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Post by isabella on Dec 6, 2009 16:50:43 GMT -5
   YOU CAN FEEL THE POUNDING WRAPPED AROUND YOUR CHESTISABELLASWAN[/size] NOTHING'S TOO EXCESSIVE WHEN YOU'VE GOT NOTHING LEFT[/center] There wasn’t much for Isabella to come back to upon her return. Everything just seemed a bit…off to her. None of the boys caught her eyes; none of the other students were worth terrorizing. Nothing appealed to her. She couldn’t find Keaton, or Lisa, or for heavens sake, her newly found sister Rose. That last thought made her blood boil and a rush of venomous hatred towards her father show.
How could he keep the fact that Bella had a goody goody for a sister, or any sister for that mater, a secret from her?! It was just morally wrong even for him. What was worse was that, after saving the girl’s life, Bella was summoned to a short vacation away from Hogwarts with her father to talk about things. Everything was turning out wrong. Her best guy friend was getting married. Lisa was no where to be found. Her know it all b*tch of a sister was exactly that. And Bella felt alone.
There was never a time in Isabella’s life where she felt alone. Yet there she was. Standing at the top of the North Tower in nothing more than a white dress that barley came to her knees. She took a step towards the edge of the window and looked down. The ground was pretty far away. Taking a step back, the young girl inhaled, remembering the last few hours. Hopefully, nobody would find the notes she left them before she was done doing what she had decided to do.
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Lying in her bed in the common room, Bella kept her eyes locked on a spot on her ceiling, contemplating what she was going to do now. Keaton was leaving her to marry a Weasly and although they had never gone out, she was going to miss him being a friend to her. Lisa had a boyfriend. Although Bella was happy for her best friend, Lisa was never around anymore to be with her and help her through her first heartbreak. It didn’t take very long for Bella to make the rashest decision of her life. She was going to kill herself. She had nothing to live for, Lisa would make a new best friend, Keaton would be to busy getting married to care, and Bella didn’t exactly care too much about what happened to her sister.
So, in about an hour, Bella had all of her goodbye notes written, she left one on Lisa’s bed, one in Keaton’s textbook, and one in other places with all of her other friends all over the school. Hell, just for a laugh, she even left one with Malfoy. Each one said exactly where they would probably find her body, and she made sure to apparatus herself there as soon as she delivered the last letter to her father and wiped a tear from her eye.
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Taking a deep breath, Bella suddenly realized how freezing it truly was out and she took a step back wrapping her arms around herself tightly, feeling doubt overcome her once again. What if you’re doing the wrong thing? That question screamed itself at her and she felt tears swell in her eyes and a tight pit formed in her stomach. She looked over the edge of the tower and tried to calculate how many feet there was until she would hit the floor. There was quite a few. She inhaled deeply and walked to the edge of the tower once more, closing her eyes and beginning to take her first step off the edge.
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Post by ninjababe1440 on Dec 6, 2009 17:23:30 GMT -5
Rose walked into her room and found a piece of paper on her pillow. It was from Bella. After reading it, she raced out of the common room. Something drove her toward the North Tower. So, of course, she followed her instincts. The fear in Rose's heart rose up to her throat and she felt as though she couldn't breath, but she kept running. She got to the tower and saw Bella standing there, getting ready to jump. Holy s**t!!!! she thought. What do I do?! Without thinking, Rose ran and grabbed Bella's arm as she fell. Not realizing how much Bella weighed, Rose began to be pulled down too. Bella was dangling off the edge of the tower and half of Rose's body was going with her. She pulled and pulled and finally got her feet resting on the stone. She yanked Bella up and over so that she was lying on the floor. Her white dress almost tore and got stuck to Rose's jeans. She removed the thread from the button [on her jeans] and took off her jacket. Wrapping it around her sister, she noticed that she had this blank look on her face. Rose was so infuriated, she had no idea what to say or do. "What the f**k is wrong with you?!" she screamed. Bella didn't answer, she still had the blank look on her face. "I can't do this! I can't! I can't deal with you! What the hell did I come back for?! To deal with your stupidity?! No! I came back for my sister! Obviously, she's not here! Maybe I should look somewhere else! Or just go home!" Rose took a breath. "Where is the sister I grew up with? Where did she go? I want her back. My Bella wouldn't have just tried to kill herself, no matter what happened. She would've come to me to talk about it. But no, you have too much pride to come talk to your goddamn Gryffindor sister about something that might be bothering you. Nope! I can't say I would come to you, but that's because your not my Bella. If you were, I would actually think about talking to you, and not avoiding you. We could've been friends, but you threw all that away. What would make you want to kill yourself? What? It makes no sense. Ever since I came here, I haven't been happy either. I don't have that many friends, mostly because people know I'm your sister. The only friend I really think I have right now is Trevent. And that's because he's known me forever. But do you see me trying to kill myself?! No! I keep going! Don't ask me why! So tell me now, are you worth it? Are you worth me going all of this length to find you? Actually going to my father who I haven't spoken to for 7 years! Most people wouldn't do that! But I did it because I loved you. Now, I'm not so sure I should've. So I want you to tell me right now, are you worth it? And is killing yourself really going to do anything?
