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Post by lisa on Dec 5, 2009 13:44:24 GMT -5
"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in.   I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Lisa thought she was getting weak, that she was too nice lately because of others being nice to her. But the truth was that she was nasty like always, even towards her friends. Though most of them liked her for being a pure Slytherin. She was the best exaple of a stereotype or maybe she was fake? She would never admit that sometimes she just showed off. But it just proved how spoiled she was.
Though one thing had changed. She had a plan against her friend Petra along with Petra's ex-boyfriend Brandon but she totally forgot about that after she met someone who melted an ice around her heart. She forgot even about Scorpius malfoy she had a crush on. Unbelievable, no doubt. But that boy who arrived to Hogwarts recently 'enchanted' her so much. Jacob Silva or Jake how she called him was her boyfriend now. Maybe it wasn't the right order but they relationship started after squelchy.
A Slytherin prefect walked into the prefects bathroom and moved to the mirror immediately. She looked at her reflection and smiled at herself. Oh she was cocky, she was vain. It was like she took her mother's last name as the way to live. Seeing that she looks perfect she left the bathroom and headed to the common room. She walked in smiling. She was happy from some reason. She went through the room and the upstairs to the dormitories. She opened the door to the one she shared with Petra and Aurelia. Aurelia wasn't there but Petra did. She didn't look very happy and of course Lisa's couldn't understand that like always. Nothing new that she didn't understand other people's problems. But this time Lisa sat on Petra's bed next to her. She said no word but as for her it was much. It was just a sign she wanted to know what happened. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ TAGS; Petra LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today OUTFIT; >click< except a white shirt NOTES; hope you don't mind the last part |
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Post by petra on Dec 5, 2009 14:21:06 GMT -5
Petra sat on her bed that was in dormitories which she shared with Lisa and Aurelia. Aurelia was with her earlier in the day but left because she wouldn’t talk to her and she was depressing. She always thought about him and she couldn’t stop. Trevent was her first and only love and she wanted him to know it that she will never stop loving him. She didn’t know what to do anymore and she promised her friend that she wouldn’t cry anymore but she couldn’t hold it in anymore and besides she join the DE. They was no hope for her and Trevent. He hated Death Eaters and she joined them out of revenge. She still wanted to kill the person who killed her parents and the only way to do that was joining them.
She just sat there on her bed with her head hang down. She wanted to leave and never come back. She wanted to go back to America and be a muggle. She loved being a witch but it wasn’t worth all this heart ache or drama.
She glanced up when she felt someone sit down on her bed. It was Lisa. “Hi.” She said quietly. She was about to break and she rather not have Lisa there and see her have a melt down. Lisa was a good enough friend but she wasn’t in the mood to deal with Lisa mean personality. Still she needed someone to talk to and at the moment Lisa was her only friend. “I still love him.”
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Post by lisa on Dec 6, 2009 8:44:32 GMT -5
"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in. I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Lisa didn’t know if Petra heard what happened between her and the new guy. Well, probably she should have because Lisa was screaming so loud that it was possible to hear that in the great hall. And of course Jack Riddle who was their head of house now walked into the common room while Jake and Lisa were having sex on a coach. It wasn’t a secret that Lisa slept with nearly a half of the boys from Hogwarts. Some of them as her first were already graduated. But it was the first time she got caught. And it wouldn’t be so bad if it was a student who did it, but it had to be a professor. Though she was lucky it was Jack. Lisa was now in his new group The Blood Cobra and has been marked. He wouldn’t let her be expelled.
