We're not handed tomorrow

[lisa]

"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in.

I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."
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Lisa was not really interested in coming to the Christmas Ball. But sometimes when she says no she means yes. So if it was obvious to someone, he or she knew she would come. And she hoped that they all will be wondering where she is before she'll fashionably turn into a pumpkin dressed to kill. Oh how much cocky she was.

She had no date. She refused every guy who asked her to go with him. Aurelia was right. Sitting all by herself in the common room while everyone else was at the Ball didn't sound very exciting. In fact, she'd probably have a better time without a date. It left her open to flirt with the men who were worthy of her attentions and to make those she considered unworthy want her even more. Yes, she was egoistical and self-centered.

Finally, Lisa walked inside beautiful and all. She was that kind of girl who wanted shining like a star on the dance floor. But yet she was not up to dance. She just came in. She saw familiar face here and there but she did not bother herself to look at them for a longer while. She treated herself as a queen and with all queen-like moves she moved from the door not heading to a certain place. She just wanted to pass everyone by to let them knew she was there. Though, she looked as if she did not care.

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TAGS; whoever first
LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today
NOTES; kinda short xD|outfit pic 1, outfit pic 2

[blaze]

people change and promises are broken
clouds can move and skies will be wide open

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Struggling to lean back as his little sister continued to strangle him in attempt to fix his ‘sloppy’ tie, Blaze groaned awkwardly, “Brooke I’m not going to this thing. It’s for people who have nothing better to do in their spare time. I, on the other hand have women waiting for me.” The young man pointed out to his younger sister with a sly smirk, “No you don’t. You have a fiancée waiting.” The thought cause him to shudder. “No!” He barked childishly, “She’s not my fiancée, she is my best friend. I refuse to marry her. When we go home for the holidays, I’ll sort it out.” Blaze growled under his breath. What where his parents thinking? Trying to hook him up with his best friend, they where out of their minds! And telling him by a letter wasn’t softening him up either.

“I can’t believe you got me here.” Blaze mumbled coldly as he sister continued to trail him into the room where many witches and wizards resided, either wearing a dress or a suit. Blaze had grown up in this world of formalities, socialites and if he was to be honest, walking into the place was like walking into his dining room. Sighing, Blaze looked at his sister with his steel grey eyes, “I’m here now, you can run along.” He told her while rolling his eyes tiredly. Perhaps he could make a quick exit once she was occupied.

The majority of the eyes where on him, people where curious to see if he came alone, wanting to know if he was available to dance and talk. And indeed he was, he just didn’t want to. He came her because he had a small mission. To find Lisa and demand that she would back him up on the whole thing, hopefully she knew about it cause he really refused to be the one to break the awful news.

Striding towards the young Slytherin, Blaze placed a hand on her waist and whispered in her ear, “We need to talk.” He was dreading to see how this would turn out. Moving so he could get a better glance at her, Blaze inhaled a breath, “I received a letter this morning and as much as it pains me to say this, but we are engaged.” His tone was blunt and he spoke as if it was the most depressing thing ever, “And I’m sure you are as against it as I am. So, I’m suggesting that you come to my estate for the holidays and there we can sort it out?” Blaze proposed, attempting to remain calm.

TAGGED ! [/color]lisa
WORDS ! 580
CREDIT ! MEELA! on CAUTION 2.0![/font][/size]

[lisa]

"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in.

I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."
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Lisa knew she caught eyes of many just walking forward. Arrogant smile on her face was enough to notice she enjoyed that. If they only knew she was cold-hearted and did not really care about them. They had no chance to get more from her but a small smile or a wink of an eye. No way to posses her. No way to have her heart. They could look but not touch. They could dream but expecting more was impossible.

She walked over to the table and poured some juice into a glass. She gently lifted it to her lips and sipped some of a drink. She just had enough time to set a glass back on the table as she felt a touch on her waist. "We need to talk." Well known voice whispered in her ear. "Hmm? Okay." she smiled at Blaze. But he seemed to be worried about something. And indeed it was something to be worry about. What she heard from him froze her at first but then she thought it was just one of his stupid jokes. Engaged? Them? Impossible. She was like what the fuck but then Lisa giggled as he finished. Did he really think she would believe in that?