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Post by isabella on Dec 6, 2009 17:46:24 GMT -5
YOU CAN FEEL THE POUNDING WRAPPED AROUND YOUR CHESTISABELLASWAN [/size] NOTHING'S TOO EXCESSIVE WHEN YOU'VE GOT NOTHING LEFT[/center] Isabella felt someone grab her right as she was going to take a step back to rethink and she felt herself fall along with whoever else grabbed her arm. Never in her entire life had Bella been so scared, although she would never tell anyone else that. She felt herself being pulled up and when she looked to see who had come for her, she was blown away. Her sister. Rose. She actually came even though Bella had wanted to see her dead. As she was pulled to the floor, Bella just curled up into a ball and listened to Rose yell at her, feeling tears flow down her cheeks.
“You don’t know me Rose. Nor do you know anything that’s going on in my life! I’m losing everyone! My best friend is getting married to a girl I absolutely despise, Lisa’s off with her boyfriend, Trevent hates my guts, and you chose to come here on your own free will and now he hates me even more because of what dad turned me into! So don’t talk like you know me because you don’t! I’m sorry if my being a Slytherin has affected your life but you chose to come here! Not the other way around!!” Bella yelled back, tears choking her. She stood up and brushed herself off angrily looking at the girl who just saved her life. “Why are you here anyway? To ruin my life even more?” she asked softly, postponing the deed she would make sure to get done.
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Post by lisa on Dec 6, 2009 17:59:59 GMT -5
“No hell to discover. I've got it all inside myself
Salvation you have preached is gone
No way, you can't turn it around
 
No hell to discover. There is just nothing to betray
Salvation you have preached is gone
No way, you can't turn it around."_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Lisa thought she was getting weak, that she was too nice lately because of others being nice to her. But the truth was that she was nasty like always, even towards her friends. Though most of them liked her for being a pure Slytherin. She was the best example of a stereotype or maybe she was fake? She would never admit that sometimes she just showed off. But it just proved how spoiled she was.
Though one thing had changed. She had a plan against her friend Petra along with Petra's ex-boyfriend Brandon but she totally forgot about that after she met someone who melted an ice around her heart. She forgot even about Scorpius Malfoy she had a crush on. Unbelievable, no doubt. But that boy who arrived to Hogwarts recently 'enchanted' her so much. Jacob Silva or Jake how she called him was her boyfriend now. Maybe it wasn't the right order but they relationship started after squelchy. And now she was on mouth of every Slytherin and every other student who has been sitting in the great hall eating the lunch and had heard her screaming. Lisa was screaming so loud not even realizing about and of course Jack Riddle who was their head of house now walked into the common room while Jake and Lisa were having sex on a coach. It wasn’t a secret that Lisa slept with nearly a half of the boys from Hogwarts. Some of them as her first were already graduated. But it was the first time she got caught. And it wouldn’t be so bad if it was a student who did it, but it had to be a professor. Though she was lucky it was Jack. Lisa was now in his new group The Blood Cobra and has been marked. He wouldn’t let her be expelled.
