at masking her emotions. She had became a pro of hiding what she was truly feelings until necessary to show them. Kelsey would not have masked her emotions this time if she had wanted people to know. In fact, she didn't want anyone to know what had happened to her. She wanted to keep it a secret from the world. Kelsey was very embarrassed about what happened to her. She felt as though this only happened to slutty girls or dirty ones. Never in her wildest dreams would she had imagined that she would be raped.

"I don't want to talk to anyone. I just want to be away from the world. I want to hide away far away from here and never see anyone again," Kelsey said, her depression hitting her hard. Kelsey hated to be around people now. Before all of this happened she loved to be with her friends and having a good time. Now, she hated to be in a huge group. As soon as classes were over she would run up to her room and stay there until the morning time. She would hardly eat anymore. Her whole self was wasting away and all because one man decided to take advantage of her.

As Vince wrapped his arm around her Kelsey moved closer to him and put her head in his shoulder. Then, as she began to let go, Kelsey cried. Sobs could be hear flying from her mouth as tears moved quickly from her eyes down her cheek. She felt her whole body just lean on Vince as she let go of everything she had been holding back.

"Why did this have to happen to me?" Kelsey questioned as she sat there crying. That had been a question she found herself asking frequently since the time of her attack. There were hundreds of other girls walking around the castle. Why did Jack choose her?</sup>

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B L A M E IT ON ME OR BLAME IT ON Y O U
relax take it easy for there is nothing that we can do
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He felt her body shake. Her weight fell onto his side, and he tightened his grip on her shoulder. She was crying. She was crying. Vince hardly ever saw his big sister cry, she usually kept to herself, when she was upset or something, kind of like Vince. Sometimes she'd talk to Vince, but this time, the scenario was too sickening to even imagine. Vince wasn't entirely certain on who knew of Kelsey's new.. shame.

But he was sure a good few people knew, since it had got round to him. Imagine that. Being, almost, the talk of the school. Being a rape victim of a teacher. Being a teenage girl through all of this with enough in your hands. Poor Kelsey.

Vince placed a tender kiss upon the crown of his sisters head, trying to calm her down. Stop the painful tears. No one deserved what she was going through. So why did Kelsey? One of the sweetest, genuine girls, yet all this bull shit had to happen to her. Disgusting. Vince sighed lightly, and pulled his head from hers, ducking to look at her tear stained face.

"No one can answer that." He whispered, barely audible from Kelseys sobs. She was right though. Why did this happen to her?!

Vince's lips pressed into a fine lineas he thought of Jack. The vulgar son of a bitch, that violated his sisters innocence. Who added to Kelseys pain. Vince moved his head back upon Kelseys, and looked back at that wearing away rock. A tinge of anger rippled through his body.

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TAGS: Kelsey
WORDS: 398
STATUS: complete
LYRICS: relax, take it easy by Milka
CREDIT: kourtni @ CAUTION !

[Kelsey Rachel LeBlanc]

Kelsey wished that she could get rid of all feelings. She hated the pesky things with a passion. She had found one way to momentarily numb all feelings and pain that were coursing through her mind and body. It was a little thing called alcohol. Each day now, she couldn't go without at least a sip of the stuff. It was the only thing that could provide her false happiness for a tiny bit. She knew it wasn't right for her to be addicted to the stuff, but she couldn't help it. She loved the way the alcohol tasted and how it felt as it glided down her throat. She often found herself in class craving for a drink. As she sat there, crying in Vince's arms, she couldn't help but crave for a drink.

"Everything bad always happens to me. As soon as I get one sense of happiness in my life, something has to come and ruin it! Or in this case, some things," Kelsey said, wiping the tears from her eyes. She knew she had to stop crying sooner or later. It wasn't healthy for her to be like this all of the time. She had to get happy, even if it was fake. There were more serious matters at hand that she had to tell Vince about. She had yet to drop the whole horcrux bomb on him. Hopefully he wouldn't hate her for it, or father. It just baffled her on how it could have been any of the LeBlanc children, but yet, she was the one chosen. Maybe it was because she was the only girl. Who knew? Well one person did, Bellatrix.

"Vince, there is something I need to tell you. Its something even bigger than my whole rape problem. But I need to ask you something first. Do you know what horcruxs are?" Kelsey asked. She needed to make sure Vince knew what they were before she went on to tell him that she is one. If he didn't know, she would have to explain everything from the start. Kelsey sat up straight and turned to face Vince. She had a serious look on her face, indicating that this was a serious matter at hand. Kelsey could die any moment because of this. Certainly people would try to destroy her.

WORDS: 388?!
LYRICS: Gravity - Sara Bareilles?!
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CREDIT: This is a Kelsey creation and totally from her zany imagination! Text thingy was done by her also. Steal it and die?!

[jay2]

B L A M E IT ON ME OR BLAME IT ON Y O U
relax take it easy for there is nothing that we can do
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The Leblanc family were falling apart. Soon the news will hit the daily profit, and the face of Robert, Kelsey, Anton and Vince Leblanc would be on practically every newspaper. Those reporters will have a field day the second the next big scenario of the family escapes. Vince was hating it. Though he wasn't exactely the main subject of all the gossip, he was the little brother and apparently the 'most affected by all this nonsence'. Or so Rita Skeeter thought in her latest spread of the Leblanc scandal.

Yeah sure, Vince was pretty pissed and upset about all these fact but really, he just wanted to blend into the background and let the family get on with their troubles. He thought it wasn't very healthy for anyone for him to get involved, but when it's nasty news of his sister, they would answer to him. He didn't exactely add to mix of gossip. Just interferred with the comforting. He was the shoulder to cry on.

His mind soon snapped back into reality from his wonders, at the sound of his sisters crackling voice. Horcrux? The name sounded the slightest familiar. Probably something to do with the first great war, but other than that, Vince was completely blanked at the word. He shook his head shamefully. Was he supposed to know? "No Kels.." He whispered, a little warey. Was it something good or bad? Obviously a kind of private type of magic, otherwise Vince would be highly aware of this type of magic. He leaned his head back a little, to watch Kelseys expression, trying to get clues on these so called 'horcruxes'. He was completely boggled.

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TAGS: Kelsey
WORDS: 404
STATUS: complete
LYRICS: relax, take it easy by Milka
CREDIT: kourtni @ CAUTION !