Good News? Not Really. {axel!

[lydia]

Two owls in one day, one to James, Lilys brother and the second, to Axel. Oh was she not meant to be the one to bring good news. Maybe not. With James she asked to speak to him later in the day, Axel should know first. Axel was after all going to be a main person in her life for now. She knew sooner or later people would start noticing the small bump that will sooner get bigger. What was she meant to do then? Once everyone knew the Potter got pregnant. Axel was probably going to die of a heart attack. She was going to have to tell him everything. How was she sure it was his? Because there was a big gap between him and her past lover, and after? There had been no one. She had left for two months and come back pregnant. Everyone thought she was never going to come back.

She sat on a patch of grass near the lake. It had been raining but she did not care. At the moment she enjoyed the open. Fresh air, away from the gossipers away from people. Away from family. They were next to know the news. She felt sick, she was about to ruin someone else life. She hoped alex had recieved her owl. She hoped he would come. All she had asked was to meet for something important. She put nothing of babys or anything in there. Not even hinted. Maybe she should have hinted, would have it done him better? She hardley even knew him! This was just not going to go down very well was it?

She sat waiting, was she early or was she late? She was not sure, she left the common room to sit here since the morning. Then it hit her, she had been sat most of the day here. She knew it must have been about time for him to come meet her, everyone had just left for lunch. She was not in the mood to eat. It was time to face up to problems. And the fourteen year old girl was about to turn into an adult pretty fast.

[zabini]

[blockquoye]Lordy Lordy Lordy

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Today Was probably going to be the most shocking day of Axel's entire life. At just 16, going on 17 in two months he had never really had anything too major happen in his life. Besides being turned into a werewolf 7 months after his birthday, but now he has learned to slightly control that. By taking a potion to stop the transformation, or even going away from the school for the days of the full moon. But besides that he had a pretty easy going life.

Axel had good grades, he was apart of the school news paper, was on the quidditch team and he was a perfect. To top all of that off he got about any girl he wanted. Saying this the young Axel has had his share of women so far in his life, but he never thought of the consinquensces of being his man whorish self...

Today Axel had recieved a letter from one of his previous hook ups. Lily Potter. She was only fourteen but hey he didnt know that at the time of the hook up. THey where both drunk, and well stuff happens. Just as it did that night. Yeah he talked to her a few time s before their little encounter that night, and he definetly talked after it, but he still barely knew the girl. Just a few things he learned from his best friend who happened to be her cousin.

Too say Axel Wynn was clueless about this meeting would be an understatement. He had went two whole months without seeing this girl, with out even knowing she was alive, but hey he would never second think a girl telling him she needed to talk..walking out to the grounds he spotted her sittingon a patch of grass. Walking up he sat right next to her. "Lily, you needed to see me?" he asked curiously.[/blockquote]

notes;; sorry that is not my best

[lydia]

Small talk was not one of lilys best abilities. She hated small talk. She always went straight to the point. But this point was a little too sensitive. She knew it was not entirely Axels fault, even though at first she thought of completely blaming him. Saying he took advantage. But wouldn't that have just about destroyed everything in her life? Maybe. No she wasn't one to small talk but she decided she would have to at least try. After all she almost fainted from shock, she was not very sure how Axel would react in turn. Maybe angry? Upset? She knew nothing from how he would react, but felt very guilty for Rose. Her cousin would not be happy.

Lily was not one to get good grades. She cared less for school, but then when death eaters became a part of her life she left them to completely slip. Then moving on to alcohol she became the little drunken alcoholic soon changing when accident happened with Dominique. That was something she did not want a replay of. Then she had left. Left for good. But here she was back, alive and... pregnant. She hated that word. But she was soon going to get familiar with being called it. The joys of a baby.

Urgh. She glanced up just as Axel spoke. She wanted to smile, say nothing it was a mistake, get up and walk away but she could not. No smile welcomed him to join her, if anything she froze. She could not speak, she did not no what to say or do. But she knew silence made things worse, and she decided to say the first thing that came to mind. "Im pregnant" she should have slapped herself in the face for saying that, it took time to register in her head just what she had said, she looked down, away from Axel. She could not face up to his reaction.

[zabini]

WTF?!?!

As he sat there the silent atmosphere started to make Axel very uncomfortable. He was never one to stay silent for long periods of time. He was always talking, laughing, cutting up, anything to keep the people around him smiling, or laughing. See he was one of those guys who was always the life of the party, and never liked to be tied down, boy how that was about to change.