"Hi." she replied to Petra. She even smiled what was surprising. Maybe not at all because it was noticeable she was in a good mood. “I still love him.” Petra told her. Lisa raised an eyebrow. "Who?" she asked not really knowing who Petra meant. Was it possible she still loved Brandon? _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ TAGS; Petra LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today OUTFIT; >click< except a white shirt NOTES; kinda short, sorry^^ |
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Post by petra on Dec 6, 2009 19:01:35 GMT -5
“I still love Trevent.” Petra look at her friend with tears forming. “I never played with his feeling.” She just wanted Trevent to understand that she didn’t do anything he was blaming her of doing. “Brandon told me that he knew I love him but he’s just pissed off that I like someone other then him.” She started crying. “but when I was dating Brandon I really did love him but he was always gone and he never told where he went and when we had dates plan he will always cancel. Trevent was always there and I couldn’t help but have my old feeling for him.” She said crying.
“And then I see him dancing with some girl I never seen before.” She said wiping some tears. “but I bet he dance with her because he saw me dancing with Sorin but that wasn’t my fault. Sorin ask me and I couldn’t be rude.” She grabbed her pillow and hugged it. “Trevent is one of the people I can’t lose. He’s been my friend since I first came here and he helped me through my parent’s death.” Some tears fell on her cheek and she wiped them. “I have no one and even my brother believes Brandon Nott. My own brother who is supposes to be on my side all the time.”
“Do I even act like a slut?” She asked Lisa honestly. She never acted like one. She only had two boyfriends in her whole entire life. “I’m not that pretty like everyone else. I’m normal and a book worm. Boys don’t come to me and ask for my number or anything like they do to you. They just pass me up and never look at me.” She put her head into her pillow. “Love wasn’t meant for me.”
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Post by lisa on Dec 8, 2009 6:31:02 GMT -5
"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in. I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Lisa didn’t really believe in love. She believed there was a feeling similar to what people called love and it was involved with a need of caring for others and being cared for. Or it was just an attachment to somebody what kept two people together. According to Lisa’s mother, what Lisa hears all the time from her, love is a feeling for weaklings who need it to survive. Maybe because love ruined pureblood line of their family. For example twin sister of Lisa’s mother fell in love with a muggle-born, the same happened with 2nd grade cousin of Lisa’s father, Trent Lott. Fortunately Riana and Dereck were in separation and Trent and Angela got divorced. Lisa’s family was highly into keeping the pure-blood line and because of that Lisa was engaged. She didn’t tell about it to anybody yet; especially not to her boyfriend, Jake. She just couldn’t, she knew that the best alternative was going to Blaze Dolohov estate for Christmas as he suggested and sort it out. She couldn’t marry her best male friend. She couldn't marry someone who considered her a little sister. And indeed she was as well as he was her brother she had never been given. She knew they will do it together. They will convince their parents that they were out of their minds if they thought it would work. So Lisa wasn’t too worried about it and kept smiling being happy with Jake.
A prefect listened to Petra carefully. Maybe she wasn’t the best in comforting others, maybe she wasn’t even good in listening to them, just because she wasn’t interested in other people’s problems but this time she let Petra crying out everything what was on her heart. Normally she would interrupt her and tell her that she has better things to do than hearing somebody out and his/her rues.
Lisa sighed. ”Girl, I told you once you take too much things to heart. Don’t even think you are a slut. Look at me, I had so many guys, I don’t believe in love and people think bad about me, and I’m still alive. I don’t really care what they think. You know I have an opinion of a cold bitch. I have even heard things like that: it is imperative that I pounce on every two-legged male or The school bicycle, everyone gets a ride.” she laughed. ”Trust me you wouldn't like being me. And it is way better to have got a brain not only a look.” it was priceless to hear something like that from Lisa’s mouth. ”And you are pretty, my dear. You just don’t know how to show it.” Yes, Lisa new how to do it, how to keep herself in a center of attention and how to show off. ”And why shouldn’t you dance with someone else than Trevent? Come on someone else noticed your pretty face and felt like dancing with you. You couldn’t say no. So what your dearest le Fay danced with that girl? Maybe she is his friend.” she paused considering if she should tell her that or no. ”I will tell you something in secret. He can’t talk about anything else but you… and food.” she added after a two seconds and laughed again. ”Talk to him again and remember that guys like hearing that girls were wrong and they were right.” she winked at her friend. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ TAGS; Petra LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today OUTFIT; >click< except a white shirt NOTES; what am I doing? >.< lol xD |
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Post by petra on Dec 8, 2009 22:07:32 GMT -5
Petra smiled a little since Lisa was trying to be nice. "Thanks Lisa." She said smiling at her friend weakly. She listened to Lisa as she talk and took it all in. Lisa was honestly being nice to her and it wasn't that often. "So I basically have to give up my own dignity just to get him back. It almost seem not wroth it.” She said sarcastically. She had stubborn streak and she hated losing. Admitting that she was wrong was going to be hard for her but she didn’t see how she at fault. All she did was followed her heart; some will say. She didn’t see the wrong in that.