Lisa was a girl who didn’t really care if people were talking good or bad about her as long as they were taking about her. She didn’t ruin her reputation by that thing, though people were surprised she was taken now. Lisa Violet Greenbay finally taken? And by who? By a new guy who recently arrived to Hogwarts as he moved from the U.S to Britain. It seemed impossible and was the best subject on the Hogwarts monthly’s cover. And now she’s been spending most of her time with Jake. They sat together in the great hall during the meal not caring about other Slytherins around. So she didn’t notice that Bella wasn’t there. She was too busy laughing with Jake while eating, well playing with food. As they finished their meals they walked out from the Great Hall holding up their hands tightly. They headed to the Dungeons and Lisa murmured a password to the Slytherin common room. As they walked in she spoke. ”I’ll be right back, sweetheart.” she then kissed him on the lips and let go of his hand. She went upstairs heading to her dorm. She wanted to change her school uniform for something more comfortable. She opened the door and walked in. She walked over to her bed and noticed a piece of parchment there. She tilted her head in wonder. She took it and started reading the note. Her eyes grew big. It caught her of guard. She couldn’t believe this. She hoped it was only a joke, one of the teasing ones they used to send to each other when they were kids. But It seemed so serious that Lisa stormed out from her dorm and ran through the common room passing Jake by but throwing a quick ‘wait for me here.’
She had never run so fast. She got to the right place and flipped seeing her best friend on the edge. There was other girl Lisa didn’t really know. But she ignored her. It was so important now. Bella’s thing was more urgent now. ”Belle? You freaked me out. What are you doing? Get down, please. Don’t do this to me or I will have to jump with you!” she said loudly but she wasn’t yelling. Her voice was shaking and she was scared like never before. She didn’t realize Bella meant so much for her till that while _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
TAGGED; Bella, Rose, whoever yet xD
LYRICS; Lacuna coil - Closer
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Post by isabella on Dec 6, 2009 18:49:42 GMT -5
YOU CAN FEEL THE POUNDING WRAPPED AROUND YOUR CHESTISABELLASWAN [/size] NOTHING'S TOO EXCESSIVE WHEN YOU'VE GOT NOTHING LEFT[/center] Isabella turned slightly as Lisa came into the room. Oh great, another obstacle. As she spoke, Bella could only stare in shock. Worried her? For all she knew Bella could’ve been cutting herself right in front of her and Lisa wouldn’t have noticed! She looked at Lisa and laughed a bit crazily. “Don’t make me laugh! Ever since you got a boyfriend it was as if I was nothing more than the dirt you walk on and I’m sick of it. I needed you Lis (Pronounced like Lise), and you weren’t there for me the one time I actually needed you. Keaton broke my heart and as soon as I came back I tried to tell you. But no! You were too busy for you’re ‘best friend’ and it hurt. So much.” She said in a monotone. She resented Lisa right now, and just to spite her, she wanted to try to jump. Although with two people here now, it would be hard for her to take one step in any direction.
Bella sighed softly and looked at Rose, waiting for someone to say something. Liquid was still flowing from her eyes and she fought to make it stop, losing the battle with herself and took out her wand, holding it tightly behind her. She didn’t want to hurt Lisa, since she was there for her when nobody else was, but she decided to cut her deeply anyway. “I feel quite rude, Lisa, meet Rose Knight, formally known as Rose Swan. She’s my sister that you would’ve known about had you left your sweet little bubble to notice me.” She added the salt to the wound she had, without a doubt, created.
She sat down on a sheet covered crate and crossed her legs, waiting for someone to say something. She was already contemplating what she could do to avoid their sure to be ever watchful eyes. So far she had nothing, but she would have to tell them that nothing they could do could stop her. Whether or not she was scared shitless it was too late for her, she was already one of the most hated people in the school. Not that it had ever bothered her before but after she had basically lost everyone, she had no one left. She barley knew any professors to talk to either.
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Post by ninjababe1440 on Dec 6, 2009 19:31:35 GMT -5
Rose stood there, shaking with fury, as a young girl about their age walked in.
”Belle? You freaked me out. What are you doing? Get down, please. Don’t do this to me or I will have to jump with you!”
She glared at the girl. Why did she have to interrupt now?! Bella laughed crazily at her and said something about the girl not paying attention to her. It seemed as thought this girl is Bella's "best friend". Was her name Lise? That's what Bella called her. Although, Lise could be short for something. What does it matter?! Rose tried not to be rude to the girl, considering she had no idea who she was. Until Bella introduced them.