"If it was real, I would be against it, no doubt. Please, don't joke like that." she said still smiling. She didn't know about anything. Her parents didn't dare to send her a letter with the news. The news she would not like if she believed they were true. The news which could ruin her outlook or even her life. It was her time to play, her time for fun. It seemed like yesterday she had a talk with Trevent about all those arranged marriages. She thought she had control but she had not. Yes, she believed in keeping pureblood line. It was important for her. But she couldn't see herself being engaged. Not with someone she did not want or considered best friend. And Blaze was her best friend. He was even like her older brother she never had.

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TAGS; Blaze
LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today
NOTES; drama begins! outfit pic 1, outfit pic 2

[blaze]

people change and promises are broken
clouds can move and skies will be wide open

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Even by Lisa’s side, he watched as many of the young women at the ball began their ruthless attack on him. All approaching him at a fast pace, hoping he’d give his attention to them. As much as he would love to, he had more important matters to deal with. Turning his back to the women who quickly paced towards the two, it was enough of a signal to wave them off, he was currently occupied with his best friend.

Blaze knew this wasn’t to go down well. He knew Lisa just as well as he knew himself. She was his other half, a younger sister that he was not given. Blaze didn’t want this to go down smoothly, he refused to marry her and destroy the good thing that they had already. He wasn’t ready to leave his bachelor ways behind him. Then there was Helena, his little toy who he was infatuated with, the only girl he truly desired at that moment in time, but there was someone else, Jeremy Kirst, a young man who he had planned to destroy with the single snap of his fingers. But all that would take time. Arching an eyebrow as the laugh escaped her lips, Blaze rolled his eyes, “Typical.” He muttered under his breath, clearly frustrated with the younger Slytherin.

Grabbing her by hand, he lifted it to his chest, “Lisa, listen to me.” Blaze demanded, the fire in his eyes flaring. He didn’t want to be angry with Lisa, she knew how his temper was uncontrollable. He always acted on his emotions, but he refused to act on his anger with Lisa, that was why he was demanded that he listened to her. “ We are to be married.” Lifting the letter out of his pocket, he thrusted it at her, “You don’t believe me, fine, but I’m sure you’ll believe that letter.” If she refused to believe this, then he gave up. She would find out in her own time and he will just sit back and laugh, but if she did decide to believe her best friend then they could perhaps word out a better plan, against it all.

TAGGED ! [/color]lisa
WORDS ! 580
CREDIT ! MEELA! on CAUTION 2.0![/font][/size]

[lisa]

"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in.

I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."
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Lisa couldn’t see herself being engaged with him not only because he was her best friend and it was their time to play with opposite sex. There were other people they cared for but didn’t want to admit fully. Lisa knew about that Hufflepuff girl, Helena. Blaze told her about her at the black lake one night. She meant something more to him. And Lisa had a boyfriend now. Yes, it was unbelievable. She wasn’t a girl who was able to stick with one guy. She didn’t consider herself faithful. But it happened so fast. She could not say no to him. Not after what happened between them the first day the met. She had never felt so good having sex like that day in the shower. And first time she really cared for someone’s pleasure. She did want to be with him. She even forgot about her crush, Scorpius Malfoy. He didn’t matter anymore. And it was the weirdest thing. But Jake made her wanting him only.

Lisa stopped smiling as Blaze muttered 'typical' under his breath. Maybe he was serious but Lisa didn’t want to believe. Then he grabbed her hand and lifted it to his chest. He looked frustrated, even angry at her. But hello, she didn’t know about anything and it wasn’t so surprising that she thought it was a joke. She gave him an 'I’m sorry' look just to cool him. She didn’t want him to throw all his frustration at her. As she listened to Blaze’s words her eyes started getting wet. No! They couldn’t be meant to be. They couldn’t be to be married. It was some kind of a mistake. But she thought that he would never lie to her with that serious thing.

Lisa took a letter and opened it. She was afraid to confirm the worst fears. She looked at Blaze one more time before she started reading. She opened her eyes wider. She couldn’t believe it. It was the truth. She rarely cried but that while she couldn’t help tears dropping on her cheeks. And what now? What with Jake? How was she suppose to tell him that? She dropped the letter. "That’s horrible." she said quietly shaking. Her voice was weak. "How? Why?" And after saying that she burst into tears.

