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Post by zabini on Dec 10, 2009 16:46:55 GMT -5
Sitting there he pulled away and looked down at the young girl. HE was glad she didn't want him to be tied down to her just because they where having a baby. Yes he was going to help her out throwout this pregnancy. Making sure she and his baby where OK, and well that he could go on with his life. See Axel knew that he didn't love her love her, as in more than the mother of his future child, and he was 99 percent sure she felt the same way, or so he hoped. Because well Axel had a huge crush/ crazy feelings about his best female friend. Isabella Swan...
But he wasn't going to think about her right now. He was only going to think about Lily and their future child. That is all that mattered at this point in time. "Thank you Lily. I do care for you, or well i have grown to care for you in the past like thirty minutes. I am not going to leave you completely. I want to be with you threw out this pregnancy, and I want to be in our kids life. I just... I know that I can't just stop who i am like out of the blue" He said honestly as he rubbed her cheek with his thumb...
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Post by lydia on Dec 10, 2009 20:14:35 GMT -5
She knew she was going to be tied down. Tied down to a baby. Why did people see babies as a good thing? All they do is cry, poop and eye, and then re-do the cycle all over again. Oh the joy she was going to look forward too. Spending her nights with a baby and then her days. Well at least her new sleep pattern was going to be what it would be like. Lack of sleep, she'd passed that stage. She was all the way up to emotional breakdown, or something of the sorts. She was not honestly sure what she was going through. Though after everything she highley doubted any boy would want to commit to a silly little girl that slipped up and got pregnant at the age of fourteen. Honestly she kinda had a feeling she was going to be alone on that side, or at least for now she would be. She was merely waiting for Axel to disappear of the face of the earth. Maybe James could kill him then if he did, but then again she could hut him down and kill him herself.
She knew he could not change just like that. She did not want him too either, because then it would be her fault for changing him. She sighed. "Yeah i know. I care for you too somehow" she admitted. "Just know that if you do like disappear and it was not death eaters that murdered you... or one of my family, then ill come do it myself" she smiled sweetly. Eventually she pulled out a packet of cigarettes and lit one up. She knew James did it, so why couldn't she? She glanced at Axel. Did he smoke? She was not sure.
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Post by zabini on Dec 10, 2009 20:53:29 GMT -5
[/center] Axel listened to her talk and nodded. He wasn't going to leave her. Now when it was his child that he would be abandoning. "DOnt worry Lily. I am not planning on disaperaring...Well I do disapesr every month, but thats not really my fault." the boy stated talking about his little werewolf issue. But still that wasnt going to stop him from making sure the young girl was ok, along with his baby.
Watching her pull out the ciggerete he automatically shook his head taking it and the pack out of her hand. He was tempted to take on himself, but he wouldnt. ""Lily you know these are not good for a babies development...SO please no smoking and drinking." he said snapping his fingers making the pack burst into flames then quickly go out. "I will stopp too.. Because its not fair for me to get to smoke and such if you cant." Man how Axel knew he was beingr really nice with all of this, because he knew most guys in his situation wouldnt even stay with her, but that wasn't the ype of person he was...[/blockquote] ooc: this is off my phone...sorry for the shortness |
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Post by lydia on Dec 11, 2009 16:35:58 GMT -5
She nodded. At least it was only once a month. She knew there was not much they could do about that. It wasn't going to be a year or five, and she was happy with it just being once a month. She knew he would be around, and was pretty greatful for it all, especially for the commitment he was claiming he was going to give.
She was a little shock at the fact he took her cigarettes off her. A little angry too. She couldn't remember the last time someone took those things off her, especially alcohol, but here he was taking them as if he could get away with it. Shock crossed her face, wow it really had been a while. "Its a ball of cells!" she complained as they burned away. "Ill quit when i start showing, i at least want to act normal for the little while." she paused hearing him say he would quit too. Like that would happen! She wouldn't quit if her life depended on it. "Ha, like you would, you'd do it when im not around" she noted.