“I feel quite rude, Lisa, meet Rose Knight, formally known as Rose Swan. She’s my sister that you would’ve known about had you left your sweet little bubble to notice me.”Ouch. Rose nodded toward Lisa. "Hi."Bella sat down on a crate and looked between them. "If you don't mind Lisa, I don't mean to be rude, but I'm not done chewing out my sister." She threw a scornful look at Bella as she turned to face her and only her. "I'm not here to ruin your life. I was here to try and get to know you again, be a part of your life again. That's all I wanted. I wanted my sister back. Considering the fact that we are sisters, I wanted you back. You are my family, like it or not. The only family I have left. Mom died. Right before I came here. That's part of what gave me the guts to come here and find you. Dad wasn't very happy about the idea, but I told him to shove it. Just so you know." Rose had to stop herself from laughing at her last comment. Because it was 100% true. She looked at Bella, waiting for her reaction, completely ignoring the fact that Lisa was still standing there.
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Post by isabella on Dec 6, 2009 19:51:32 GMT -5
YOU CAN FEEL THE POUNDING WRAPPED AROUND YOUR CHESTISABELLASWAN [/size] NOTHING'S TOO EXCESSIVE WHEN YOU'VE GOT NOTHING LEFT[/center] Isabella listened as Rose talked about their mother dying. Oh well, good f***ing riddance. She didn’t want Bella, she chose Rose. So f’ her. It was kind of a low blow to bring in the fact that her father wasn’t happy about Rose coming. Since he kept her a secret from Bella all of those years. She listened as Rose finished and slowly rocked the crate back and forth, her blue eyes fixated on a random spot on the floor as she contemplated what to say.
Of course Bella felt a little bit guilty that she was so mean to her sister, especially since Rose would’ve been the only person she had left. Maybe they could’ve avoided this entire conference if she had only let her sister into her life just a little bit more. Once again she felt tears forming in her eyes and she angrily wiped them away, upset with herself for crying.
She ran an angered hand through her long black hair and fought back a frustrated scream. Why couldn’t anything just follow her plan? She always had a plan, and it never turned out the way she wanted it too. Regardless of what the said or did, she would still be all alone. Her father was always away on business, every holiday was spent in an empty mansion practicing dark arts or with Lisa and her family. There were times she wished her father was dead, that way he wouldn’t spend time with her because he couldn’t. Not because he didn’t want to.
Finally she put her head on her knees and let out a loud, frustrated scream. Not as though she was hurt but more of the fact that she was trying not to cry. In the end though, she wrapped her arms around herself and cried, without a care since Rose was her sister, and Lisa has seen her cry more than once. It wouldn’t all just end on its own, would it?
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Post by ninjababe1440 on Dec 6, 2009 20:48:53 GMT -5
Rose kept looking at Bella, waiting for her to say something. She looked like she was in deep thought. Well, she should be! After all of this! I mean, I have tried everything! I really wanted to be with her again... I wanted everything to be good again. But, as usual, good came back to bite her in a bad spot. It had always been that way. Everytime she did something good for herself or someone else, it came back at her negatively. Maybe I shouldn't try to help Bella... Look at where the last person I helped ended up. Six feet under. It's useless. Rose continued to look at her sister's face until she put her head between her knees and let out a frustrated scream. She contemplated over what to do. Leave her alone? Or comfort her? Against her body's objections, Rose bent down and put her arms around Bella. "It's okay... Calm down. We'll fix everything. I promise." Just as soon as the last two words escaped her lips was just as soon as she regreted them. Promises. Promises are what almost got her killed and put her friend in a coffin. She swore no more promises. But somehow, this was different. This wasn't some lost soul Rose was trying to save. This was her sister. This was Bella.
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Post by jack on Dec 6, 2009 20:58:57 GMT -5
The small tower suddenly filled with a loud hissing sound that came from Lisa's arm. The other girls would have no idea what was going on, but Lisa would feel the snake that was a part of her arm move. The snake was calling for it's master because it sensed that Lisa was in danger. The sound grew louder, and louder. Mean while Jack had been in his office many floors below them. He had been trying to figure out what to do for his next lesson when he froze.
He could feel the distress of the mark on Lisa's arm, and he could sense exactly where she was. He hated that he could not apparate inside of hogwarts, but he had other means of transportation. Suddenly his form disapeared in a thick cloud of gray smoke. The smoke went into the fireplace, and shot out of the chimney on the roof. It then came in through the window by the girls where one had just been standing.