“Well I also have to tell you this… Tonight is my last night here in this room. I already told Aurelia earlier today.” She said looking at her room that she had for almost 5 years. “Jack adopted me while I was working today but it won’t be officially till tomorrow morning.” She said happily. That moment was the happiest moment she had in the last few days. She was going to be in a loving family even if it was kind of hard of believing that. She was once again a part of a family that loved her. “Today has been the happiest day for me comparing to the last few weeks which has been nothing but hell.” She said smiling a little.
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Post by lisa on Dec 10, 2009 15:41:43 GMT -5
"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in. I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Lisa was nice to Petra but probably because she was nice to everyone lately. She just hid all the wrong emotions inside bringing out those all good. Just like kindness, jauntiness, care, and interest in others. She had a reason to, well two reasons to be honest. First and maybe the most important because it was her who did wrong was that she nearly led her best friend to death. Isabella Swan wanted to kill herself because Lisa stopped noticing her and Keaton broke her heart. But Bella was gone for so long and Lisa had things to do. The other reason was… argh… she didn't even want to think about that! It was the worst memory she had ever had.
Lisa smiled politely at Petra and patted her shoulder as she embraced her with her arm. She giggled hearing sarcasm in Petra's words. "Nice one. But yes, sometimes we have to give up. Sometimes it is the best way to get what you want. After all you'll turn it for your good, no worries." Lisa even wanted to add that she believes in her but she couldn't force herself to. It would be too much of a heart given and too little the same old bad Lisa.
"Hmm?" she murmured exhibiting the interest. Then she heard something unbelievable, impossible, and illogical. She shivered at the name Jack. Oh, if Petra only knew the real face of Jack. He was so cruel, he solved problems using force, hurt people around him even those who were close to him and willed to be obedient to him. "No! You can't tell her that, Lisa! You can't! He will know! For sure he will!" she thought to herself fighting with her mind and heart. A good daddy he wanted to be for Petra raped Lisa in the common room. He hurt her physically and emotionally being so brutal just to teach her a lesson. He treated her like a whore and well, he called "dirty whore" too. But why? Why had he done that? Because she was having sex with her new boyfriend, Jake on the coach and Jack walked on them. According to him after being marked Lisa belonged to him and only to him. And it was the other reason for Lisa being so nice. Well it was only her imagination. Jack just used a spell on her so she had to think it was real. She was glad it wasn't but it horrified her. "Oh, um…" she didn't know what to say she didn't want to hurt Petra. "I'm happy that you're happy with it. You will have your family back, I guess." Lisa took her arm off of Petra's shoulder. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ TAGS; Petra LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today OUTFIT; >click< except a white shirt NOTES; sorry but it's true |
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Post by petra on Dec 21, 2009 14:31:07 GMT -5
"I will not go that low." Petra was still piss at Trevent. "He found out about me being adopted by Jack and look at me like I was evil." She said standing up. "He thinks that because I'm a slytherin that I will need up like his family, jackass." She said walking around her dorm. "Who the hell did he think he was saying who I was going to become. It’s my choice if I want to end up like his family not his." She said. "Hell i might just do it just do since I’m meeting...” She stop in med-sentence since she wasn’t sure if Bellatrix will like that she told Lisa about they little meeting. She was finally meeting her grandmother and she hope that she will like her. She wanted to be part of Riddle family even though it meant becoming someone Trevent will hate but for now she will just tell him what he wants to hear.