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TAGS; Blaze
LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today
NOTES; outfit pic 1, outfit pic 2

[blaze]

people change and promises are broken
clouds can move and skies will be wide open

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They would pull through this, he was positive they could. He loved Lisa, yes, but not in the way that he would engage in a marriage and produce a family with her. She was much more of a sister than a wife. And, he had other plans of who he wanted, for now anyway. His little Hufflepuff, the only one who could make his heart race by the very glance at her. It was sad what he had forcefully put her through, but in time she would see that it was only because he…cared for her, and he would have no one else touch her the way he did, no matter what. Jeremy Kirst would soon be out of the picture, he was dealing with that situation currently but then this happened, and it knocked him off his tracks, distracting him of everything. And then there was Lisa, who currently was unavailable as many would call it. He hadn’t even gotten the chance to find out who and when this all occurred but the rumours had occupied him enough.

Blaze needed to control his temper, he realized people where beginning to stare. Hell, people had been staring the moment he entered the room and approached Lisa with a stern expression. But, they needed to take this seriously. This was their future in the hands of their parents. It was madness. Inhaling a long breath, he received Lisa’s apology through silence. She needed to understand that he didn’t want this either, and he wanted to work something out. Maybe an agreement. Perhaps the two could persuade their parents to change their marriages to someone else, like Helena. His family where close to hers, however they didn’t like ‘dirty’ blood, with a mixture of werewolf venom running through their veins. The last thing he wanted was for his child to be a werewolf.

Blaze sighed as Lisa began to become over whelmed. Almost immediately his arm secured around her waist. With his free hand he wiped away her fresh tears, “Sh, come and dance. Lets make things look normal or else people will get suspicious of why the queen herself is upset.” Blaze led her to the dance floor and held her body close to his, he lowered his lips to her ear so they could speak more privately, “I know this isn’t what you wanted, nor I, that is why I haven’t decided that you should come back to mine for the holidays. Then we can persuade the family to change their minds ever so slightly.” The Slytherin suggested while dancing with Lisa.

TAGGED ! [/color]lisa
WORDS ! 580
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[lisa]

"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in.

I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."
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Lisa had never thought that her life could be more complicated. She joined death eaters in quite young age of fifteen, however hadn’t been marked what sometimes was her issue and sometimes salvation. She’s been making herself a slut and the biggest liar at Hogwarts. Her love life was rather the sex life only because she didn’t want to fall for anybody. But then Jacob Silva arrived and possibly made the ice around her heart melting. Lisa joined also the new group of Jack Riddle called by him the blood cobra. She the very first one who he marked using a real snake. It wrapped itself around her arm then bit into her arm, and with vicious shaking of its head it tore off a chunk of skin and burrowed into her skin to get inside. It was moving to settle into a position and when it stopped and her arm returned to normal the image of a blood cobra was now visible on her right arm. It looked like a new tattoo but was more painful to get it then anything else she experienced before. She became an illegal animagus. And now she was supposed to marry her best friend. She wasn't sure if she could deal with such a drama. It was beyond her imagination.

Yes, it was too much for her to cope with. But she was sure Blaze wouldn’t leave her alone with it. Even with his own problems he was always there for her when she needed him. It was unbelievable but for her he was different. He respected her, loved her just the way she was and she could always count on him. He was an important part of her life and she didn’t want to lose his friendship for a marriage’s expense. It wasn’t worth that. Yes, they were close; yes, they were more than friends but within reasons. And it was good as it was. They didn’t need any changes. But certainly blood purity took over their parents minds.

Lisa sniffed as Blaze wiped her tears away. She was glad he didn't get irritated with her again. It was priceless to see her crying and he was right. It wouldn't be good if people got suspicious of her being upset. She didn't want anyone to know what happened. They needed to keep up appearances that everything was normal, that nothing changed. Lisa nodded and let Blaze to lead her to the dance floor. She wrapped her arms around his neck as he held her close to his body. It was like a hug she needed right now not arousing suspicion. "I don't know what to think. It just changes everything." a younger Slytherin said. "Blaze, promise me we will make them changed their minds."

