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Post by asher on Dec 18, 2009 13:03:34 GMT -5
Asher walk down the hallway looking for something to do which for him that means looking for trouble. He could hear the whisper from the girls while he walk by. He smiled at some of them and smirk when they started freaking out over him smiling at them. He laughed to himself since those girls thought they had a chance with him, please. Only a select few had a chance with him and it wasn’t them.
He turn a corner and he found himself in a empty hallway. He like being alone since it gave him time to think but at the moment he didn’t want to think. He wanted to have fun and being alone doesn’t equal fun. He could always look for his sister Petra and mess with her but decided against it. Then he thought about torturing Roxy but he did that the day before.
He leans against the wall and slip down. He put his head against the cold brick and closed his eyes. He ran his hand through his hair. He couldn’t think of anything fun to do. He could always pull a prank on some first year or start a fight but all of them seem a waste of his time. He pull up his selves and look at his mark. He need to focus on his revenge and that’s it. His revenge may cost him his life but who cares. As long as he made them pay for killing his parents he will be okay with dying. Usually he would have sense if someone was near him but he didn’t. He was too focus on revenge.
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Post by anabee on Dec 18, 2009 13:10:27 GMT -5
'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHENEVER YOU'RE NEAR
OH BABY, YOU MAKE ME JUST WANNA
YOU MAKE ME WANNA PIN YOU DOWN AND TEAR YOU APART
Flipping the long, blonde tress of hair over her shoulders, Anabella Emilie Wood through down the dungeons with a fierce stride. Although her mind was elsewhere. What was she doing? Why had she been so foolish to let herself get trailed into it? Let herself get attached and then hurt? The answer was far beyond her knowledge, but she was sure one day she’d find the answer. Her cornflower blue eyes scanned over the many faces that approached her. She wasn’t looking for anyone in particular, she was just hoping to casually come by someone of interest. A friend at least. Ana didn’t know how long she could hold it in, all these crazy feelings a teenage girl was supposed to experience. Her fragile heart was on overload. And the urge to just shout at any student that passed by her was growing increasingly fast.
She could only blame one person for this unusual behaviour. Blaze Dolohov. That boy had corrupted her in more ways that one. There was once a time when Anabella used to laugh at the young girls he put under his spell, promising herself that she would not become on of them foolish people. Oh but how promises where meant to be broken. He had charmed her off her feet, quite literally. A feisty fight turned into a passionate affair. And to think, he was engaged! Anabella mentally slapped herself for her own stupidity. But anyone who has fallen into the arms of Blaze Dolohov would understand exactly what she was experiencing. Knowing that she shouldn’t, but it just felt so right. So perfect.
And just as she was tangled in her own thoughts; her own love affair, Anabella tripped over a certain figure. From graceful to clumsy, the young woman fell on top of something, or someone. “Ouch!” The only word that escaped her pale pink lips as body flung itself on top of another’s. Glancing up to the person who she had tripped over, she noticed the familiar face, “You?” Ana managed to snarl, pushing herself off him. She couldn’t even bare to look at his gorgeous face.
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Post by asher on Dec 18, 2009 13:33:58 GMT -5
Asher was in deep thought but something or someone fell on him. He look at the girl that just fell on him and smirk when he notice it was Anabella. "You're still falling for me, Anabella?" He ask with a charming smile. "Looking as lovely as ever." He said running his hand through his hair and looking Anabella up and down.
"How are you?" He ask knowing full well that she wasn't doing good. He knew her too well to know when she's piss off or upset. While he was dating her he could read her like a book but after a while he got bored of her. He found some girl at a bar he was at and mess around with her. He didn't even remember the girl that he mess around with. And how Anabella found out confused him but he shrugged it off. He didn't really like staying with one girl at a time. It was too much work to make the relationship work and beside he was going too died young or go to Azkaban for murder. So what’s the point of making a relationship work when he could be having fun with different girls?
He look back at Anabella and smiled. He just found his little toy for today.
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Post by anabee on Dec 18, 2009 13:57:18 GMT -5
'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHENEVER YOU'RE NEAR
OH BABY, YOU MAKE ME JUST WANNA
YOU MAKE ME WANNA PIN YOU DOWN AND TEAR YOU APART
He still managed to make her heart flutter. What? That shouldn’t be happening! He hurt her and cheated on her, Merlin only knew how many times. But she was smart and knew what to do. She left him as quick as she could. “Urgh Asher isn’t it time you got over yourself.” Dusting herself over, her blue eyes watched him careful. Not hesitating to check him out. The fact that his good looks still remained didn’t help Ana’s racing heart. What made her thing she could even come close to him again? The compliment brought a small smile to her lips, however it only lasted for a few moments. “And you’re just as much of a jerk as you always where.” The young blond snapped.