She bit the top of her nail trying to think. She should stop everything with Trevent but she still loved him. She need to think of a way to stop loving him but how. She wasn’t really listening to Lisa as she talked but heard the last part. “Thanks Lisa.” She smiled but went back to thinking. She could just fall in love with someone else but at the moment she didn’t have time for that. She guessed that she will have to wait and see what happens to her and Trevent.
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Post by lisa on Dec 29, 2009 13:57:29 GMT -5
"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in. I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Lisa couldn't help but laughed inside seeing Petra in that kind of a mood. It was first time she should be proud of what her friend became. She found a real Slytherin inside of her and now it has been revealed. But Lisa wasn't sure if it was credit or only Jack's adopting her. Well, it didn’t really matter because after all a goal has been achieved. Lisa knew that Petra would never be the same anymore and it made her happy but in the other hand she had to watch out for words now what sometimes was hard for her.
"Your welcome, my dear." she said and smiled lightly. She laid her back on Petra's bed and closed her eyes. "Just do what you think is the best for you. No one can stop you." She nodded more to herself than to her. She smiled thinking that now she will have a dorm for herself. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ TAGS; Petra LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today OUTFIT; >click< except a white shirt NOTES; none |
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Post by petra on Dec 29, 2009 14:39:08 GMT -5
She didn't know what was best for her and meeting that Rose girl made her even more pissed off. Rose had the nerve to ask "Do you remember me" crap. Of course she remembers that gryffindor slut since she was taking Trevent away from her. She was tired of fighting for Trevent who didn't even love her anymore. He told her that he loved her but that was a lie. She let herself believe everything that he told her. She could have just stayed with Brandon Nott at least she knew he loved her when he was with her. She had to ruin that relationship because she 'thought' she loved Trevent. It was only a joke to him. He thought it would be funny to play with her feeling since she was a slytherin. He was more of a slytherin then she was, playing with her feeling and then telling her she was playing with his. It was bull.
“Lisa the funny thing is. I don’t know what I want anymore. I should just move on and forget about that jackass but I can’t. But I don’t want to fight for someone who loves someone else.” She said sitting down on her bed. “I wish that I could have just stayed with Brandon Nott then all of this wouldn’t have happen. He was nice and told me often how much he loved me but then I had to go and have feeling for Trevent. Why couldn’t I realize that I had something great.” She said lying down on her bed. “At least you were smart enough to not let yourself love someone.” She said .
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Post by lisa on Dec 29, 2009 21:40:17 GMT -5
"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in. I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Lisa couldn't take it anymore. She lifted herself to a sitting position and looked at her friend with irritation. "I'm sorry but when do you learn that there's nothing as love?" she asked her with rather insolent tone. She couldn't help how she was and usually couldn't stop the words coming out her mouth. She preferred telling people what she thought. She was good in telling the truth or what was on her mind; on the other hand she was probably the biggest liar at Hogwarts these times. "Believe me people are just hoodwinked by details, they just want to care for someone and be cared. In other way it is only desire. I didn't love any of my boyfriends and I don't love the current one." maybe she was heartless, or maybe there was something wrong with her value system but sometimes when she starts she can't stop. "Oh, yes I do like him and think he's a good part for me but I can't tell you I would ever 'love' him, no. I don’t need that feeling to mess up my mind. I don't need a feeling for weaklings. And now being the Riddle you cannot be one. But it is only what I think so you can get angry or ignore it if you don't like it." she shrugged and stood up. She walked over to her bed and opened a drawer of a nightstand. She pulled out a dark arts book which belonged to her sister when she was a seventh year and sat on her own bed. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ TAGS; Petra LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today OUTFIT; >click< except a white shirt NOTES; lolz xD I'm a cold bitch again  |
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Post by petra on Jan 2, 2010 13:38:32 GMT -5
"When will you stop acting like a spoil brat." Petra said annoyed. "You just afraid that if you love Jake he will end up hurting you just like how you did hurt those other boys you had flings with." She didn't understand why Lisa was being so stubborn. She had a great boyfriend who loved her and she was too stupid or stubborn to realize it. "But you could always tell yourself that you will never love but one day it will smack you in the face but may be it will be too late. Because the guy who would have loved you will have given up on you when you finally realize you were loved with him." She said getting up.