As he turned his head to look at her, she spoke two words he never wanted to hear in his entire school career. Yeah he wanted kids, but not right now. Not while he was only sixteen and still in school, damn how this was about to ruin his entire life.


His face twisted into a shocked expression, yeah he was shocked who wouldn’t be. Definitely when you only slept with the girl one time. “You’re…Pregnant?” His voice broke in-between that sentence. He couldn’t believe this. How did she know it was his? He had always known Lily potter to be somewhat like him. Sleeping with different men, or so he heard. “DO… Do you know that it’s…mine?” See Axel was trying his best to keep his voice calm, even though he felt like screaming and cussing, yelling telling her that there was no way this child was his.

You know why Axel wasn’t doing this, because there was a chance it was his. He had slept with her while he was intoxicated, so was she, or he wouldn’t have done it in the first place, defiantly seeing that she is only fourteen and he had about every class, and spent a majority of the day around her eldest brother James. Axel also knew if he was drunk at the time of sleeping with her that they most likely weren’t very safe. Which was something that didn’t shock him; he wasn’t a very safe person in the beginning when it came to him and woman.

Gulping he rubbed his eyes. “Lily, are… Are you positive?” He whispered softly. “I mean… We...We only slept together once, and it was like 3 months ago.” Damn… That was not the best thing to say. If it was three months ago then she probably was sure it was his. Shaking his head he tried to hold back everything inside of him. “Damn…I am dead.” He whispered softly knowing when her parents, and well her brother found out he would be no more.[/blockquote][/size]

[lydia]

It was not all rainbows and daisys for lily either. At least Axel may have had the chance to deny even sleeping with her and walking away. She instead had to be stuck getting fat and then giving birth to the thing whilst being chaced by death eaters. The lovely life of Lily Potter was no more. What was left? A girl wasting away. She knew for a fact James, her whole family, everyone would not be very happy. Lily could always keep quiet to who's it was in the first place. Many knew her reputation of sleeping around, maybe she could pass that one off. Axel did not have to have anything to do. Lily had always been a strong girl, but she was not sure if she could do it alone.

Yes he went through shock, Lily was waiting for anger. She had to stop herself from crying. Her emotions had been all over the place recently, but maybe crying would not be such a bad thing. No she would not cry, she wanted to be strong, no matter how hard it was. What he said next hurt. "Yes i am sure it is yours. It had been a few months before i slept with you since i last slept with someone. And after sleeping with you there was no one because i left school for a little while." she assured.

Lily are you positive. Of course she was! She stood up pulling her coat of and lifting her top up to show a little bump. "That good enough evidence? Or do you want the five muggle pregnancy tests that all say positive? That can be done too." she snapped back. No that was not the best thing to say to a girl you got pregnant. "Two and a half months ago to be exact." she said rather annoyed before feeling the chill and pulling her coat back on before sitting back on the groud again wiping a few tears away. "You think you are dead? You can walk away now and i would not say a word to who it is."

[zabini]

Its true

Axel starred at her stomach as she pulled up her shirt. She was pregnant. His stomach did a somersault. He got a girl pregnant. I fifteen, wait fourteen, year old girl pregnant. Damn. Putting his face in his hands he closed his eyes. What was he going to do? What where they going to do? He definitely wasn't going to do what she suggested, well what she said he could do, which was walk away and leave her here to fend of herself threw this pregnancy.

Turning to face her he shook his head softly trying to stop himself from actually crying. yeah eh was about to cry. He wasn't that strong after all apparently. HE was just a scared 16 year old boy; who now had a pregnant girl, who wasn't even his girlfriend. What was he going to do. "Lily, I am not going to leave you. I am not that shallow. Plus this isn't even your fault, its my fault for getting drunk and well you remember the rest" He kept his voice kinda soft and soothing. He didn't seriously know what to do, but he had to do something right?

Looking up at her he took his hand wiping a stray tear off of her cheek before pulling his hand back. "I'm sorry Lily. I really am. I didn't mean for this to happen." He got quiet for a moment before taking his eyes and meeting hers. "I will stick with you threw this. I know we aren't the best of friends, and dint' even talk that much but I swear I won't make you do this alone." His voice broke at the end of this.

He was upset right now, he knew the anger would probably come when he was alone but it would be anger anger, it would be denial anger.