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TAGS; Blaze
LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today
NOTES; drama drama drama =^.^= outfit pic 1, outfit pic 2

[blaze]

people change and promises are broken
clouds can move and skies will be wide open

[/size][/center][/color][/i]

The gazes of those surrounding them seemed to fall, while he held her close to him, people took this as a signal that everything was not as bad as it seemed. Oh, how wrong they where. Bad didn’t even come close to covering it. This, was a disaster in the making. Placing a small kiss on her forehead, he sighed in despair. What could possibly change their parents minds? Saying that they didn’t want to be wed? Blaze was positive that his parents would not dare to consider his alternative options. They had always adored Lisa, and Lisa’s parents had always admired him, why would they listen? All their parents wanted was to marry off their children and produce heirs to continue the family name.

She asked him to promise her. How he cold he promise something that might be impossible to achieve? Biting his tongue, he didn’t want to promise her something that he might not necessarily accomplish. But, it was worth a try. “You mean the world to me Lisa, therefore I would do anything to bring you happiness, and if that requires a lot of persuasion on both our parts, then take this as my promise to you.” His words where sincere, and in a low whisper. The amusing thing was, he was sure as hell he was prepared to say his vows.

In the previous few days his life had been turned up side down. How had that came to happen? He was still in awe at how quick it all managed to change under his nose. One day he was on top of everything, and the next he wasn’t. Shaking the thoughts from his mind, he looked at Lisa. “We’ll be fine. I’m sure we’ll make it out of this and you can be with…your boyfriend, and I can be with…anyone.” Blaze attempted to lift the mood with a sly grin, but just realizing that your engaged to your best friend, it was hard to smile. However, Blaze reminded himself that it could’ve been worse. He could’ve been engaged to Potter and Lisa to Weasley. That was the kind of things that happened in his nightmares. It was really the scariest thought that had entered his head in awhile. Widening his eyes slightly, he forced the thought from his mind. “Maybe we can arrange some kind of meeting at my family’s home. We will invite your parents over for Christmas dinner and we will discuss it from there” Blaze suggested while his hand trailed up and down Lisa’s back, attempting to comfort her.

TAGGED ! [/color]lisa
WORDS ! 580
CREDIT ! MEELA! on CAUTION 2.0![/font][/size]

[lisa]

"And god only knows all the places I've been
But I love this life that I'm living in.

I wont look back to regret yesterday
We're not handed tomorrow so I'll live for today."
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Lisa didn't know if that whole thing was arranged because of Blaze who will graduate soon and his opinion of a ladies man or it was because of Lisa's latest adventure in the Slytherin Common room in attempt to stop that. Her parents never knew how much of a slut she was since she had her first time with a four years older guy two years ago. The guy was already graduated and age of Lisa's sister but it was worth that. And Lisa was sure he would never tell anyone that he screw a thirteen. So she's been feeling safe for quite some time that it won't come in to her parents' ears. Then she lived her life of a cold bitch and seductress crossing off of her list the guys she had. But her last squelch with a guy who was now her boyfriend was kind of loud. It was possible to hear in the great hall that they were having just because she was screaming from pleasure. It's called always welcomed echo in the dungeons. It brought Jack, their head of house to the common room with intent to stop that. She forgot he could read minds, she forgot she was bounded with him by the mark he left on her right arm's bicep. Jack told her that everyone heard her screaming so now she wasn’t so sure if her parents didn't hear it from someone.

Few last tears rolled down her cheeks as Blaze kissed her on a forehead. She was lucky having him as a friend, as a best friend. There was no girl he treated as good as her. She knew she was special because of that. Not that she wouldn’t think like that without him but it was wonderful to have him. Lisa listened to his words and if she was in a better mood she would smile. She just nodded instead of it. She loved the way he cared for her. He cared for her like no one else. She had no doubt he was sincere with her. She really appreciated that.

Lisa looked at Blaze trying to find any sign of emotion on his face or in his eyes. She knew he was the tough guy but that situation had broken them both. "Jake, Blaze. He's name is Jacob Silva." she told him. The truth was that they hadn't a chance for a heart-to-heart talk lately so maybe Blaze didn't know that. She let it go through that Blaze said 'anyone' for him to be with. She didn’t want to bother him about it now. They will have a time to talk in a better place. "Maybe, better than waiting idly." she stated. No she wasn't trying to be rude but it was the way she was. When she was upset or sad none of ideas was good enough for her. "I hope it won't turn for our bad, though."

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TAGS; Blaze
LYRICS; 3 Doors Down - Live for Today
NOTES; nada outfit pic 1, outfit pic 2