She went to her closet and started packing her belongs. She put her clothes in her trunk and went to her stuff on her nightstand. She picked up a picture of her family before the murder. She had a nice life up to then and was happy though she was happy now. Her brother Asher looks so happy in this picture it was almost like he was a totally different person. She didn’t understand why her brother was so set on revenge. He was destroying himself because of her. He told her that he needed this and he wanted to make them pay for making her watch the killing. She never wanted her brother to become a DE even though she was slowing but certainly becoming one. She was the adopted daughter of the Dark Lord and granddaughter of the dark lady. She knew too much anyways to betray Jack. If she did she would be killed and she didn’t want that.
She sighed as she put her picture in her trunk and pick up her cat. The cat meow quietly and she set Jingle on the bed.
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Post by lisa on Jan 6, 2010 11:23:27 GMT -5
"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in. I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Lisa frowned as Petra called her a spoiled brat. Yes, she was spoiled. She always got what she wanted from her parents but times changed a bit since they wanted her to be like her sister. Of course she was like her in many ways but mostly in those which their parents didn't know about and would disapprove. And telling her to be like Elizabeth they meant be undercover death eater, finish education with high grades, get married with a pureblood chosen by them and get a job. Of course she had two years left for everything. She was a death eater but not marked yet because of her young age, she had good grades but only because Petra and Idril helped her and 2 more years to graduate, parents have already chosen a husband for her but she was supposed to marry him on her seventeen birthdays and a job wasn't a big deal because she could always help her father in the ministry.
And yes, Lisa was afraid of love. She didn't want to allow anybody to her heart. Of course she could tell she loved her parents and sister, even her best friend Blaze Dolohov who she was supposed to marry but she loved him like a sister should love her brother. But it was something she wouldn't admit in front of anyone. It was sad, no doubt but it was just the way she was. And Lisa didn't think Jacob loved her, no. Maybe there was slight affection but what was the most visible the thing they had for each other was nothing else but lust. Yes, they decided to stick with one person but only because they didn't need anybody else to satisfy bed wants. And they just looked good together.
Lisa shook her head not wanting to spill more frustration on Petra. She just wanted her to go out finally so she didn't have to listen to the painful truth. She took a look at her friend's cat and smiled inside. She was sure that Jingle knew she was an animagus. It could smell that she was a cat too. There was no doubt. She was glad it couldn't speak because her secret would be simply unrevealed, and it wasn't what she wanted to happen. "Don't lecture me. Just go to your new happy family. Tell Jack that I am still really sorry I put him in a bad mood while he was eating dinner. He will know what I mean." then she turned back to her book. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ TAGS; Petra LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today OUTFIT; >click< except a white shirt NOTES; can you finish that thread, please? ^^ |
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Post by petra on Jan 17, 2010 23:46:21 GMT -5
Petra just smiled at Lisa and said nothing else. She wasn't in the mood to fight with Lisa. "okay i will tell Jack that." She said as she finish her packing. "Come on Jingle." She said to the cat as she walk out of her room. "Don't worry i spend a night here often." She probably will since she stay late into the night studying in the library. "Bye Lisa see you tomorrow." She said as she closed the door behind and toward her new home.
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