Shaking that off he rubbed the back of his neck. "Lily..." He got quiet trying to word this right in his head, trying to make sure he didn't say this wrong. "Your brother is going to kill me, your cousin is going to kill me, your friends are probably going to kill me, but." He got quiet again, he was not good at this whole talking thing, seeing that he had never been in this situation before. "I know I am bad at this talking thing but We will make it threw, and I will stick with you threw it..One way or another." He said softly. Right now he was wishing he had someone else to talk to. Someone who could tell him what to do, what to say, and how to make this right, if that was even possible.[/blockquote]

[lydia]

Lily would never have been able to rid of what was now a part of her. She may have killed in the past but this was her own flesh and blood. She did not understand how other girls managed to destroy what was going to be a baby. Surely it was not the best thing to do. She would have a breakdown if he asked her to do something like that. But then again, if it was any other boy they would have run a mile. No one wanted to get a girl pregnant. And surely being fourteen it was not the best thing in her life that she could do.

He claimed he was not going to leave. Maybe it was not bad ruining a life she had already ruined. But here she was destroy a boy that had plenty going for him. Dragging him down to her level. She guessed he just wanted to leave. Get as far away as he could. She guessed he would because the second she found out she wanted to be a complete other person. "That means a lot, even if you do not mean it" she said crying some more. damn emotions. "I do not blame you completely, it was my fault for not telling you how old i am either." she paused.

She shook her head. "Don't apologise, there is not much we can do " she finally sighed trying to pull herself together. "Im not sure you will... you have not heard the rest of the story.." she began, "They might feel like killing you. But they wont." she wiped the tears away before trying to sound brave. "At the begining of the school year i became a death eater. I killed some people, and then i think i went a little crazy." She was sure this was not something she probably should have said, but she wanted their relationship to be.. sort of basic? Friends or soemthing? And it was time to come clean. "And um, i left school a few months back because Jack was going to kill me... Anyway... Um.." she paused thinking of the right words. "You might have a few death eaters after you considering they want me dead too. Or at least Bellatrix does... So... Im sorry?" she did not no what else to say. At least she was honest and came clean. Wow this baby had a murderer for a mother. How great life it would have.

[zabini]

Let the Truth Fly!

As she started to talk and tears started to streak on her face he did the first thing that came to his mind, hug her. He wrapped his arms around her pulling her close. See hugging always seemed to make a situation a little better, right? Rubbing her back he just listened to her talk, She was talking too. Letting everything about her out. Hey that was a good thing too, right? He didn't really know, but if she was thinking the same thing he was, then they both knew they needed to be honest with each other.

Hearing she had killed someone he gulped slightly. Wow, that was a little unexpected, but it was in the past, as long as she didn't try to kill him he would be perfectly fine. But could he say the same? Could be not try to kill her? If he didn't have his potion every full moon, he wouldn't be able to control himself. Now he would just have to make sure he had it. Enough for every day of the week of the full moon, plus extra. He couldn't harm something he helped bringing into the world, which meant he definitely didn't want her to have an abortion. See now he had to ask about that.

Keeping her close to him he tilted his Head to look down at he slightly. "Please tell me Lily you DON'T want to have an abortion. If you did want one, I don't know if I could let you go threw with it." See he was against the whole killing something that was completely harmless, and something that couldn't defend itself, like a baby.

As he kept rubbing her back he listened to the death eaters might want to kill him. Oh great. He just tried to push it aside as best he could. Once she quit talking he let everything seep in. Taking a deep breath he nodded pulling away to look her in the eyes.

"OK. You have been honest with me so I figure I need to be honest with you Lily." He paused. "He gulped slightly,You being chased by Death Eaters scares me like hell, and knowing you killed someone does too, but thats in your past.." "and I am not holding that against you. But now for my truth." He didn't know how to tell her this. "Our baby..Well its got werewolf blood." He got quiet once more. "I am a werewolf, but I have it under control. I take the little potion to make the change not occur, and so far it has worked. My dad is teaching me how to control it, but.. It still scares me Lily. But trust me. I wouldn't hurt you or that baby." He said softly starring her in the eyes. "And well, lets just hope you have a girl. Yeah my dad will be pissed I got you pregnant, but its a tradition in our family to have all men turned completely into werewolves, but if we have a boy I will make sure that it doesn't happen, because I hate being this way. And would never wish it upon someone else. Most defiantly my own child." At that he got quiet letting her take that in[/blockquote]

[lydia]

For some reason a hug felt like heaven. A little barrier saying nothing could come and harm her just yet. Yet. Not yet but she was sure something would. Whether it be a death eater or a muggle bus, something would kill Lily Potter, and she was not sure just what. Or when. Rather later than sooner, she was just going to have to be a little more careful with what she was doing from now on. That could not be too hard could it? And she was deffinatly certain she would not let her self slip into being a death eater again. Not a chance. That was past she now had two futures to concern about.