The young Gryffindor hesitated to answer his question. Why should she? He didn’t deserve an answer. But if he was willing to make a civilized conversation, then she could at least try, “I’m great. A lot better now since you’re out of the picture.” Anabella’s tone was cold and dry, the only tone she could possibly use towards him. She understood that they could never return to the way it used to be. She could never behave the way she used to, simply because of how destructive he had been with her fragile heart. Ana knew she never had the chance to ask why he hurt her, but she had a pretty good idea anyway. “I would ask the same to you, but I don’t really care how you are.” Ana spoke coldly, glaring at him before she began to walk away.
Whatever he was playing at surely wasn’t stopping Anabella from continuing with her day…
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Post by asher on Dec 19, 2009 19:27:03 GMT -5
“babe, you and I both know I’m hot so why shouldn’t I be full of myself?” Asher ask. He smiled at Anabella cruel words. He took a few steps in front of her and block her way. “You not being cute at all Bells.” He smiled as he used his nickname for her. “and I’m doing fine.” He bend down and kiss her cheek. “Thanks for worrying about me.” He joked.
He took a few steps away from her since he didn’t know how she will react to his kiss. He loved playing with her. She was somewhat an easy target for guys to play with. He should tell her but what’s the fun in that. He needed to teach her that she shouldn’t trust guys to much and especially him and his type. He takes advantage of sweet and weak girl like her. Anabella need to learn the truth the hard way. He can be caring once in a while but he just hated the fact that he had to be caring.
He grab her by the arm. “You make yourself an easy target get some backbone Bells are boys will be walking all over you.” He said harshly. “just like how I walk over you and after I got bored I broke you heart.”
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Post by anabee on Dec 19, 2009 20:45:06 GMT -5
'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHENEVER YOU'RE NEAR
OH BABY, YOU MAKE ME JUST WANNA
YOU MAKE ME WANNA PIN YOU DOWN AND TEAR YOU APART
All words escaped Ana's mind, being completely consumed by the words that where spoken. "Asher..." She spoke, still searching for the right words to say, "Just get out of my way. I cant do this right now." It was incredibly difficult to be strong around someone she was so fond of. His lips making contact with her flustered cheeks caused her fragile heart to shudder.
What was he doing? Did he enjoy emotionally demolishing her? Drawing her eyes to grasp his, Anabella held her breath. Bells. The very name evoked fond memories of their previous history. So much had torn and ripped between them, shattering every accomplishment they had once gained. "Why cant you just leave me alone Asher, why do you feel the need to become such frequent visitor in my life. Haven't you already caused enough destruction as it is?" Holding the blonde tress of hair from her eyes, Ana now felt the need to know what satisfaction was given to him while he corrupted her .
The physical contact that was made between them, only made the situation a thousand times harder.The words that broke the silence pierced her heart, forming a barrier of protection. This time she refused to be the weak one, she refused to stand by as he continuously degraded her. "Get your paws off me," She demanded at him. Snatching his grip off her arm protectively. She threw a glare at him and prepared to lift her hand to commit an act of violence. Her hand paused in mid air, rethinking of her actions.
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Post by asher on Dec 19, 2009 21:26:00 GMT -5
"I would but Bells you will just found another guy that will break your heart again and i can't let that happen know can i." Asher said gripping her arm harder. He didn't know why he was worried about the girl but in the end he did have some feeling for her while they were dating but cheated on her because he was afraid of his own feeling.
"And i wasn't the one who fell on top of me it was you and face it Bells you need to listen to me." He said harshly. "Just look at you Bells you’re look fragile and weak and like I said grow backbone." He said looking her right in her eyes. "You think every guy is a gentlemen but trust me you attract the wrong type of guys." He said speaking more softly.
He saw her hand come up like she was about to hit him but she didn't. "Bells hit me. I'm hurting you am i not." His hold tightens on her arm. "You can't even protect yourself." He said. "Hit me Bells. Protect yourself." He push her into the wall.