The smoke circled around the girls, and quickly filled the small space. Then in the blink of an eye it was gone, and Jack was sitting on the window sill looking at the three of them. He found it to be an odd scene that he had been called to. He couldn't see where this danger was. No one seemed to be in a particularly violent mood though he could be wrong. He quickly took notice of the girl with her head down on her knees. His eyes went from this girl to Lisa's face, and back. He gently put his hand on the girls back. "Whats wrong kid?"
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Post by crayola on Dec 6, 2009 23:47:35 GMT -5
Scorpius picked up the piece of parchment upon his bed, rather curious to what it was. He could feel his eyes grow as he read it; it had been a while ago since his last encounter with Bella and she hadn’t exactly seemed like the suicidal type. He was truly perplexed towards the situation and was surprised at the strange urge he had to go and stop her. Scorpius had tried, numerous times, to convince himself that she was just a meaningless conquest, and if he had been given a note like this by anyone else, he would have most likely laughed and assumed that whoever had written it was making an attempt in getting some attention. However, he doubted that had been Bella’s intention and could feel his heart beginning to race and fright growing upon him as he thought of Bella jumping from one of the towers.
He quickly rushed towards the North Tower, and as he made his way to it he heard screaming. Was he too late? He continued to run, and finally arriving, he saw a Gryffindor he was unfamiliar with, Lisa, a fellow Slytherin and their DADA professor. He breathed a sigh of relief to see Bella, who instead of lying dead, was crying. That was a largest benefit he could have hoped for in the situation, seeing as she was alive, but Scorpius didn’t want her crying either. He approached to group, the girls appearing to comfort Bella, and knelt down to match Bella’s level upon the ground. He placed a hand upon her shoulder in an attempt at being comforting.
“Bells, please don’t cry,” He began perceptively; it was rare seeing as he usually chose to ignore crying girls.
“Why would you ever want to kill yourself?” He asked, his voice unusually soft as he questioned her.
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Post by lisa on Dec 7, 2009 4:59:38 GMT -5
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Post by lisa on Dec 7, 2009 9:11:39 GMT -5
“No hell to discover. I've got it all inside myself
Salvation you have preached is gone
No way, you can't turn it around
No hell to discover. There is just nothing to betray
Salvation you have preached is gone
No way, you can't turn it around."_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Retrospections of the past were crossing Lisa’s mind. Everything connected with Isabella, their childhood, the day they pierced their noses and the one they made tattoos. That all made their parents so mad at them because they were so young. But Lis and Belle just laughed at it knowing they will take it easy soon. Every Christmas two girls spent together at Lisa’s house. Bella was always welcomed there. Every talk they shared backbiting others. Every talk about boys. Every moment they were jealous for each other. Every little argument. And what now? Was it going to the end? Lisa had never had a better friend than Isabella Swan. She was the most trusted girl friend she ever had. They shared almost every thought, almost every secret. Almost! Because Lisa didn’t tell Bella what happened between her and Keaton one night in the common room, neither Bella. Older girl didn’t tell Lisa what happened between her and Scorpius. Lisa didn’t tell Isabella that she joined Death Eaters and then Jack’s new group and became a blood cobra. Well, she couldn’t so it was kind of a different story but still. She didn’t tell her she was an animagus now. Lisa just stopped sharing everything with Bella. She did stop noticing her. She was too ‘busy’. There was no denying it. But she stopped noticing everyone else but herself and soon Jake.
So no surprise there that Isabella felt hurt. Though Lisa always thought she was like her; cold-hearted, cool-minded, sometimes quick-tempered, selfish, cocky and self-centered. She forgot they were just human beings and had feelings too. But absence makes the heart grow fonder and Lisa realized she missed her best friend. And she was ready to jump with her if it was necessary. She just couldn’t lose her again just because she had boyfriend now thinking they would make up like always. She couldn’t ask her for understanding this time. No, she couldn’t, even thought she left Jake at the common room for her. And she didn’t know what to do now. She couldn’t leave her like that yet she was unsure if she wanted to see her. And Lisa stayed there silent taking every sour word. It wounded her heart if she still had one. But it was nothing she was guilty, like never before she had to admit that. Though, she had to stop herself from pushing Isabella off the edge for a second. She rubbed her temples angry at herself.