She had no idea about Axel's little secret. But it seemed they would at least start off on a fresh page, maybe not a good one, but it was decent enoguh for lily to accept it. "NO! that is the last thing i would do! How could you even think that i would do something like that" she snapped defencivley. But then thinking about what she was capable off she got his point. Sort of. But it was a relief that he did not want to abort it either. There, something in common.

She listened to him reassure as he spoke. But the second he said their baby had werewolf blood she felt like dieing. She sort of let shock take over and keep her in place as she listened. She did not even want to listen. A werewolf! A werewolf! It just kept crossing her mind. What would she do if it was a boy. Cry maybe. She was not sure. She did not want a baby werewolf to eat her alive or something! The second he stop speaking she shot up her own thought. She was a little hysterical. "WHAT IF IT TURNS IN MY STOMACH AND EATS ME ALIVE!" she cried. Well at least it would be better than death by death eater. At least it was creative. "Oh merlin what would i do! What if you eat me!" she started having a miniture panic attack, whilst trying to clam herself down.

[zabini]

Calm her down?!

Placing his hands on her cheeks he made her face look up at him. "Lily...Breath." HE said softly rubbing her cheeks with his thumb. "Just calm down, you don't have to worry, there is no way that baby will change inside your stomach. He or she want change at all unless it is re bitten by a werewolf. Yeah it will get kinda sick every full moon like I use to do, but he/she will not change there fore you will not get eaten from the inside out." He said with that voice that seemed to calm anyone down.

Starring deep into her green eyes. Trying to figure out what he was going to do, what they where going to do. He didn't know her too well. Yeah he was friends with her brother, good friends at that, seeing they see each other alot during the day. In the common room, at quidditch, his prefect duties and well James Head boy duties, they where well very aware of each other. As soon as he thought of what James was going to do to him he cringed slightly. HE couldn't let that happen though. He wouldn't kill the father of his sister's baby, Right?

Taking a deep breath he kept his hands lightly on her face, caressing it softly. "And Lily, I know I will not eat you." He said softly. HE had learned he had alot of control over his werewolf part. Recently actually, when he was with Rose, he turned and pinned her to the ground, that was immediately after the change though. She just starred up at him, knowing he wouldn't hurt her, and well thats what happened. Axel just got off of her walking away. Weird yes but it happened.

Coming back to right now he wrapped his arms back around her giving her a comforting hug. He don't know what she wanted to do about the baby. She wanted to have it that was for sure, but did she want to keep it? Give it away? What did she want to do? IF they did keep it would she let him see the kid? All these questions ran threw his mind. Shaking it out of his head he pulled away but kept his hands rested on her arms. "Lily, tell me what you want to do with this baby. Our baby." HE said simply, but with a caring tone.

[lydia]

She made a feelble attempt to calm down, taking a few deep breathes and then loosing a whole cause to even bother after he stated he would have to bite the child for it even to trun. At least that was reassuring, at least he was good enough to calm her down. She felt like a bit of a muppet stressing over something that to him probably seemed so small. She had no idea about werewolves and what they did. The closest she got to werewolf blood was Teddy Lupin, and it was clear that his father did not have chance to bite him. "Sick? How sick?" if she did not ask it would have been nibling at her so she thought while they were talking about the matter she would learn as much as she could. Even if she was one to dislike learning.

The one way Lily might have known Axel would have been through her brother. It seemed that she knew plenty of people through her brother and at times it came in handy. Though it did not really matter how she knew him anymore, after all she was sure she was going to have to get along with him for the sake of the child. She was not sure how her brother was going to react, this situation had never exactly jumped up in to a conversation between them. At least it would be a new experiance. She was probably the youngest to be pregnant in the family. Fourteen was no sweet age. Lily did not even want to think of telling her parents. She wondered how long she could go without telling them. She was sure that christmas was safe for now, and then maybe up till march? She was not so sure.