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Post by anabee on Dec 19, 2009 22:15:37 GMT -5
'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHENEVER YOU'RE NEAR
OH BABY, YOU MAKE ME JUST WANNA
YOU MAKE ME WANNA PIN YOU DOWN AND TEAR YOU APART
Ana listened carefully to Asher's words, analyzing everything. "Why can't you? You don't care if my heart gets wounded once again. You've never cared." Her tone was low, not wanting to believe her own words. Feeling the grip on her arm tightening, Ana refused to give into the pain he was causing her. Physically and emotionally.
"Listen to you!" She scoffed, surprised by Asher's own words. How could she believe anything that escaped his lips. "I find myself in the company of some really amazing guys Asher, they treat me with the respect that i deserve...the respect you failed to give me." While speaking, Anabella maintained the eye contact. Searching for something, hoping to find some emotion in his gorgeous eyes.
He persuaded her to hit him. But she couldn't. He meant so much to her. Protect yourself. The words triggered something inside her. And then it happened. Her hand collided with his cheek. Tears streamed down her flustered cheeks. How could this happen, in a matter of moments he reduced her to tears. Having her back against the wall, the silent tears continued to trickle.
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Post by asher on Dec 19, 2009 22:46:21 GMT -5
Asher felt the impact of Bells hit. “Finally Bells.” He said looking down at the young girl who was crying. “And that good you found some guys that are nice.” He didn’t really believe that those guy were nice he will check on it later. He carried for Bells but not in a different way. He cared for as a sister and will protect her but he will never tell her how he felt. In the end she will be hurt because of his feelings. He wouldn’t put other in danger because of his revenge but he didn’t really want to hurt her anyone more.
“Bells I love you but as a sister but we can’t be friends.” He said softly. “The reason why I stop everything is because the life I’m going to choose isn’t going to be a good one.” He was struggling with word since he was sharing his feeling. “If were close you going to end up killed or hurt and I can’t stand seeing you or others get hurt because of me.” He wiped some of her tears. “I’m choosing a life of killing and revenge and you should run away from me and never look back, Bells.” He said letting go of her arm. “I’m planning to kill who ever kill my parents and I join some dangerous people just to accomplish it.” He said looking in the girls eyes. “So do you love me still or are you afraid of me?” He wanted her to be afraid of him and never talk to him again.
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Post by anabee on Dec 19, 2009 23:04:51 GMT -5
'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHENEVER YOU'RE NEAR
OH BABY, YOU MAKE ME JUST WANNA
YOU MAKE ME WANNA PIN YOU DOWN AND TEAR YOU APART
She could no longer hold back on her emotions. The tears the cascaded down her cheeks, just wouldn't stop, at least not while she continued to stand before him looking so vulnerable. "Yeah, they're great. They give me the strength that i need to get you out of my system." Anabella said, bringing her eyes to meet his. That was the truth wasn't it? Beryx had comforted her when she needed it, he had protected her from all things bad and Blaze, he had offered her love and devotion when she asked for it. But, somehow, she still though of Asher.
"I don't want to hear it Asher. I don't want you to tell me this. I would much rather you not care for me at all, rather than love me as a sister." Ana shook her head, too stubborn to listen to him. She knew about his parent's, she knew what had happened and what he hoped for he future, but it was nothing Ana would have Asher do. To commit a murder, was an awful crime, living with the guilt. Placing a hand on his cheek, she sighed "Your parents wouldn't want that Asher. They wouldn't want their son committing a murder. Don't do it." Ana whispered to him, looking him straight in the eyes. "I'm afraid to love you Asher...but i still do. I don't want to, but i am still in love with you." She said softly.
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Post by asher on Dec 20, 2009 15:57:17 GMT -5
"I know but its what i want." Asher took her hand off his cheek. He didn't want her to touch him because he will feel feelings for her that wasn't just sisterly love. He didn't want to feel those feeling for her. She was meant for a better life then what he can give her.
"Dammit Bells. Don't love me at all." He punched the wall. "I'm just going to end up hurting you and that will kill me. I can't have you or Petra getting hurt because of me." He said angrily. Why can't she understand that he doesn't want her to get kill. "I choose this life and i don't want you or anyone else get drag into because of me." He said looking away. "and besides I've seen you with Beryx and Blaze. Pick one of them but please Bells stop loving me because one day I will be died." He said looking straight in her eyes. "You're still young, Bells. Pick someone else. I'm not you knight in shining armor.”
