One night in Hogsmeade (Ruben)

[thereseblackwell]

Friday night was dark and cold, as Therese walked around in hogsmeade.The streets were still covered with snow and well other less pretty things to cover the streets with."agh .. a beer and ill be good and hopefully this time my drinking mood wont be ruined by Asher Connor ..ugh that jerkbag " she muttered under her breath and walked towards the , the three broomsticks.

The door opening let the warm air rush past her and left a content smile as she could smell the alcohol and scent of food in the room.She walked inside and walked up to the bar counter and smiled."ah .. what a nice night for beer..hand me one ?"she said with a smile and looked around to see if she saw any hot men.Oh god why do i have this itch ... hmm a rather sexual itch .. take it easy huh .. become calm ..you're a big perv .. right now ..okey a beer will calm you down ..oh holy mother of god ..bartender is the king of hotness ...okey don't act like a idiot now ..you're a Blackwell behave like one ..okey thessy She smiled at the bartender whom she had never seen here before and swallowed hard as she was becoming gradually more nervous round him."ah hi .."was all she could choke out before blushing like a five year old had done something bad.she chewed on her bottom-lip and kept quiet in fear of saying something wrong or behaving like a sex-crazed teenager ,well she knew damn well she was one but she hadn't exactly hooked up with anyone yet but no one needed to know that.She sighed softly and looked into those piercing blue eyes that sent electricity trough her body by just looking at him.

[ruben]

Ruben had started on his first day here at the three broomsticks as a bartender. Finally he had something to do than just hang around and do nothing. He just his always so charming smile to the customers who ordered the drinks from the bar. He looked around at the other customers by the bar to see if they needed a refill in their glasses or not. Ruben sighed and grabbed something to drink himself before he walked around to clean off the tables. new faces...new job...new experience..oh and new chicks to check out..hehe.. he thought and walked and smiled to some of the girls who walked in here.

As ruben got behind the counter again he saw the door got open and more people came in here. It was packed full with people now,that made ruben very happy too. Ruben noticed the one girl who ordered a beer from him,he tapped some beer and put it infront of her. She was a sexy little thing alright. He smiled more brightly to her as well..She said as well. " Hi there" he answered back at her. " So what brings you here tonight sweetheart?" ruben asked her and bit on his bottom lip as he checked her out. Oh yeah she was a sweet thing alright.


damn she is cute,wonder why she is here all by herself tonight and not with some horny little sexpuppy who doesn`t know how to satisfy a woman...i bet she is looking for something like that tonight..i would love to have some fun with her alrighthe thought and had a tiny playful smirk .

[thereseblackwell]

oh god he is looking at me .. what do i do ? what should i do ? oh god , Cassie will murder me if i don't behave and Jake .. ah ..don't wanna think about it even .. but he is so handsome and sexy ..oh god i sound like one of them .. ugh I'm a lovesick puppy ..damn it damn it .."aaaaah .. beer please " she said fast and nervous as he was the closest she had ever come to talking to a guy older than her.She kept biting on her bottom-lip and tugging at it with her teeth a bit.

She looked around a bit nervously and tried to hide her blush and wondered why he was smirking.oh god he thought she was some little girl didn't he? "aaah .. I'm here for a beer .. umh .. " she bit a little bit more on her bottom-lip and sighed softly.She was acting like a puppy wasn't she? , ah dear even worse she knew how her sister felt now.She sighed and thought of what everyone would say but deep inside she felt like it was all going to stay the same forever.

"ah .. never-mind . hand me a beer and some shots of fire-whiskey .. lets say i have lot on my mind right now "she muttered softly and sighed ,she bet he was checking out the girls behind her or some of the women.She wanted a place to belong , to feel like she was a part of something more than just school.She needed someone to tell her it was all going to be okay one day.She put a snus under her lip and sighed softly.

[ruben]

Ruben had to smile some as she seemed to be so nervous around him. But he served her that beer. He smiled more when she kept repeating herself..saying she wanted beer. " Mmm i know..you told me already" he said and smiled to her. She wanted to order some fire whiskeys as well. " here you go sweetie..." he said and put the shots infront of her and looked at her some. " So are you gonna tell me what`s on your mind then? " Ruben asked her and licked is his lips. she is a true hottie...i have to make better contact with her tonight... he planned and served some others around in the bar before he returned back to her.

