That's Right {open!

[lydia]

i think the spotlight always gives you stage fright
†WISH THIS ALL WOULD END RIGHT†

†STOP MAKING MY HEAD SPIN†
it's over but what if we just pretend

Sleep was becoming less and less of an occurance, nights were hard when you had some much running through your mind. Sure some of it was just there to cover up the thoughts on what really was going on but most of it had to be dealt with and lily was not sure on how long she would cope. Sure she had lost control and gone a little bit crazy a few months back. But she was still alive. Maybe it was good that she had relieved everything out. Maybe she needed another two month holiday. But then she remembered, she was safer at hogwarts than out with muggles, especially when you had bellatrix lestrange after you.

That also made you pretty paranoid but recently she had been slipping up. Her mind just seemed to wander, silly things took her attention. She knew Jack had said she needed to be who she was. The lily that wanted to kill everyone and have her own control. The one that had aspired to be the next bellatrix lestrange, but she couldn't. It wasn't just her life she had, it was her's and her babies. She needed to be more careful, but she couldn't help but think she was a little safer when she was evil.

She stopped at the edge of the forbidden forest. She didn't even realise she was going anywhere and clearly her legs had a mind of their own. She shivered realising just how cold it was, what time was it? She wasn't sure but she knew it was late or she wouldn't have come out. And then it settled in. The feeling of lonliness. Why was it she was always alone? Recently she had began to prefer it, even if she felt unsecure. She sat pulling her jacket in closer, she liked the cold but it felt colder than normal. And just as the thought crossed her mind she went for her wand. She was useless without it, but dangerous with it. She gave a a sigh of relief, after what happened between her and jack she wasn't prepared to go no where without it.

[marika666]

"Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you out

There's no running away from these things that hold you down."
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It was a beautiful but cold night when Idril decided to go out of the castle. She thought it would be kind of stupid from her to sit in the library till she get sleepy. But she took a book with herself. The one that was her favourite because her father named her after one of characters from it. She went through the corridors and got to the entrance hall finally. She opened the great door of the castle and walked out.

With a book tighed to her brest, a Ravenclaw was heading to the black lake or maybe it was forbidden forest? She wasnt sure where her legs were leading her to. When she already got there she looked at the sky and smiled. Then she turned around looking for a suitable place to sit and read. Her eyes spotted a perfect place. She moved herself to it and sat down on a grass crossing her legs. She lit her wand, opened a book on a bookmarked page and started reading totally forgetting about everything else.

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TAGS; Lily Potter
LYRICS; Crossfade - Colors
NOTES; I hope you don't mind me here ^^

[lydia]

It didn't take long before she landed back to the start of the forbidden forest. She didn't really care. After all it was a bit chilly to be out. Lily enjoyed the cold however, it helped her think. The feeling of fresher air than the stuffy warm one that came with winter. Lily never really read books. She didn't take all that much interest in to it at all, the second she opened a book there would be something far more interesting to pull her attention too instead.

She reached an opening, seeing another girl sat on the grass with a book in her lap. Wierdo. Who would want to come out into the cold to read a book. Her own wand clutched into her hand she debated whether to stop walking, turn around and approach the girl or to carry on back to the common room. in the end she turned abck and headed over. "What are you doing?"

[albusseverus]

Albus Potter yawned as he made his way along the corridors of Hogwarts. He was bored, and couldn't sleep. Maybe he'd find something to do outside. The middle Potter child slipped on a sweatshirt and his scarf over his clothes, placing his hands in his pockets and going outside. Everything lately seemed to have gone to hell. His brother was married, his sister was pregnant, and to make matters worse-Lily was a Death Eater.

Albus had never liked Death Eaters after hearing the stories his father had told him about how Bellatrix Lestrange had murdered Sirius Black. 99% of the time he didn't tolerate traitors, but he was truly torn on this issue at hand. He loved his sister, he did, but Lily was now the enemy. He didn't lead on to her that he knew, but it was still a bear on his conscience. Whenever he'd see his baby sister he'd smile and act as if nothing was wrong, but on the inside he was having mixed emotions.

The male continued his trek across the grounds, not noticing the two girls by the Black Lake. Lost in his own thoughts, Albus looked up at the sky, slowly continuing towards them.