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Post by anabee on Dec 20, 2009 16:23:29 GMT -5
'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHENEVER YOU'RE NEAR
OH BABY, YOU MAKE ME JUST WANNA
YOU MAKE ME WANNA PIN YOU DOWN AND TEAR YOU APART
Anabella dropped her hand in defeat. She was wasting her time. “You want to die?” The young woman whispered, allowing her eyes to fall to the grounds. Wiping the fresh tears from her eyes, she knew she had to leave, get out of his presence as fast as possible before she broke down all together. It was amazing what one single meeting could do to a single person/
She jumped at the sudden action. His fist slamming against the wall. Why was he doing this? Why was he inflicting pain upon himself. “Why do you care? You’ve never cared!” Ana said angrily, pushing him forcefully. “You’ve seen me with Beryx and Blaze? If you don’t remember, Beryx is one of my closest friends Asher, and Blaze…he’s engaged.” She finally managed to say before shaking her head. What was she doing here? She needed to leave. “You’re right. I’ll pick someone else.” He just didn’t get it. She just couldn’t chose someone to fall in love with, but she could try. Pushing past him, Ana decided to leave, no longer wanting to hear his words.
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Post by asher on Dec 21, 2009 15:42:48 GMT -5
Asher grab her arm. "Please Bells I still love you but with all this. I can't see you get hurt because of me and you of all people should know that I’m to stubborn to just stop." He said "I cared for you too much that way I can't see you getting hurt." He said putting a hand to her cheek. "You’re so precious to me and if they do something to you. I’ll blame myself." But he saw in Bells eyes that after him telling her that he loved her. She wasn’t going to walk away for him.
He had to tell her that he join the Death Eater. So she can realize that he was serious. "Bells I join the DE but please i beg you don't tell anyone." He said begging her. "I’m really serious about killing the guy who killed my parents.” He knew who kill his parents and he was a fellow Death Eater. He will be killed if he killed Travis but he was willing to die for revenge. “So Bells if you still want to be with me I will try my hardest to protect you but I can’t promise you that I won’t be alive 2 years from now or 5 years.” He said. “but I will tried my hardest to stay alive as much as possible.” He said looking at the girl.
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Post by anabee on Dec 28, 2009 17:58:21 GMT -5
'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHENEVER YOU'RE NEAR
OH BABY, YOU MAKE ME JUST WANNA
YOU MAKE ME WANNA PIN YOU DOWN AND TEAR YOU APART
Anabella snatched her arm back, “Asher, I can’t hear you say those words. You’re killing me with your words. Just stop.” She pleaded with him, pushing a strand of silky blonde hair from her eyes. Why was he telling her this now? Was it because he had witnessed her slowly, but progressively moving on? No longer being tied up on him, Asher being no longer the boy she first thought about in the morning and the last before she slept? Ana had no idea, nor did she entirely know if she wanted to know. But, he loved her. The words made her think.
“I wont tell a soul…“ So, her suspicions had been correct. Asher had finally confirmed that he was a faithful member of the Death eaters, something Blaze was apart of too. The only guy in her life that wasn’t apart of any such thing was Beryx, thankfully. “Asher you make these promises and in the end it is always the same result. I end up shattered into small pieces. You promise things that I doubt you will accomplish.” Sighing, Anabella was confused. She didn’t know what to do in all honesty. She loved Asher, but she always knew their fate. It only brought Ana sadness. Wrapping her arms around his neck, Anabella embraced him in a small comforting hug, “I wish you wouldn’t do it. But, if you are set on killing this man, then fine.” She whispered to him, her cerulean blue eyes gazing into his.
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Post by asher on Dec 28, 2009 19:24:18 GMT -5
Asher hug her back. "I really need to do this, Bells. They killed my parents in front of my sister eyes and mine. He look at me with they blank eyes with not guilt." He said releasing her from his hug. "That day when I saw Petra trying to wake up our mom with blood all over her and her clothes. I promise that I will make him pay." He had to let Anabella go. He couldn't hold her on to her but he wanted to.
"Bells if you want me to go and never talk to you again. I promise I will try not to get into you life once again and ruin it but I really do love you Bells and I want to be part of your life. "He grab her hand and put it to his cheek. ”I'll do anything to have you smile at me like you use to but I ruin it with my cowardliness." He said. He didn’t like to share his feeling because it made him feel weak and helpless. Bells was the only girl he actually was fighting to keep in his life. “I promise not to break you heart or shatter you in a million pieces. “He said jokingly. “I promise.” He kiss her on the cheek and then on her forehead. “I promise”
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