Lisa raised an eyebrow hearing the news about long lost sister of Bella. Was it possible? That Gryffie was her sister? How come? And as that Rose, as Bella called her spoke to her Lisa just frowned. She didn’t mean to be rude? Well, Lisa did. She stayed silent till that girl put arms around Bella and started speaking again. She made two steps forward. ”I do mind!” she told her angrily ”Maybe you mean something to her now, but it is not your business. You didn’t do anything to put her to that condition! I did! So be so nice and let me fix what I have done!” She laid all the frustration on a poor blonde girl. Maybe not very good move since she was Bella’s sister but it was Lisa, she couldn’t help how she was.
Lisa heard a loud hissing sound coming from her arm. She hissed too as she the snake inside her arm started moving. It was really a fair cow but nothing to the pain the cobra caused marking her. She thought that she let too many emotions and thoughts take over her. And it could be the reason for the mark acting like that. Though, she thought about Jack coming here she was unsure if it was a sign for him or something else. But her first thought didn’t let her down. Jack got there and Lisa was kind of grateful she wasn’t alone with it now. She knew he would manage it. She let out a breath with relief but didn’t smile. She could do nothing now but standing there and watching the scene.
And then another person arrived. Lisa looked to the right direction and saw Scorpius there. Did Bella leave a note for him too? Unbelievable. But maybe she didn’t want to kill herself. Maybe it was a silent scream for help. Scorpius placed a hand upon Bella’s shoulder and spoke to her. Great! Now Lisa was the only one who wasn’t comforting her. Now Bella could think she still wasn’t noticeable by Lisa. But what could she do now? Too many arms on Bella could just push her off the window sill. Any Lisa’s word could make Bella cry her eyes. Lisa had never felt so hopeless, so useless, so senseless and wordless. Where were times she knew how to speak with Bella? _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ TAGGED; Bella, Rose, Jack, Scorpius, whoever else… LYRICS; Lacuna coil - Closer NOTES; I agree it was mean of Bella xD and omg there is only a little of Lisa in my post  lol but whatever xD CREDITS; me! |
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Post by isabella on Dec 7, 2009 15:40:38 GMT -5
YOU CAN FEEL THE POUNDING WRAPPED AROUND YOUR CHESTISABELLASWAN [/size] NOTHING'S TOO EXCESSIVE WHEN YOU'VE GOT NOTHING LEFT[/center] Isabella felt Rose’s arms encircle her frame and fought back more tears. She wasn’t weak, and she didn’t want to seem weak. She took a deep breath and bit her lower lip to stop it from quivering as Rose spoke to her. “…We’ll fix everything…” that was the main part she heard. Promises. All of them were empty unless they were proven to be true. She took another deep breath before looking up with teary eyes at Lisa, quickly looking away again, putting her head back in her knees.
“I’m so sorry Lisa…I didn’t mean it…” she whispered softly, feeling awful about the things she had said to her best friend. Every memory she had ever had with Lisa came rushing back into her mind. The time they had gotten their noses pierced along with getting their tattoos. She never thought she’d be allowed to see the light of day again. Every sleep over. Every Christmas. Every time one of them would complain about boy trouble. She missed those memories…those same memories that had nearly just killed her.
She listened as Lisa spoke harshly to Rose and cringed. She didn’t exactly like that too much. But she didn’t say anything, what could she really say? Nothing. She had just tried to jump out of a window for Christ’s sake! She let herself be held by her sister, not noticing the dark smoke through her teary eyes until it had all but cleared.
Looking over to the window where the smoke seemed to have come from, she saw a well know professor. Great. Just…great. Quickly Bell looked down at her tear stained dress, hoping that the professor didn’t see her red eyes. As he put a hand on her shoulder, she took a moment to answer. Finding the strong voice she knew she could make she said, “Nothing professor. Thank you.” Slightly looking up at him.
With four people in the room, it was becoming a bit claustrophobic. When Mr. Scorpius Malfoy came in all Bella could do was stare in shock. She had actually sent it as a bit of an announcement to him. Since she had slept with him and all so he kinda deserved a right to know she wouldn’t be around at all…ever. He came over to her and placed a hand on her other shoulder, and yet Bell still only looked at him like she was seeing a ghost. Her eyes were red and puffy, her make up was probably running unless she remembered to use the waterproof kind, and she felt like a mess, and what was the worst for her was that Scorpius Malfoy was kneeling in front of her.