"Promise you wont eat me or the baby?" she said in a rather childlike manor. Rose might have been able to trust him but Lily was a little wary of such things especially now she had two to worry about. Maybe it would not be all so bad but she was not one to take chances after all she was dealing with bellatrix lestrange. Maybe death by werewolf would be that little bit better than death by death eater. She felt his hug and leaned her head onto his chest. She had to think before she spoke her reply, she had not been entirely certain and did not want to upset him with what she wanted.

"um, i want to keep it, im not having anyone else raise it unless im dead. Oh well i want us to raise it..." she replied honestly though still sounding a little uncertain. "And then if we both die my cousin dominique gets it..... what did you want to do..?" Lily had always been the stubborn one of the family, but for once she was just going to have to learn to let Axel have a say in what went on concerning their child.

[zabini]

Here comes a decision?!

Feeling her head lay down on his chest he just held her there. Trying to keep her as calm and comforted as possible. Yeah he knew a little bit about pregnancy's, seeing that his mom has had 4 other kids beside him, all boys, and all younger than him. Which was now a good thing seeing that he was in a situation where he had to deal with a pregnant girl, and a girl pregnant with his half werewolf baby. At least he knew what to tell her to expect, and they weren't like clueless.

Resting his head lightly on hers he thought. How sick would she get, and the baby. He had to remember to last sumer when his mom was pregnant with his youngest brother. How did she get. Letting his memories come to him he spoke. "My mom said it was like morning sickness, but well worse. It didn't last long though, and instead of throwing up you well just hurt all over, but mainly in your stomach." HE said softly. Trying to not freak her out or anything. "She said it only lasts about ten minutes though. It isn't very long." He figured that would be a positive thing, right?

Axel didn't really want to think about his child hood, not saying it was bad because it was truthfully very good. He got everything he wanted. His mom and dad spoiled him, but growing up with your dad leaving every month was hard, which was something he was going to dread when they had this baby. Kissing her head lightly he spoke yet again. "Our baby once it is born, will just get kinda upset at its stomach for a few days, just the days of the full moon though. It isn't that bad. Trust me, I know from personal experience."

As he got quiet he listened to her talk about wanting to keep the baby. He nodded knowing that deep down he wanted to kept his baby, and well take care of it, give it everything it needs. Hey he was a good guy somewhere under his little man whorish self. I would like that Lily." He said simply starring out at the grounds. "I know it will be hard but I can get a job seeing that I graduate this year. I can support you as best as I can and I am sure I can get money out of bank account." He said very softly. He would do anything he could to make sure that the mother of his child was happy as well as the baby that was now growing inside her young stomach.[/blockquote]

[lydia]

Lily on the other hand did not experiance her mothers pregnancy. Having a younger sister close too her age she did not remember much from that. They were pretty much the youngest in the families. And that included the very large Weasley family. She could only hope that Axel knew enough, she knew once she told her mother and after long argument about what she could do her mother would warn her and try and help her out. Lily was not scared of telling her mother. She would tell the world and not have care in the world, but it was reactions that she worried about. She was one to keep up an appearance, but she was not sure she could pull this one off.

Lily had already had her first part of morning sickness, and it was horrid. She dreaded waking up, and morning sickness seemed to occur the same time everyday. She knew if she wanted to keep this baby on the low down then she was going to have to be careful for people noticing she was ill in the morning. She knew being in the sly cunning slytherin someone was bound to notice, but as long as she could keep it quiet for now it would be ok. She wanted to tell her family in turn. Maybe getting them altogether and tell those less important. But that would be as far as it went. She was dreading the gossip, but she knew she had far worse problems to worry about rather than what people were going to say. She knew after all Bellatrix was coming after her, and once she put pieces together and figured out the news, she could end up going after the child. Born or not.

"Ten miniutes? I think i can last that. I had far worse..." she noted referring to the fact she had had the cruciatus used on her. And then there was Jack smashing up honeydukes and beating the crap out of her. In her mind or not, she still remembered feeling the pain and knew how much joy it would bring Bellatrix to do it too her. The thought made her skin crawl, and Lily laughed nervously breaking the little silence that came between the topic. "Well, ok im glad you told me... i think im a little hypocondriact recently" she added.