" What`s your name ?" Ruben asked her and cleaned off the counter some with a towel and poured himself a shot of fire whiskey and poured it down like it was water. He licked his lips again and tried to make eye contact with the girl that was sitting infront of him drinking. He looked around and noticed people ordering more drinks.

[thereseblackwell]

This is baaaad ..i am bad bad little girl .. that should be spanked with a ruler .. oh god mind in gutter again. i am a bad little girl .. oh god i hope he doesn't read minds ..ooh look at those muscles , those arms i bet feel so safe , i bet he even smells good .She got her drinks and downed the shot one by one and made faces as it burnt a bit in her troath and then chased it down with beer."ah ..much better .. " she mumbled softly with ever present blush.his eyes were so blue and deep like an ocean.

Oh god i am a puppy ? or worse a girly girl .. damn it Jo you're affecting me with this .stupid hormones ..i just want this to get over .. i want to be close to someone for a little while without worrying if its right or wrong .. seriously I'm on the verge of closing off ..damn it ..this is it i am gonna kill my feelings .. shut them down .."its Therese .. and i just want to get drunk and forget everything for a while " she said with a heavy sigh and bit her bottom-lip a bit before drinking more beer.She wondered what was on his mind and if it was those women that had caught his eyes ,guess she was the plain one in the family." ugh more shots , and beer "

[ruben]

Ruben smiled and looked at her. " yeah i bet you are gonna feel fine tomorrow" he said and smirked at her. she seemed to be a little nervous still around him. He looked into her eyes when she told him her name. " Hmm Therese...that`s a nice name " he said and looked at her still. was it wrong of him to look at girls at this age,she can`t be more than what...16 or 17 years old. He gave her a new beer and some new shots as well.." why are you trying to get drunk so badly ?" ruben asked her and didn`t want her to end up so drunk that she can`t take care of herself.

" I`m ruben by the way.." he said to her just to have something to say to her. He drank a beer himself and took new orders from people who wanted more to drink as well. She seemed to be a bit sad and down.." Hey..if you need to talk..then i`m the perfect man for the job" he said and smiled to her and hoped she would feel a lot better from it. Ruben flirted a little with the other girls around the counter as well,but it was therese that had caught his eyes and attention tonight.. i`m wondering what`s going on inside her head right now..seems like she got a lot to think about. Maybe someone has been mean to her or so...i need to get to know her better and to make sure she is all fine..

[thereseblackwell]

Hes being nice to me .. hmm only a few guys are that , well most of the nice guy avoids me because I'm in slytherin and the ones who don't are either slytherins like me or just douche-bags who want to piss me off and i don't know how much pain i can bury in me , how long i can keep these feelings away..i need a release somehow.she drank more and looked at him " i don't care ,,i can handle alcohol well enough "she said softly and looked down at her table.She had received an owl from her grandparents ,the very ones who disowned her mother and left them in need of money.She wouldn't have survived without her mother and her mothers kind friends but all that changed when she was eleven and her mother died and her world was changed as she became a Blackwell.

"its just peachy .. just trying to kill of needless stuff ,like feelings and responsibility " she mumbled and drank more as he flirted with other women.She wasn't shocked by that ,she was a fool if she thought she would have anyone in here life to love her in that way ,to take care of her and protect her.She would need to be protected form herself if this carried on.i think this constant need of intimacy ,is just a way of me trying to connect to someone , to have something to share with them .maybe I'm just utterly screwed up in the head .. Asher is right ..I'm worthless and I'm gonna end up alone with nothing ..

[ruben]

Ruben looked at her. " well it`s good that you can handle the booze then " he said and smirked. She looked sad and alone. Ruben knew how to take care of the lonely girls but he wasn`t sure if this was should get a night like that. " Come on..talk to me about it..it`s better to get it out than keep inside and be angry with yourself" he said and looked at her. She really needed to talk if she had it rough. She opened up a little bit and talked to him. "well you can`t really kill stuff like that off..that doesn`t make you human then " ruben said and looked at her.

she is really having a bad day today or what..how should i get her to talk more about it..it`s interesting to listen to people talk..and some of the girls flirted..hehe..sweet.. he thought and turned back to therese. " Why do you want to turn off feelings and responsibility so badly..? have someone hurt your feelings or been mean to you..don`t tell me you have been fighting with your boyfriend .." he said and smiled some to her to see if she even had a smile to wear. " ahh come on smile some for me therese...i know you want to" ruben said and leaned over the counter and got closer to her,he looked into her eyes and bit his bottom lip. she smelled really good too.." mmm you smell good tonight" he said with a lower husky voice so others couldn`t hear what he said to her.