She had only heard Scorpius talk softly to her once, and it was a night she almost wished she forgot. As he asked her a question she was hoping people would avoid, and one that she didn’t want to professor to hear, she wanted to thump him on the head and tell him to grow a brain. Instead of answering his question, she asked, “What are you doing here?” her voice soft and breaking on several different words.
She didn’t want anyone to hear her sound so weak. In face, Lisa was the only one who had ever seen her so…defenseless. Bella didn’t like being this way, ever. She always had to be the strong one, the brick wall. She wanted to be the one to save her friends and family. Not the other way around. But even a brick wall needs to fall and be rebuilt. So it can be even stronger than before. And Bella should’ve realized that sooner. The thought made even more tears swell in her eyes.
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Post by ninjababe1440 on Dec 7, 2009 16:27:27 GMT -5
Rose kept her arms around Bella, as though trying to protect her. When Lisa spoke harshly, it barely touched Rose's skin. She wasn't angered by it at all. In fact, she understood. After all she heard Bella say about her, of course, Lisa probably felt guilty. So she was taking out some of that on Rose. Big deal. As she rubbed Bella's back softly with her hand, smoke filled the room. Slightly frightened, Rose turned around and saw the Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher, Jack Riddle. He put a hand on Bella's back and Rose loosened her grip a little. He asked her what was wrong, and Bella just replied cooly. Or so it seemed. There was so much going on here... She couldn't help but feel awful. Rose knew that she really had done anything to help cause this, but at the same time, she felt somewhat responsible. Maybe having another bother around wasn't best for Bella right now. Maybe she wasn't ready for Rose. She couldn't say she blamed her. Then, a unfamiliar young Slytherin boy walk in. He bent down in front of Bella and she seemed to be shocked. Who was he? She heard Bella ask what he was doing there, and figured maybe she should leave. The boy looked genuinely concerned. It seems as though Bella has all the support she needs right now. She doesn't need me around to mess things up and make them worst. she thought sadly. It was probably true. Bella didn't need the stress of a new sister right now. It would confuse her that much more. So, Rose stood up and wobbled a little and wondered whether or not she was doing the right thing for her beloved sister. Would turning to the door and leaving be better? Or would it be best for her to stay? She would let Bella decide. If Rose went to walk away, and Belle didn't say something, it was better. If she did say something, it was not. Rose turned and walked towards the door, praying that she was making the right decision.
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Post by jack on Dec 7, 2009 17:47:39 GMT -5
Jack sat on the window sill looking from the girl in front of him to Lisa. He wasn't to sure as to what he should do. What could he do with out revealing what Lisa already knew. Then the girl attempted to lie to him. She obviously knew nothing of him. If she had she would have known that it was pointless to try to deceive him. Then another boy burst into the tower. A boy Jack quickly recognized as his second cousin. The child did not know this yet, but Jack would have to be the one to tell him. This however was not the time for such an event. His relative revealed to him the true nature of this congregation. Jack turned and looked out the window which he was blocking. The fall was more than enough to kill a person. He turned back to the girl in front of her as she thought that the room was getting crowded, and he could not have agreed more.
Before he was able to say anything though the thoughts of the young gryffindor reached his mind, and he was unable to resist staring at her. The girl had come to find her sister, and now she felt like she had pushed her over the edge. He could understand how upset she was about this. She seemed to be nearly as upset as her sister just controling better. He watched as the girl stood up, and wavered. The girl obviously could not make up her mind as to what she should do. He saw her start towards the door, and he himself sprung up, and caught her wrist. "You don't want to be doing that kid. You walk out now, and it will be twice as hard next time. You'll never stop regretting it either."
He let go of her wrist, and he turned back to the girl on the floor. "Don't be to upset with Mr. Malfoy Isabella. Lisa can tell you there is no lieing to me. Oh and you're right it is deffinately crowded in here. So let's move this to a larger room shall we." The same grey smoke that had announced his arrival rose around them again. When the smoke cleared they were in the large DADA class room. Five of the seats had been moved into a tighter circle than the others. Everyone was in the center in the same position they had been in except for Jack. He was already seated in one of the chairs. "Take a seat, and we can talk everything out." Jack looked directly at Bella. "I am not your average teacher. You can tell me anything, and you will not get in trouble."
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lol but whatever xD