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Post by zabini on Dec 12, 2009 15:02:51 GMT -5
Axel was never a very dependable person, let alone a very truthful person. There where only two people in this world that this young man wasn't that way to wards, and it was Rose and Bella. Bella because well she was his best friend, and he has been in Love with that girl since his third year. Rose because she also has been his friend for as long as he could remember, and well she knew sides of him that no one else cam close to knowing. Well besides Bell.
Shaking that out of his head he starred at the girl in front of him. So she was right? He knew he couldn't stop. He had been smoking on occasion for about three years. He wouldn't be able to stop, and he knew that. "Lily... Please. I won't smoke around you, but that baby has to be our number ber one priority. Smoking is not good for it or for you.. So please take that into consideration." He said softly.
Yeah Axel might have been very man whorish, but he did care about alot of things, and now Lily and that baby where two of those things that this man cared immensely for. |
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Post by lydia on Dec 12, 2009 15:19:52 GMT -5
Lily was always throwing her independance in choices everywhere but recently choices were becoming slimmer. For example, Jack had screwed with Lilys mind telling her she could either kill the baby and walk away, give him the baby and die or die with the baby. And for once she picked none of them, only to find out it was in her head, sort off. It was strange, being able to feel everything and then notice there were no marks. She knew if it continued she would actually kick off a fight.
Lily was always the time keeping girl. She never craved the attention but in turn made sure she recieved just enough loving and care. There would be times that Axel would understand just how much Lily despised being alone, and then other times that he would wish he had never met her. And she knew he would learn just like Dom how to deal with the problems that arouse around her, but she would wait and surprise him on that one.
She sighed, understanding the damage, but knew she was still going to feel the comfort of a cigarette. "Ill cut down, but im not quitting yet." she said stubbornly. "unlike you i still have to tell each one of my family, and if you knew me well enough you would know that is going to take me a while. Im telling James later on today." she paused, "He can help us... i think" she added.
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Post by zabini on Dec 30, 2009 3:39:50 GMT -5
Ok Axel quitting smoking wans't going to happen any time soon and he knew that, but she didn't. yeah eh cared about his unborn child with in her, somewhat. He still trying to grasp the concept of her actually being pregnant. ANd that was something hard to grasp onto. Definaly for him. The wild child Axel Wynn was going to be a father when he graduated Hogwarts, great.
He didn't even love this girl. He barely knew her. Yeah he was, well use to be best friends with her brother. That is until he finds out about the pregnancy, then he is probably deader than dead. James would kill him, then kill him again at quidditch practice. Great, this day was just going so fucking great.
Sighing he ran his fingers threw his hair and stood up stretching for a moment. "ok. So tell me something. You said I don't have to be tied down to you. Does that mean we can still date other people?" He asked simply really wanting to know the answer to that question. They didn't know each other, sure as hell didn't love each other so why should they not be able to date?? |
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Post by lydia on Dec 30, 2009 15:09:52 GMT -5
Lily knew it was going to be a while before the reality of it all would finally set in. She couldn't sleep well from it all it just keep crossing her mind over and over.Plenty had said whenever lily crossed paths with someone, something bad always happened and well she had realised that was pretty true. To begin with when she first met Jack Lestrange she got kidnapped and then turned into a death eater. After she ended up meeting bellatrix and burning down the three broomsticks. She was still pretty happy she hadn't got caught over that even though the daily prophet claimed they knew who it was. And it was pretty fun. But she wouldn't bring that up. That was a secret to be kept secret, especially when it involved her and bellatrix "bonding" in a way.
What he said she had to pause and think over. She had put it down that she wouldn't ever be able to date again. Who wanted to be dating a fifteen year old with a baby? Ha no-one. At least with axel he was actually of age and he wasn't one that was going to get stuck with a baby twentyfour seven. She left a long gap. "If thats what you want to do feel free." she finally said. Great he only wanted to get back up on his feet and go start dating again. She felt stupid in a way, but she placed on a smile. "just curious... are you already dating someone? if thats what you mean? " if he was she would prefer to know who it was. |
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