Lily was spoiled for being merely a girl in the family. The past generation was only her mother being the only weasley girl so Lily herself had brought joy to the potter family, her mother hoping for a final girl. And her wish had come true. What did Lily want. A boy or a girl? A girl would be nice because of the werewolf issue, and then the fact Lily could dress her up in adorable clothing that she knew her cousin, Dominique would splash out on. But then again Lily had always grown up with her elder brothers, getting up to mischevious things and probably bringing shame on the family. So on that end a boy would ahve been nice. She did not want to know what she was having. She preferred it to be a surprise! "What do you want, a boy or a girl?" she interrupted him telling her about the baby getting sick. "As long as its not ridicoulsly ill... like screaming in pain or whatever thats fine.." she did not like the thought of any child getting ill but there was not much she could do about that.

She was glad he liked that idea too. Maybe they would get along easily after all. They seemed to be on the same page of what they wanted. Though Lily had one condition on having the child and she guessed today was the right time to bring it up. She listened to him speak about getting a job and supporting her, it sounded too good to be true. Since when did any boy not run a mile from a pregnant teenager? But she bit her lip and did not bring it up. She merely nodded. "If that is what you want to do, then do it." her dreams were already ruined, she did not want to ruin someone elses.

[zabini]

What do I want?!

Keeping his arms around her he tried to think of what he wanted, because well it was a tricky subject. He was only sixteen, he really didn't know what he wanted. He defiantly didn't want a baby, or to have to stop his ways of just messing around with anyone and everybody. It was just how he was and changing ones nature was a hard thing to do. Definitely when all the girls looked at him like that. Well not all of them, defiantly Bella and Rose. Probably his two favorite girls in the world, but Lily was soon to take their spot as the most important in his life.

Axel had to set his priorities now. What was more important, and what could he live without doing? He wasn't sure and really didn't want to think about tit, bu th e knew he would have too sooner or later. Shaking both of the thoughts out of his head he went back to what she said. What did he want? A girl or a boy? What did he want to do? did he want to work, or just take money from his parents over flowing bank account? He wasn't sure. Damn all these decisions.

Rubbing her back for a moment he attempted to answer her questions. "A girl would be nice. I have grown up with all men my entire life, and well something different would be a good change in my opinion." He stated softly. HE had always truthfully wanted one of each, but not at this young, and not with a fourteen year old that he didn't really know, Someone he was going to have to grow to know, just as their baby inside her stomach did.

Looking up at the sky he took a deep breath. "What do you want Lily?" HE asked for the second time today. It seemed like a question that was going to come up alot now. Like, what do you want to name it Lily, what do you want to do once you have it lily? All these things they where going to have to figure out. Damn, yet again.

See Axel had always been a very indecisive person. One of those people who said maybe, never yes r no. He never gave anyone a straight answer, and well now all this was going to have to stop, this was something he didn't want. HE didn't want to have to change so early in life.

[lydia]

Yes it was a tricky subject. Lily was one to learn from mistakes, she had made plenty in her short lifetime. Plenty of things had gone wrong in her life, some lethal some just life destroying and this was just another to add to the list. She could not help but feel excited. She was going to have a baby! She had always wanted one, and even if it was the wrong time in the world, the very wrong time to be exact, she was not going to let it pull her down. She could work through this. It may have felt like the end of the world, but Lily had realised something. She was not alone this time around. She had someone else that was in the exact same boat as her.

Lily had already figured out what came first in her life now. And that was her child obviously. She had already argued with Jack when he messed with her mind. He claimed she needed to be in the mindset she had been in before she had ended up pregnant and a part of her did not want to go back to what she had been. A part of her wanted to play the excited mother, awwe over baby clothes and everything else that came with the bundle of joy that had decided to come zoom into her world. Whether it be a boy or girl, she did not mind. It would still be hers... and Axel's no matter what.

She could not help but laugh at his comment about change. "Clearly change comes in surprises." she wanted to add on about the change not being a good thing but she did not want too. It would have brought the topic down and she did not want that. She was happy in the direction it was going. Talking about the future and all that. She nodded in agreement, a girl would be nice, but a boy would have been too. At least she had a while to wait before the time came. Well at least it seemed like a long while.

He asked again, what did she want. She was not sure yet again. But this time she realised it was about what she wanted him to do. Nothing. She did not want to control him, or tell him what he could or could not do. "Look, i do not want you tied down by me, do what you want before. If you want to work go ahead and do it, you do not need to ask, it's not like we are married or anything... as long as your around that all that matter" she answered truthfully.