[thereseblackwell]

He wants me to talk .. huh share and care .. what the hell should i tell him .. that my life pretty much is about me being an idiot .. who doesn't know how to relate to people without being an idiot ..what the hell should i do now? ..guess ill just tell him She sighed softly and bit her bottom-lip and drank some more of the beer."fine well i don't fit in with the school exactly .. I'm loud , i act like an idiot just so people don't see the real me .. i think of the past too much " she sighed softly and looked around a bit.

"I hate being on my own and i hate acting like the idiot but if i don't ill be weirdo loner that just sits alone and reads or draws strange things .. i like being a perv but i guess its too much to handle ..i wish i was a guy cause than it would adorable to act like a lovesick moron .. i hate the way i act sometimes " she muttered a bit annoyed as she was influenced by the drinks .He wasn't going to be interested in her and well this alcohol brought out the serious side of her and well she didn't think anyone would want someone who doubted themselves so much."ah ..why do you want me to smile " she asked with a soft sigh and looked at him and then away a bit ,the blush grew on her cheeks as he had his eyes on her.He leaned in and whispered with such a husky voice.She got a deeper blush on her cheeks and bit her lips a bit rougher."ah ..thank you " she said softly and smiled softly."you look very nice tonight , its nice to get complimented "

[ruben]

He looked at her when she started to talk about her feelings and what`s been kept inside of her for a while. " you think it`s hard to fit in with the others if you act like yourself..well if they don`t like the real you then screw them.." Ruben said and looked at her. He looked at the other customers to see if they needed a refill but so far they seemed okey and had everything under control. he listened more to her when she talked more about how she felt. He had to smile and chuckle a little. " you think it`s so much easier being a guy in a situation like that..trust me..it`s not.." he said and smirked to her. she just want to be close to someone and feel loved,damn..there`s nothing wrong with that..she is too hot to be alone like this. he thought and looked down and then up and into her eyes again.

He smiled when she blushed so much when he leaned in and talked to her like this. " are you blushing therese?" he asked her and smiled some more to her. " that is so adorable i just have to say" ruben said and looked at her some more. He liked her looks and would love to compliment her all night long if he could. "ahh thanks...needed to look good at the first day of my job you know..." he said and smiled some more to her. " can i get you something more to drink or what ?" he asked her..

[thereseblackwell]

"well the things i have a family now .. not the one i grew up in but i love them to death ... i act like a moron because well I'm scared no one would like the real me .. what if i end up cold and heartless like my mothers parents .. or die alone like my mother ?" she sighed heavily and looked down at the glass and raised it to her lips and took a deep drink of it. She didn't care about tomorrow and the incoming hangover that was sure to come.she blushed and looked away for alittle bit as she was a bit nervous still round him ,she had never really told someone about these feelings before."but guys can act like douche-bags ,,and it only makes them hotter , and more desirable while girls become desperate and pathetic"

She nibbled on her bottom-lip as he kept saying those sweet things that had her feeling something else than unworthy for a while ,she wanted to savor the feeling for a while now.She bit her bottom-lip and looked into those piercing blue eyes and bit those bottom-lips a bit more."ah thank you .. you're very sweet and kind " she smiled a bit more and looked into his eyes and blushed a bit more."and you look good ..and congrats on you're first day " she smiled and licked her lips "ah you could get me a glass of water please ?"

[ruben]

Ruben looked at her when she started talking more about her feelings and how she felt. It was nice to hear her talk. She had a nice voice too. "mhm..family is important..i love my family to death too but we have our downs as well " he said and looked at her. Hoping she would feel better. She still seemed nervous around him. "hey relax okey...you seem to be pretty nervous still." he said and smiled some. "I`m not a douche bag and why does that make guys hotter?" he asked her curiously. He looked at her and hoped that she wouldn`t feel so down anymore.

He smiled to therese and served her a new beer. " there you go and enjoy it okey " he said and looked at her with a smile. " If you want to talk some more some other time just let me know okey" he said and winked at her and thought she was very pretty,with the brown hair and the green eyes. Ruben also served her a glass of water. " there you go and it`s smart of you to drink water so you wount end up all drunk and stupid" he said and smirked to her.